She went to wash her body, and when she came out, she saw me still lying limply on the bed, so she asked me if I needed her to wipe my body for me. I was very tired and said, "Yeah."
She went to get a hot towel for me, and then wiped the area on my crotch for me while smiling, "Now he is finally honest and well-behaved."
I couldn't help but laugh too.
She went to the bathroom again, and I heard the sound of "swishing" water coming from inside. After a while, she came out, nestled gently on my chest, and her hands were gently stroking my cheeks.
"Feng Xiao, your health is not as good as before, I think you are very tired."
I smiled bitterly and said, "Yeah. Look at me, I'm much fatter now than before. I usually have too many things to do and don't have time to exercise."
She smiled and said to me: "Find a woman. This is also a good way to exercise."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Thank you for figuring it out!"
She couldn't help but giggle against my chest, "Feng Xiao, I think Qu Jin is pretty good. You and her are perfect for each other."
I sat up immediately and looked at her, "Zhuang Qing, are you mistaken? She and you are good friends. If that's the case, wouldn't it be awkward for us to be together in the future?"
She shook her head and said: "Don't worry, if you do that with her, I promise not to do anything like this again in the future. I promise."
I was very surprised, "Zhuang Qing, what do you mean? If you don't want to do this kind of thing with me, and we don't do it in the future, why do you have to introduce Qu Jin to me?"
She sighed, and then said: "Feng Xiao, to tell you the truth, I have always felt that Qu Jin is not suitable for this line of work. As you said, she is a bit lacking in talent. So,
If she can find a suitable man, quit this business and then settle down to have a husband and children, maybe this is her best choice."
I disagreed, "The question is, is she thinking this way?"
She said: "I don't know about this, and it's impossible for me to tell her that she is not suitable for this path. But to be honest, most of the people in our industry are living off their youth. If you are young these years,
If it doesn't reach a certain height, it will be even less likely in the future. You think so?"
I didn't say anything, but I thought what she said was quite right. She continued: "Feng Xiao, haven't you asked me several times before? You asked me what kind of person Qu Jin is? To be honest, I
I really don’t know much about some things about her, but after all, she is often with me, so I feel that she should be a good girl. People in our industry can sometimes tell from the interactions of a person.
There are some problems. As far as I know, her social circle is not wide. But now I am thinking that if her career still does not have any big development after this concert, maybe she will in the future.
A big change. After all, she will not have much time when she is young. Therefore, I am very worried that she will do something for her career that even she is not willing to do. This is something we
It's very common in the industry, and Qu Jin is probably no exception. So, if you can be with her, maybe she will have a good home in the future, and some things will not happen."
I shook my head, "Stop talking. Feelings are between two people and cannot be forced. To be honest, I really don't feel that way about her."
But she continued: "If you are with her, you can ask her to withdraw from this circle. You have the ability to let her do other jobs. You think so?"
I felt that my attitude was not firm enough, so Zhuang Qing continued to hold out hope for me. I said, "It's impossible. Stop talking about it."
She sighed, "Hey! It seems like I'm too busy."
I was silent. After a while, I couldn't help but ask her: "Zhuang Qing, have you ever thought about yourself? What are you going to do in the future? You can't live like this forever, can you?"
She stood up immediately, then looked at me and said, "You think my life is messy, right?"
She was looking at me like this, with no intention of looking away.
I nodded, "Isn't it? Although I understand why you are like this now, you can't stay like this for the rest of your life? You are always thinking about Qu Jin, but have you thought about your future?"
She immediately lay back in my arms, and then said softly: "I have thought about it, but I am not worried at all, because all my goals now are to make money. Now while I am still young, I
I want to make myself more famous so that I can take on more well-priced movies and endorse more brands. As long as I have enough money, I don’t need to worry about anything for the rest of my life. But I don’t
I will get married, and from now on I want to live this life alone. I don’t like to be controlled by others, I just want to live a life freely by myself. This is great."
I couldn't help but sigh in my heart. Now, I finally understood what she was really thinking in her heart.
Zhuang Qing's words made me understand something: she will no longer consider the issue of marriage. To be precise, the thing called love has already died in her heart.
Now, I am completely able to analyze this matter appreciably——
She loved Song Mei deeply, and Song Mei's betrayal of her deeply hurt her. However, Song Mei's subsequent death made her finally understand that the person she loved most in her heart was still him. This was a complicated situation.
Emotions, it can be said that even when Zhuang Qing obeyed Song Mei's words, it was fundamentally because of love, a kind of love that was so obsessed that it was almost perverted, so that she would not hesitate to make Song Mei's request.
to execute.
But later she found out that she was wrong, because she finally understood that what Song Mei really liked was money, not her. However, the love for Song Mei in her heart was still unforgettable, and with his death, Zhuang Qing's love for him
Love is more intense. This situation may seem difficult to understand and even more bizarre, but if you analyze it carefully, you will find that this is actually an inevitable result of love to the bone.
There are too many unknowns in this world. Many people think that our biggest unknown is the vast universe, or the deep sea of the earth, etc. However, many of us tend to ignore ourselves - our real unknown is actually ourselves. We have
How many people can understand their true heart? (To be continued)