She also drank a lot today. I guess her boldness was also due to the influence of alcohol, but it was really difficult for me to refuse the temptation she gave me.
I also thought of another reason: her inner desires may have been sealed up by herself, but they were secretly surging inside her. The words I told her last time made her heart open.
A small gap was opened, making it difficult for her to control the rush of desire.
Someone once said that the desires within each of us are like savage beasts. This sentence is not wrong at all.
And I suddenly understood that the words I said to her last time were actually preparations for venting my inner desires. Maybe I didn't realize it at the time, but what happened to Shen Bingbing and I later showed that.
everything, because my subconscious made an assessment: Shen Bingbing would not pose much of a threat to me, but the woman in front of me might not.
While I was still hesitating, she was already using her gentle hands to unbutton my clothes. Her hands had already reached my bare chest, and she was still stroking it gently.
For a moment, the last hesitation and persistence in my heart suddenly disappeared, and the torrent of desire began to completely submerge me...
Regretting again...she hurriedly pulled the quilt over to cover her body, then quickly put on her clothes and left quietly.
I found a faucet in the parking lot outside and washed my hands. Then, I took a taxi outside and returned to my room in the Beijing Office.
I'm secretly glad that today I finally restrained my surging lust.
I woke up early the next morning. Thinking of what happened the night before, I suddenly felt sick in my heart: How could something like that happen to me? Obviously, it was because of my lifestyle.
It's because of indiscretion. As the saying goes, flies don't bite seamless eggs. In the final analysis, the seams on my body are my own desires.
The first thing I did after getting up was to check the time and text messages on my phone as a habit. I suddenly found a message from Leng Rushuang on it: You are dead. Why did you run away?
I immediately deleted this text message from her, feeling even more disgusted.
After washing up, I asked my colleagues to go to the restaurant to wait for the arrival of Governor Wang. Several heads of the Beijing Office and Su Wen were already there. She was wearing a navy blue suit today.
Women's suits look dignified.
Everyone waited for about half an hour before Governor Wang arrived. Everyone stood up to greet us. He glanced at us, smiled slightly and said: "We are all our own people, why are we like this? Please sit down, everyone, and let's eat together."
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The waiter in the office quickly brought the breakfast food to the table, and Su Wen personally brought porridge and milk to Governor Wang. I secretly thought: She adapts to work relatively quickly. It seems that she has already prepared it in her heart.
Be prepared.
During breakfast, Governor Wang said to us: "Today I have to go to the Ministry of Civil Affairs. You can move around freely. We will go to the airport at six o'clock in the afternoon. Don't let the Japanese come to pick us up. We have our own cars, so it will not affect us."
Okay. Let’s have dinner in advance at five o’clock in the afternoon, and the office will arrange it for us in advance. The meal should be simple and as long as we are full.”
The director of the Beijing Office repeatedly agreed.
After breakfast, I returned to my room. I didn't want to go out today. I just wanted to study the situation of several places in Japan this time. This has always been my habit - I must prepare everything in advance for every place I go to.
Related homework.
At ten o'clock in the morning, Li Wenwu came to my room. He asked me if there was anything else he needed to prepare in advance. I smiled and shook my head at him, "The specific itinerary has been arranged by the Japanese side. We didn't have any plans ourselves."
What else needs to be arranged? Wenwu, the focus of our trip this time is to take good care of Governor Wang, not me. Do you understand?"
He nodded, "Mayor Feng, I understand."
I said to him again: "You also need to remind Tanaka. I'm worried that the Japanese are too realistic and don't understand the official rules of our country. If they get the key points wrong, they will be in trouble."
He immediately laughed, "No way. The Japanese are cunning, cunning, they know everything."
I laughed all of a sudden, "That's true. I'm just reminding you, just in case."
He also smiled, but he had no intention of leaving immediately. I understood immediately: he came to my room with other things. So I asked him: "Wen Wu, do you have anything else?
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He glanced at me and said, "Mayor Feng, I talked with Su Wen..."
I interrupted him immediately, and at this time I completely understood his intention. I said: "Wen Wu, don't say anything else.
Recently I have been thinking about a question: Can each of us control our own destiny? I think we can at least control a large part of it.
I happened to bump into Su Wen when I went out last night, and I also said something to her. Of course, some things are beyond our control. In fact, many times I still believe in fate.
Not long ago, I watched a movie online. It was a science fiction film. It told the story of a scientist whose wife died unexpectedly. Later, the scientist invented a time machine and tried to return to the time before his wife's accident.
Save his wife from that tragic fate.
He did it, went back to the past, and took his wife away from that place at the moment before her accident, but later his wife was hit and killed by a carriage. He was not willing to go back to the past again, and as a result, his wife
Or died in another accident.
Wenwu, although this is a movie and science fiction, I think the truth revealed in it is very clear, that is: the fate of each of us has already been determined, and it is almost impossible for others to save us.
In vain.
Maybe you will think that I am very superstitious and believe in fate, but as long as we carefully analyze some people and things around us, we will find that in fact, things in this world are really like this.
Therefore, please don’t talk to me about this matter again. Each of us has our own trajectory in life, and the intervention of others does not play a big role."
He fell silent after hearing what I said, and then said after a while: "Mayor Feng, you are right. She is also in her thirties, and I shouldn't control her too much. She herself
Let her walk her own path from now on."
I secretly breathed a sigh of relief: Although he is my subordinate, I can ignore such things, but after all, he is considered a person who is relatively close to me, so I can only try to explain to him as much as possible to avoid being emotional.
I couldn't get up and down. It's better now, at least he won't bother me anymore about this matter in the future. (To be continued)