She immediately said: "Everything has been arranged, and our director is making the arrangements himself.
Mayor Feng, I have nothing else to do today. After I came to work here, I was not used to it at first, but now I am basically familiar with the work here, and everything is fine.
Actually, I feel very lonely now, especially when I’m not busy, because I don’t have a good friend here.”
I sighed and said, "I heard that you had an affair with that teacher? Why are you doing this? You are already a grown man, so you should consider your personal relationship issues. I saw your boyfriend last time and thought he was pretty good.
"
She was startled for a moment, then shook her head and sighed softly and said: "I didn't want to brag about it with him, it was him who proposed to break up."
I was very surprised, "Why?"
She was still shaking her head, "I don't know. He said at the time that if I go to Beijing, the contact between us will be reduced in the future, and the gap between us may also become wider and wider. He said that instead of going to Beijing in the future,
When our relationship deepens and it becomes painful, it’s better to break up now. I think what he said makes sense, so I didn’t say anything more.”
She started to say that she didn't know why the other party wanted to break up, but then she said that again. Obviously, she didn't quite believe what the other party said, or maybe she knew why in her heart, but she just didn't.
Just tell me if you want.
But her words made me understand something, so I asked her what I was thinking, "Su Wen, actually you don't like him. Do you?"
She was startled again, still shaking her head, "I don't know. At that time, I thought I should fall in love, and I thought he was a pretty good person. People have to start a family. My parents were introduced to each other by others before.
, they got married less than a month after knowing each other, couldn’t they live a good life? I had accepted my fate at first, thinking that no matter how one person lives, it would be a lifetime. But I didn’t expect that I would still have the opportunity to work in Beijing, so I couldn’t think of anything else in my heart.
I am unwilling to give up such an opportunity, and at the same time, some of my previous ideas have begun to waver. That’s it.”
I completely believe that she is telling the truth, because her words express the real struggle in her heart.
It is normal for any of us, especially a young and beautiful woman, to have dreams. When I was young, didn’t I dream that I could become a lover with Zhao Menglei and stay together for a lifetime? As for Su Wen,
, she must also have had a sweet dream of meeting Prince Charming. And I can completely believe that her sweet dream has continued to this day.
After all, this is still the unwillingness deep in her heart. The pursuit of a better future is a dream that every one of us has. Life is short, who doesn’t want his life to be more meaningful?
I couldn't help sighing in my heart. After thinking about it, I said to her softly: "Su Wen, I feel that your current choice is the right one. In fact, our life is very short, so we must not let ourselves be in it."
I regret some things, especially the big things in life. Many things are like this, and the mistakes I made at the beginning eventually led to the biggest regret in life. Now that I think about it, my marriage is like this. So, I will never
I dare to make do with it and would rather not get married again."
She glanced at me, immediately looked away, and then said softly: "I know..."
Yes, she should have understood the meaning of my words. What I just said was true. I not only wanted to tell her how to face her emotional problems, but also explained to her why I kept rejecting her.
I said: "Su Wen, now that you have come to work here, you should have come into contact with many more people than before. If you meet the right one, make a decision as soon as possible. Although it is often difficult to explain love, I still believe it.
It's fate. I think that after you work here, fate may come soon. Don't you think so?"
She blushed a little and said, "I hope so."
I laughed "haha", "It's not a wish, the key is that you have confidence in yourself, and at the same time try to put the past things aside. The past things have passed, what's the use of always thinking about them?
Am I right?"
She shook her head slightly, "It's always easy to say it, but it's really hard to do it. Mayor Feng, isn't it the same for you? Aren't you still unable to forget your former wife?"
I was speechless. Yes, she was right. It is easy to say things, but it is very difficult to actually do them. But Su Wen doesn't understand me. She has no idea that I really can't forget.
It’s not my former wife, but my past mistakes. Moreover, those mistakes are still happening to this day.
She sensed my embarrassment, and then said softly: "Mayor Feng, I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything else."
I nodded, waved to her and said, "It's okay. I know you didn't mean anything else. It was just that I suddenly remembered my past."
She stood up immediately and said, "Mayor Feng, then, I'll go back first. You should also rest early. We have arranged everything for tomorrow, so don't worry."
I nodded to her and stood up, "Xiao Su, thank you for coming to talk to me. But you don't have to do this anymore. You have a lot of things to do of your own. If anything happens, I will call you. Your current
The main job is to receive the leaders of the province, this is the most important thing."
She nodded, "I understand. Mayor Feng, thank you for taking care of me all the time. I will try my best to do my job well."
I shook my head, "Doing a good job is only one aspect. The purpose of our life is not just to work, the most important thing is to be in a good mood."
She said: "I understand what you mean. Thank you for telling me this."
I nodded, "I hope everything is fine with you."
She also nodded to me, and then left. After leaving, she closed the door for me. I shook my head and sighed: You don't understand, it would be great if you really understood.
Then I realized that I was still nosy. Maybe it was because I cared too much about her.
Director Wu had not come back until I wanted to sleep. I guess he must have other personal things to do today. I slept very well that night and no longer had the problem of choosing a hotel. Maybe it was mine.
There is nothing worth worrying about in my mind anymore, maybe it's just that I really want to have a good sleep.
The next morning I still didn’t see Director Wu at breakfast. I guess he drank too much at night, so he might not be able to get out of bed today. (To be continued)