She looked at me with apologetic expression on her face, "Can you please stop saying that? It's my fault.
I have asked myself more than once, I asked myself if I really like you, and every time after thinking about it for a long time, I found that I already have a crush on you. Maybe this means I really like you?
I opened a music bar at the Medical University, and many students, including graduate students and doctoral students, came to express their good impressions of me. In addition, there were several young teachers who also did the same. But I don’t know why, but I just felt so good about me.
They don't feel that way. Now I understand, in fact, I have always had you in my heart.
Especially this time, around the time my uncle passed away, I suddenly felt like I had no support all of a sudden. I was very flustered and didn’t know what I should do in the future. When my uncle asked me to call you last time, I
I was thinking in my heart: As long as you answer my call and can rush over immediately, I will definitely give myself to you.
Then you really came, and you were in charge of everything after my uncle's death.
I know you are not just doing it for me, but maybe more because of the friendship between you and my uncle, but this also shows that you are a very emotional person.
My uncle told me before that he said that you are very emotional, and there are not many people like you nowadays. In the days after my uncle passed away, I have been watching you working on his affairs.
And you are also very busy. At that time, I told myself that maybe the person I am looking for in this life is you.
However, I still feel a little intolerant of your past affairs. After all, I have never been married once, and I have never even been in a formal relationship. So, I hope you can give me some time to slowly
Accept you and everything about you. Feng Xiao, is that okay?"
I was very touched by her words, and at the same time, I understood and sympathized with her more in my heart. I nodded and said: "Chenchen, you are so kind to me. I can't believe it. Many of my past experiences
Things were not done well. I was too ridiculous before. Therefore, everything is my own fault. I ask you to forgive me for the past. Chenchen, don’t worry, I will always be kind to you in the future and will never do any harm.
It’s your business. I will promise you now.”
That night, we talked a lot together. Although the hot pot tasted good, in the end, we seemed to no longer care about the taste. We were all enveloped and wrapped in a deep warmth.
The next morning, Chenchen called me. She said to me: "We will treat Qu Jin to dinner in the evening. Let's go somewhere to have fun during the day. You are so busy on weekdays, and we can only see each other on weekends."
, if you go to work in Dongjiang City, you will be busier, and then we may have fewer opportunities to meet."
Of course I was very happy, but now I suddenly had another idea in my mind. I said to her: "How about you come to my house for lunch? I want my mother to get to know you."
She suddenly said in a troubled voice, "Now? Isn't it too early? Besides, I'm a little scared."
I couldn't help but smile and said: "Chenchen, we have already confirmed our relationship, right? Since we have already confirmed our relationship, I should introduce you to my mother. And my mother has always been concerned about this matter for me.
Worried, anxious. An ugly daughter-in-law always has to meet her parents-in-law, don’t you think so?”
She couldn't help but laugh, "How am I ugly?"
I hurriedly said: "You are not ugly, you are beautiful. Just come to my house for lunch. I will go shopping with you in the afternoon, and then we will have dinner with Qu Jin and Tanaka in the evening. Isn't this better?"
She thought for a moment and said, "Then, come and pick me up."
I was immediately overjoyed.
My original idea was to talk to Lin Yu first and then further confirm my relationship with Chenchen, but now I suddenly feel that I should put more pressure on myself. Only in this way can I stand in front of Lin Yu.
His attitude became determined.
I hurriedly told my mother about this, and then introduced Chenchen’s situation. After hearing this, my mother was so happy that she couldn’t help but say: “I’m going to buy groceries, you hurry up and pick her up. Laugh, you
Finally, I did something that made my mother happiest."
Then she took a look at the children who were playing with toys and asked me in a low voice: "Look, do you want to take the children out? She doesn't care about you having children, right?"
I immediately couldn't laugh or cry, and said hurriedly: "Mom, you are so happy. Of course I will tell her about the child, and she already knows that I have been married twice. She must accept my child.
, otherwise I would rather not get married again.”
The mother said quickly: "That's right! I'm really dizzy now. That's great. I'll go buy groceries right away. You go and take her home as soon as possible. I want to see her right away."
I quickly finished washing and went out. Today I specially shaved and wore a white short-sleeved shirt and a pair of straight trousers. I also specially polished my leather shoes.
When I went out, the child looked at me with surprise, "Dad, where are you going today? You are so handsome today."
I couldn't help laughing "haha", and immediately picked up the child, "I will pick up an aunt at home later, you have to be polite."
The child looked at me and said, "I know, that must be your girlfriend. Right?"
I immediately stretched out my index finger to scratch the child's nose and said, "You little guy, how come you know everything? Let me tell you, the aunt will be here soon, and you must be polite. Do you understand?"
The child struggled to the ground, "I know. Dad, she will be my future mother, right? Will she like me?"
I didn't expect the child to ask me this question, but I immediately understood the worry in the child's heart. What the child just said already made it clear: it is possible that he has not had much sense of security all along.
I squatted down and said to the child: "If you like her, she will also like you. People are mutual, don't you think?"
The child looked at me dumbly, "I understand."
I suddenly smiled bitterly in my heart: How do you talk to your child like this? He is still so young, how can he understand such a truth?
I've been to Chenchen's residence before, but after all, it's been such a long time, so my impression has become a little blurry. It was only after I called her that I remembered the floor and room number she lived on.
specific location.
When he arrived at her residence, he found her face full of anxiety, so he quickly comforted her and said, "My mother was so happy when she heard you were going."
She said, "Do you think this dress I'm wearing is okay?"
Only then did I notice that she was wearing a plaid long dress with a dull color. I nodded and said, "Yes, that's it."
But she shook her head and said: "I don't think it looks good. This dress looks a bit old-fashioned. Just wait for me and I'll change it again."
After listening to her talk, I already understood that the dress she was wearing just now was not the first one she had ever changed into. I didn't say anything because I understood her mentality of demanding perfection from herself. (To be continued)