At this moment, I suddenly understood why Zhuang Qing told Qu Jin about my relationship with Chenchen: she was worried that Qu Jin would come to me after there were problems in the relationship with Tian Zhong. Now it seems that Zhuang Qing
I really hope that I can find someone I really like, and I also hope that I can live a normal life from now on.
This is friendship. Zhuang Qing's inner emotions towards me have completely risen to pure friendship. At this moment, I truly and deeply feel this. I can't help but be full of gratitude to her.
I said to myself: If Zhuang Qing has any difficulties in the future, I should help her without hesitation.
I hurriedly said to Qu Jin: "What man has not had the past? What's more, he is still Japanese. You should know that in the bones of Japanese people, some things are part of their culture. Qu Jin, he is willing to do it for you
It's not easy to change, and even tell you everything about his past without reservation. This shows that he really likes you from the bottom of his heart. Don't you think so?"
She said: "That's true."
I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "So, I think you should cherish his true love for you. To be honest, Tanaka Kazuo and I have known each other for several years, and I have never seen him express love to you."
Other women are as good to you. It can be said that before he met you, he had no feelings for other women."
She immediately asked me: "Brother Feng, are all of you men as ridiculous as that?"
I felt very embarrassed, "It's not necessarily like that. We all go from immaturity to maturity, and there are all kinds of unexplainable situations. Qu Jin, I think you only need to grasp one thing, that is
Does Tanaka really like you? If so, then I think you don’t need to hesitate anymore."
She said: "Then how do I know?"
I immediately couldn't laugh or cry, "You are a woman, and women are often more sensitive. You should be able to feel whether he is really good to you."
She was silent for a while, "It seems you are right. Brother Feng, I wish you happiness."
I said: "I also hope you are happy."
She said: "I will come to Jiangnan tomorrow. Can we have a meal together? Not just the two of us, but also Tianzhong and Chenchen."
She actually put Tianzhong and Chenchen together, which made me feel very uncomfortable after hearing it. But I knew that she meant it unintentionally. It was actually because I cared too much about Chenchen.
, so that kind of uncomfortable thought arises in my heart.
Of course I couldn't refuse under such circumstances. I said, "Okay, Chenchen and I will treat you two to dinner. I'll let you know the place tomorrow."
Originally, I was planning to go to Lin Yu's place the next day, but now it seems I have to put this matter aside for the time being.
That night I returned to the provincial capital. On the way back, I called Chenchen and said, "It's the weekend. Let's have a meal together tonight."
She said happily, "I want to eat hot pot."
I smiled and said, "Okay. Let's go find the best hot pot restaurant."
She said: "I know a family, you come to pick me up first, and then we go together."
I immediately asked Xiao Sui to drive directly to her current unit, which is outside the gate of the provincial key primary school. After arriving at the hot pot restaurant, I asked Xiao Sui to go back. Now I am in love, taking the driver with me
Of course it's inconvenient, and it's a disgrace to the scenery.
The taste of this hot pot restaurant is really good. While eating, I told her that I planned to treat Qu Jin and Tanaka to dinner tomorrow.
She was very surprised, "Qu Jin is getting along with the Japanese?"
So I told her about how I took Qu Jin to Tanaka for dinner when I was in Japan. After hearing this, her face suddenly changed, "Actually, she likes you very much, and you also like hers, right?"
"
I hurriedly said: "I don't like her, and it's impossible for her to like me. Otherwise, she and Tanaka wouldn't have gotten along so quickly. Chenchen, why are you so sensitive?"
She glanced at me guiltily and said, "I'm sorry, I suddenly felt a little scared just now."
Her words made me feel happy and excited all of a sudden. I knew that this was a sign that she cared about me. I said to her softly: "Chenchen, I told you that from now on I will
I will treat you wholeheartedly and I will never be as uninhibited as before. I promise you."
She said: "I believe you. Okay, let's treat them both to dinner tomorrow. In fact, I also want to see Qu Jin again. She actually fell in love with a Japanese. I think this is very strange."
I felt relieved and asked her with a slight smile: "What's so strange about this?"
She shook her head and smiled: "I don't know why I feel so strange. Maybe it's because I think this thing is a bit incredible?"
I couldn't help but laugh, "This is actually fate. I never thought that the two of us would get together before. Chenchen, now I feel so happy. Really."
She looked at me, "Really?"
I looked at her and nodded seriously, "Really."
She blushed and said casually: "You used to talk sweetly to other women like this, right..." At this point, her expression suddenly became flustered, "Yes, I'm sorry, I, no
I should say something like this. I didn’t mean it, don’t mind."
Just now, I felt embarrassed after hearing her words like that, and at the same time, I immediately had a very bad premonition: she still can't let go of my past, and her heart is still so sensitive now.
Her state of mind will definitely have an extremely negative impact on our future emotional development.
But I immediately figured it out. As a girl, it was impossible for her to forget my past all of a sudden, let alone really not care about the things I had done in the past. The key to the problem was not that I had been married twice, but that I had been married twice.
It lies in my interactions with so many women.
Now, I suddenly regretted telling her everything about myself. But then I thought, if I really like her and really want to be with her forever, then I shouldn't tell her about my past.
She conceals it. Only if she truly accepts and forgives my past can our future life be long.
I looked at her and said softly: "Chenchen, I won't blame you. Those things in the past were all done by myself. Although I regret it now, I must seriously reflect on my past.
I told you, if you really can't accept and forgive me for everything in the past, you can leave at any time, and I will never blame you. This is the retribution I deserve for the things I have done.
Although I really like you, I can't force you to forgive me.
Chenchen, I am telling the truth. Now that I am in my thirties and a father, I will no longer act impulsively like before, let alone be impulsive because of a failed relationship.