At that time, Liu Bang only used him as a temporary solution, but later Chen Ping completely corrected the shortcomings of his youth and began to be a cautious person, so that he could have a good death.
Moreover, the aristocratic family section of "Historical Records" also records the catastrophe of many people's genocide due to corruption and adultery. I really broke out in a cold sweat after reading it.
Therefore, I think the main purpose of Secretary Fang letting me read that part is to help me learn to cultivate my moral character and make a difference."
She snorted coldly, "You are totally thinking this. If his purpose is really that, then he should directly let you read "The Great Learning" in the "Four Books", which directly tells people to 'cultivate one's moral character and cultivate one's character.
The principle of "ruling the country at home and bringing peace to the world".
Feng Xiao, I'm very disappointed. You can sever ties with me, but you shouldn't scare me with Secretary Fang. Feng Xiao, tell me, how have I treated you over the years? Is there anything I haven't done for you?
?Do you know why I should be so nice to you?
Do I really just regard you as my younger brother? No! You should know that I have already regarded you as my man in my heart."
I couldn't help but feel ashamed. To be honest, what I said before was indeed my own speculation, and I was also trying to use Secretary Fang to put some pressure on her. Of course, my purpose was no other than to hope that she would realize
The relationship between us cannot continue.
But now I realize that I was wrong, completely wrong. Because what I just said not only failed to wake her up, but made her dissatisfied and disgusted with me. And I have to admit that what she said is true.
The relationship between us is no longer limited to the relationship between a man and a woman, but has some real feelings.
I hurriedly said: "Sister, I know, I know everything you just said. And I have always been very grateful to you in my heart.
Since I met you, you have always taken care of me in all aspects. Without your help and promotion, I would not be where I am today, and I also have true feelings for you in my heart. Really, sister, you should know that I
not lying to you.
But now I feel more and more that we can no longer maintain such a relationship. On the one hand, I need to have a family of my own, and my child needs a mother. On the other hand, I feel that it is very dangerous for us to continue like this. What I told you before
The words are what I really think about. I always feel that many people are doubting the relationship between the two of us.
Including Secretary Rong, she hinted at me in front of me more than once, and even introduced me to a girlfriend more than once. Of course, this may really be because I am allergic, but I am still very uneasy. Also, the two of us
It is never possible for an individual to form a family, and this is the reality we must face."
Her face looked a little better, "Feng Xiao, I have told you before that I will not care about your personal life. I will not care about how many women you have outside. But I need you, so you can get married.
You can have your own family, and I only need you once in a while, because I am a hard-working woman who also needs the warmth of a man. Feng Xiao, don’t you understand what I mean now? "
I forced myself to shake my head and said: "Sister, I'm sorry, I can't do what I did before. Now I feel very uncomfortable whenever I think about the death of my two previous wives. If I hadn't betrayed them, they would definitely not be so
Die young. I like my current girlfriend very much, and I can’t let her follow the same path as my previous two wives. Sister, I’m really scared. Please forgive me..."
She was silent for a moment, with a sad expression on her face.
I felt very uncomfortable, and I also knew that what I was doing now was indeed very cruel to her, and it was also a betrayal of her. I said, "Sister, I know I'm sorry for you, but now I don't want to
No choice. Sister, I hope you can forgive me. From now on, you can treat me like a cow or a horse, as long as you agree that we will sever that relationship from now on."
She suddenly had a seizure, "You go! Get out of here right away!"
I stood up slowly. At this moment, no one knew the pain and guilt in my heart. I looked at her and whispered: "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
She was crying and sobbing restrainedly. I also shed tears at this moment, "Sister, I'm leaving..."
However, when I just walked to the gate, I suddenly heard her voice calling me, "Feng Xiao, are you really so heartless?"
I stood stunned for a moment, and then slowly turned around...
I slowly turned around, and what I saw in front of me was the misery on her face, and the tears that kept falling.
At this moment, the guilt and discomfort in my heart suddenly burst out, and my tears also burst out at this moment. Without any hesitation, I ran towards her quickly, and then hugged her tightly, "
Sister, I'm sorry, I'm not a heartless person, but I have no other choice. I'm sorry, sister... ugh!"
Her hands were also holding me tightly, and her face was pressed tightly against my cheek. Our tears had merged, mixed together, and flowed in my lips, salty, our tears.
It's the same taste.
She hugged me tightly and said in a whisper: "You have changed your mind, haven't you? You know, I need you and I can't live without you."
I held her tightly and loosened my hand slightly. At this time, I began to struggle in my heart, "Sister, no, we can't go on like this. I like my current girlfriend, I really like her.
You are a senior leading cadre. If our relationship continues to develop, sooner or later others will discover it. In that case, it will not be good for you or me. Sister, can you be sure that Governor Huang's transfer is not related to him personally?
Doesn't it have anything to do with his life? He is very honest and has strong working ability. Why do you think the superiors want to transfer him?
Sister, we have been together for so many years, and I don’t think we will continue to be lucky like this in the future. Do you think so?”
Her hands are slowly letting go of my body. I know that, in fact, she should be more rational than me, but emotions can make people fragile and persistent in front of anyone, and can also make people addicted.
.
But after all, she is in her forties and holds a high position. It should be easier for her to wake up from such addiction and return to a rational state than ordinary people.
Her face left my cheek, and her hands had climbed from my waist to my shoulders, but her hips were still pressed tightly against my lower abdomen. She was looking at me with tears in her eyes, "
Feng Xiao, I don’t want you to accompany me all the time. You know that too. Haven’t you only been with me once in the past few months? You can still do this in the future? Even when you are not around, I feel that you are in my heart.
.But now, you suddenly want to completely disconnect from me, how can I accept it?" (To be continued)