There are many specific things that also threaten human survival and make people have to be afraid.
For example, suffering, or mental trauma, is everywhere in our lives. Not to mention the bloody and dark passages in human history, right now, we are experiencing poverty of thought, emotional decadence, love is heading towards desire, and the noble spirit is
The withdrawal from secular life, the increase in violence, the ubiquitous nuclear threat, etc., have all pushed mankind to the brink of danger. This world full of problems is not something that mankind can easily bear. What Nietzsche predicted
"Superman" was not born, but modern people are bearing the burden that only "Superman" can bear. This is why we are afraid and desperate.
Fear, it is deeper than fear. Fear is faced with a specific object. Fear, like anxiety, may have no specific object and is boundless. When the physical body is attacked, for example, when a tiger pounces on us, we will be afraid.
Mental injury produces fear, and ultimately leads to despair. Fear is of the present, while fear can occur for the future and unknown things.
So, how does fear occur? In other words, why do people fear? If a pig is killed at night, it can still eat happily at noon, but people cannot do this. The reason is that people will worry about the future.
Worry about things.
Now, there is also a kind of fear in my heart, because I have no idea what the consequences will be if I break away from Lin Yu emotionally.
Of course, as far as this matter is concerned, I definitely didn’t do it on impulse. At least I had the most basic analysis——
First, I think Lin Yu and I still have true feelings. After all, we have been together for many years. So, I think even if she will be unhappy and uncomfortable, she should not react too violently. In addition, I think she should not react too violently to this.
, the relationship between us and the secret between us prevent her from doing anything too extreme to me.
Second, Secretary Fang and Governor Wang both have a good impression of me now, and the matter regarding my transfer this time was entirely proposed and decided by the two of them, so Lin Yu will definitely have some scruples about it. She is
Senior leading cadres are no longer little girls in age, so they will never do anything casually.
In addition, today I heard that Governor Huang is about to be transferred, which makes me have nothing to worry about.
Of course, the most important reason for my decision is for my own future, and also to prevent Chenchen from making the same mistakes as Zhao Menglei and Chen Yuan. The most important reason is that I love them from the bottom of my heart.
Chenchen, because now I really have the same feeling as when I first fell in love.
Also, I have always been worried about my relationship with Lin Yu, because I have already felt people's doubts about my relationship with her. And I can completely believe that people are still doubting her at the same time.
The relationship with Governor Huang. In fact, Lin Yu herself knew this, otherwise she would not have done such performative things with me in the past.
Furthermore, I know about the battle between Governor Huang, Lin Yu and Governor Wang, and I can completely believe that I don’t know many things about it. But one thing I can be sure of: once Governor Huang, Lin Yu
There was a problem with education, and it was inevitable that I would be implicated.
Therefore, I am afraid in my heart, and I have already wanted to sever the relationship with Lin Yu at some point. But now is the most appropriate time for me to do this.
Perhaps it was because of this that I was able to persevere until the end, that I finally restrained my emotions and cowardice, and finally achieved absolute decisiveness.
Sure enough, my transfer order arrived very quickly. When four people in the city held a farewell party for me, Secretary Rong was in a bad mood. She drank a lot of wine that night. She already knew all the next arrangements. I think
Her bad mood was not just because of my transfer.
But I can't persuade her, because now I have deeply realized the helplessness of being a person in the officialdom - who knows whether she will really be promoted in the next step?
Mayor Wu's transfer order has not arrived yet. I asked him about it and he told me that the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee had not talked to him yet. But I told him privately where he would go next. Of course he was very happy, after all, he is the top leader in the government.
It is not the same as deputy position.
Regarding his affairs, I feel that the arrangement made by the province makes sense. After all, the Jiangnan Industrial Park is the biggest issue, and I will put it first when I take office.
After the transfer order was issued, I immediately started preparing to leave Shangjiang City. Before leaving, I held the last government executive meeting. Although this meeting discussed several very important issues, I felt the weight of this meeting.
atmosphere.
After arriving in Shangjiang City, although I had very few personal interactions with my deputies and subordinates, we have experienced so many difficulties together, so the relationship between us is still relatively strong.
The specific time for me to take office in Dongjiang City needs to be determined by the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee. At that time, a leader from the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee will personally take me to take office. Under normal circumstances, Secretary Dong should arrive first, and then me.
Regarding this matter, my heart was also full of panic, because I suddenly thought of Lin Yu.
But now I can only put some things aside temporarily, because things have already happened, and it is my own decision. So now I can only face it all calmly.
There was one thing I had to do. As soon as I received the transfer order, I called Secretary Dong and said, "Secretary Dong, my transfer order has arrived. I will report to you now."
He laughed "haha", "Mayor Feng, let's meet and talk in detail after we arrive in Dongjiang City. I have too many things to do recently. Anyway, we will have plenty of time to communicate in the future. I hope we can become friends and be close at work.
Gay relationships are close friends in life, so you don’t have to be cautious in front of me. Secretary Fang talked to me and shared some of your ideas. I think it’s very good. I also communicated with Secretary Rong from Shangjiang City.
She also praised you a lot. But I haven’t communicated with you because I’m a little reluctant to let you go.”
I was very surprised, "Can't bear to part with you?"
He laughed, "Yes. You are such an outstanding comrade, and you are very thoughtful. You must have unique ideas for the future development of Dongjiang City and the Industrial Park. So, I just want to put the exchanges between us on the
After we all arrive in Dongjiang City, you and I will have enough time, and we can sit down and communicate slowly. Do you think so?" (To be continued)