"Zhuang Qing, I find that I can't live without you." I sighed and said to her after pouring out my love.
"Feng Xiao, if we were together every day, you wouldn't feel like this. Two people need distance. Only with distance can they miss each other and feel beautiful. Do you think so?" But she was like this
said.
I deeply agree. However, I find that I still can't let go of her, because reason is always so fragile in the face of desire.
The next day, Zhuang Qing and I spent a whole day in Chongqing. I found this city to be very unique.
The mountains in Chongqing are not high, so you can get close to them. The mountains are covered with green trees and wild flowers are in full bloom. The water is beautiful, with the Jialing River and the Yangtze River converging in the center of Chongqing. The air is moist and full of negative oxygen ions, which is a natural oxygen bar. In the morning, it is still
There is fog, a thin, light fog, as light as yarn. The fog wraps around the bridge and hangs on the mountainside. Walking in the fog when you go out to have breakfast will make you feel like you are in the sky. The streets of Chongqing are very mysterious.
You will be very confused on the street. The street in front of you always gives me a surprise. As you walk, you will suddenly find that there is no way. When you are in a trance, you will find that there are downward or upward stone steps at your feet, no matter it is
Either up or down, another area will appear. The newly discovered area has actually existed for a long time. It will be brightly lit at night and lively during the day. It surprises me and gives me a surprise. If I meet a beautiful Chongqing girl at this time
, I would definitely think it was an encounter in fairyland. I thought she was a fairy. Chongqing’s language is extremely humorous, straightforward, concise, and bright. The characteristics of Chongqing language are reflected in a single word, which can make people feel brooding. For example, "play"
The word. People in Chongqing call "falling in love" as "playing friends". Such a word, which is taboo for boys and girls in the north, is used by Chongqing people in a tearful and heart-wrenching way. If a girl in the north is told that "let's play" with friends,
That's looking for a draw. There is another word for "miserable". Chongqing people use the word "miserable" so hard that it can penetrate the back of the paper. Saying something is very delicious is called "yumian miserable", saying that you like someone is called "like miserable". A "
The word "miserable" is vivid, penetrating and expressive.
In addition, the girls in Chongqing are very pretty, with tall and straight figures like the tall buildings in Chongqing. Their walking posture is very awkward, with their heads held high, their chests lifted, their abdomens tightened, and their buttocks raised. Those who don’t know better think they have received special training. Chongqing girls are very fond of
The stranger was very arrogant. When I was secretly looking at a beautiful woman, she noticed me. She turned away and flicked her long hair, which immediately wiped away my confidence.
At this time, I heard Zhuang Qing asking me with a smile: "Are you sighing, right? Are you sighing about why you didn't get to know such a beautiful girl?"
She and I had become very casual, so there was no need to hide anything, so I smiled and said, "Yes."
She glanced at me and said, "There are two beautiful Chongqing girls in our crew. How about I invite them to drink with you tonight?"
"Zhuang Qing, why have you become like a police boss? Are Chongqing girls so mean?" I asked her with a smile.
"Chongqing girls are not only beautiful, but also generous and bold. With your charm Feng Xiao, they will definitely like you." She said with a smile, but her hand was in my arm, and she hugged me tightly.
"Okay, what's so charming about me?" I laughed, then became depressed, "Zhuang Qing, I really don't want to go back tonight."
"Then don't go back? I'll ask the director for another day off tomorrow," she said.
"Will the director agree?" I asked.
She smiled and said: "Yes."
I looked at her and suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart, "Zhuang Qing, the director and you..."
"Feng Xiao, I am not your wife." She glared at me and said.
I was speechless for a moment.
After a while, she suddenly sighed and said: "That's what happens in the entertainment industry. Everyone gets what they want. Feng Xiao, do you know how many people are working in the actor industry in our country? Tens of thousands of people! Look at those on TV.
Among the more familiar faces, those beautiful women, how many of them are really famous? There is no way, women have to be like that to mix in this circle, and even some male actors have to be like that, if they are female directors."
I also sighed, "Zhuang Qing, after hearing what you said, I now regret letting you do this job. A woman doesn't even have dignity, so what if she becomes famous?"
She laughed, "What is dignity? Dignity is for successful people. If you are successful, others will not look at your past. People laugh at those who have failed. Feng Xiao, since the first day I entered this industry
I have already made these preparations from the beginning. I told myself that I must work hard, even at any cost."
I was silent for a while and then said: "Zhuang Qing, I won't say anything anymore. Everyone will have their own choice, and I will respect your choice. However, I hope you succeed. I still say the same thing, if
You failed, even if you have become riddled with holes, I will still help you. No matter what, you always try hard, and that’s enough. Don’t you think so?”
She whispered in my ear: "Feng Xiao, do you know why I like you so much? Because you are a real man, a responsible man."
I sighed, "Zhuang Qing, you are wrong. I am not a responsible man. If I were that kind of man, I should stay by Zhao Menglei's side, and she would not commit suicide. Now I should accompany Chen Yuan even more
, The two of us live a good life together. But I can’t do it because there are too many women in my heart. Therefore, I am not a good man, let alone a good husband.”
"Yes." She said, "So a person's goodness and badness are relative. Maybe I am a bad woman in the eyes of others. But it doesn't matter to me."
"Zhuang Qing, how do you think a person can be judged as good or bad?" I asked. In fact, this question has been something I have been wondering about for a long time.
"This question is too profound. I don't understand it." She laughed, "But I think it's enough to do just one thing, that is, don't be harmful to others. I am myself, my body, and my mind.
It's all my own, I can do whatever I want, no one else can control it. But one cannot have bad intentions or harm others, because we don't have this power."
I deeply agreed, "Zhuang Qing, you said it very well."
She smiled, "Feng Xiao, haven't you always done this? I learned it from you."
I was suddenly stunned, "You learned this from me? Why don't I feel like this myself?"
"That's how you are. When you have a woman, although you feel guilty occasionally, you don't know how to repent at all. Because in your heart you feel that you have not harmed others, and you are sincerely good to us. Isn't that right?" She laughed.
He asked me while pinching my arm.
I thought about it, then smiled sheepishly and said, "It seems that's what you said."
She hummed, "It's not like that, it's just like that!"
I couldn't help laughing.
"Feng Xiao, are you ready to try all kinds of beauties in the world?" she asked me in a low voice.
I was startled and immediately said: "Don't talk nonsense. Am I that kind of person? Besides, am I that charming?"
She laughed, then put her lips to my ear and whispered softly: "You have charm, your body is not bad, and your things are big enough. However, you need to improve your skills."
I hugged her waist tightly, "What are you talking about?"
"Really. If you are willing, you can get all kinds of women." She said with a "chichi" smile.
"Zhuang Qing, you treat me like a stallion. I'm speechless." I shook my head with a wry smile.
"You're just kidding, don't be angry." She immediately said, "Feng Xiao, what are we going to eat tonight? You're not leaving today anyway, do you want me to really call those two Chongqing girls?"
I shook my head, "No. I came here specially to accompany you."
"Aren't you bored? We've done it so many times." She asked me, tilting her head.
I laughed, "Of course not. Unless you get tired of it."
She pursed her lips, "We women don't like the new and hate the old like you men. Feng Xiao, let me tell you the truth, you are the one I like in my heart. Even when I am like others, I am still thinking of you. Do you believe it?"
"
I smiled bitterly, "Really?"
She nodded, and her lips came to my ear again, "Really, otherwise I would be very dry down there."
Her words suddenly stirred up my heart, and the heat was rising faintly, "Zhuang Qing, let's go eat quickly, I want you again."
She pinched my arm and said, "I won't give it to you because it makes you feel uncomfortable."
"Don't." I begged.
"Feng Xiao, to be honest, you can't do this, your body won't be able to bear it. We women are different. We just accept, but don't give." Her lips whispered in my ear.
"How do you care about me? You are obviously trying to seduce me." I smiled bitterly. Now, I suddenly had another understanding of Zhuang Qing. I found that she was no longer the same person I once knew.
It's the same. Although she is still nice to me, her view and understanding of the world have undergone fundamental changes. Perhaps, she is just suitable for her current circle.
Therefore, I think she will definitely succeed. Although I don't know much about the entertainment industry, but one thing I know is that that industry is suitable for people with Zhuang Qing's personality and thinking.
I'm both happy and worried.
We went to eat snacks in the evening. Zhuang Qing said: "No, I can't eat more. I found that I have gained weight in the past two days, and the director will scold me. If my image suddenly changes when the TV shows it,
It’s definitely not effective. It’s easy for people to gain weight and it’s fun to eat, but it’s painful to lose weight.”
I smiled and said, "It's better for me not to worry about those things."
She ran in front of me, with her hands behind her back, and her body swaying in front of me, "Feng Xiao, I don't look fat, do I?"
She was so beautiful in front of me, looking very innocent, just like a college student. I sighed secretly: Who knew she was so slutty when she was with me? She said in her mouth: "Not fat. Very good."