She suddenly became happy and said, "That's good. Then we can go have a big dinner."
I laughed, "Let's go, what do you want to eat?"
"Let's go eat seafood. It's enjoyable and we won't gain weight. How about that?" she said.
Of course I wouldn't object. It didn't take long for us to find a seafood restaurant. We sat down by the window in the restaurant lobby. We ordered prawns, hairy crabs, salmon sashimi and other small seafood. Nowadays, the transportation is very developed.
Yes, you can also eat fresh seafood in the mainland. I think this is also an aspect of social progress.
I sat opposite her. She was peeling the shrimp and eating it slowly. I looked at her and felt that watching her eat was also a kind of enjoyment.
She noticed that I was looking at her, "Feng Xiao, why are you looking at me? Are you stupid again? Eat? I eat seafood to replenish my body."
So I picked up a shrimp and started peeling it, and said, "Zhuang Qing, I still want to go back early. You'd better not ask for leave tomorrow. I'll go directly to the airport to buy a ticket tomorrow morning."
"That's okay. Let's have a good time together tonight. Then you can eat more. Feng Xiao, I hope you come to see me when I'm filming in other places in the future. Okay?" she said.
I nodded, "Okay. Now the transportation is convenient."
"That matter..." She hesitated to speak.
I didn't understand, "What's going on?"
"Dean Zhang," she said, "I didn't want to tell you at first because I was worried that it would be bad for you if you found out. You are his subordinate after all."
"What's the matter? I'm just a doctor, and at most I can't be that bullshit deputy director. What's the matter?" I said, and I suddenly became curious: What happened to Dean Zhang and her?
"When I first started working, I lived in his house for a while. One night he was drunk and came to bully me." She lowered her eyes and said, "Feng Xiao, you can't think of it, right?"
Of course I couldn't think of it, and I was very surprised, "No way? He is your elder! And in his home, isn't he afraid that his wife will find out?"
"His wife went on a business trip. In fact, he and I are not very close relatives. I recognize him as my cousin. He arranged a job for me, so he hopes that I will repay him. In fact, I don't want to live in his house, but I felt that I should repay him, so I thought of doing some housework for him, such as washing clothes, cooking, etc. But who knew what he was thinking? It was very hot that night, and although the room I slept in was open, The air conditioner was on, but the air conditioner was not very effective, so I unknowingly lifted up my nightgown after I fell asleep. I didn’t know when he came in. I remembered that I had locked the door, so he probably opened it with a key. Anyway, when I woke up, I found that he had taken off my underwear, and he was actually licking my underwear with his tongue. At that time, I had just started falling in love with Song Mei, and Song Mei hadn’t even gotten me yet. Feng Xiao, you are an obstetrician and gynecologist. You know this. It was the first time I encountered such a situation at that time. I was so frightened that my whole body became paralyzed. That was what he did to me that night. Later Song Mei found out that I was not a virgin, so she was not so nice to me. But at the time, I thought, I had finally repaid him. But what I didn't expect was that he would not allow me to move out of his home. He came to vent on me every night after get off work. I couldn't bear it anymore, so I left resolutely. At that time, I said to him: forget about the past, but don't bother me again in the future. Feng Xiao, what happened next You all know. That time you asked me to go to him. I didn’t want to go, but thinking that it was your business, I changed my mind. Fortunately, he had a good attitude towards me and didn’t force me anymore. He did something like that. But the way he looked at me made me feel very uncomfortable. Feng Xiao, actually I always wanted to leave the hospital for this reason, because I didn’t want to see him again..." She whispered there. , while peeling the shrimp.
I didn't expect that it would be such a situation, and I suddenly felt uncomfortable, "Zhuang Qing, I didn't know before. I'm sorry."
She raised her head and looked at me, "Actually, I can see that he likes me very much. But it is impossible for me and him to do that again. I have repaid him, and I used my virginity. Now, I leave
After going to the hospital, he probably understood why I left. Maybe he was afraid that I would speak ill of him outside the hospital or blackmail him or something. But how could I do that? It has been so long, and
...Forget it, I won’t say it anymore, I feel sick talking about it.”
I suddenly thought about my scientific research project, and I felt sick in my heart, "How could he be that kind of person? He is still the dean. Are the people above him blind?"
"Feng Xiao, you should know the reason why I have been telling you now, right? I don't want you to know this for your own good. After all, you are still working in that hospital. Obviously, he may know about you and me.
relationship, so I want to find out from you again and again whether you know what happened to him. I think this is good, at least he will take care of you and won't embarrass you." She then said again.
"Zhuang Qing, now that I already know, I will definitely find a way to get revenge on him for you. But I will adopt a more secretive method. In any case, he raped you, and this matter cannot be forgotten like this.
."I said.
"Forget it, forget what happened in the past. I have already left the hospital anyway, and I don't want to cause trouble unless he does something excessive in the future." She shook her head.
"Zhuang Qing..." Only then did I realize that she also had a weak side.
"Feng Xiao, now that you know all the things I have experienced, you should understand why I will succeed at all costs, right? But I still say the same thing, you will always have a different position in my heart, because
You are sincerely good to me, and you have always been like this. Yes, I have deceived you before, because my idea at the time was to make more money and leave the hospital as soon as possible. However, I unknowingly discovered that I really liked
I fell in love with you, and now this love is even more obvious. I was very conflicted at first, especially after your wife died. At that time, I often asked myself, I said to myself, Zhuang Qing, are you worthy of him?
?You have deceived him. Your body is no longer clean. Will he treat me like he did before after knowing it? I asked myself many times, and I found that I couldn't believe myself anymore. Later, I felt that only Chen Yuan was the one.
It suits you, so I took the initiative to leave on my own. Feng Xiao, everything I said is true, really. Do you believe it?" She said, and later I found that her eyes started to shed tears. My heart suddenly rose.
With tenderness, I took a napkin to wipe her tears. She didn't move, looked at me and smiled sadly.
"Zhuang Qing, please stop talking. I already know it. I thank you, thank you for being so kind to me. I don't know in what life I was lucky enough to know you, Zhuang Qing, we will be good friends for life."
, I believe it will be like this. Do you think so?" I said to her softly and emotionally.
"Yes." She nodded, her tears turning into a smile, "Yes. Feng Xiao, I hope I can sleep with you when I become an old woman in the future."
I couldn't help but laugh, "Silly girl, you couldn't do it by then, but I can do it."
"Why not? Yes, unless you don't like me anymore." She also laughed.
"At that time, there was no water in your vagina and no hormones. Do you understand?" I said to her in a low voice, "Men are different. They have the ability to have children until they die. Do you understand?"
She grinned and said, "Just do it. Anyway, I don't care, I will be pestering you for the rest of my life."
"There is a way." I tapped my head gently, "Use lubricant."
She smiled sweetly, with tears still in the corners of her eyes, "You hate it! I don't use that thing. It's so disgusting."
"Then let's do this a few more times when we are young and finish the things in the future in advance. It's like buying a house now and taking out a mortgage. We can enjoy the wealth in the second half of our lives now. How about it?" I laughed.
I said to her. Seeing her smile made me feel happy.
"Disgusting! I won't get a mortgage with you. I have to wait until I become an old woman before I sleep with you. Feng Xiao, think about it. By then, you will still have an affair with me behind Chen Yuan's back. How exciting it will be.
Huh? Haha!" she said, and she couldn't help but laugh after talking about it.
I felt that it was a bit cruel for her to talk about Chen Yuan at this time, but it was hard to say anything to her, so I also smiled. At this moment, I suddenly remembered something: I promised Chen Yuan to go back yesterday,
But I haven't called her until now!
Forget it, let’s talk about it after we get back. I sighed with shame in my heart.
We ate this meal for a very long time, almost talking. But later on, the atmosphere between us became more harmonious, and the two of us started joking without restraint.
After finishing the meal, I found that I no longer had any lust, not because I was tired of her, but because the relationship between us had been further sublimated.
We walked in the charming night of Chongqing, cuddling together like a pair of lovers, strolling slowly and tirelessly in the pedestrian street. I really felt her deep warmth towards me, and her reluctance to leave her.
Inseparable attachment.
It wasn't until there were no pedestrians on the street and the bell on the Liberation Monument rang that we knew it was midnight and the first second of the next day had arrived.
"I'm going back today." I said.
"Well. Let's go back to the hotel. Feng Xiao, I really want to be by your side like this all the time." She said in a low voice.
I gently patted her hand on my arm, "I thought about it too, but it can't work. Didn't you tell me? Only two people will miss each other when they are not together."
"Feng Xiao, these words are so poetic. Why do you make me feel funny when you say them?" She suddenly laughed. (To be continued)