"Feng Xiao, you finally called me. How is Chen Yuan? Where is the child?" Her urgent voice came from the phone.
"Chen Yuan, she's unconscious. The child survived, but the condition is very bad. Zhuang Qing, I don't want to talk anymore, just leave it like this. This is all retribution." I said, finding myself crying again.
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But she continued to say: "How could such a situation happen? There are so many women giving birth to children now, why did something happen to Chen Yuan?"
"She has RH-negative blood. She lost too much blood but couldn't find the blood source, so she suffered from cerebral ischemia. Zhuang Qing, I really don't want to talk about it anymore. I feel so tired... I regret it so much."
I said.
"Isn't her mother here? How could there be no blood source? Feng Xiao, don't hang up the phone. I don't think something is right about this matter. In fact, I felt something was wrong before. Feng Xiao, have you ever thought about it?
I don’t think Chen Yuan found her parents too suddenly. No, maybe I didn’t express my meaning clearly, but you should understand what I mean, right? Have you ever thought about it? Where can such a coincidence happen? You
I met Boss Lin, and it turns out that Boss Lin’s wife is Chen Yuan’s mother. I had wanted to tell you about this before, but I didn’t dare because I didn’t want you to think I had bad intentions, and I
I don’t want Chen Yuan to be disappointed. At that time, I thought, no matter whether that person is Chen Yuan’s real mother or not, Chen Yuan really hopes that she can find her mother. A fake one is better than nothing. I dare not listen to you today
I have to remind you that this matter seems wrong to me. Feng Xiao, Boss Lin is the richest man in Jiangnan, and Director Lin is also a prominent figure in the officialdom. I am very worried that a little doctor like you is caught between
I will get involved in things that I shouldn't get involved in. Feng Xiao, I was really scared all of a sudden. Do you understand what I mean?" She spoke very quickly, and her meaning was unclear. But I understood.
But I'm very upset now, and I feel that Zhuang Qing shouldn't say such things at this time. I don't believe her suspicion, because when I remember Shi Yanni's behavior when she saw Chen Yuan for the first time, and today
Her sadness. I believe one thing: crying can be disguised, but the sadness that comes from the heart cannot be disguised. Shi Yanni's sadness is like an aura. When she sends out that sad cry
At that time, it even invaded my bone marrow.
I trust my feelings.
However, Zhuang Qing asked me a question next, and her question made me suddenly feel uneasy. She asked me: "How did you and Chen Yuan confirm that she is Chen Yuan's biological mother?"
I hung up the phone because I suddenly realized that Zhuang Qing's question went straight to the crux of the matter.
No, that's not the case. I shouldn't doubt this. Why did Lin Yi do this? If Chen Yuan is not Shi Yanni's biological daughter, what is the benefit of her pretending to recognize Chen Yuan? Lin Yi wants me to help him
Can you use money to go to Governor Huang's bridge? Lin Yi is a smart man and will never complicate simple things, and sooner or later he will run the risk of being discovered. In that case, it can only be
It’s self-defeating and the gain outweighs the loss. This is not Lin Yi’s style.
But why did Zhuang Qing remind me of this? And it was still at this time. I can't understand it.
Suddenly thinking of Zhuang Qing's recent changes, I seemed to understand again. Hey! Feng Xiao, what time is it now? Why are you still thinking about these messy things? I blamed myself in my heart.
Tomorrow, I hope Chen Yuan can really wake up tomorrow. I said to myself. In fact, I know in my heart that even I don’t have much confidence in this matter.
Feng Xiao, you must have confidence. Wasn't she awakened by you last time? I immediately said to myself.
Well, she will definitely wake up tomorrow. So I said to myself again. Then, I suddenly saw her, Chen Yuan, she was holding the child and walking towards me with a smile...
"Brother, look at our child. Look, he looks exactly like you." She came to my side and showed the child's face. I was surprised to find that the child looked exactly like the one in the photo of me when I was a child.
, especially his nose, which is simply a copy of mine.
"Really. Like me." I smiled.
"He should look like me. Only when a son looks like his mother will he be blessed," Chen Yuan said.
So I went to see the child, and then to Chen Yuan, "Why doesn't he look like you? Look at the child's eyes and eyebrows, they look a lot like you."
"It's not like it. How is it similar?" she said. I was surprised to see her expression slowly changing, and suddenly I heard her yell: "This is not our child, he is a monster!"
"Don't talk nonsense." I said, and then I was horrified to see Chen Yuan throw the child out with all his strength, "Feng Xiao, this is not our child, our child has been replaced by someone else!"
I was horrified, "Chen Yuan, are you crazy?!"
"Brother, this is not our child, this is not our child!" She suddenly screamed, "Brother, our child is there, look!"
I looked in the direction she was pointing, and saw a child waving to us on the edge of the thick fog. Chen Yuan ran towards the child quickly, and I shouted in shock: "Chen Yuan, come back quickly!"
Because I suddenly saw that there was an abyss in front of us!
When I woke up from the nightmare, my body was covered in sweat. Of course I had no idea why I had such a nightmare, because that dream also represented my subconscious mind, and it represented one of my fears. I can completely analyze it.
There are two fears in my subconscious: first, fear of losing Chen Yuan. Second, disappointment with the child's condition.
The fear of losing Chen Yuan is inevitable, because Zhao Menglei has left this world, and I can no longer accept the possibility that Chen Yuan may leave this world. As for children... each of us has illusions before our children are born:
We fantasize about his beauty and health, how smart he will be, and who he looks like. In short, in our fantasies, our children are beautiful and cute, because the children represent our future and represent our future.
It is the continuation of my own life. However, Chen Yuan and I’s child was born prematurely. Today, I don’t see the beauty in my child that I once imagined.
I once heard someone say that a first-time father has no feelings for his child at first, because unlike the mother, the father has not been pregnant for ten months, and has never had a blood connection with the child, let alone a spiritual connection. Now.
, I completely believe this statement. I find that my feelings about children now are like meeting a woman for the first time, and I will only pay attention to the appearance.
Dreams are something in a person's subconscious mind, which can also be said to be a reaction of a person's primitive instinct. However, after I woke up, the emotional things as a human being immediately entered my soul. I began to be truly afraid and sad.
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I suddenly had a terrible thought and conclusion: It seemed that all the women I had been married to were so unfortunate.
I slept in bed until dawn and then got up. The nanny had already prepared breakfast, but she hesitated in front of me. I shook my head and said, "Auntie, don't feel bad about it. I know that Chen Yuan's matter has nothing to do with you."
"Uncle, I really didn't expect such a thing to happen. However, I am the person you invited, and I should pay attention to these issues. Uncle, I'm sorry," she said in a low voice.
"One person has one fate. Alas! Now I somewhat believe in fate." I shook my head and sighed, and then started to eat.
"Uncle, is the lady possessed by evil spirits?" she asked.
I smiled bitterly, "That's not true. Hey! It depends on her luck. I hope she can wake up as soon as possible."
"You two are both good people, why would something like this happen to the young lady? This person just can't be too nice. If he is too nice, the ghosts and gods will be jealous." She sighed and went to the kitchen.
I was still smiling bitterly. I felt that the nanny in my family was too superstitious.
Then I went to work. Although something happened to Chen Yuan, I felt that I still had to go to the department to see if there was anything. If there was anything, I would deal with it first and then go to Chen Yuan.
"Director Feng, here is this month's bonus distribution list. Please sign it. There is also a list of year-end bonuses." The head nurse said to me when she saw me.
I smiled faintly at her, "When did you come back?"
"Yesterday afternoon, I just heard about your wife. Director Feng, don't spend too much time on department matters. I'll call you if anything happens. Hey! Director Feng, I noticed that you have been
It’s been a bad year too,” the head nurse said with a sigh.
"It's something that can't be helped." I said, not wanting to talk about this topic.
"I've already taken care of the color ultrasound. Now it's time to collect the money. I set up an account and asked everyone to transfer money into this account, and then transfer the money to the equipment company," she added.
I nodded, "Please give me your account later, and I'll go put the money in. Have the problems of those employees in difficulty been solved?"
"Didn't you tell me the solution last time? By the way, I have all the IOUs they gave you." She said, and then she showed them to me.
I didn't look at the IOUs and said, "I know. I'll just type them in together. Head nurse, I would like to ask you to take full responsibility for this matter. I may have to spend a lot of time with my wife and my children recently."
.please."
"It's okay. Don't worry and go about your business. I'll call you if something happens. People in the department will understand you," she said.
"Head nurse, there is one more thing. Please keep an eye on the trend of the hospital departments raising funds to purchase equipment. If there is no change in the hospital's policy, please pay attention to see if there are any good inspection items. This matter
You should also ask more doctors, they should know what they know. If we carry out a few more projects, everyone's income will increase immediately." I said immediately. (To be continued)