The doctor on duty quickly arranged a hospital bed for Azhu, which was also a single room. I introduced myself and explained that I was the tutor's student. The doctor on duty suddenly became enthusiastic and said, "Dr. Feng, see if she needs to be given an infusion."
Where's the liquid?"
I shook my head, "No need. She will wake up in a while. Are you a training doctor? Why haven't I seen you before?"
"Yes. I came to this hospital for further study. Dr. Feng, if you have anything to do, please tell me," she replied.
"Well, please help me keep an eye on her for a while. Don't leave. She is a little stimulated. I'll go out for a while," I said.
"That's it. Okay. Doctor Feng, do you think we need to inform her mother?" she asked.
I felt a sudden pain in my heart, shook my head and said, "No, she just had a quarrel with her mother."
"That's it, then you go and do your work. I'll keep an eye on her for you for a while," the doctor on duty said.
"Don't leave her, not even for half a step. I'll be back soon. Sorry to bother you." I ordered again, and then went to Chen Yuan's ward. I wanted to take advantage of Ah Zhu's coma to see Chen Yuan.
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Chen Yuan was still unconscious, and I didn’t have time to talk to her now because I was worried that Ah Zhu would wake up soon. So I asked the nurse about Chen Yuan’s condition. What I was most concerned about was this question: “Does she have bedsores?”
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The nurse replied: "No, the weather is relatively cold now, and we have given her special care."
I immediately felt relieved, and then asked, "Should I still insist on doing hyperbaric oxygen every day?"
"Yes, once a day. But the fee is a bit high. Dr. Feng, there doesn't seem to be much money in your wife's account. Please pay the fee tomorrow." The nurse said to me.
"It's gone so soon?" I asked in surprise, because I paid an advance payment of 50,000 yuan when I was admitted to the hospital.
"The charge for hyperbaric oxygen is relatively high, and because she is a coma patient, we use nutrient solution for her every day, and the cost of using these monitoring equipment is also relatively high. And it is a single ward." The nurse explained.
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I nodded, "Okay, I'll pay the fee tomorrow."
Just as he was talking, Su Hua called, "Feng Xiao, where are you?"
"Instructor in the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology...Hey!" I said, but I couldn't bear to tell her the news.
"I'll be there soon," she said, and then hung up the phone. I immediately walked towards Azhu, but my phone rang again, and this time it was my father calling.
I hurriedly ran outside the ward because I didn't want the people here to hear the conversation between me and my father.
"Dad, are you here?" I asked.
"I just arrived. I just got in Boss Lin's car. How is the situation there? Have you met your mentor?" Father asked.
"She's dead. Now her daughter has passed out and is in the hospital. Dad, I may not be able to come back tonight. I'm sorry. Because I'm worried about my tutor's daughter having an accident. She almost committed suicide just now. I have to watch tonight.
She, at the same time, I need to give her some good advice." I said.
"Where is her father?" the father asked.
"The mentor's lover got married with another woman. The mentor killed them both and then committed suicide. Dad, I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood right now, and I don't want anything to happen to the mentor's daughter again," I said.
"How could this happen?" I could hear the shock in my father's voice, "Feng Xiao, don't come back tonight, and try to persuade your tutor's daughter. I think so, now your tutor's daughter is not
Are you alone? If possible, let her come and stay at your house for a while. Anyway, we are here, and the Chinese New Year is coming soon, so it would be best for her to spend the Spring Festival with us, so as not to make her sad at home alone."
"Okay. I'll ask her after she calms down." I said.
My father hung up the phone and I stood dumbfounded in the corridor of the ward. I never thought that the world would become so ruthless. In less than a month, I experienced such tragic death twice.
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I saw Su Hua running towards where I was standing from a distance. She ran closer and closer, and soon she was in front of me. I looked at her in surprise because I found that she was holding some scattered things on her head.
, snow-white snowflakes.
Snowing?
"It's snowing outside, so heavy. I never thought it would snow in Jiangnan this year. It's been ten years since it snowed in Jiangnan," Su Hua said to me.
It’s really snowing. Why did it just happen to be snowing tonight? I thought with infinite sadness in my heart.
There is little snow in the south of the Yangtze River, even if there is it, it is as thin as goose down, light and does not weigh the branches. It is already broken after a while, and the green mountains are faint. The snow in the south of the Yangtze River is easy to trigger inspiration, and it is also easy to cause melancholy. Suddenly I think of Lu Xun's "That is the lonely snow"
, is the dead rain, is the spirit of the rain." With all the trees withered and the rivers and lakes frozen, the northern country can enter a pure world of chilling silence, while the south of the Yangtze River can enter an abstract pure state of heaven and earth only after snow.
But I still have to run to the hospital every day. Because there are Chen Yuan, our children, and the patients in the hospital bed.
Going home at noon, I looked at the people on the road from the car window. They were walking in a hurry but not in a hurry. Those with umbrellas held up the flower umbrellas in their hands and walked leisurely in the snow; those without umbrellas wrapped up their coats tightly and raised their collars, and stopped after walking for a while.
I stomped my feet and shook the snowflakes off my body. Suddenly I felt very pitiful, because I didn’t know how to enjoy this rare snow scene. I hid in the car, like an audience below the stage watching the people of this world.
I found that I used to be one of them, but now I am gradually moving away from them. I feel so lonely in my heart because I begin to be afraid of the world.
When the car stopped, I saw the children in the community shouting excitedly: "It's snowing! It's snowing!" The children who were tired of staying in the building rushed down the corridor one by one and came to the open space, cheering and chasing each other.
Snow has become the fairy tale and amusement park of children's dreams: the quiet children stretch out their little hands in the flying snowflakes to welcome the most crystal clear six-petal flower in the world; the curious children stretch out their little tongues as fresh as stamens, wanting to taste
Taste the taste of snowflakes that are as salty as sugar. However, naughty snowflakes, before the children's tongues get close, they hide and seek. They use the invisible method to blink at the children and then disappear.
The warm and beautiful patterns are printed on the children's frozen red hands; the playful children chase the snowflakes like butterflies, or suddenly stop on a whim, looking up to see the large snowflakes like blowing soap bubbles in the past.
It blew into the air, exhaling a stream of hot white water vapor. The snowflakes it touched melted in the blink of an eye, turning into a drop of tear and falling on the child's long eyelashes.
I was thinking: When will Chen Yuan and I’s children be like this? A kind of hope suddenly rose in my heart.
I suddenly sighed and raised my head to look at the sky. I found that the snow was floating in small pieces first and fell on the roof. The roof was so excited that it moistened the eyes looking into the distance; it fell on the blue ceiling of the security window.
The hospitable security windows allowed her to settle down there; falling on the flower umbrellas of passers-by, she let out a tiny whisper. Slowly, the snow became heavier, like catkins, floating to the east and west; like reed flowers, as soft and moist as jade;
Like a group of white swans in the swan pond, dancing gracefully and gracefully; like thousands of crazy jade butterflies, no one has exactly the same pair of wings flapping and fluttering down to the earth. On the roofs of cars parked on the roadside, snow begins to accumulate.
The thicker it gets, the more it gradually accumulates enough for the children to collect for snowball fights. A thick layer has also accumulated on some evergreen shrubs in the community, and the green petioles hold up white flowers. The camellias are plump and strong.
She was wearing red lips and white teeth, showing a bit of coquettishness.
I was immediately fascinated, obsessed with this world of snow. Suddenly I found that the snow was falling even harder, and I suddenly thought of the world outside this city. Perhaps, this snow has whitened the metasequoia and tallow tree, the grass and vegetables, and whitened the snow.
The ditches and fields...
The snow in the south of the Yangtze River is beautiful, it is a kind of silent beauty when it falls to the ground, and the empty valley reflects the snow! The snow in the south of the Yangtze River is pure, like a woman from a small family, smiling and looking forward to life; the snow in the south of the Yangtze River is also a bit stunning, like
The girl who just got out of the bath concealed three parts of the beautiful peaks and greenery, and revealed seven parts of the cold brilliance. The snow in the south of the Yangtze River came calmly and calmly, and was so reserved and restrained. There was no cold wind, no hail, no bluff, and it was so quiet.
There is no trace of the smoke and dust of the world. She is very much like the Jiangnan people living in this land. She is gentle and gentle in her behavior. She is calm and calm when dealing with things. She does not cause trouble and is tolerant: You give her a ten-pound load.
, she walks forward leisurely, even if you give her a hundred catties of burden, she can bear the humiliation and walk forward with her head bowed; the snow in the south of the Yangtze River is a bit so considerate, as if she is born with a nature that is good at caring and loving.
For fear of crushing the grass underneath, the snow always modestly leaves some gaps where there are trees and grass, allowing the flowers and plants hidden under the body to poke their heads out to take a breath. When the sun comes, they quickly retreat and disappear.
The rain also protects the flowers. With the moisture of the snow, not only are the plants and vegetables not as easy to freeze to death as in the north, but they become more green and tall.
The snow in the south of the Yangtze River is also a kind of spiritual thing that can make people calm down. Just stand somewhere and watch the gray snowflakes falling silently from the sky. Because there is a lot of snow in the south of the Yangtze River and there is no wind, so you can stand there.
Live and not suffer from the cold wind. Stand quietly, surrounded by only silence. Only silence can make the soul settle. Maybe you will still have memories, the past of life, joy and sadness in the beginning. In that posture
Gaze out in the snow and wait. Slowly, the only whiteness and silence in this world will separate the impetuousness and restlessness in a person's soul from the feasting, entertainment, sounds and horses in the world of mortals, and then you will hear the gentle breeze.
In the willow and bird-song valley, I saw the fairyland of spring flowers and tenderness. It made my hard heart soften a little bit, and then I felt grateful and moved in my heart. At this moment, I had feelings, and when I woke up, I found that I no longer seemed to be the same.
It's your original self.
Although the snow in the south of the Yangtze River is not as hearty and wild as the snow in the north, it is warm and full of spirituality. Standing in this snow, I am thinking: maybe only those who understand the snow in the south of the Yangtze River will understand what an empty valley is.
The beauty of the echo, what is the wordless truth of great love, can you further understand the fullness, breadth and depth of life.
Unfortunately, I found that I still couldn’t understand it. (To be continued)