She was stunned for a moment, and then said after a while: "Feng Xiao, what you said is so good. I never thought that medical knowledge can be connected with life."
I smiled and said: "In the final analysis, life is the body and soul, plus society. Our body and soul are the subjects, and society is the object. The three complement each other and make up each of our lives. In fact, I don't understand, but it's just
That’s all it feels like.”
"What you said is very good." She said, then looked at the time, "Feng Xiao, it's getting late. There are still people at home. You should go back early."
"I'll take you home first and then go back." I said.
"I mean, let's go to my house first. You have to finish the things you haven't finished in the afternoon before going home. It's only after nine o'clock. What I mean when I say it's not early is the time for us to finish things. You understand.
"?" she said.
Me: "Hong Ya... you, aren't you like that? You should have a good rest today and take some Chinese medicine. We will talk about it later."
"No. You feel good today, but I'm still feeling uncomfortable." She looked at me with charming eyes and said.
I started to hesitate...
"Let's go, don't cheat!" She stood up immediately and called the waiter in the distance to pay.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, because I found that it would not be fun when such a thing is regarded as a task to be completed.
At the same time, I found that I no longer felt guilty, because that phone call from Zhuang Qing today made me completely depraved again. And deep in my heart, I have always believed that: a person’s body and soul can
As long as my soul doesn't betray Chen Yuan, that's fine. Because I know that I will never give up on Chen Yuan. That's enough.
I am still very young now, just in my early thirties. If Chen Yuan stays in a coma like this, it is impossible for me to have sex, right? As long as I don't have sex or anything, it will be fine? I defended myself in my heart.
Of course, the reason why I defend myself is because Zhuang Qing will be back tomorrow, as well as Su Hua. In fact, many of us are like this, doing things we shouldn't do while looking for reasons to defend ourselves.
In the process of living. Especially in modern society, self-deception is also a way of life for many people. It has only one purpose, and that is to achieve psychological balance.
The car driven by Hong Ya. On the way to her residence, I saw the bank where I held my card and hurriedly asked her to stop.
"What for?" she asked me suspiciously after stopping the car.
"I'm going to transfer the money to renovate the house to you. There is a self-service bank there." I said.
"It's really unnecessary. Money doesn't mean much to me now. As long as you are sincerely good to me," she said.
I shook my head, "No. I'm not the kind of man you imagined."
She tilted her head and looked at me, "What kind of man do you think I imagined you to be?"
I got home two hours later.
"I made you a pot of strong tea." Azhu said to me.
"I didn't drink much," I said.
"Then why did you come back so late?" she asked.
I suddenly felt unhappy: Why do you care about me? But I said: "The main thing is chatting. Chatting while eating."
She pursed her lips and said, "I don't believe you! You men can't get drunk when you drink together."
"Do you think it's still the past? It's barbaric to persuade people to drink at the wine table and make others drunk. Do you think it's in the countryside? People in the city now use the opportunity to talk about things over meals," I said.
"Then you should drink some tea too. I see you look very tired," she said.
I felt a little moved in my heart, and also felt a little ashamed, because my fatigue was entirely caused by Hong Ya. I massaged her for a long time at her home, but she really reached climax later and even appeared*
*.
When I left, she hugged me and cried, "Feng Xiao, I really don't want you to leave."
"Don't be stupid. My parents are still at home." I said, suddenly feeling very tired and wanting to fall asleep right away.
"Why is my life so miserable..." she sighed.
I didn't fully understand what she said, but I didn't ask, because I knew that asking would only cause me more trouble and annoyance.
When she was getting dressed and ready to leave, she suddenly asked me: "Feng Xiao, tell me, what do you most hope you can get?"
Now I really didn't understand what she meant, "I don't want anything."
"I asked you not to give me the money, you have to give it. I want to use the money to buy you something. Tell me, what do you want?" she asked me. I understood immediately, and then said:
"I really don't need anything anymore. And the money should have been given to you."
"Okay, let's leave it here for now. We'll talk about it later." She said that. But at this moment, I suddenly remembered something, and then I reached out to her and said, "Give it to me."
"What?" she asked.
"The key. The key to my new house." I said.
"I'll get it for you," she said, then lifted the quilt and stood up. She was naked and her curves were very beautiful. She just walked past me and went outside.
Only then did I realize that women's beauty needs something else besides their own foundation, and that is nature.
She gave me the key and immediately came to hug me, "Feng Xiao, I really don't want you to leave."
My hands wandered over her naked, smooth body, "Don't be like this, I really have to go back."
"How about we do it again and you go back?" She said coquettishly in my arms.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Do you think I'm a machine? I can come whenever I want?"
"Feng Xiao, you are the best man I have ever met," she said.
I suddenly felt a sense of pride. Men would like women to praise themselves like this, "Really?"
"I gave it to the Hong Kong guy for the first time. He was actually very bad. He came out after a few strokes every time. Especially the first time, I only felt pain, and then I found that he was over. It happened like this every time after that.
, he was finished in less than a minute. The chairman was a little better, but he was too fat and liked me on top of him. I was tired every time, but he only knew how to enjoy it like a dead pig. I finally met
The little man who arrived was nice, but he didn't care about me at all. He just rushed all over me and fell asleep by himself after that. It's better for you to pay attention to my feelings and emotions every time." She looked up.
When he first told me, his voice and eyes were so captivating.
To be honest, her description has moved me. I found that her comparison really made me feel a different kind of stimulation.
"I really have to leave. You are doing this just to stimulate me. Next time, be good." I quickly calmed myself down.
She immediately laughed, "Feng Xiao, that's what's wrong with you. Men, sometimes you just have to pretend not to know a woman's intentions. It won't be fun if you say it out loud."
I was startled, then laughed and left, holding the key to my villa...
"Hey! Are you drinking tea? Why are you stupid?" I was thinking about what happened before when I suddenly heard Ah Zhu shouting loudly. I suddenly came back to my senses, hurriedly took the tea cup from her hand and drank it in one gulp.
.Suddenly, I almost vomited out! "Azhu, when did you make the tea? Why is it so cold?"
"Ah, I forgot, I brewed this two hours ago. I'm sorry, I'll pour it out for you right away," she said.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Forget it. I'm going to sleep."
My parents were laughing over there, and my mother said, "Azhu, you are really mad. You won't be able to behave like this when you get married in the future."
"After I get married, he can only make tea for me, and I won't make it for him," Azhu said.
I also laughed immediately, "Well, it seems that ordinary people will not have the blessing of making tea for you in the future."
Azhu suddenly pinched my arm and said, "Feng Xiao, I just suddenly remembered something today. Do you want to introduce me to your classmate? Let me tell you, I don't like him."
I was stunned and said, "Azhu, what are you talking about? Didn't you ask to go that night? I didn't arrange for you to go to dinner. How do you say I want to introduce you to my classmate? But then again
, Kang Demao is a divorced man, and he is much older than you, how could I possibly introduce you to him."
Then she smiled brightly at me and said, "That's pretty much it."
My parents burst out laughing immediately, and my mother said, "Ah Zhu, you are so funny, my stomach hurts from laughing."
"No, aunt, you don't know, Feng Xiaogui is very weird. His ideas are often very special, and there is nothing he can't do. I'm worried that I've been deceived by him unknowingly, so I told him directly like this
It was proposed." Azhu said.
I was suddenly stunned, "Azhu, am I that bad? I have to get your consent for your matters, right?"
"Anyway, I'm a little afraid of you. You are a cunning person. If I fall in love with your classmate for no reason due to your tricks, it will be over." She pursed her lips and said.
I immediately felt that she was very funny, "Azhu, I'm not a monster, how could I make you fall in love with someone else unknowingly? I don't know any magic. Unless you really like someone else. But what?
, if you really like Kang Demao, I won't object, after all, he is very good, and he and I are still classmates, at least he will not dare to bully you in the future."
"Stop it, I don't like him." Azhu said angrily.
My parents laughed again.
After taking a shower, I went to bed. I felt too tired, and I had to pick up Zhuang Qing tomorrow morning. By the way, Su Hua was coming back tomorrow too.
Before going to bed, I went to Chen Yuan's bed. She still had her eyes closed, as if she was asleep. On the small bed not far away was our child, who was also sleeping soundly.
I sighed and went to bed. Before falling asleep, I said to myself: The day has finally passed, maybe she will wake up tomorrow. (To be continued)