It was already after midnight when we arrived at Hongya's villa. She was not in bed, but stood outside her villa and waited quietly.
I paid and got out of the car. She came over and held my arm, and at the same time asked me in surprise: "Feng Xiao, where are you coming back from?"
I didn't answer her and hurriedly walked towards her villa.
She followed me, and then closed the door of her villa behind me. I suddenly threw away the things in my hands, immediately lay down on the large sofa in the living room, and then... suddenly, wantonly, and hysterically
The ground howled loudly.
Hong Ya's surprised inquiry came to my ears, and I ignored her because the long-simmering sadness, grief, and other complex emotions in my heart had already poured out at that moment, and I didn't want to let go of that.
Some sad things come back to your heart.
Hong Ya seemed to understand the pain in my heart, so she didn’t ask me again. However, she came over and sat next to me, gently picked up my crying head, and gently placed it on her
In his arms, he hugged me gently and allowed me to continue, and the emotions pouring out like a tidal wave poured out more violently.
When I slowly returned to calmness, I felt her hand caressing my cheek, very gently. Maybe she had always been caressing me gently like this, so she allowed me to have sex as soon as possible.
Calm down. Just now, I was like a wronged child, but it was her gentleness that slowly restored my heart to a peaceful state.
No matter how old a man is, no matter how complicated things he has experienced, he will always have a child-like fragility in our hearts. And the tenderness of women is the best comforter for our fragility.
I calmed down, but suddenly felt a sense of embarrassment and shyness.
But she didn't ask me anymore what happened. She let me go with a slight smile on her face, "Now, do you feel better?"
I didn't answer her because I was still embarrassed. So, I stood up and said, "Hong Ya, I'm going to take a shower."
"Let me wash it for you." She asked me with a smile.
My mood suddenly improved, and all the depression in my heart had been released, "I want to help you wash it too."
She looked at me, her face flushed, "You really look like a child."
The nozzle sprinkled a piece of warm water, which fell on my body and hers. The warmth immediately enveloped us together.
When I went to the hospital the next day, I was still a little tired. But now I suddenly had a new understanding of the world - this world is so small, so small that I felt like the world of ice and fire in one day.
A dreamlike feeling. Moreover, I found that I had begun to reject cities other than Jiangnan. I was afraid of going to a strange environment again, and I was afraid of encountering such sad things again.
Now, when I sit in my office, I suddenly feel at ease and calm.
I didn't tell Hong Ya what happened to me last night. I thought to myself: No one else will know about my trip to Xiamen this time.
However, what I didn't expect was that Lin Yu called me not long after I arrived and sat down in the office. She asked me directly: "What happened to you?"
I was stunned because I didn’t expect Hong Ya to tell her what happened to me last night. So, I immediately stuttered, "Sister, you...I..."
"Feng Xiao, don't blame Hong Ya. She told me about your incident because she was worried about you. She told me that if I asked you, you would tell me." She then said softly.
I was a little touched, because her words made me understand that she, and Hong Ya, actually care about me from the bottom of their hearts. Hong Ya told me last night that if I didn't want to talk, she wouldn't ask again.
This was actually a sign of her respect for me, but she still told Lin Yu about this matter. This can only mean one thing: she felt very uneasy.
So I replied: "I went to Xiamen yesterday because I heard that A-Zhu was there, my tutor's daughter. She, she is very good now."
I can only answer this.
"Then why are you crying? You like her very much, don't you? She is in love now? She is going to get married soon?" Lin Yu asked me.
"...Sister, you are right." Lin Yu's intelligence does not surprise me at all, because her understanding of the world is already extraordinary.
"Feng Xiao, you are married. Although your wife is like that now, your marriage still exists after all. Unless you get divorced. So, hey! I understand your feelings. Feng Xiao, relax a little.
, you must always make yourself happy. Hong Ya is very good to you. Sometimes you shouldn't regard marriage as so sacred. Isn't it just one more piece of paper? Don't you think so? And me, am I with you?
Don't you feel at home?" she said softly. (To be continued)