So, after thinking for a moment, I replied: "If that day really comes, it will be impossible for Zhuang Qing and I to be together. Now, the distance between me and her is getting farther and farther. We as
Friends are very appropriate, because friends can understand each other and tolerate each other's shortcomings, but husband and wife cannot, because husband and wife can't do that. So I think her and I are only meant to be friends in this life.
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"I think so too." She nodded slightly, "But Brother Feng, have you thought about another question? If you get married again, will your future wife tolerate you continuing to date her like that?"
I was stunned again, and then sighed: "Actually, I am completely disappointed with my marriage. Now I doubt that I am destined to kill my wife. Therefore, if that day comes, I will definitely not get married."
I have resigned myself to my fate and just spend my life with my children like this."
She looked stunned, then sighed softly: "Brother Feng, I didn't expect you to be so superstitious. It is unrealistic for you not to get married in the future. First, your life cannot be without a woman, because such a life is incomplete.
Also, your child also needs maternal love."
I suddenly felt the pain and hurriedly waved my hands: "Shangguan, please stop talking. I don't want to talk about this matter anymore. I firmly believe that Chen Yuan will wake up."
"Hey..." She let out a long sigh.
Shangguanqin's prediction was really accurate. Just when she parked the car downstairs, my cell phone rang, and I saw the word "Zhuang Qing" clearly jumping on the caller ID on my cell phone.
After hesitating for a moment, I still answered the call. I asked softly into the phone: "You haven't rested yet?"
"I'm hungry, would you like to accompany me to eat pickled pepper rabbit? My mouth is watering just thinking about the taste of pickled pepper rabbit." She said to me with a smile on the phone.
"Okay. I'll drive over right away." I said without any hesitation.
Immediately, I jumped out of Shangguanqin's car and heard her laughter behind me.
Zhuang Qing and I have been here more than once, and that was before she went to Beijing. The food here is very unique and the taste is very authentic. Zhuang Qing likes the taste of the various dishes here, and I actually like it too.
. Now, I also feel a little hungry.
This place serves live rabbits to order, which is a bit cruel, but the attraction of delicious food often makes me find various reasonable explanations for this cruelty. Besides, I don't need to watch the chef slaughter the rabbit in person. I chose
A gray and ugly rabbit. It is said that the meat of this type of rabbit is more fragrant than other rabbits. Moreover, the fact that it is not so beautiful helps me not feel so ashamed.
One rabbit is eaten three times. Pickled pepper rabbit, spicy rabbit, and rabbit's offal can also be used as a dish. Then I ordered a few cold dishes.
"Do you want to drink?" I asked, looking at the beautiful girl opposite me.
"Drink. Why don't you drink? But don't drink too much, otherwise you will feel very uncomfortable tomorrow," she said.
"White or red?" I continued to ask her with a smile.
"It's white, Jiangnan Daqu. This wine is very refreshing," she said. Only now did I realize that she didn't seem to have changed at all. She was still the same Zhuang Qing as before.
Yes, it is indeed the case. Now she has completely returned to her old behavior, the way she did before leaving Jiangnan - she couldn't wait to eat the food as soon as it was served, and drank several glasses of wine in succession, only to realize later that
I kept looking at her, so I smiled, "Feng Xiao, I'm sorry, I haven't eaten such delicious food in a long time."
I felt warm in my heart and smiled at her, "Zhuang Qing, you are still so cute."
She suddenly stopped using her chopsticks, then shook her head and sighed, "It's different. I really want to go back to being as carefree as before, but I can't. Alas..."
I couldn't help but feel a little guilty, "Zhuang Qing, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned such things that made you unhappy."
"It's okay." She shook her head, "Why don't you eat quickly? What? Are you just looking at me? It's a bit weird to be watched eating by others."
I laughed immediately.
We drank casually and mainly ate. In fact, I have never been here since Zhuang Qing left. When I ate here again today, I immediately felt that the food was delicious.
"Zhuang Qing, I'm very happy now because I finally see you succeed." I said while looking at her enjoying her meal. This is the truest emotion in my heart.
"It's still early to succeed." She ate and shook her head and said vaguely.
"Think about other people. I think it's pretty good that you've come this far. After all, you're not a film and television major." I said. I originally wanted to advise her to "be content with what you have" but I really couldn't.
Export.
But she suddenly put down the chopsticks in her hand, looked at me and shook her head: "No! I must make myself more successful. Now I am only a little famous. I am only a third-rate actor at best, and I am still far from a first-line star."
It's far from it. I'm not willing to give in. I have to work hard to do better."
I know her character. She is actually very strong from the core, so I can only encourage her, "Zhuang Qing, I believe you will be more successful. You have the ability."
She gently picked up the chopsticks on the table, but did not eat again immediately. Her chopsticks moved unconsciously in the dish, "Feng Xiao, in fact, the one I should thank most is you. Because you have been reminding me
I. Now I have figured out one thing: the past has passed, and focusing on the future is the most important thing. Now when I think about some of my previous thoughts, I feel funny, yes, why do I have to talk to your father-in-law?
Can't get through? He has always been helping me. I was so stupid before."
Hearing her say this, I suddenly felt happy, "Zhuang Qing, that's right. It's great that you can think like this."
"Feng Xiao, you can stay at my place tonight. I want you." She suddenly changed the subject.
However, I hesitated: This... will it have a bad impact on her if I go to the hotel to stay? And this is not the capital after all, what if I meet someone who knows me? The most important thing is Zhuang
Qing is already a celebrity, and many people know her. If she and I are associated with each other, it will be troublesome.
"Zhuang Qing, you are no longer who you were before." So I reminded her. Although my heart had already started to surge, I felt that I had to remind her.
"Feng Xiao, why do you think so? Didn't I tell you before? No matter how we change in the future, we will always be good friends." She said to me immediately dissatisfied.
Obviously, she misunderstood what I meant, "Zhuang Qing, that's not what I meant. I'm worried that our relationship will affect your future development."
She smiled brightly at me, she looked cute and beautiful, especially her two rows of beautiful white teeth, "Feng Xiao, I really miss you. I need a man like you and your nourishment for me."
Otherwise I might become ugly very quickly."
I was startled, then smiled and said: "After all, you are a person who came from our obstetrics and gynecology department, so you still understand such scientific principles."
A blush appeared on her face, and she smiled charmingly at me: "Feng Xiao, you hate..."
I was immediately melted by her, completely melted by her, "Me, let's go quickly..."
"Wait a while, let's drink some more. I hope you spend more time with me." She glanced at me, her eyes were as charming as silk, and her voice was very seductive.
My heart began to tremble, and I really wanted to leave here with her right away, and then go to the hotel as soon as possible. However, she continued to eat with relish, and then raised her glass to me, "Come on, Feng Xiao, let's go
Drink, drink."
I couldn't help laughing anymore.
The hotel suite was full of spring scenery. After taking a shower, we stood facing each other and pulled off the white bath towels from our bodies almost at the same time. Then we couldn't help hugging each other, cheeks touching each other, and then exploring each other's body.
Lips...
Quiet, there is silence all around, only our heavy breathing. There is still so much passion between us, and we are still so eager to get each other. I know in my heart that she and I, we, the bone marrow in our bodies
Here, the blood has already been filled with emotions for the other person.
Love without emotion will not last as long as ours, I firmly believe this.
In fact, I know very well in my heart that I am not a truly sentimental person. On the contrary, I do so many ridiculous things because I lack emotional care and warmth. And now, when I am with
When Zhuang Qing was together, the real feelings in my heart suddenly burst out. Yes, I like her, maybe I love her. There is a strong love in my blood.
I want to merge with her soul through body blending.
Moreover, I also feel that Zhuang Qing, her heart at the moment should be the same as mine. Because, like me, she is kissing passionately and passionately.
Our kiss was so passionate and so natural. Just like a couple, it seems that such a thing is a very natural thing. Many of my kisses with other women are not like this. Many times I kiss
For other women, lust is far more than the warmth and love in their hearts, and their physical needs for women are far more than their emotional needs. But now, I have completely and truly felt the connection between my soul and her.
Blended together.
So, our lips parted next, and we began to rub our cheeks against each other, and the warmth and tenderness we got from rubbing our ears and temples also made me feel the trembling in my heart.
Her face left mine, and her voice floated softly in my ears, "Feng Xiao, I want you."
I kissed her lips, like a dragonfly touching water... (To be continued)