Instant noodles are really unpalatable. After two bites, I couldn't swallow them anymore, but I forced myself to finish them because I was so hungry and thought about drinking at night. I am a doctor and I know that drinking on an empty stomach will cause
Causes great harm to the stomach.
After eating the instant noodles, I went to bed again. Now I felt much calmer, so I fell asleep quickly. Before going to bed, I told myself in my heart: I must wake up in two hours.
This is actually a psychological suggestion. In addition to being affected by habits, psychological suggestions also play a very important role in the body's biological clock.
Of course my psychological suggestion was effective, and I really woke up at five o'clock in the afternoon. Then I took a shower, then combed my hair carefully, and felt quite satisfied, so I went out. I didn't check out the room because I decided
I still have to come back and stay here tonight.
When I drove outside Jiangnan Group, I saw Shangguanqin running towards me from a distance. Her running posture was very graceful. I could tell that she must have been trained in running. Everyone can run, but it requires
It is not easy to run with graceful posture.
She got in the car and sat in the passenger seat, not out of breath. I looked at her in surprise, "Shangguan, you exercise often, right?"
She smiled and answered me: "Yes. I get up every morning and run. How do you know?"
I replied: "I just noticed that your running movements are so standard, and you are not out of breath after running from such a long distance."
She smiled and said: "I was on the track and field team in college, and I won the 800-meter race championship in every school sports meeting."
I also smiled and said: "No wonder. Let me tell you, your running movements look so beautiful."
She said: "Why am I beautiful? Compared to...hehe! I won't say it anymore, or I will make you angry again."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, because I completely understood the meaning of her words.
After arriving at Binjiang Road, we went directly to the wild fish restaurant. It was already late autumn, and there was already a coolness on the riverside at night, but Shangguanqin insisted on sitting outside. She said: "Brother Feng, outside
The air is good, and you can see the river view. Also, I feel free when I sit outside.”
Of course I had to follow her advice, so we went to sit on the terrace outside the restaurant. This place itself has seats. Most restaurants on Binjiang Road rely on places like this to attract customers because they like fresh air and need freedom.
Shangguan Qin is not the only one. Of course, the freedom mentioned by whom is just the antonym of depression.
I ordered a few kinds of wild fish and some cold dishes suitable for drinking.
"Beer or liquor?" I asked her.
"White Bar. It's a little cold outside today," she said.
I looked at her, "Shangguan, are you really in a bad mood today?"
She nodded, "Yes. Do you know what day today is?"
I shook my head, "What day?"
She glanced at me and then stretched out her hand to point to the sky, "Look."
I immediately looked up and saw a full moon hanging in the sky, and there was a very bright star next to the round moon. It was not completely dark yet, but the moon and stars were so clear and bright.
I immediately understood, "Is today the Mid-Autumn Festival?"
She nodded, "Yes. Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival."
I said: "It turns out to be the Mid-Autumn Festival. Why do I think it's late autumn?"
She laughed and said: "Many people are very confused about this. Because nowadays people rarely remember the dates in detail, and even often forget about festivals. In the end, many of us are just confused.
Live your life on earth.”
I nodded, and then I became worried, "I was supposed to go to my father-in-law's house today. But I really forgot. And my parents, I have never called them today in so many years."
She nodded and sighed: "Yes. I haven't been home for several years. Especially today, I miss them so much. I feel that as a daughter, I am particularly unfilial. To be honest, I still can't remember my parents' birthdays.
On what day is it?"
Hearing what she said, I suddenly felt ashamed, "Me too. Oh! By the way, what do your parents do? Where do they live now?"
She said: "Hey! Stop talking. The more you talk about it, the sadder it becomes. Feng Xiao, can we talk about happy things today?"
I immediately understood that she actually didn’t want to answer the question I just asked. She and I went to look at the moon in the sky and asked, "Shangguan, do you know what the star next to the moon is?"
She replied: "That seems to be Venus, right? When it appears at night, it is called Chang Geng Star, and when it appears in the morning, it is called Morning Star. Is that right?"
I shook my head and said, "I don't know, so I came to ask you."
She immediately laughed and said, "Brother Feng, your question is actually very boring. Because we don't know the standard answer."
I said: "I think your answer is quite standard."
The food and wine came quickly, and we started eating and drinking. I have been to this place before, and although the price is a bit higher, the dishes are very authentic. At least the fish here does not have a muddy smell, which means that these fish should not be
Artificially fed.
"It tastes really good." Shangguanqin also praised.
"Then eat more and drink less." I said. To be honest, I am a little scared of drinking alone with a girl now, and she is also Lin Yi's assistant.
But she said: "No, I just want to drink today. What? You don't want to drink with me?"
I said: "It's easy to have sex after drinking, so it's best to drink less."
She looked at me and smiled, "Brother Feng, what do you mean by this? Are you reminding me or testing me?"
I didn't expect that she would say such a sentence in front of me, and I immediately didn't know how to answer, "Shangguan, I, I... have you misunderstood?"
She laughed, "I'm just kidding. It wasn't the first time we drank together. Why didn't I see you having sex?"
I suddenly remembered the time she asked me to check her breasts after we drank, and I couldn't help but think: It's you I'm worried about.
But I would never dare to say such words, so I had to continue drinking with her. After drinking for three rounds, I started to ask her: "Shangguan, can you tell me now? What exactly did you want to see me for today?"
"
She shook her head, "Didn't I tell you? You will know in a few days."
I said: "Aren't you trying to make me anxious?"
She smiled and said, "I just want to make you anxious. But don't worry, this is a good thing. You will definitely breathe a sigh of relief when you find out."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "The more you say this, the more anxious I feel."
She glanced at me and said, "Who told you to look at me like that yesterday? You don't know, I was really frightened by your eyes at that time."
I said quietly: "Is it that terrible? Isn't it?"
She nodded, "Really, you scared me at that time. Okay, I won't talk about it anymore. But I can tell you the second thing."
I said: "Forget it, don't even tell me. Come on, let's drink. This glass of wine is my apology to you."
In fact, I said this for a purpose, because I know that since she already wants to say that thing, it means that she has the desire and urgency to tell me. In this case, if I say that I don’t want to hear it,
If so, she would definitely feel anxious and uncomfortable.
Everyone has this kind of mentality. This can be regarded as my small revenge on her.
Sure enough, she was really anxious, "Feng Xiao, how can you do this? Don't you really want to hear it?"
It seemed like this was the first time in my memory that she called me by my first name, but I didn't care because I felt that she was actually expressing a sense of closeness to me, or that she was really anxious.
To be so eloquent.
So I smiled and said, "I don't want to hear it now. Come, let's drink."
She came to clink glasses with me, and then drank half of the white wine in her big glass. I was immediately surprised and said, "Shangguan, don't drink so fast!"
She showed the bottom of the cup to me, "Feng Xiao, you should finish your drink too, right?"
I smiled bitterly and drank the contents of my cup, then asked her uneasily: "Shangguan, are you really angry?"
Now I know, she really didn't call me by my first name because she was careless with her words.
She shook her head, her expression had become desolate, no, still sad, she said: "Feng Xiao, I'm done."
I was suddenly startled, "What's the matter? What happened?"
She began to cry, "Feng Xiao, I found that I really have a lump on my breast. And I have lost several pounds recently. I really suspect that I have breast cancer."
I couldn't believe this was true, "No way? Didn't I check you last time? It wasn't even that time."
"It's true. I touched it myself and there was really a lump," she said, continuing to cry.
I still didn’t believe it, because I felt that she could not diagnose her own disease, not to mention that she was not a medical student. You must know that the judgment of breast lumps requires professional skills. So I asked her: "What are you doing?
Why don’t you go to the hospital?”
She replied: "The breast department in your hospital is all male doctors. I wanted to ask you to help me find a female doctor, but I thought that you can't go back to the hospital recently... I originally plucked up the courage to call you this morning.
But you didn’t answer, I think, maybe this is destiny?” (To be continued)