Maybe the nanny saw that I was sick when she came home, so she called Lin Yi, and then Lin Yi arranged for Shangguan Qin to come. This matter does not need analysis, it is very simple.
After I was discharged from the hospital, I went directly back home. The hospital was very close to my home, so I walked back. I was very weak when I was sick. I felt difficulty breathing, weak limbs, and my heart was obviously throbbing when I walked.
So from time to time I feel like there are Venus stars flying around in front of my eyes. The Venus stars are flying like fireflies in front of my eyes. They are not beautiful, but they make me feel dizzy and uncomfortable.
I didn't dare to go any further because I was worried that I would pass out again. We doctors are different from ordinary people because we usually work in hospitals and are in constant contact with various bacteria and viruses. Antiviral
Our ability is stronger than that of ordinary people. Because of this, we rarely get sick on weekdays. However, once we get sick, the symptoms will become very severe.
In fact, I also hope that I can have frequent fevers, because fever is actually the body’s response to bacteria and viruses in the body, and in the process of body fever, it can also remove cells that are harmful to the body, such as cancer cells. In each of us,
There are cancer cells in the body, but most of them are eliminated by the defense mechanism of our body. Fever is actually one of the various defense mechanisms of our body.
The same is true for our society, which has the same function of self-purification as the world we live in. And our laws have the same function as our surgeries, which is to remove those cancerous tumors. Of course, they may not necessarily be able to fundamentally eliminate them.
Solve the problem. Until now, I still remember what a surgical professor said when I was in college: We can surgically remove tumors in the human body, but what about the cancer in society?
Although having a fever is good for the body, the process is uncomfortable. For example, right now, I just feel dizzy, my limbs are weak, and my heart is still beating. So I stopped, this is a bus stop, I
I leaned on the railing of the station sign and kept panting. I wanted to vomit, but found that I couldn't vomit anything at all, because I had not eaten anything all night and all morning.
Illness can make a person truly feel the panic that life is passing away, because only when you are in pain will you find that your soul seems to be tormented and far away from your body. I feel it very clearly now.
I suddenly became afraid. Not being afraid of death may just be a temporary impulse, a willful behavior under extreme despair, but once I become rational, the fear of death will appear uncontrollably.
Suddenly a person came to mind. Hong Ya. I found that at this moment, how much I need her. Now I need warmth so much, I need the warmth of a woman so much, but Hong Ya is the only one I can think of at this moment.
That woman. I didn’t think about it deliberately, but when I felt extremely uncomfortable, her name suddenly emerged from my mind.
With difficulty, I took out my cell phone and started to call her. Even in such a weak and uncomfortable condition, her phone number still clearly appeared in my mind.
"Hey! Feng Xiao, what have you been doing lately? Why don't you call me? I called you today, but you turned off your phone. What are you doing?" came her voice blaming me on the phone.
, and then she was laughing.
I said, finding that my voice was still hoarse and weak, "Hong Ya, I feel so uncomfortable..."
Her voice suddenly became tense, "Feng Xiao, where are you? What's wrong with you?"
I suddenly felt a warm feeling in my heart, "I'm sick. At the bus stop not far from where I live..."
It was so uncomfortable that I felt powerless at the end of each sentence and found it difficult to continue.
"Is it between the second courtyard and where you live?" she continued to ask.
I hung up the phone dejectedly. She was smart and guessed my location right away. At the same time, that was what I meant by calling her, right?
After I stopped, I felt much more comfortable, and Venus no longer appeared in front of my eyes. Everything around me became normal. Everyone except me was very busy, and people got off the buses after they arrived.
, then the waiting people got on the bus, the bus drove away, and the next one came quickly. This place is like a station in life, there are always people who can’t finish getting off and getting on, and they
They were all in such a hurry. I saw a young couple with a child, and the young couple was quarreling. The child was in the hands of the mother. I heard the woman scolding the man for dropping the money. What he said was ridiculous.
It was hard to hear. The men would occasionally say something, just to defend themselves. The children were looking at them, and then they got angry and said, "Stop arguing! It's so annoying!"
The two people stopped arguing immediately. The man went to pick up the child, and the woman had an apology on her face.
I think they are so happy. Now, I don’t even have anyone to quarrel with, let alone being able to take the children out like them.
The two people got on the bus with their children, and the bus drove out of the station, roaring and swaying away.
A pair of young men and women came here. The girl's hand was in the boy's arm, and the two were whispering there. The boy always had a smile on his face, and the girl was chattering non-stop. For a while,
Finally, the girl came to the boy like a coquettish girl, and then reached out to touch the boy's hair. The boy was still smiling. The bus came, and they got on the bus together, the girl in front, and the boy's hands.
On the girl's shoulders.
The bus drove away, taking away their happiness in my eyes.
When Hong Ya arrived here, I was looking at the people in front of me. This was the first time I paid attention to the strangers around me so deliberately. I found that they seemed to be happier than me, and they lived a better life.
More comfortable than me.
Until her voice rang in my ears, "Feng Xiao, why are you here? Why do you look so ugly?" Then there was her warm hand on my forehead.
I smiled bitterly and replied: "I had a cold, so I went to the hospital for infusion."
She smiled and said, "I thought something happened to you on the way to the hospital. How is it? Are you feeling better now?"
I shook my head, "I'm feeling better, but I don't dare to move around. I get very panicked when I move."
She said: "Shall I carry you to the car?"
I refused hastily and immediately looked to see her car, but didn't see it. She held my waist and said, "Let's go. The car is parked in front."
She kept laughing after getting in the car, and then said: "You are still a doctor, why is it like this?"
I smiled bitterly.
She added: "You doctors should also be sick, otherwise how can you know the pain of your patients?"
I still smiled bitterly, "Don't be joking. Hong Ya, I feel so uncomfortable right now. I don't want to talk."
She said: "Okay, okay, you close your eyes and rest for a while. I'll wake you up when the time comes. Hey! It's so pitiful that there's no one to take care of you when you're sick."
I had closed my eyes, but her words made me extremely sad, and tears could not help but flow from the corners of my eyes. Then I heard her sighing softly.
In fact, I never fell asleep. When she called me later, the car was already parked in the garage of her villa.
After entering the villa, she asked me to sit down on the sofa, and at the same time said to me softly: "If you feel uncomfortable, just lie down for a while, and I will put hot water for you. After a while, you will take a hot bath."
Get better."
When she spoke, her face was right next to my cheek, and she touched my face gently a few times, giving me a warm and soft feeling.
I lay down slumped and said to her: "I don't want to move anymore."
She left with a chuckle.
I really fell asleep, because after arriving here, I suddenly found that I no longer had any restlessness in my heart. When I fell asleep, I could actually hear my own slight snoring at first.
"Hey! Feng Xiao, wake up!" I don't know how long I had been sleeping, but suddenly I heard her voice calling me.
I didn't want to wake up, because I found that my body was still soft, "Hong Ya, don't make trouble, I want to sleep..."
But she was shaking my shoulders, "No, you must wake up right away! You already have a cold, and this will make it worse. I've put a tank of hot water for you, so you can soak it quickly."
I was still too weak to get up. She left immediately because I heard her footsteps disappearing. It was so good to fall into sleep again hazily...
Suddenly, I felt a chill on my face, and a cold, wet towel was wiped on my face. I woke up immediately, and heard her saying in my ears: "Are you awake now? Get up quickly."
Now I felt a little energetic in my body, and I immediately sat up slowly. I still had a headache, dizziness, and the muscles in my body were also sore.
"That's how good you are." She said, and then she helped me to the bathroom. When I entered, I saw that the bathtub was filled with hot water, and I also felt the temperature of the entire bathroom. My body suddenly felt warm.
Feeling very uncomfortable.
"Come, let me take off your clothes." She said to me, not to get my consent, because she was already unbuttoning my buttons, then taking off my T-shirt, and then started to unbutton me.
belt. I stood there motionless, and she said to me: "Lift your right leg and put your hand on my shoulder."
I raised my right leg and naturally put my hands on her shoulders. Her shoulders, which I thought were thin before, were so powerful today. She took off the right trouser leg, and then the left trouser leg.
She put my clothes and pants aside, not just randomly, but stacked there. Then she turned around and looked at me with a smile and asked: "What? You want me to take off your underwear for you?"