"I'm too embarrassed to go? I've never been to a place like that." I said hurriedly.
She stopped talking.
I felt even more embarrassed, and for a moment I didn’t know what to say, but I didn’t want to let this embarrassment continue, so in a panic I said something like this: "You, do you really want to use this sentence?"
That thing? Are you kidding me?"
"If I want to do that subject, of course I have to experience it myself. Moreover, I can only continue like this in the future. It's all up to you to remind me today. Maybe I can find my own happiness because of this." She said, but
She still didn't come to see me, her eyes were looking out the car window, looking at the adult products store with the neon lights flashing there.
I sighed in my heart, "Let's do this. I'll think of a solution for Director Mu's matter."
She suddenly turned around, her eyes full of surprise, "Really?"
I nodded, "But I haven't thought about it yet. I'll try my best."
She immediately said happily: "Great, I know you will find a way, and I also know that you are a person who means what you say. Feng Xiao, thank you so much."
I shook my head with a wry smile, and then slowly drove the car forward. I admitted that I was defeated by her. She defeated me with her sadness, but I was still defeated by my own compassion and softness.
When I got to her downstairs, I stopped the car, but she didn't get out immediately. I looked at her without asking, but there was doubt in my eyes, so I believed she could understand.
She smiled at me, and then took out a bank card from the wallet in her bag, "Feng Xiao, I know you have money, but this thing is a little bit of my heart and Lao Mu's. We know that you are
It needs to be spent, so please accept it. We are very grateful to you for agreeing to help, and we cannot let you spend any more money."
I waved my hands hastily, "That's not okay. If you insist on doing this, I will take back what I just said."
Her hand immediately froze there. After a while, she smiled awkwardly and said, "That's okay. I'll give it to you after the matter is done."
I shook my head, "No way. I won't accept anything from you."
She immediately put the card back into her wallet and said with a smile, "Well, I owe you a favor."
I smiled bitterly at her. In fact, she didn't know that I already regretted it terribly.
"How about it? It's still early, why don't you go up and sit down?" She said to me immediately.
I shook my head, "Forget it, I have to go home right away."
She smiled and said: "That's okay, I'll make an appointment with you another day."
Watching her enter the building, I immediately turned the car around. After driving the car out of the community, I couldn't help but cursed myself: Feng Xiao, you fool!
At this moment, I felt like I wanted to cry without tears.
Anyway, it was just a verbal agreement. If I didn’t do it, she wouldn’t be able to do anything to me. I thought suddenly. Yes, that’s it.
However, I soon discovered that my idea was impossible, because I simply couldn't do it myself. I'm not the kind of person who goes back on my word, and I couldn't do such a thing.
This is the biggest weakness of my character, and I cannot overcome this weakness at all. It has always been like this, unless I find someone who can refuse to do something unless I find that the other person has done something sorry for me.
the reason for something.
A person's character weakness is difficult to overcome. It will be deeply rooted in a person's soul. If you try to change it, it will make people feel guilty, ashamed, and even uneasy. Such emotions will have a negative impact on themselves.
It caused an unspeakable torture.
Of course, that feeling has not been expressed yet, but I know that if I really don't do that thing for her, that uncomfortable feeling will appear sooner or later. It doesn't matter if it happens, the key is
What's more, it will make you feel guilty towards her, which will make you unable to face her at all in the future. This is the weakness of this character, just like the situation where the creditor feels guilty towards the debtor.
When I was going back, the moment I passed the adult store, I couldn't help but hit the brakes, and the car stopped slowly. I looked at that place, and a strange, strange feeling suddenly arose in my heart.
Come.
I slammed the accelerator and drove the car forward quickly. I cursed fiercely in the car: "***!"
In fact, I don't know who I am scolding, maybe it is just a way of venting.
After returning home, I suddenly felt that the plan I originally thought of was not feasible at all: it would be too abrupt to send such a text message to Governor Huang.
It's definitely not appropriate to find Lin Yu, because she will definitely ask me what my relationship is with Jordan, and she won't believe it if I tell the truth. So many things have happened now, and I don't want her to think that I am any more
Still as ridiculous as before.
Kang Demao...yes, maybe he can find a way.
After thinking about it, I felt it was not appropriate to call him to discuss this matter. I will go to his office tomorrow. Finally, I thought in my mind.
After taking a shower, I lay in bed and couldn't fall asleep. I was thinking about a question: Was it my character weakness that made me agree to Jordan or was it because of other reasons? Later I figured it out, it didn't seem like that, it should be
:The photos of Jordan when he was young touched my heart.
In the final analysis, I didn’t want to reject her at all, because I couldn’t bear that once-so-beautiful woman to continue to live in such pain. I couldn’t refuse a beautiful woman’s plaintive request to me. This should be the most fundamental thing.
s reason.
Suddenly, the phone rang, and when I picked it up, I saw Jordan's name. I felt fed up because I suddenly thought of the trouble that my promise had caused me tonight.
I didn't answer.
But the phone kept ringing, over and over again. After sighing, I had no choice but to answer it.
"Feng Xiao, our old man is not going home today. He is on a business trip. I also want to drink some wine. Can you come out again?" she asked me.
I felt that there was a huge temptation in her words, and I immediately became alert, "I have already taken a shower and am ready to go to bed. Let's wait for another day."
"You didn't drink much tonight. Come out, I beg you, I really want someone to drink with me." She said in a pleading tone. I suddenly felt embarrassed, and I couldn't help but think: She used to
Is this also the case in the military hospital?
"Come on, I made some dishes to go with the wine," she said.
I guess she felt my hesitation, so she said that. But I really felt a great temptation, but I am different now from before, at least I have become more rational.
many.
After thinking for a while, I said: "I won't come to your house, that's not good. So, let's find a place where you can drink near your house."
"Then, let's go to a food stall. It's open all night. It's not far from my home." She said. Then she told her the specific address. After hearing this, I burst out laughing: Why is it not far from her home?
?That place turned out to be right in the middle of where she and I lived. So I thought it would be a good idea, the two of us could walk half the distance each.
After putting on clothes, I went downstairs and then left the community to take a taxi.
The road is still busy, but it is less noisy than during the day. The traffic in front of you passes quietly, like a quiet river.
Standing next to the road, I felt the dynamics and tranquility of the city. I liked this feeling because I saw a vivid and dynamic picture in front of me: under the colorful night, the sky was dim, with occasionally a few stars peeking in.
The lights flashing out, like human eyes, the city looks even more colorful in this dimness, while the traffic on the road is flowing quietly like a river. There are pedestrians on both sides of the road, and there are also people like me waiting for taxis.
The person in the car, maybe, it is not a car that someone is waiting for, but a person.
Suddenly, a huge roar surged from a distance, suddenly breaking the tranquility. The traffic flow was no longer so regular, they became panicked, and people on both sides of the road began to look at the roar uneasily, including me.
Own.
I saw a luxury sports car roaring and rushing towards me. It roared past me with a huge roar, and the surrounding cars all gave way to let it go away arrogantly.
Some pedestrians nearby scolded him: "What a fool! I don't know whose young master he is. Rich people are really too much!"
But most people's eyes were full of envy, and then everything in front of them began to return to its previous state, just like a small water splash bloomed in the river and immediately returned to calm. People's faces also returned to their previous state.
A state of numbness.
But my heart began to become impetuous, and I hated the sports car that just drove past.
I finally got into a taxi, and it quickly merged into the traffic. But I suddenly became nervous: What will happen tonight?
When I got there, I found that she had already arrived first, and I had to wait for a little longer for the bus.
This place is very lively, just on the side of the road. It is now past ten o'clock in the evening, and there are already many people sitting in the food stall. This food stall looks good, with tablecloths on the tables and equipment that looks good.
The chairs are relatively beautiful. Except for being on the street by the roadside, the rest are similar to those in restaurants. But I quite like this scene because it looks open and has good air. The only drawback is that it is a bit noisy.
Of course, there is also a lack of privacy.
She saw me, stood up and waved to me, with a smile on her face but did not call me. Her excitement may not be commensurate with her age, but for people who don’t know the secret of her age, it would seem
It's a kind of beauty, because she is so beautiful. Even though I know her age, I don't think there is anything wrong with her.
I also smiled at her, and then went to sit where she was. Now that she was here, there was no need to face others with a bitter face. This is what I thought in my heart. (To be continued)