Dishes have been ordered on the table: cold shredded pig ears, braised pig tail, roasted loofah with tripe strips, a plate of crispy peanuts, and a pot of spicy boiled frog. There is a bottle of beer on the floor.
"What? Are you angry with a pig? Are they all pigs?" I joked after sitting down.
She also laughed immediately, "What? Aren't there frogs?"
I smiled and asked her: "What? Why do you still want to drink? Director Mu is on a business trip again?"
She nodded, with a sad expression, "Yes. You don't know, he has been like this for a long time. The children are not here, and I am alone at home. It was fine when the children were at home, at least he was popular. Now the home is empty.
Yes, especially after drinking today, I felt so quiet when I got home that my ears were ringing, and I could always hear noises coming from the living room and kitchen, and I felt so scared."
I said: "Maybe I am too sensitive after drinking. I have also had this situation before. When I came home from drinking and was excited, I always felt that someone was walking around outside. But when I went out to look, I found nothing. It was very strange.
It could be the sound coming from people upstairs or downstairs."
She asked: "Why is this happening?"
I thought for a while and said, "Maybe it's an instinct. We humans are actually a kind of animal. Maybe our most instinctive awareness of prevention is stimulated after drinking. For example, some animals drink water by the river.
They can't help but look behind them. This is an instinctive sense of prevention. Even dogs or cats that have been domesticated by us humans can't help but look back when eating."
She smiled and said, "No way? Why do I feel that people don't know how to take precautions after drinking? Look at the emergency department in our department at night. It's not often that girls come in for treatment after being drunk and raped.
Of?"
"That's also a kind of precaution, isn't it? After being raped, you worry about what kind of disease you might be infected with. People are worried about things like that being spread, otherwise why would they come to the hospital?" I said.
She glanced at me and said, "You really know how to make it up. How is that possible? Also, women tend to be very impulsive when they are drunk, just like you men. When drunk, they will not care about things that are reserved or not.
And it is easy to devote yourself to the man you like. There are also some girls who are drunk after a breakup. They are likely to do stupid things at any time. In the past, the daughter of a colleague of mine was alone after a breakup.
She went drinking and met two men. The two men invited her to have a drink, but she went there in a daze. Later, she got drunk and had sex with the two men. Such a thing is very
Common."
I smiled and said: "I think it is also an instinctive thing, such as for mating and breeding offspring..."
She laughed, which immediately attracted the attention of many people around her. She laughed so hard that her whole body trembled, but she began to try her best to suppress her voice. I also felt that the explanation I just gave was too far-fetched, so I couldn't help laughing.
Laughter is contagious. For example, right now, I couldn't help but laugh out loud.
"This is so good. Today I realized that the air outside is so good." After laughing, she sighed.
I suddenly remembered the doubt I had earlier, "Have you never gone out to drink beer with other friends before or go to relax in the evening?"
She shook her head, "I used to go shopping in the military hospital after get off work, then go home, cook when I got home, and watch TV or read a book after eating. It has always been like this. Over time, I developed a habit. I didn’t expect to find out after I arrived at the local hospital that your life was so enjoyable. Especially after having a few meals with you, I immediately felt how important it is to make friends. Hey! Now! I just feel sad, it turns out that those days I lived in the past were in vain."
I said, "You can't say that. Everyone has their own way of living. The key issue is that you should find your way of living very enjoyable. Do you think so?"
"The problem is that now I feel that the kind of life I had before was not good. I didn't like it at all. Unfortunately, I have become old in the blink of an eye. Alas!" she said.
I smiled and said, "How old are you? Look at the many men around here. They are all secretly looking at you."
She said: "Really?" Then she went to scan the people at the tables next to me. I also looked sideways and found that those men had already averted their eyes. Just now I noticed the men at the tables in front of me.
They were indeed pretending to be looking at Jordan unintentionally. From this, I inferred that the men at the tables sitting in front of her should be the same way. I am a man, and of course I understand the inner turmoil of men.
Jordan is indeed very beautiful. She is the kind of woman with a beautiful face, a good figure, and a charming charm. After all, she is already a forty-year-old woman, so the charm she reveals is that of youth.
It is impossible for a woman to have it, but the problem is that people who don't know her don't know her actual age at all.
She is different from Zhang Shiyu's mother. Although Zhang Shiyu's mother is also very beautiful and has a charming charm, people can roughly judge her age at a glance. In the final analysis, her charm is still there.
.That's the difference.
"You lied to me. Feng Xiao, I know you did it to make me happy." She raised her glass to me.
I also raised my glass, clinked it with her, drank it, and then said with a smile: "What I told is the truth. You may not know that not all those men hate me. You can take advantage of them while they are not paying attention."
You will know when you observe those people. Jordan, you are really beautiful. There is a saying that you should know that a woman's beauty comes from her self-confidence. You, maybe you are too unconfident. Look at this city
In the summer, there are many women with such bad looks on the street, but they dress so brightly, that’s called confidence.”
She immediately laughed, "What's that called confidence? It's obvious that ugly people tend to cause more trouble."
I laughed and said, "As I said, just feel happy. In the final analysis, self-confidence is a mental state that feels good about oneself. Such a mental state is very good. It can make oneself feel happy and happy at any time.
After all, you still live for yourself. Life is short, why make yourself so tired? Don’t you think so?"
She said, "It seems like what you said makes sense." When she said this, she was already looking up at the people opposite her, but this time I didn't turn sideways.
Then I saw her pursed lips and smiled, so I asked her in a low voice: "Is it what I said before?"
She didn't answer me, but raised her glass to me, "Feng Xiao, come here, I'll toast you."
I immediately knew that my judgment was correct, and I also found that she had become really happy.
After we drank this glass of beer, she asked me: "Feng Xiao, you seemed to have called my name just now, right?"
I was immediately embarrassed because calling her that just now was completely natural. "I think it's only natural to call you that. Calling you sister doesn't match your beauty."
She pursed her lips and smiled, "Actually, I quite like it when you call me by my name. It's so kind. In fact, I also know that I'm not that ugly, and of course I have confidence in my appearance. But our family is always right.
I can’t get interested, which makes me always feel like my appearance has faded away.”
I suddenly remembered another suspicion I had, "Jordan, are you not worried at all about him drinking outside all day, accompanying the boss and so on? As the saying goes, a man's appearance becomes worse when he is rich... Haha! I just asked.
That’s what I asked.”
She said: "He hasn't done anything like that with me in several years. What should I worry about?"
I was suddenly stunned: I didn't expect that she actually thought about the problem in this way.
"That makes sense!" I laughed "hehe".
Of course, I can't say that there is something wrong with her thinking, but I suddenly feel that the way women think sometimes is really funny. What are the characteristics of men? It should be that they like the new and dislike the old, right? The most excellent men are just
It’s all about embracing the new and never getting tired of the old. Even the so-called excellent men who have never cheated will inevitably have the idea of cheating in their hearts, but they are limited to the circle of marriage by ethics or responsibilities. Moreover, Jordan clearly knows that she
The man has already developed aesthetic fatigue towards her, but he never imagined that she would completely trust her man for such a reason.
I immediately felt something: In fact, maybe she was just a kind of self-deception. When a person deceives himself, it already shows one thing: it is a kind of extreme worry and fear, fear that the truth will be revealed somewhere.
One day it will appear in front of you.
From this, I understood her better. It seemed that she was really worried about her marriage, so she tried her best to save it. In fact, she didn't completely trust Muzi Li, but she just didn't want to.
Just let yourself not believe it.
In fact, there is another point, that is, I think she has become a bit dangerous now. When a woman suddenly comes out of a relatively closed life circle and discovers that the outside world is so full of freshness, plus
When she deeply distrusts her man, she is more likely to feel rebellious. For example, asking me to come out for a drink at such a late hour is an abnormal reflection in itself.
So, I began to try my best to avoid discussing sensitive topics with her.
However, she was asking me: "Feng Xiao, you seemed to be insincere just now. Do you think what I said is wrong?"
I hurriedly said: "Yes, of course. Lao Mu is a good man, I can tell it right away."
She immediately laughed, "What about you? Are you a good man?" (To be continued)