We found a seaside restaurant, which is very unique because it not only has a dining space designed like a ship cabin, but also provides diners with the freshest seafood. The metal seats and transparent glass will make people feel like they are in the restaurant.
On the sea, fresh fish paired with refreshing vegetables, local wine and desserts, everything makes people satisfied from the bottom of their hearts.
Being in such an environment makes it impossible not to be romantic.
At this moment, I suddenly realized that she was so beautiful sitting opposite me, and the disgust I felt towards her immediately dissipated a lot.
We drank a lot of wine.
After finishing the meal, I realized that the night had grown dark, and the night breeze on the beach made us feel a kind of cold. She nestled in my arms, and I couldn't help but hug her. After drinking, we seemed to turn all this into...
It's natural.
Her body was trembling in my arms. I didn't know whether it was because of the cold or excitement, but her trembling made my heart start to tremble, and I knew that she had aroused lust in my heart.
When I returned to the hotel, I took out my room card and opened the door. She had no intention of leaving me, and I couldn't bear it, and I didn't want her to leave. Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe my heart had already stirred.
The moment we turned on the lights, we all looked at each other and giggled.
When I held her hand and sat on the edge of the bed with her, I felt her hand trembling slightly, and I seemed to hear the sound of her heartbeat.
I looked at her, my heart was pounding, time seemed to have stopped, my mind was blank, I didn’t know what I was going to do next, I didn’t even know what I wanted to do, I only knew that I was happy and excited,
I don’t know how long it took, but I stretched out my hand tremblingly and put it on hers. They were such gentle and soft hands. I felt like I couldn’t breathe anymore. What followed was heat again and again.
kiss……
Maybe it was the effect of alcohol, or maybe it was the fact that I had just had sex with Zhang Shiyu in the afternoon, but this time Zeng Yufang and I had a hearty time, and it lasted quite a long time.
Later, I finally gave her everything, but she was already paralyzed.
A woman is a piano and a man is a player. Only the superb skills of the pianist can make the piano produce the most beautiful music.
After it was over, I suddenly felt that all this was really ridiculous, and I began to feel uninterested in my heart. At the same time, I was still blaming myself for what I had just done. Yes, I began to regret it, because I found that I simply
I have no ability to change everything in my past. In terms of self-restraint, I am still a weakling and a coward.
I began to hate myself, and at the same time I also hated the woman next to me who was already as limp as mud. I wanted to let her go immediately.
However, when I looked at her with her mouth slightly open and her breath lingering, my heart suddenly softened. I didn't want to hug her because I found that I still had a disgust for her in my heart.
Turn over and let my back face her. I want to fall asleep as soon as possible and let the darkness make me forget all this. I know that I am trying to escape.
However, when darkness was coming towards me and sleepiness was coming towards me, I suddenly heard her slight cry. I was startled and turned around to see her...
She is looking at me and crying.
I felt a little annoyed, "What's wrong?"
She was sobbing and said: "Brother Feng, thank you, I haven't enjoyed such happiness in a long time. Woohoo!"
At this moment, my heart was melted by her - poor woman...
She leaned towards me and stretched out her snow-white arms to hug me. My body was stiff for a moment and then softened immediately, because my heart had been softened by her.
We slept in each other's arms.
After breakfast, we went to the University of Auckland School of Medicine together. Today we all wore formal attire. I found that she had a unique charm in a navy blue suit skirt with a white lapel shirt underneath.
On the way to Auckland University, I couldn't help but say to her: "Xiao Zeng, let's not do things like that again."
She glanced at me and said, "Let's do it twice more tonight. Just twice, and we'll never do it again from now on. Okay?"
I shook my head and smiled bitterly, "I don't think this is good."
She said quietly: "Actually, I really thank you."
I suddenly remembered the way her man looked at her when we left, "Xiao Zeng, I feel sorry for your man, and I feel sorry for him. Maybe I shouldn't see him. What do you think?"
She sighed, "He won't be angry. Even if he knows, he won't be angry. Who says he can't do it?"
I said to her seriously: "Xiao Zeng, what you said shows that you don't understand men at all. Do you know? Maybe his heart is more painful than yours. This is about a man's dignity. Do you understand?"
She said: "I have proposed to divorce him a long time ago, but he doesn't agree?"
I immediately didn’t want to talk about this matter anymore. It wasn’t that I was being hypocritical, but that I felt really awkward inside. “Xiao Zeng, stop talking. I’m kindly reminding you. Maybe I shouldn’t be involved in the relationship between you and your husband at all.
Let’s go into the matter of time. Let’s stop here, okay? I won’t say it anymore, I feel very awkward in my heart. By the way, since you already contacted them yesterday, why don’t people from this school come to greet us? This is
The most basic courtesy, right?"
She immediately laughed, "Our level is too low, and the other party knows that we are just here for the show. Do you know what foreigners hate most? They hate so-called scholars like us who use academic visits to travel around the world.
.Foreigners are very serious in doing things.”
I couldn't help but feel ashamed, "When I heard what you said, I started to feel ashamed. Well, we should go visit and study today."
She nodded, "That's what it should be." Then she added, "Actually, I've thought about it. Many of the people our school sent out before were like this. How many people really want to learn things outside? Don't.
Speaking of third-rate universities like ours, that is Peking University, what about Tsinghua University? Speaking of which, they are still among the top 100 universities in the world. In fact, in terms of academic and scientific research levels, they have long lagged behind others. Today’s universities
It has become like a factory, with unlimited enrollment, teachers do not seriously engage in scientific research, and the school's leaders have such a strong bureaucratic habit that even in purely academic meetings, leaders have to speak first. Professors all want to be officials. Generally speaking, the school has become like a factory.
Teachers are all thinking about how to make money, so who will care about whether the students they recruit have really learned something and whether they will be able to find a good job in the future?"
I couldn't help but sigh, "Yes. This is the current situation." Then I laughed at myself: "It's a shame that a so-called associate professor like me is such a bastard."
In fact, I was referring to my character, and also to what happened between me and her last night, because she just mentioned the problem of college, which made me really feel ashamed.
She understood clearly, "Don't say that."
I can only sigh.
She started to speak again after a while, "Feng Chu, don't be like this. You make me feel very uncomfortable. It seems that I turned you into this. We are all adults, and this kind of thing shouldn't be a big deal, right?"
?What do you think?"
I shook my head and said, "I won't say it anymore. I feel very uneasy in my heart. Thinking about what colleges and universities have become like now, and myself having such bad moral character, I feel really ashamed. I once heard a saying: Peking University
, Tsinghua University has soft seats, second-rate universities have hard seats, those in our school have hard seats at best, and those private universities are equivalent to standing tickets, while junior colleges and technical secondary schools are like train toilets or aisle seats. Students
I fought with my parents over whether to sit in a soft sleeper or a hard sleeper. But after I got off the train, I realized that there was no difference at all, because the employers didn't care what seat you were sitting in. They needed it.
Those who can really do things are people who can actually do things. This is actually the tragedy of the current education in our country. To be honest, as a university teacher, I feel very uncomfortable. And just now, I had not considered this visit at all.
I treat it as the same thing, but in the final analysis, I don’t realize the responsibility I shoulder as a university teacher. I’m really ashamed. Alas! I’ve lost my shame abroad, but I’m still so numb, and I’m still entering.
Just now I blamed someone for not coming to pick us up! Thinking of this makes me blush."
She looked at me, "Is that really what you think?"
I was immediately displeased, "Do you still think I'm just showing off?"
She immediately shook her head and said: "Brother Feng, this shows that you can still be saved. Alas! I really can't be saved. I no longer regard myself as a university teacher, and just want to leave my current position as soon as possible. If we talk about character,
If there is anything wrong, I should be the first to bear the brunt. Brother Feng, please stop blaming yourself, I am simply too embarrassed to go forward."
I shook my head and said, "No, we must go. And we should also communicate with her properly."
She stopped, "But, I suddenly felt that it was no longer necessary. You and I are both about to leave college, so why bother?"
I said seriously: "Because we represent more than just ourselves. Although we may have to leave college, this is our attitude, and no matter what position we take in the future, this attitude must be
Yes. Do you think so?"
She looked at me and laughed immediately, "I find that sometimes you are really very idealistic. If I hadn't gotten to know you initially, I would have thought you were fake."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Maybe."
She immediately said: "Maybe we shouldn't do that thing again, although I feel very sad."
I looked at her in astonishment because I didn't expect her thoughts to change so quickly.
She smiled at me and said, "Don't look at me like that. I feel like I really have no self-esteem in front of you, and I look very vulgar and shameless."
Now it was my turn to feel embarrassed, "Don't say that, I..."
She was still laughing, "You are really weird sometimes. You are obviously worse than others, but you have one more thing than others. Brother Feng, you are a very contradictory person, and you can easily affect others. For example, me, I
I was affected by what you just said, and I suddenly felt that I was so bad."
I was so ashamed, "What kind of thing do you think I have?"
She looked at me and said seriously: "Conscience."
To be honest, if she said other words, I might feel ashamed, but I completely agree with these words, because I know very well that the conscience in my heart is still preserved.
She then said: "Let's go, maybe we can find something in this university that our school doesn't have."
I asked her, "What could that be?"
She replied: "The spirit of a university."
I deeply believe so. I remember President Foster of Harvard University once said: The spirit of a university is that it must be particularly responsible for history and the future, not just or only for the present.
Moreover, many scholars believe that the spirit of a university is more important than anything else. What our country’s universities lack is its spirit.
A world-class power cannot be without world-class universities.
A world-class university should be a gathering place for outstanding young scholars from all over the world; anyone who studies here will regard this place as his spiritual home for life. It is not easy to achieve these. The spirit and taste of the university must be very high.
high.
Now the spirit of our universities is a bit lost, and there is a relatively widespread mental collapse. As for the whole society, including universities, utilitarianism is prevalent. When it comes to ordinary people, they hate the poor and love the rich. Therefore, universities should take the lead in returning
To the nobility of the university itself, especially on a spiritual level.
Nowadays, there are more reforms and international standards. Although this is also important, for universities, the universities of any country or nation are the spiritual backbone of this country and nation. The spirit of the university cannot be exhausted. University teachers must truly advocate academic admiration.
Truth has a very strong responsibility for the country, the nation, and the entire human race. Once the university collapses, all these will be gone. Utilitarianism is reflected in teachers, that is, teaching you to take exams, and talent training as long as you can find a job.
The same is true for students. They choose a major not based on their own interests, but based on whether they can become a high official and make a lot of money. The utilitarianism of professors is that they are rushing towards projects and forgetting that learning is the starting point of everything.
In the final analysis, the most important thing about running a university is to create an atmosphere that makes the society look like you are really a pure academic palace. If there is corruption, bribery, and power trading in universities, then what trust does society have?
It is a pity that everyone in the educational field from top to bottom understands these principles, but most people have already become numb. This is the most terrifying thing. (To be continued)