After visiting the University of Auckland Medical School, it was almost noon, and the other party had no intention of inviting us to have lunch. So we politely left. Although we were still not used to the other party's unkindness, we still understood: He is just
Such.
But to be honest, I still learned a lot after the visit. First-class management, first-class scientific research level, there are only scholars and no officials, so they didn’t use any clichés when introducing the situation to us. During this period, I also listened
I came across a story about a couple who donated their vineyard to the university, hoping that the commercial income from the vineyard would help the university’s scientific research. The couple were just ordinary people, and their
The reason is also very simple, that is, individuals should know how to give back to society while receiving favors.
This is actually a concept.
Later, we also visited the obstetrics and gynecology department of their affiliated hospital. That was the place I wanted to go to.
Their advanced technologies such as laparoscopic minimally invasive surgery and superconducting visual painless abortion have been widely carried out, and the success rate is very high. To be honest, when I saw the advanced equipment and technology they have, as well as the bright, clean and standardized
After being admitted to the ward, I immediately felt envious and realized that I was as short-sighted and ridiculous as a frog in a well.
If I had not left the hospital, I would have built our obstetrics and gynecology department to this level in the shortest possible time. What a pity...ah! I felt very depressed and helpless in my heart.
It was only now that I discovered the feelings I have for the profession I am currently engaged in. This is also a kind of sadness that can only be truly discovered when you are about to lose it.
After five years of college, three years of graduate school, and then working for such a long time, it is impossible not to have feelings for my major, not to mention that I will have to face a new job soon?
When Zeng Yufang and I went to a restaurant for dinner at noon, I was always depressed because I suddenly discovered that there were so many things that I could do in my current career, and my future career prospects were so good, but I had to give it up.
How could this inner sadness not affect my emotions?
Zeng Yufang noticed my depressed mood, so she asked me with concern: "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? Didn't you get a good rest last night? Why do you look so ugly?"
I shook my head slightly, "It's nothing, I'm just not in a good mood."
She looked at me in surprise, "Why?"
I shook my head and sighed, "To be honest, I really can't bear to give up my current major. Especially after visiting this university today. The scientific research project on my hand has not been completed yet, and now I suddenly have a better understanding of my project."
I have planted new thoughts and ideas, and now I am leaving the hospital...I think it is such a pity. Oh!"
She immediately laughed and said, "It seems that you are essentially lazy and a little too content with the status quo. This is not a man's character."
What she said was right, and she was not the only one to say this about me. Admittedly, I am indeed very content with the status quo, and I hate the complicated officialdom in my heart. I sighed: "Hey! If only I could be like this all the time.
Okay? Just pursue your own major for the rest of your life. In fact, I don’t have high requirements for myself, and my pursuit of material things such as food, clothing, and housing is also very simple. But fate is against me and has to push me to another path. It’s really helpless.
ah."
She kept laughing, "You, don't think so much now. After all, it is an excellent opportunity for you to work as a secretary for the leaders of the province. I don't know how many people are trying to get this opportunity."
Well, you, you are so blessed that you don’t know how to be blessed. A man should face all kinds of challenges. Life is short, and it is also a rare opportunity to make your short life more exciting. You
Say yes?"
I looked at her in surprise.
Regarding the view of life, as myself, I would think that life is short, so I should be content with the status quo and enjoy myself in time. However, I did not expect that she would have such a new interpretation. Moreover, I think her
This interpretation seemed more reasonable. So I said to her: "Xiao Zeng, you said it very well. Come, let's have some drinks."
Then he asked the waiter to bring him a bottle of red wine.
In fact, I also know that what I need most now is to find a reason, a reason that can completely convince myself to accept a new job. And now, Zeng Yufang has given me such a reason. So, I suddenly have a reason.
A feeling of excitement.
It may be easy to convince others, but it is difficult to convince yourself. In fact, convincing yourself is a process of defeating yourself, so of course it is difficult. However, there are many ways to convince yourself, such as anesthetizing yourself.
Now, I really feel this.
Feeling much better, we drank a bottle of red wine, and then I said we should go back and take a rest, and then go explore the city in the afternoon.
Originally, I thought it would take half a month to a month to get here, but now it seems that it doesn't take that long. I will talk to Zhang Shiyu tomorrow and spend a few days here before returning.
Things don't seem that complicated.
She rarely spoke to me on the way back, and she never put her hand on my arm again. It wasn't until we arrived at the hotel and at the door of our room that I said to her: "You should rest too.
Whoever wakes up first will wake the other up."
She looked at me, "Brother Feng, I, I want to change my mind."
I didn't understand what she said, "What change of mind?"
Her face suddenly turned red, "I think... now, I want to be with you again... you hate it! You should understand what I mean, right?"
I understood it immediately, and after drinking a little red wine, it became easier for me to have sexual feelings and my heart was swaying. However, I felt that I couldn't go on like this anymore. I had already made a mistake that I shouldn't have made last night. "Little
Zeng, don’t be like this. Just rest."
Her expression suddenly became sad and plaintive, and then she opened the door and went in. I also entered my room quickly, because I was very worried about not being able to control myself.
However, I had just fallen asleep when I heard the phone in my room ringing. I thought it was the hotel attendant, so I hurried to answer it. But it turned out not to be. It was Zeng Yufang. She said to me on the phone: "Brother Feng, I'm sleeping."
Not available."
I said softly: "Didn't you just fall asleep? How do you know that you can't fall asleep? Then you can do it without sleeping. You can watch TV or read a book. I can't do that. I have to take a nap. This has been going on for many years.
habit."
She said: "I just can't fall asleep after watching TV. Brother Feng, do you know what is being shown on TV right now?"
I was confused, "What?"
She chuckled, "Adult movie."
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Why are you looking at that thing? No wonder you can't sleep." Then I suddenly understood: she was tempting me.
I spoke into the phone, "Xiao, Xiao Zeng, you..."
She smiled softly, "Brother Feng, please open the door. I'll be right over."
She hung up the phone immediately, and I couldn't help but be stunned while holding the receiver.
Not long after, I heard a knock on the door, and I immediately hesitated: Should I open the door or not?
I can't control my own lust. Just for the last time. I said to myself in my heart.
Then she opened the door. When she came in, she hugged me tightly and said, "Brother Feng, that's great! I want you so much!"
I hurriedly said: "Hurry and close the door!"
She chuckled at me, then let me go, then turned to close the door, then turned to look at me and smiled, her eyes full of charming love.
I stretched out my hands towards her, and she flew towards me like a swallow, hugging me tightly again. (To be continued)