The cell phone was ringing, and it was in the bedroom. My body suddenly trembled at this moment, and I quickly ran inside.
"You...who are you with?" Shangguanqin's voice came from the phone.
The excitement I felt just now dissipated a lot, but I found that I still liked hearing her voice very much, "I'm at home."
Her voice suddenly became surprised, "How could it be? Isn't today the New Year's Eve?"
I do not speak.
She then asked me: "Since you are alone and I am alone, let's go out to eat and celebrate the Spring Festival together."
I struggled a little in my heart, "Forget it, I don't want to go out."
She did not give up, "You have to eat, right? Brother Feng, are you sick?"
I said, "No. I bought some food outside and I'm drinking right now."
She fell silent immediately, and after a while she choked and said, "Brother Feng, I'll be over right away. Just promise me, let's have a drink together."
However, she hung up the phone immediately before I could speak.
I held my phone and immediately stayed there.
I admit that I am hesitant, but I know one thing very clearly, that is, this matter must be settled as soon as possible. And I also know that to settle this matter, I cannot face Lin Yi, but only between Shangguan and I.
Between the piano.
This contains my personal thoughts. Because I feel that I must avoid Lin Yi. The most fundamental reason is that I don’t want to be manipulated by Lin Yi on this matter. My marriage does not want to be manipulated by anyone. However, Shangguan and I
There is a friendship between Qin and I cannot rule out the possibility that she may have been manipulated. Therefore, this matter must be resolved privately between the two of us.
The word manipulation may be a bit serious, but I can only think of this word at the moment. But I know in my heart that it is unfair to use this word on Lin Yi. For Lin Yi, the most fundamental reason may be that he does not want to
There are two possibilities for losing me. One is that he does not want to give up my bond. Of course, the role of my bond is self-evident, and he and I both know it. The other is that he should care more about the relationship between me and him.
Friendship. I have never doubted this because I can realize it from every conversation he has with me.
Also, in my contact with Shangguanqin, I can feel that she doesn't really like me.
Therefore, I very much hope to have a good talk with her on this special day today, and I must try to express my thoughts directly.
However, I am still very hesitant because I am not sure whether I can control my lust after drinking. I can sum up one thing from the past, that is, many of my mistakes happened after drinking.
.
Today I am indeed very sad and lonely. So in my heart I am also looking forward to having someone to spend the last day of this year with me.
Of course I was very conflicted, but she hung up the phone while I was in the process of conflicting, and she made it very clear: she would be here soon.
At this moment, the only thing I need to do is, no, just wait.
I can't drink anymore, I can't be drunk before she comes, because I need to use a clear mind to talk to her, and I must try not to get drunk while drinking with her.
In addition, I also regarded what I was doing with her tonight as a test for myself. So, I said to myself in my heart: Feng Xiao, if you can’t withstand such a test today, then you will be in trouble for the rest of your life.
There's only so much potential left.
Then I felt anxious: Can I really withstand today's test? You know, I am immune in other aspects, but when it comes to women...
I had stopped drinking before Shangguanqin came, but I had been feeling anxious and thinking wildly. Tonight was still very long, even worse than the night before.
After a long wait, and after repeatedly hallucinating that someone was knocking on the door, I finally heard a knock on the door.
This is definitely no longer an illusion, because I also heard her voice: Brother Feng! Open the door...
I ran quickly towards the door, feeling my heart beating a little faster. After taking a few deep breaths, I opened the door.
It was indeed her who appeared at the door. She had a different temperament and beauty in front of her.
Today she is wearing a dark gray cashmere coat, and you can tell at a glance that her dress is valuable. Under her coat is a white turtleneck sweater, and underneath is a dark gray heavy skirt. She is the most beautiful today
The most important thing is her hairstyle: her hair is combed back very neatly, which further highlights the smoothness and beauty of her face. Only a face like hers that has edges and corners yet still has soft lines can be dressed up like this.
Shows such charm.
She stood at the door and looked at me with a smile. At this moment, I seemed to feel that there was a fantasy realm in front of me, like an angel descending to earth. I was stunned immediately.
"Brother Feng, don't you welcome me here?" she asked me with a smile.
I quickly said: "Come in. Welcome."
I have to admit a fact: it is important for a woman to be beautiful, but beauty combined with temperament is the real perfection. Shangguanqin and I are old friends. We used to be very easy-going with each other. But now, I find her beauty
It has completely exceeded my previous understanding of her.
Today, I dare not look at her directly, let alone have any blasphemous thoughts. Therefore, I naturally feel that I have a sense of distance and respect from her. Sexy and beautiful women often make men think about her.
A beautiful, but beautiful and dignified woman can only keep men away, because when a man looks at such a woman, he will suddenly feel inferior.
That's how I am at this moment. Because at this moment I realize that I have been wrong all along: it's not that I can't accept her, but that she shouldn't follow Lin Yi's arrangements instead of coming to me.
Last time she talked about her own affairs, she actually sent me a signal: she was grateful to Lin Yi, so she was willing to listen to Lin Yi's arrangements. In fact, I can also understand it this way: she was unwilling in her heart
.From this, I can understand the huge contradiction in her heart - gratitude and dedication to herself.
After I invited her into the house, I realized that she was holding something on her hand. She smiled and said to me: "When I was downstairs in your community, I went to a restaurant to fry some dishes. Brother Feng, could you please go get some?"
Come with a big bowl."
What she brought was spicy eel segments, fish heads with pickled peppers, and steamed pork ribs. She added, "How about these dishes? Are these dishes good for the New Year? Plus your braised vegetables and cold dishes, and you
Moutai, I think it’s very good.”
I smiled and said, "Yes. Thank you."
She raised her head and looked at me, "Brother Feng, why don't you go home this year? Why are you here alone? Didn't the chairman tell you? I am also here alone, you can call me? Look
, if I don’t call, wouldn’t we both be so lonely?”
I said, "I'm sorry. There was something going on, but it was canceled at short notice."
She smiled and said: "Oh, that's it."
Then she took off her coat and put it on the sofa at any time. At this moment, she looked more beautiful and her figure was more graceful.
She started pouring the wine and then raised her glass to me, "Brother Feng, come on, let's have a drink. I wish you a happy New Year!"
I also raised my glass, "I also wish you a Happy New Year. Thank you."
After we drank it and started eating, I asked her: "Shangguan, I don't think my father-in-law did a very good job in this matter. It's the Spring Festival, he should let you go home. It's just this once a year, no matter what.
I’ll just give you a few days off.”
She shook her head and smiled: "He can't help it. All the senior executives in the company are on vacation, and those who have gone abroad have gone abroad, so I have to stay and do things. The company's tasks next year are so heavy, and we must do everything well during the Spring Festival.
Such preparations. Besides, the chairman has already said that he will give me a month's leave in March this year. Brother Feng, you promised me that you would accompany me to Tibet."
I shook my head and said, "Shangguan, maybe it won't work. I have a lot of things to do this year, and I definitely won't be able to do it in a month."
She suddenly became unhappy and said, "You don't mean what you say. Then, half a month is okay?"
I still shook my head, "It's really not possible. The construction of our hospital must start this year. I really can't live without it."
She became even more unhappy, "What about a week? We'll go by plane. Originally, I wanted to go by car."
I couldn't say no anymore, but I thought I'd do it later. But I said, "Well, you tell me the time in advance, and I'll try my best to arrange it."
Today is New Year's Eve, and I don't want to make her unhappy at this time. Besides, I'm going to have a good talk with her later. Maybe after we talk, this matter will no longer be a big deal. Maybe then she
She would give up the idea of letting me accompany her to Tibet.
She immediately became happy and said, "That's great. Come on, Brother Feng, I'll pay you my respects again. I wish you success in your work in the new year and your advancement."
I also raised my glass, "Shangguan, let's not be polite. Let's drink together. But I also wish you to become more and more beautiful and to find the one you love as soon as possible."
She was stunned for a moment, and then put down the wine glass, "Brother Feng, what do you mean by this?"
I smiled and said, "I'm telling the truth. You are so young and beautiful, you should have fallen in love and gotten married earlier. Shangguan, you have to listen to me on this. A woman's youth is shorter than a man's, so you have to
It’s better to resolve your marriage problems as soon as possible.”
She looked at me, "Brother Feng, don't you understand what I mean? The chairman also asked me, he asked me what I thought of you, and asked me if I would marry you. I told him
Yes, I think you are a very good person, and I am willing to..."
When she said the next part, her voice became much softer and her face started to turn red.
I felt that it was time for us to formally talk about this matter, so I looked at her and said, "Shangguan, you don't like me, or at most you just have a little affection for me. Is that so?"
She hurriedly said: "No!"
I went to drink a glass of wine alone, then shook my head with a wry smile and said: "Shangguan, I am a man who has been married twice and has children, and my life is chaotic. You are very aware of these things. Yours
The conditions are so good. Not only is she beautiful, but she is also very capable, and she is still unmarried. I, Feng Xiao, have no self-awareness anymore, but at least I know that I am not that charming for you to fall in love with me, let alone talk about marrying me.
.Marriage is so important to a woman. In the final analysis, a woman entrusts her life to a certain man. Shangguan, am I really the man you are ready to entrust to your heart? No? Unless?
There is one reason, that is, your chairman treats you..."
Before I finished speaking, she immediately interrupted me. She looked very excited at this time, "Brother Feng, what do you mean by this?"
Of course she misunderstood my words, but at this moment, I suddenly thought of another possibility: it couldn't be because of the relationship between her and Lin Yi...
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a sudden realization, and I suddenly felt: Maybe, this is the only explanation.
No one knows the sadness and extreme disappointment I feel at this moment, because I never thought that this matter could even exist! (To be continued)