I didn't dare to stay here any longer, so I immediately drove out of the community. When I entered the main road, I breathed a long sigh of relief. At the same time, I was very happy and proud of myself today.
I was very satisfied with the performance. I said to myself: Feng Xiao, you can do it. Isn’t this? Didn’t you do it again today?
Now I understand that in fact, I am the same no matter it was before or today. It is not a question of whether I can do it, but whether I am willing to do it. In the past, I indulged myself too much, so I couldn’t stand it.
I resisted the temptation, but now I am different. At least I can restrain my lust at the most critical moment.
In addition, I suddenly remembered what Shangguanqin said to me just before getting off the car. I am still extremely surprised to this day: How come the words she said are exactly the same as those in my dream?
I was very doubtful about this: Did I not fall asleep when we were in the park? Did she really say this to me at the time? But why did she tell me again later? This is common sense.
Doesn’t it make sense? You know, if she was really a virgin as she said, she would never tell me that thing again and again, because C girls also have the reserve of a virgin. Unless, she told me
Mine is not the truth.
Suddenly, I remembered my first intimate contact with her. We both drank that night, and then she told me that she was very worried about her breast problems, so she asked me to check for her. At that time
I didn't think about anything else, and I didn't have so many scruples at the time, so I just did it. That was my first time to have substantial contact with her secret place. Now that I think about it, I suddenly feel strange
Li: Is that something a virgin would do?
There was also the second time, which was in a hotel. That time we were still drunk. I remember that she had already taken off her clothes, but I still ran away.
From this, I can completely judge one thing: She is still lying to me today. She is not a c-girl at all!
Of course, I won't think too much about whether she is a prostitute, because I don't particularly care about that aspect, and I am not qualified to care about it now. But the crux of the problem is not here...
Suddenly, I remembered what she said to me tonight - Brother Feng, if I do something sorry for you in the future, or hurt you, will you hate me?
At this moment, I seemed to understand something.
I have analyzed that when one person says something like this to another person, it often means that he has already done it or is preparing to do it, and his purpose is just to get the other person's understanding. Of course, there are
One thing is for sure, that is, this person did such a thing out of complete helplessness. In addition, in such situations, it is more likely that the person has already done such a thing. Otherwise, how could he notify others in advance?
This is an analysis of such things from a psychological point of view, and I fully believe in its scientific nature and accuracy. Because it reveals something about a person's subconscious mind, and when a person says something like that, it is often a revelation.
I can't help myself from my heart.
Also, she later asked me what happened after I married Zhao Menglei and Chen Yuan, but her question was only limited to the understanding between husband and wife on certain issues. When I answered her at the time, I just felt strange, but
Now, when I connected all the questions together, I suddenly understood: She seems to have another purpose in hoping to marry me: once I find out the things she has done that I am sorry for, I can forgive her. She also
Having said that, as long as it is not a matter of principle between husband and wife, it seems that it should be forgiven.
So, the question once again returns to the original question: What has she done to make me sorry? Or, what is the thing she is about to do to me to make me sorry?
I thought hard, but I really couldn't get any results. Judging from the past, she should have been helping me and trying her best to help me? How could there be anything sorry for me?
Woolen cloth?
Oh, by the way, there is only one thing, and that is Sun Lulu's matter. This is the only thing she can't help me with. But, is it impossible? This matter should not be worth her sacrificing the rest of her life.
How do you come to marry me and ask for forgiveness?
I suddenly had a headache.
After returning home, I was still thinking about this problem. Later, I felt that such speculation was too uncomfortable, so I picked up the phone and called her, "Shangguan, are you resting?"
She smiled and answered me: "I'm answering your call. Maybe I'm taking a break? I just finished taking a shower. I really can't sleep."
I said: "Can I ask you a question? Why did you say that tonight? You said that if you do something sorry for me in the future. I really don't understand, how could you do that in the future?
?”
She chuckled and said, "Oh, that's what I said after drinking too much."
I said: "No, I think you really want to tell me something. Shangguan, we are friends, can you tell me?"
She stopped laughing, "It's really nothing, I just said that casually. If you really want to ask me why I said that, I can only tell you that I am in a dilemma now because the party I am facing is
Chairman, and the other party is you. After all, Chen Yuan is no longer here, and the relationship between you and the Chairman is likely to gradually become estranged, because after all, there is no bridge and link between you. So.
I just thought, if there is any disagreement between you in the future, then I can only stand on the side of the chairman. Maybe I am unfounded, maybe such a situation will not happen at all. It’s just that I drank today
There are too many, so I’m just talking nonsense. Of course, this is also because you asked me to deal with Sun Lulu’s matter this time, which made me think of the possibility that it might happen in the future. I was very embarrassed about Sun Lulu’s matter this time, but
In the end, I can only listen to the chairman. Brother Feng, don’t worry too much, I really don’t mean anything else. You must have said nonsense after drinking, right?"
After listening to what she said, I felt that there was some truth in it. Could it be that my guess was wrong?
No, it doesn't seem right. However, I don't know what is wrong. At this time, she has already given a good explanation of her own words, so of course I can't ask her again. So I
I could only say: "Haha! It's okay. I just asked casually. Then you can rest and wish you a happy New Year again!"
She said: "Well, you should go to bed early. Bye!"
Then she hung up the phone, but her sweet voice still lingered in my ears. Moreover, her beautiful dress and appearance tonight suddenly came to my mind. I couldn't help but think: What is this?
What kind of woman is she? What has she ever done to me that she thinks she shouldn’t do? (To be continued)