"Brother Feng, are you still doubting that I have that kind of relationship with the chairman? Do you think there must be conditions for him to help me like that?"
I still didn't speak.
She continued: "I don't want to say anything more, but I can tell you. I am still a virgin until now. If you don't believe it, you can check it. You are an obstetrician and gynecologist. If it is repaired, you must check it.
Come on. Brother Feng, I don’t mean anything else, I just want you to understand that I am not the kind of woman you imagined."
I was startled, and my body immediately froze.
The stiffness of my body brought my thoughts back to reality. At this moment, I felt very strange: while we were talking just now, beautiful flowers had been blooming in the sky, and it was only now that I heard the sound in my ears.
The whole thing was accompanied by the deafening explosions made by those flowers blooming. I couldn't understand why I could hear what she said just now, and I heard it so clearly. Was I just dreaming just now? Otherwise, why?
I can eliminate those deafening explosions, but I can incorporate her every word into my mind?
But now, at this moment, her head is still on my shoulder, and there is silence between us. Am I really dreaming? Did I fall asleep just now?
I can't imagine what kind of state I was in just now, but I don't believe that I fell asleep just now, because her real existence is so clear to me, especially what I said.
The scene in the sky and everything I saw are now in my eyes, and the words she said to me are still echoing in my ears at this moment.
This dreamlike feeling makes me feel scared. It is often a terrible thing when a person has doubts about his own feelings, such as when he clearly hears someone talking to him in his ear but cannot see it.
When there is no trace of this person, the feeling of fear is indescribable to ordinary people. For people like me who study medicine, the only explanation is: I have auditory hallucinations. This is a type of mental disorder. Of course.
, there is another situation that can explain this phenomenon, that is the legendary supernatural being.
So, I suddenly got scared and hurriedly asked her: "Shangguan, what were you talking about just now?"
However, I didn't hear her response. I quickly looked sideways and found that she had fallen asleep on my shoulder. When did she fall asleep? Could it be that I was really dreaming just now?
I gently moved my shoulders to wake her up. It was cold in the night and I was worried about her catching a cold.
She opened her eyes and her mouth moved toward me. I couldn't hear her because the deafening sound continued, and the flowers in the sky bloomed more brilliantly and beautifully.
It seems that I really fell asleep just now, or at least entered a state of false drowsiness. This is the effect of alcohol. I am very happy, because this reality can better explain the strange phenomenon I felt just now, and
, this explanation also shows one thing: there is nothing wrong with my spirit.
That is an illusion, an illusion in a dream, and this illusion reflects my subconscious, and it represents a good wish of mine. Deep in my heart, I have such an expectation: Shangguan Qin is pure, she
I don’t have the kind of relationship with Lin Yi that I suspected. In other words, I really don’t want them to deceive me...
She woke up, stood up and pulled me to run outside. We ran to the entrance of the park, and the deafening sound was still in my ears. I saw her laughing in front of me, but I couldn't hear her voice. She pulled me and continued towards the park.
We ran in the direction we came from, deafening but still following us.
We continued running and reached the community where I lived, only to discover that this place was also one of the locations where explosions were made. It is said that firecrackers and fireworks can drive away bad luck and bring you good luck in the next year.
, the richer people nowadays become, the more superstitious they become, and the people who live here are all rich people, and of course they will not let go of such a squandering once a year.
We ran to my car, which was already covered with confetti from the explosion of firecrackers. I saw her pointing at my car, and I understood immediately, so we got into my car, closed the door, and the sound inside suddenly became louder.
It's much smaller.
She was laughing, I heard her.
At this moment, we truly isolate ourselves from the outside world.
"That's great." She looked at me with a beautiful smile on her face.
I don't know what she was talking about, but I think she was talking about her mood. I also smiled, and then looked at the time, "It's just past twelve o'clock. Shangguan, it's new now."
It’s been a year and it feels so amazing.”
She asked me, "What's so amazing about this?"
I said: "I don't feel anything until next year. It feels like time is running like water. Besides, I am getting older again."
She kept laughing, "How old are you? You are the director of the hospital in your thirties. I don't know how many people secretly envy you. What else can you do?"
I smiled bitterly and said: "What I said is the same thing. Although I am only in my thirties now, I am very close to forty. When I reach forty, I will be very close to fifty. What is the concept of fifty?"
?Old man. Really, now I feel a little bit that life is short. Thinking about it now, this year seems to have passed without any feeling. What about the next year? It may pass faster. Then the next one
How about a year? Haha! Maybe one day when I wake up I will suddenly realize: Oops! Fifty years old!"
She kept laughing, "Why are you so pessimistic? Time doesn't move as fast as you said. Twenty-four hours a day is still a long time. There are more than three hundred twenty-four hours in a year, and it still makes people feel it.
A lot of wonderful things. Don't you think so? I think the main reason is that you are too lonely, and you may be drinking a lot and being busy during the day, so of course you feel that time flies by."
I said, "Maybe. Well, Sir, let me take you back. We both seemed to have fallen asleep in the park just now. It seems that we are almost drunk, and we are probably relatively tired."
She doesn't speak.
I immediately turned the car around and drove towards where she lived.
We were all silent, which made me feel a little guilty, so I hoped to cover up my guilt by speaking, "Shangguan, weren't you very busy during the Spring Festival? Go back and have a rest early. I have to go to the hospital department tomorrow.
look."
She still didn't speak. I also felt bored, so I continued driving in a dull manner.
Soon we arrived downstairs where she lived, and I said to her: "Shangguan, I won't send you upstairs. Let's do this, tomorrow... oh, no, to be precise, it should be today. I will go there again today."
Give Uncle Lin a call and try to get us to have a good meal together. I'll tell him some things in person to avoid embarrassment for you. Shangguan, I really hope that we can maintain this kind of friendship forever. We must not do it because of other reasons.
The reason destroyed our friendship. What do you think?"
"He is not in Jiangnan." She said, "Let's talk about it later. Since you really don't want to, I have nothing to say. Maybe you are too good and I am not worthy of you."
What she said first surprised me, so I ignored what she said next, "He's not in Jiangnan? Where did he go?"
She immediately replied: "Oh, he went to Beijing to pay New Year greetings. He may be back in the next few days."
I could clearly see her nervousness, "He went to Beijing? Happy New Year?"
Shangguanqin's words surprised me because I remember that he didn't tell me that he was going to Beijing when I talked to Lin Yi on the phone. Of course, it may be that he felt there was no need to tell me at all.
However, it was not for this reason that I was surprised. At this moment, I was particularly suspicious of another thing: Did he go to Singapore with Shi Yanni? Will they take my child out and never come back?
This is what worries and scares me the most.
However, I immediately felt that my worries and fears were simply unfounded: Lin Yi has such a big industry in Jiangnan, could he be like that?
Thinking of this, I immediately felt relieved. At this time, Shangguanqin also answered me: "Yes, he has a few good friends in Beijing, and he goes to pay them New Year's greetings every year."
I said, "Oh. I mean, he told me on the phone that he was very busy."
She said: "Yes. Although his few friends are not high-ranking, they are all people with real power. It is still useful for those people to say hello to the leaders of the province."
I smiled and said, "That's true. Well, let's contact you again after the Spring Festival."
She looked at me and said, "Brother Feng, are you really not going to send me up? I even asked you to have a cup of tea."
At this moment, I suddenly remembered the dream I had when I was in the park, and I immediately warned myself in my heart: Feng Xiao, don’t do that kind of thing again, you can control yourself. So I hurriedly
Authentic: "No, I have to rest early. The new year has begun, and I have to start getting busy. Shangguan, thank you, and I wish you a happy New Year again."
She sighed softly: "Okay. But I still have to tell you something, Brother Feng, I am not talking about the kind of woman you imagined, and the relationship between me and the chairman is not the kind of relationship you imagined. Let me tell you the truth.
, I am still a virgin, if you reject me because you doubt me, you can definitely check it out. You are an obstetrician and gynecologist, so there are some things I don’t need to say more."
I was stunned immediately, and after a while I said: "Shangguan, I really didn't mean that. I completely believe you, but that's not the problem. Think about it, how can a person like me have the right to ask you? Or is it nothing?
Girl? That's not the problem here. I said, marriage must be mutually felt by both people. I believe you are doing it entirely out of repayment of gratitude, and as for me, let alone other things, just because of your attitude.
I shouldn’t agree to your idea, because I hope you can find your true happiness. Haha! Sorry, I don’t even know what to say, but I believe you should understand what I mean. I just said, I will
I'm going to tell Uncle Lin about this matter again. It has nothing to do with you. I'm just telling him my attitude. Don't worry."
She didn't say anything else, then got out of the car and left. (To be continued)