"Brother Feng..." She was running towards me, with a happy and bright smile on her face.
I was immediately excited and opened my arms to greet her. She pounced on me like a swallow, and came into my arms like a bird. We hugged tightly.
"Chen Yuan, where have you been? I haven't seen you for a long time." I murmured.
"Husband, I miss you so much." She cried on my shoulder, "I've been looking for you everywhere. But I don't know where you are. Today I finally saw you..."
I also started to choke, "Chen Yuan, please don't leave me again, okay? It was my fault in the past, and I shouldn't have done those things that made me sorry for you. I will never do it again in the future, I promise you."
She started to cry, "I believe you. Husband, you really will never be with Zhuang Qing again in the future, right?"
I felt even more uncomfortable and apologetic, "Well, I will definitely not be with her anymore. I will definitely like you from now on, and we will slowly raise our son together."
She pushed me away suddenly, "Where is our son? Where is he now? Did you lose him? Where is our son?"
I hurriedly said: "He went abroad with his grandmother and will be back soon. Don't worry."
She suddenly hugged me again and cried loudly, "Husband, she is not our son's grandmother. Wuwu! She is not..."
I was startled and immediately woke up from my sleep.
The dream just now is so clear in my mind, and I am still in the same excitement as in the dream just now, and there are tears in the corners of my eyes.
It was bright outside the window, and I estimated that it was at least past nine o'clock. As a person who gets up early for a long time, I am particularly sensitive to the weather outside the window. But at this moment, I stayed in bed and didn't want to move, because my thoughts were still there.
In the dream just now, Chen Yuan, she was so perfect in my dream.
I couldn't help but feel sad: Feng Xiao, why didn't you cherish her so much before?
Suddenly, I remembered what she said to me in the dream before I woke up, "She is not our son's grandmother, she is not..."
Why did such a scene appear in my dream? Why did such words come out of Chen Yuan's mouth in my dream?
Of course, I don’t believe too much in dreams. I believe that it is something in my subconscious. Could it be that... I have always doubted the fact that Shi Yanni is Chen Yuan’s mother?
The scene I saw in the cemetery yesterday suddenly came to my mind: the weeds in front of Chen Yuan's tombstone. I suddenly understood: this is where my suspicion came from.
But is this possible? You know, I did a DNA test secretly at that time.
Feng Xiao, you seem to be becoming more and more suspicious recently. I said to myself. I couldn’t help but smile bitterly.
Getting up from the bed, I don’t want to stay in bed anymore. Because I know that laziness can be remembered. If this happens today, it will probably be difficult to get up early from tomorrow on. I have already woken up late for so long today.
I can't continue this bad habit.
When I entered the living room, I found that Tong Yao was still at my house. When she saw me going out, she immediately said to me with a smile on her face: "Are you up? Come and eat. I bought it for you."
Steamed buns and porridge."
Seeing her flattering expression, I really couldn't continue to be angry with her. I nodded to her lightly, "Thank you."
She glared at me angrily, "Why are you so polite?"
I smiled sheepishly, and then went to wash up. When I looked at myself in the mirror in the bathroom, I suddenly realized that I seemed to be much older. Because I found that there were a few spots in the corners of my eyes.
There were shallow wrinkles. At this moment, I suddenly found that I didn’t quite recognize the me in the mirror.
This is how human life slowly passes away. I muttered something to the me in the mirror, but it was not sad. Then I went out and found that breakfast was already set on the dining table.
"Have you eaten yet?" I found that I couldn't be truly indifferent to her.
"I've eaten. I thought you wouldn't sleep in. I didn't expect you to get up so late." She said to me with a smile.
"What time is it now?" I asked.
"It's almost ten o'clock," she replied.
I nodded, "I'll take you there after I finish eating."
She said: "Today is the second day of junior high school, and I really want to go to the mountains to get some fresh air. Feng Xiao, thank you for accompanying me. Maybe I will feel much better after coming back from this trip."
I said: "I didn't know that today he..."
However, I was interrupted by her before I finished speaking, "Feng Xiao, I think you should move. Until now, I haven't found the place where that kind of noise came from. I think some things are unbelievable."
I looked at her in shock, wondering why she suddenly interrupted me and immediately talked about another thing.
Maybe she is worried about something happening to me. After all, some things cannot be explained clearly. I can only think this way.
After I finished breakfast, Tong Yao came over immediately and took the dishes into the kitchen to wash them. I was a little embarrassed that she was so attentive to please me. I found that I was very unaccustomed to her being so attentive in front of me.
In my heart, I have always looked up to her.
No matter what position I am in now, this can never change. This is something deep in my heart.
"Okay. Let's go." She came out after a while and said to me with a smile.
I was still feeling embarrassed, "Thank you. I'm sorry that I asked you to wash the dishes."
She glared at me and said, "Feng Xiao, I don't like how polite you are in front of me."
I smiled bitterly. In fact, I also understood something: her rejection of me last night made me feel even more distant from her.
Immediately, I went out with her.
"Are you driving or should I drive?" I asked her when we arrived at the door of my car.
"I'll do it," she said, looking very proud.
I handed her the car keys. She smiled brightly at me, and then went to the driver's seat to start the car. I sat in the passenger seat and said to her without saying anything: "Tong Yao, I find you are very
Love driving.”
She smiled and answered me: "Yes. This can be regarded as a professional habit. Hey! What kind of professional habit is it? Now I am a laid-off worker."
I hurriedly comforted her and said: "You are wrong. You are not a worker in the first place, so there is no such thing as a laid-off worker. Moreover, I have always believed that you will continue your previous job in the future. There is a lot of truth in this."
Simple, because you like it.”
She sighed: "I hope so. But I feel a little tired now. I really want to do another job in the future. For example, I can run your restaurant together with my mother." Then she smiled at me and said
: "Feng Xiao, in this case I will be your employee. You will have to pay me more bonuses in the future."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly and said: "Tong Yao, please don't say that. That place is equivalent to your mother's. If you really want to do that, I don't agree with it. Because that place is not suitable for you.
."
She said: "But what else can I do?"
I said: "As a girl, you can do a lot of things. For example, open a clothing store or a store selling cosmetics. You are so beautiful, you don't need to hire a model at all."
She looked at me and smiled, "Feng Xiao, do you really think I'm beautiful?"
I laughed immediately, "Don't you know?"
She laughed, "I really don't think I'm that beautiful. I just have two eyes, a nose and a mouth. I'm just like other women."
I also laughed. At this moment, I found that the gap between me and her suddenly became much smaller. "If you had three eyes, wouldn't it be scary to death?"
But she suddenly stopped laughing, and her voice became bleak, "Actually, what's the use of a beautiful woman? Otherwise it will disappear in a few years. A woman's beauty is as short-lived as the flowering period of a plant. So, I don't
I don’t value this aspect of myself.”
I deeply agreed, "So Tong Yao, what do you value more?"
But she shook her head and said: "I don't know. If I say career, it seems wrong, because this is a man's world. So I think as a woman, the most important thing is her own happiness. But, until I
I still don’t know where my happiness lies. Whenever I think of such things, I feel so sad. Alas!"
I said: "Don't sigh. Women who sigh often are more likely to grow old."
In fact, I almost wanted to say to her: Don't be so demanding. But I stopped myself in time because I didn't want to bring up the topic last night that made me feel humiliated.
.
She didn't speak. After a while, she suddenly said to me, "Feng Xiao, from now on, don't mention to anyone that I'm going to open a private detective agency. Okay?"
I asked her in surprise: "Why is this?"
She sighed and said: "As a fired policeman, if I do something like that again, I will be laughed at by others. And I really don't want to do something like that anymore, and I don't even want others to know that I have done something like that."
I have such thoughts. Hey! It’s so embarrassing that I was fired.”
I didn't expect that she was still struggling with this matter, but after thinking about it, I understood her. Just imagine, if I was fired from the hospital, I would definitely not open a private clinic by myself. What happened to Liu Meng in the past
Later, I had the worst-case scenario. Now it seems that my thoughts at that time were really ridiculous, because it actually still involves the same issue: a person's self-esteem.
Tong Yao is different from other girls, she has a unique self-esteem.
I also sighed and said: "That's okay. I promise you. But Tong Yao, I really think you should have a good rest, preferably go out and relax. Maybe you will have the best idea by then.
You know what you should do. What do you think?"
She said: "Maybe."
At this time, I suddenly thought of another question, "Tong Yao, if that's the case, then we don't need to go find that person today, right?"
But she shook her head and said: "No, I must go. What if this person really knows fortune telling? I would like to ask him what is suitable for me in the future."
I looked at her, "Tong Yao, why have you become superstitious?"
She replied: "A person often becomes superstitious in the most difficult times, because a person always has to find the reasons for failure for himself, right? Superstition is actually one of the best ways to anesthetize yourself. Now
I'm really confused."
I deeply agree.
Driving the car out of the city.
"I see, you are the person you met in your stone house, right? Two worldly masters met, no wonder we hit it off right away." Tong Yao said to me with a smile on the way up the mountain, in a teasing tone.
I smiled and said: "Then you are wrong. Someone introduced me to him. The village chief of this place and I are friends. One day we accidentally talked about such a thing, and he took me there. That time
I was lucky enough to meet that person the first time I went there.”
She looked at me and smiled, "Feng Xiao, I never thought you could make friends with farmers. I really admire you. You are really an extraordinary person. You can get to know high-ranking officials and make friends with farmers."
This shows that you are a very kind person."
I smiled faintly, "This is not a question of kindness or not. I think there is no need to distinguish between people, everyone is equal. For example, if it weren't for chance, I would say
Maybe he is just an ordinary doctor. Let’s talk about you, you used to be a policeman, but you are not now, but in my heart it is still the same, you are you, there is no difference at all from Tong Yao before.”
She sighed: "But how many people in this society would really think like you?"
I nodded and said, "Yeah. I used to know a director in my hometown. When we met for the first time, I was an ordinary doctor. But he was so arrogant in front of me, haha! Now that I think about it, I
I felt very uncomfortable. Later, this person came to please me slavishly again and again... Tong Yao, there are a lot of people like this nowadays. Sometimes I think: I really don’t know why such people do that? Like that
How could they do this? Not to mention asking me to do it myself, even when I see people like that, I feel so uncomfortable inside."
She smiled and said: "Yes. There are too many of them now, because everyone is obsessed with money, and some people do it in front of officials. Many people are servile. There is no way,
Part of the culture of this country for thousands of years has been to cultivate people's servility. It is difficult to change this situation, unless there is a big change... Okay Feng Xiao, let's not talk about political issues, okay? Such things
It's not something you and I can decide. Let me ask you, how did you meet this village chief? How did you become friends?"
So I smiled and briefly recounted the story, and then said: "Actually, I met him when I bought the stone house, but later on I helped him with some help. By the way, the bacon and sausages in our restaurant are all
They supplied it. He also said he would give me some, but I asked him to send it to the restaurant on the phone, and also asked your mother to pay the bill for him. It is not easy for farmers to make money, so I can't take advantage of him.
So cheap.”
I didn’t mention the matter in the provincial government canteen because I didn’t want Tong Yao to know about the relationship between me and Lin Yu. (To be continued)