After hearing this, she immediately laughed, "Feng Xiao, what I said is actually true. You are a kind person. If you are so enthusiastic to help others, of course they will treat you sincerely. I mean, you
The stone house is here, and there are a lot of things in it, so why aren't you worried about being stolen? That's it."
I said, "This is the place I only come to once in a while when I'm in a bad mood. I drink tea here alone and isolate myself from the world. Only in this way can I get true peace of mind."
She glanced at me and said, "You seem to be very depressed."
I was stunned for a moment, "Melancholy? How come? When did I become depressed? Tong Yao, in fact, everyone has times when they are upset. That is to say, everyone has times when they are mentally abnormal. It's just how everyone handles it.
It’s just different. For example, for myself, because I don’t have many friends, I have to find a quiet place to drink tea alone, and use this method to relieve my emotions. Some people are different from me. They
Either go to a friend to drink, or go to a karaoke bar to vent. In fact, although the ways to relieve emotions are different, the principle is the same, which is release. By the way, there is also a method mentioned in psychology textbooks.
, is to let a person go to an empty place, and then use the most vicious language in the world to scold the person he hates most in the open space."
She looked at me in astonishment and said, "No way? Is there such a method in the book?"
I smiled and said, "Yeah. But there is also a principle stipulated in the book, that is, you must not be heard by others, and you can only vent by yourself. In other words, you can only do that if you don't hurt others.
"
She smiled and said: "That's pretty much it. By the way, Feng Xiao, shall we keep driving forward?"
I nodded, "Yeah, just drive forward along this road, and you'll be there when there's a fork in the road."
She asked me again: "Do you come here often? I mean, how many times have you gone to see that person?"
I replied: "Just once. But that time, this person left a very deep impression on me. I think he is as powerful as Song Mei before."
She suddenly looked thoughtful, "Oh. Song Mei..."
I looked at her in surprise, "What's wrong with Song Mei?"
She shook her head and said: "It's nothing. But I have always thought Song Mei's case was a bit strange. By the way, Feng Xiao, have you read the newspapers recently?"
I was a little confused, "Newspaper? What newspaper?"
She laughed and said: "The entertainment sections of Jiangnan Morning News and Evening News have published tidbits about Zhuang Qing. It is about her visit to Kunming, Yunnan. It is said that she went there to have a tryst with a man. But the man in the photo is only
A back view. Feng Xiao, I don’t know why, but I feel that the man’s back looks a bit like you?”
I was shocked and quickly denied it.
I never thought that the incident between me and Zhuang Qing in Yunnan would be discovered by a reporter, and the photo would be published in the newspaper. No, it shouldn't be a reporter. If it was a reporter, there would definitely be a frontal photo of me.
.
Obviously, someone should have accidentally spotted Zhuang Qing when we were at Kunming Airport that day, and he also accidentally saw me and her together, and then he woke up and took a picture of us. At that time, it should be
It was when we were walking out of the airport. If we were a professional reporter, we would never make such a mistake, because this is explosive entertainment news, and professional reporters would never easily let go of various shooting angles.
Now I realize that it is so unsafe to be with Zhuang Qing in private.
Of course, I would not admit this matter, so when Tong Yao told me about it, I immediately denied it, "How is it possible? I just arrived at the new unit, how could I run to Yunnan? Not to mention the man's back
They are almost the same, why do you think that person is me?"
She slammed on the brakes, and the off-road vehicle stopped there immediately. My body swayed in the car, and I was shocked at the same time, "Tong Yao, what are you doing? Why did you hit the emergency brake?"
She lay on the steering wheel and couldn't help laughing.
I looked at her inexplicably, but I didn't say anything else, because I knew she would definitely say it herself after laughing.
Sure enough, after she laughed, I heard her say to me: "Feng Xiao, I didn't believe it was yours at first, but now I really believe it. You're asking for it."
I was immediately dumbfounded, "You, what do you mean by that? When did I stop asking myself?"
She was still laughing, "If you really haven't been there, why do you explain so much? The more you explain some things, the more guilty you are."
I suddenly said awkwardly: "Why do I feel guilty? I didn't go in the first place."
She then continued to drive the car forward and couldn't help but laugh again, "Forget it, I won't tell you about this. Anyway, you are single now and can be with any girl. Fortunately, I don't
If you are as famous as Zhuang Qing, I don’t know what others would say otherwise."
I muttered, "Aren't you single too? Are you afraid of others telling you?"
She stopped talking, and I suddenly felt that what I just said seemed inappropriate, "I'm sorry."
She shook her head slightly, "Don't apologize, you didn't do anything wrong. It was me who was wrong. Actually... Feng Xiao, you are really good, and I don't dislike you, but I think we are not suitable because I may be with other people."
Girls are different, because I can't accept your past. But I still want to ask you, Feng Xiao, what kind of person are you?"
After hearing what she said, I immediately felt much better. In fact, what I care about is not whether she agrees to further develop a relationship with me, because that is completely a luxury for me. For me,
, as long as she doesn’t think I’m so unbearable, I’ll be very satisfied.
I smiled bitterly and said: "Tong Yao, you should know that it is the most difficult for a person to know himself. If I ask you what kind of person you are, do you know how to answer? I don't know, right? Because there is a saying
Although the saying is cliché, it makes perfect sense: the most difficult thing for a person is to know himself."
But she shook her head and said: "That's because many people are unwilling or don't pay attention to getting to know themselves in daily life. I was like this before, but after this incident came out, I thought about it seriously. I think, myself
In fact, in the final analysis, this person is still too simple. He doesn't think much about other people's thoughts in his life. He always considers problems from the perspective of how to do one thing well, and other things will be put aside. That's why I seem to be incompatible with this society.
Somewhat out of place. What's the result? The result is that I don't have a job now, and I don't have a personal relationship. In addition... I'm very sorry for my mother. Hey! I said many times that I would take time to spend time with her, but not only did I not
I can accompany her and I often quarrel with her. Whenever I think of these things, I have the urge to cry. Hey!" (To be continued)