Jiu Qianxiu has been looking at Xu Yun with different eyes. There are many things that he cannot understand, but he believes in Xu Yun's words and believes in Xu Yun's words 100%.
Jiu Qianxiu couldn't tell what kind of things Zuo Lengyue would do.
"Mr. Gu also helped me." Xu Yundao said: "I believe she can understand me."
"If that's the case, I really owe you Xu family a lot." Jiu Qianxiu smiled bitterly: "I really owe too much, and there is no way to repay it..."
"No, you have plenty of opportunities to repay." Lin Ge said: "As long as you help us properly this time, it will be considered your repayment, brother, am I right?"
Xu Yun never asked Jiu Qianxiu how he betrayed his father. It wasn't that he didn't want to know, but he was worried that once he knew, Jiu Qianxiu would be deeply separated, which would be detrimental to their cooperation.
, so Xu Yun never asked about this topic.
Lin Ge has already said this, and he is willing to follow this answer: "Mr. Jiulao, if you really feel that you owe my father, I hope you can help us well this time, and this will be considered as your compensation for him.
Already."
Jiu Qianxiu nodded: "Believe me, I will definitely try my best and I will never let you down."
"That would be troublesome." Xu Yun said lightly.
Although this is not a happy situation for everyone, it can still be considered a good situation. At least the relationship between everyone is not particularly stiff. This is already a very, very good situation for them.
"There is one more thing... I don't know if I should ask about it." Jiuqian Xiu said: "But I really can't help it... I don't know if you would mind."
"About my father?" Xu Yun seemed to guess what Jiu Qianxiu was thinking about.
Jiu Qianxiu nodded: "Yes..."
"My understanding of my father is almost zero. This is the only thing I can tell you." Xu Yundao: "It can be said that he does not exist at all in my memory, not only him, but also my mother, my
There is no existence of them in my memory. To be precise, there is no memory that belongs to me at all."
Jiu Qianxiu was silent. He really didn't know that what he asked was such a stupid question.
"The first memory of my life is only that of the old man, and then... it is my own life." Xu Yundao said that things about the Shenlong Brigade are not something that can be shared.
"Zhang Taisui?" Jiu Qianxiu asked tentatively.
"Who else in China would dare to call him Tai Sui, except this old man?" Xu Yun asked.
Jiu Qianxiu nodded and was silent for a moment: "You were brought up by Zhang Taisui. Didn't he tell you anything about me?"
"Mr. Jiulao, maybe your matter is not a big deal to them." Xu Yundao said: "I said that I will not pursue those past matters, so you don't need to ask more."
"That's not what I meant." Jiuqian Xiu said: "I know Zhang Taisui is a very good friend of your father. He will help your father with advice on many things, and your father also respects his advice. They are close friends who cherish each other.
I am a person who deserves to die...Zhang Taisui has warned your father many times to be wary of me, but your father still chose to believe me."
"That means the old man is more vicious than my father." Xu Yundao said, "This doesn't mean anything."
"I let your father down." Jiu Qianxiu said melancholy: "I also owe Zhang Taisui a favor, but he passed away for so long, and I didn't even go to his tombstone to take a look at him. Alas... those who passed by
Yunyan will really never come back."
"Your choice is destined to make you alone." Xu Yundao: "Actually, I can't understand, with your character, how could you get to know them? How could you become my father's friend...how could...to be honest
Yes, I really can’t figure it out.”
Jiu Qianxiu lowered his head in shame: "Yes, every one of them is very loyal, but I am a person whose personality is incompatible with them. I have never paid attention to such things as loyalty. Regarding this, you
My father also told me many times that I also know the mistakes I have made...but I am just such a person and I can't change it, no matter what."
"You betrayed my father, which is equivalent to betraying everyone." Xu Yundao said: "It is really a miracle that you can still survive."
Jiu Qianxiu sighed: "Who says it's not the case? It's really a miracle that I survived. Really... I think about it again every day, why did I survive? Could it be that God thinks I'm so afraid of death?
So you gave me a chance?"
"There are many people who are afraid of death, but countless people have died." Lin Ge turned around and threw a sentence.
Jiu Qianxiu nodded: "Yes, this is not God giving me a chance at all. God allows me to live until now just because I am destined to be useful to you!"
Xu Yun was stunned for a moment, Jiu Qianxiu actually said such a sentence, this was not his style.
"It must be like this. I couldn't believe it at first, but now I am more and more sure that I will live until now just because of you, just because I am useful to you." Jiuqian Xiu said: "Because I am useful to you.
, so God allows me to live to atone for my sins. As long as I do what I should do, I can die in peace."
"If you think so, I don't know what to say." Xu Yun shook his head.
Jiu Qianxiu affirmed: "That must be the case. I will definitely help you complete what you need me to do...and then I will go find Zuo Lengyue!"
Faced with this decision without warning, the three people in the car were a little shocked. A person who cherished his life would actually say such a thing.
"For so many years, I have been struggling in my heart. My life is God's punishment for me." Jiuqian Xiudao: "If I can help you, if I can do one thing for you, all my sins for so many years will be gone."
Only then can I be liberated, and then I can die with peace of mind."
"Although I don't know Aunt Zuo, I dare to say that with her temper, even if so many years have passed, she will still kill you." Lin Ge said with some confusion: "You have been running for so many years to survive.
You have lived with polar bears, are you willing to die now?”
Jiu Qianxiu shook his head: "I don't want to give up."
"Then why do you need to do this?" Xu Yun asked: "After so many years, I believe she no longer has the resentment she had back then. As long as you continue to live in a quiet place, she should not take the initiative to find you again.
Already."
"I've had enough of this kind of life." Jiu Qianxiu said calmly: "I don't know why I continue to pursue such a life. This kind of life is definitely not what I want... I don't want it, really not at all.
I don’t want it anymore.”
Perhaps after the redemption in people's hearts is liberated, they will become desireless, have no love in life, and will no longer have any pursuits.
No one spoke in the car. After driving out for several minutes, Xu Yun slowly spoke.
"If this is your own choice, we respect you." Xu Yun said lightly: "But I hope you will think carefully before making any choice. The only thing I can say is that I will not hold you accountable for anything, but I dare
I guarantee that Zuo Lengyue will never let you go."
Jiu Qianxiu nodded: "I know, of course I know that Zuo Lengyue will never let me go... Haha, there is still someone who will not let me go, which is the driving force that keeps me alive.
If everyone forgets about me, I may have no idea of living at all."
Xu Yun couldn't understand Jiu Qianxiu's inner world, and he didn't want to understand it. He didn't want to know more about anything now. He just hoped that Jiu Qianxiu could perfectly copy Lin Ge's face into a legend. This was enough.
Lin Ge and Gu Qiya also expressed their inability to understand Jiu Qianxiu's thoughts.
The car went all the way south, and it took them less than three hundred kilometers to reach the customs clearance points of the two countries. Gu Qiya called in advance and arranged for someone to go to the customs clearance points to clear the relationship.
It won't take them long to get to Seattle. They don't know what the situation is in Seattle yet. They've been there for so many days, and they don't know if Tang Mi is already restless waiting.
Legend must have had enough of being under house arrest, but he didn't have any other choice.
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