Not long after, I sat down on the roadside, looking at the laughing and noisy crowds passing by. I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. I looked up at the night sky. It was almost summer, and the temperature was gradually rising. Occasionally, there would be a faint sound. The cool breeze blew by, still feeling a little comfortable,
I wiped my tears and felt much calmer, but I still felt very uncomfortable inside. I took out the cigarettes from my pocket and smoked them one by one very quickly. After a few puffs, I finished one, then threw it away and continued. Smoking, after a while, the pack of cigarettes in my pocket was finished.
I lay down on the ground with my big letters spread out. People passing by looked at me with strange eyes. I ignored them and just lay there, looking at the stars in the sky. I started to giggle to myself. I didn’t know why I was laughing anymore, but I just wanted to laugh.
The PHS phone in my pocket vibrated. As soon as I felt it, I sat up immediately. When I touched my pocket, my mind was full of Lin Ran, Lin Ran, hoping it was Lin Ran's phone. I took it out and saw the familiar yet unfamiliar number. Then I suddenly remembered that I had just dropped Lin Ran's cell phone. What should I do? I held my PHS phone in a daze and stared at the phone screen. After a while, the phone was hung up, and then the phone came again. Called over,
I picked up the phone numbly and put it to my ear. I didn't say anything, and there was no sound from the other party. It was quiet for a few minutes. "Liu'er."
I didn't speak,
After a while, "Why don't you speak? What's wrong?" Xiyu's voice was more urgent, "What's wrong? What's wrong with you? It's time to talk."
I sighed in my heart. It turned out that Lin Ran really told her that he had made all preparations before coming. I was very depressed.
"Liu'er, Liu'er, I'm Xiyu, what's wrong with you? It's time to talk."
"Hey, hey, talk, Wang Yue, talk, don't do this, don't do this."
I hung up the phone and looked at the scenery on the road. I didn’t know why, but I laughed again.
Then, I didn't know what I thought of, so I stood up suddenly, ran to the middle of the road very quickly, and started waving at a large truck.
The truck was not far in front of me. It braked suddenly and the driver stuck his head out of the door. "You're crazy, little bitch. Get out of here. Don't block the road here." I heard the driver's words, Without saying anything, he stepped back. Then the truck driver cursed a few more times and then started driving away.
I was stunned for a moment and stood on the side of the road, waving mechanically. After a while, a taxi stopped beside me and the glass rolled down. "Xiao Liuer, what are you doing here? You are waving randomly."
I was confused, who was it? I looked up at the people in the car, thought about it carefully, "Master Wu" and then smiled at him, a helpless smile,
"What's wrong? You look so unhappy. You just cried."
I smiled and said, "It's okay, Master Wu, what are you doing?"
"What can you do? Just go around and do some work. Stop sitting here. Let's go. Get in the car. I'll take you home."
I shook my head, "No, Master Wu, go ahead and get busy. I don't want to go anywhere, so I'm just sitting here."
After Master Wu finished listening, he got off the car, walked to me, sat down next to me, and handed me a cigarette and said, "Smoke."
I took the cigarette from Master Wu's hand, glanced at him, put it in my mouth, and lit it myself.
Master Wu stretched out his hand and slapped my head, "Little brats, they are so sentimental every day, what a big deal it is."
I lowered my head, grabbed my hair, and didn't say anything.
"Every day, I use my parents' hard-earned money to go out and have fun, go in and out of various commercial establishments, bars, and KTVs, and get into fights at every turn. The fights are quite serious and the attacks are very ruthless. One of them pulls a little girlfriend. Young people nowadays are willing to book a room without being shy." Master Wu then shook his head, "Hey, I really don't know what I think, hey." After finishing speaking, he sighed,
After listening to what Master Wu said, I said calmly, "My girlfriend is gone."
Master Wu smiled and said, "How old are you? What do you know? A group of children will be fine in two days."
I shook my head, "No, I feel uncomfortable, I really feel uncomfortable."
Master Wu patted me on the back, "Look at the dirt on your body. Why is it so dirty? Is this serious?"
I nodded, "Well, it's serious. I don't want to do anything anymore. I feel like everything has lost its meaning."
Master Wu hit me, "Little brat, don't think so much. Why did your parents raise you so big? Come on, let me take you home."
"I'm not going anywhere, I'm just staying here, I'm not going anywhere."
"What's the use of staying here."
"Then I'll stay here too." I replied,
"You can either go home and stay there, or go to your girlfriend's house. It will be helpful to you. What can you do if you stay here? You lie down and sit up sometimes, just like a little psycho." Master Wu After he finished speaking, he pulled my arm again and said, "Let's go back."
After listening to what Master Wu said, I raised my head sharply and glanced at Master Wu, "Thank you." Master Wu was shocked. He took a few steps back and looked at me with a puzzled look on his face. I also Ignoring Master Wu, he suddenly felt a little happy. He stood up right after me and started running like crazy towards Lin Ran's house.
After running for a while, I couldn't run anymore. I gasped on the side of the road, "Damn it, I'm just old and I can't run anymore. In the past, I wouldn't have stopped running so fast. It's time to exercise, just every day." Just for fun, fuck it." After saying that, he spit on the side.
Then I heard the sound of the horn behind me, and I immediately became angry. I turned my head to the back and wanted to curse, but as soon as I turned my head and glanced at the people in the car, I didn’t have the intention to curse anymore. , slapped his head hard, and cursed "Silly". Of course, this sentence was directed at himself.
After I finished cursing, I ran to Master Wu's side, opened the door, and sat on it.
Master Wu smiled at me, "Why don't you stop running? Keep running. I see you're not running very fast. It's a bit difficult for me to follow you. I've only run less than 100 meters. Keep running."
I shook my head helplessly, "Stop laughing at me, Master Wu, hurry up, Happy Community."
Master Wu ignored me, stepped on the accelerator, and the car flew out. Before I could sit firmly, I leaned forward and was so frightened that I broke out in a cold sweat. I touched my forehead and then remembered Master Wu. speed, and then quickly found the seat belt from the passenger seat and fastened it. After fastening it, I took a long breath.
Within a few minutes, we arrived at the gate of Lin Ran's community. I reached out to take money out of my pocket.
Master Wu grabbed my hand and said, "No need."
I smiled and said, "No, no, this is not okay."
"Look over there." Then Master Wu pointed out the car window. At the door of Lin Ran's community, I looked in the direction Master Wu pointed at. A man and a woman were pulling each other, and the woman was running. The man grabbed the woman's arm, and the woman shook the man away. Then she turned her head and yelled something at the man. There were tears in her eyes, and the man chased after her. After a few steps, he went over and grabbed the woman’s arm.
"That woman, isn't that little friend of yours?" Master Wu said at the side,
I didn't say anything, I got out of the car and walked towards the two people. When they were about to arrive, Lin Ran and the man stopped, turned to look at me, they were both stunned on the spot, I walked over Next to the man, he raised his hand and punched me, "I'll fuck your mother." Then he went up and kicked me again. The man took a few steps back, then looked at me,
I glanced at him, then took out the folding knife from my pocket, and walked towards the man. He took a few steps back, and I looked at him, "I broke up with Lin Ran. Let's settle the score today."
After the man listened to what I said, he continued to back away. I looked at him and said, "Today I will betray you."
He shook his hand at me and said, "What do you want to do? You, what do you want to do?"
I spat out to the side, "I'll fucking let you get close to Lin Ran again, I'll let you fucking provoke her again, I'll fucking cripple you today, I'll make you regret it for the rest of your life, you're a fucking idiot," I said After that, I took the knife and rushed towards him. When the man arrived, he turned around and started running back. I chased him for a few steps and then stopped. I didn't continue to chase him. I turned around and looked at Lin Ran. Found that she no longer knew where to go,
I was confused, so I put away the folding knife and walked to Lin Ran's house. When I was approaching the downstairs of their house, I saw Lin Ran and saw her sitting there. I walked over slowly and sat down next to her. I hugged her neck and said, "I love you." My voice was very calm.
Lin Ran shook his head, "Don't take it back, just leave it like this." Then he cried, "I've had enough, Liu'er, don't come near me anymore." After saying that, he pushed my arm away.
After listening to Lin Ran's words, I was stunned on the spot, my heart was cut like a knife. After being stunned for a long time, I took off the necklace from my neck, half-knelt in front of Lin Ran, and gave it to her calmly. Then he touched her face and said, "I love you, don't forget me."
After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked slowly towards the gate of the community step by step, crying as I walked. After leaving the gate of the community, I started to wander around aimlessly, walking in one direction, and kept walking. I felt uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable. I originally thought that if I came to see her, she would come back to me like before. But I was wrong, I was really wrong. But I love her, I really love her, after so many years. It's the first time this has happened. It's the first time I feel that she is so far away from me. I feel so uncomfortable.
I just walked by myself, and kept walking, crying as I walked, sometimes crying, sometimes laughing, just like this, I walked for a long time, my legs were tired from walking, I was so tired that I didn’t want to move anymore, and I didn’t even know that I had left. How far away was it? I stopped, turned around and looked around. It was very empty and sparsely crowded. Not far from me, there was a piece of grass. I smiled stupidly and walked towards the grass.
I sat down on the grass, smiled silly, then roared, and then lay down,
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