I lay on the grass and let the cool breeze blow by. Suddenly, I felt really helpless and confused. I closed my eyes and just lay there. My mind started to think wildly. The more I thought about it, the more my head hurt. Then I sat up again and looked around in a daze. I didn’t know what time it was, but it was very dark around me. There was no one around. I suddenly felt a little scared. I didn’t know what I was afraid of. I just didn’t like the darkness around me. ,
Suddenly the sound of music came, which startled me. I took out my phone, took a look at it, took a long breath, and then threw the phone aside. It was Xiyu calling, I don’t know why. , I don’t want to answer, the phone kept ringing for a long time,
I was just in a daze. I didn't think about anything or do anything. I just followed that posture. Not long after, the phone rang again. I glanced to the side. This time it was Brother Fei. , I thought about it for a long time, but still didn’t answer it. My mind was empty and numb.
A few minutes later, Brother Xu’s phone, Chen Yang’s phone, and Brother Feng all called me. I was still in a daze and didn’t answer any of the calls.
In such a quiet night, in such a quiet place, I looked at the occasional passing vehicles, looked at the buildings in the distance, and patted my head, "Fuck, you actually came to the suburbs, how could you? It's so far away, how could you?" Came here."
I looked around, and then I suddenly felt that I was very confused. Suddenly, there was nothing. Isn’t it right? There was no money at home, and I was just messing around all day long, not studying, messing around, fighting, skipping school, surfing the Internet, etc. With the money given by my parents, I go to bars and KTVs, spend money indiscriminately, and always ask for money. I still live a life without a meal. I like to show off, and I like it very well, which is good. I didn’t cherish a girlfriend well. She was so good to me, but in the end I lost it. She traveled such a long distance, got up early every day and went to school late at night. She went to school with others and went to school together. In the end, she didn’t know anything, just listened to classes. It's like listening to a heavenly book, what are you trying to figure out?
Then he patted his head and smiled stupidly. At least there is still a group of brothers. It’s not just for nothing, it’s not for nothing. This time I laughed, I really laughed happily. No matter what, there is still a group of good brothers in the end. This is worth it,
Then my phone rang again. I looked at the phone and it was Brother Feng's call again. I looked at the phone and was too embarrassed not to answer it, so I picked up the phone and said, "Hello."
"Why are you playing so cool?" Brother Feng said on the phone,
After I listened, I smiled and said, "What's wrong, Brother Feng?"
"You said what's wrong with you? What a big deal it is for you to let such a group of people look for you everywhere, don't you feel comfortable?" Brother Feng scolded on the phone, "What a big deal, isn't it just a woman? Yesterday you were It's okay, why is it like this today? If this person says he can't find it, then he can't find it. It makes so many people anxious about you, damn it."
Then I heard Brother Fei's voice, "I'm going to fuck you, Liu'er, get the hell back here, you stinking idiot."
"That's it, that's it, come back quickly. What's the big deal? Damn it, Lin Yifei has already won money," Brother Xu said with a smile,
After listening to what the brothers said, I felt warm in my heart. Then Brother Feng said again, "Okay, come back. Stop making trouble. These brothers are waiting for you."
I smiled and said, "Where are they all? I understand."
"Where's the Chenyang family? Come back as soon as possible if you have nothing to do. Do you hear me?"
"Well, I understand, Brother Feng, why did you two run into each other?"
Brother Feng smiled, "A Fei said that he and his wife saw your old love outside."
I was stunned, "Which one."
"It's the one you're good with. I don't know what it's called. I only knew it after Ah Fei and the others told me. And who else can there be? How many do you have?"
"Is that Xiyu?" I asked Brother Feng doubtfully,
"Well, I heard that I had an affair with you before. I just can't figure out how you can handle it so well."
"What's the matter?" I then asked, "Xiyu, what's wrong?"
"I don't know. Anyway, Xiyu said you couldn't be found, so people started looking for you. You didn't answer their calls, so they thought of me. That's okay. You still give me face. , No need for me to thank you. "You answered the second call I made."
I smiled sheepishly, "No, Brother Feng, I didn't hear you just now."
"You can't hear shit, you're just pretending."
"No, I'm in a bad mood, Brother Feng."
Brother Feng was happy, "Then you'd better come back first. This stronghold of yours is indeed pretty good."
I thought for a while, "I'm fine, Brother Feng. I don't want to go anywhere. You guys can play. You can live in my room. I just want to stay by myself. I feel awkward and uncomfortable. I don't want to see people and want to stay by myself." With."
"Damn, there's still a lot to do." Brother Feng said happily, "Then you can take care of it yourself, little brat, there's still a lot to do. With such a group of brothers, what else can't be thought of."
I said helplessly, "If it weren't for such a group of brothers, I might not be able to think about it anymore."
"You can figure it out yourself." After Brother Feng finished speaking, he hung up the phone.
I then threw the phone aside, looked at the dark scenery around me, picked up the phone helplessly, and called Master Wu, "Xiao Liu'er, what's wrong? It's been dealt with."
I looked at the surrounding scenery and the buildings in the distance. "Master Wu, I ran to the suburbs and can't go back. Can you come and pick me up?"
Master Wu smiled, "I've finished dealing with your little girlfriend, why did you go there?"
I sighed, "Forget it, come and pick me up."
"Well, just wait."
I hung up the phone and stared at the phone screen in a daze. Then Xiyu's call came over. I was stunned for a moment. I looked at the phone and thought about it for a long time. I didn't answer the call. All I could think about was Lin Ran. It’s all Lin Ran’s smile, it’s all her back when she left me, it’s all Lin Ran’s words to me, calling me hypocritical, saying that I never think about others, only myself,
I treated her so attentively, but still only got one sentence of hypocrisy. Why do they all say that I am hypocritical? How come I am hypocritical?
I always feel that I don’t spend money, and I am not as content as they say. I really want to live forever with a girl, get married, and have children. I have known Lin Ran since the first day of junior high school, and now, after so many years, I It's always been like this. Am I being hypocritical? I'm close to Lin Ran, so I've always been very nice to her, right? I just don't know how to deal with relationships with girls, that's all.
Xiyu, this is really a special case. I don’t know what to do. I have no way to deal with it.
If I want to have sex, like Fei Ge, I don't have the ability. There are many girls around me who can give me a chance. That's how it is. In school, the kids who are more promiscuous tend to recruit girls. children like,
I just desperately want to establish the image of a good man for myself. I want to love well once and love someone well, so no matter what happens, how big it is, or what the reason is, I will always stand firm on myself. On my girlfriend's side, but why can't she? Think about all the times I failed you when you were arguing with Xiyu. I feel so sorry for Xiyu. I still guard your responsibility.
I persisted until the end, but you still accused me of being hypocritical, and even tried to help others, to hurt my face, and to help others to slap me twice. She knew clearly that I was very face-conscious, but she still scolded me in the end. Hypocrisy, saying that I only think about myself, but I really love you,
One person has one way of living, one person has one principle. I have always shouldered the responsibilities I should bear. Although we are still young, I have never done anything extraordinary, right? To put it simply, except for Xi Yu, I have Have you ever provoked other women?
Xiyu is also an anomaly. With her personality, she must stick to the people she chooses and do the things she chooses. I have already hurt her, but I don’t want to keep hurting her like this. I can control her behavior. Is it my fault to control her mind? I can't handle it. I don't know what to do. I don't know. I don't know anything.
Am I hypocritical?
I was thinking about everything about Lin Ran and me. It was so heartbreaking that I couldn't forget it. Then I hugged my head and grabbed my hair hard. Then I heard the sound of the car's horn, and I turned around. Head, look at the car. Master Wu’s taxi drove over. I didn’t say a word and got in the car.
Master Wu glanced at me, didn't say anything, and sent me directly to the downstairs of Chenyang's house. When I got downstairs, I looked at Master Wu and said, "Why did you bring this to me?"
"Don't go here, go somewhere, stay well, and go home quickly."
I sighed and said nothing. I took out 20 yuan from my clothes and threw it into the car for Master Wu. "No need to look for it. That's it. It's two times."
"Why are you still like this?" Master Wu asked calmly on the side,
I smiled and said, "It's okay." After saying that, I got off the car and entered the corridor. When I got to the corridor, I took out my phone and called Lin Ran. As soon as the number was dialed, I remembered Lin Ran. I have already dropped her cell phone. According to her words, I also dropped her heart at the same time.
I walked halfway, leaned against the wall of the corridor, smiled helplessly, then hugged Du, and got down again. I was in the corridor,
The sudden phone call interrupted my thoughts again. I took out the phone and saw that it was Xiyu again.
I thought about it, picked up the phone, and listened to the voice saying, "Liu'er, Liu'er, where are you?" Xiyu's voice was very anxious.
I don’t know why I don’t want to say a word, I just listen quietly,
After a while, Xiyu continued, "I know you are listening, Liu'er, I know you are listening, please speak quickly."
I sighed and looked at the hand holding the phone. There were still traces of the scar made by Lin Ran. When I looked at the scar in a daze, I heard Xi Yu's words again. The voice was so small, but every word Everyone listened and said, "Liu'er, where are you? I've already run out of the dormitory. I'm alone outside the school. I'm a little scared. Why can't I find you? Where are you? It's so late." ,Where are you"
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