I reached out and hugged Lin Ran's head, and then Lin Ran lay on my shoulders and started crying wildly. Moreover, the more he cried, the harder he cried. I leaned back and leaned on the sofa, not wanting to say a word. , I don’t know what to say,
She just took the lighter she had used to burn the photos from Lin Ran, took out a cigarette from the sofa next to her, held it in her mouth, and lit it. She held the cigarette in one hand and hugged Lin Ran in the other. , letting her cry on my shoulder, I just smoked silently, numb. After smoking one cigarette, I threw it aside without suffocating it. Then I picked up the cigarette again and continued to smoke, letting Lin Ran lie on my side. On my shoulders, I shed tears heartily,
I just know that I feel very uncomfortable, and I regret it very much, but I don’t know how to express my situation. I just reached out and touched Lin Ran’s hair,
She just cried like this for a long time. After a long time, she gradually calmed down. She lay quietly on my shoulder. After a long, long time, Lin Ran raised his head, then got off my body and looked at me. , then wiped her own eyes and revealed the bandage that had been tied on her wrist. When I looked at it like this, I saw that it turned out that she had tied the bandage on her wrist in the shape of a bow.
Her skin was very good, and the bandage had separated from her wrist. Under the dim light, I seemed to see a small patch of red. "Does your wrist hurt?"
Lin Ran looked at me and said nothing,
"Why don't you be careful? Moreover, if you get burned, what's the use of putting a bandage on it?"
"It looks good this way." Lin Ran's voice was still very calm when he spoke, "I have fair skin and it's burnt, so it doesn't look good, so I put a bandage on it."
"Does it hurt?"
"It hurts a little bit, and I'm already numb."
I reached out and grabbed her wrist, then looked at the bandage where she was, and blew on her wrist, "I'll take you out to buy some medicine in a moment."
Lin Ran stretched out his hand, touched my face, looked at me, and was silent for a while, "No, no need."
"I was wrong."
Lin Ran shook his head,
"Give me another chance."
Lin Ran still shook his head,
"Don't do this."
Lin Ran glanced at me, "Liu'er, you bowed your head early and acted decisively once, but I can't stand it. Really, even if I know that you are not doing anything, I can't stand it. I hope , you can change your mistakes in the future, okay."
"Give me a chance and I'll change it later, okay."
Lin Ran didn't speak, she just squatted in front of me and still reached out to touch my face. Then, she picked up the thermos bottle that had been placed beside her, opened it, took out the small bowl inside, and then took it out again. He got a big spoon, filled it up, and put it in front of me. "Drink some. It's the first time I've made it. I'm sorry if it doesn't taste good. But for those of you who smoke a lot, drink more of this soup. It's good for your health."
I leaned on the sofa and didn't say a word. I just listened to Lin Ran's words. She took out a small spoon, took a small mouthful of hot water, put it to her mouth, blew on it twice, and then slowly stretched it out. My mouth said "Come on, open your mouth."
I was stunned for a moment and didn't speak.
"Liu Liu, obedient, come on, open your mouth, I've worked hard for you, drink."
I was a little helpless. I felt the spoon in her hand shaking by my lips. I opened my mouth and she poured the soup into my mouth. Then Lin Ran smiled, "That's right, that's what it is." Hey Liuliu, be obedient."
After Lin Ran finished speaking, he continued to take a spoon, filled the soup, blew a few mouthfuls, and put it to my mouth. "This soup is made from fungus, carrots, green onions, ginger, and lettuce leaves. Add less salt and drink it lightly." Point, it clears the lungs and nourishes the stomach. You said you always smoke and drink, so you don’t care about your stomach. Please pay more attention in the future. I was reading their extracurricular books today and suddenly saw this, so I called you. I said I was going to give you a surprise. I originally thought that I would cook it for you every day and then force you to drink it. But judging from the current situation, haha, so I'll tell you how to do it. You can take the next step. You have to remember everything one step at a time, and let Xiao Xiyu cook it for you."
I raised my head and looked at Lin Ran, "Are you right?" Before I finished speaking, Lin Ran put the spoon to my lips again, stopping me from saying anything.
"Have some soup, stop talking, I don't want to listen to you either, just listen to me quietly, okay?" After Lin Ran finished speaking, he looked at me,
I was very helpless and just nodded towards her,
Lin Ran smiled, "Liu Liu is so good." After saying this, Lin Ran took another mouthful of soup and said to me, "Do you remember when you were in junior high school? You were so thin and cute at that time. , I like to play football. After class all day long, I would play football with a group of people. No matter how big the playground is, there are not many people, but I will run around all day long and hang out with Lin Yifei and the others. To be honest, we would, They all think that you are the last person who should appear among that group of people."
"Tell me about you. Why do you fall in love with me? You insist on having a relationship with me and buy me sweets. I have to say that you are very good at making girls happy. You are very humorous and harmonious. You have a cheerful personality. I like your type. In fact, I didn’t like you very much at the beginning, but at that time Lin Yifei always wanted to be nice to me, so I thought, at least you look a little more honest. You can't follow him either. Just follow you. He values brotherhood so much that he will definitely not harass me anymore. Besides, I will be very afraid of people like Lin Yifei at that time."
When Lin Ran said this, he glanced at me, then smiled, and continued, "It's such a coincidence. Why did that person want to hit you? When you just got along with me, you were so innocent and didn't mess around. It’s not a fuss, it’s just studying. I remember how good you are at studying. Then I asked you, Liuliu, what are your ambitions in the future? You said you wanted to get into Tsinghua University, you wanted to get into Peking University, and earn a lot of money. I buy lots and lots of things to make me happy."
Lin Ran's eyes were wet again, "I didn't believe it at the time. You swore to me that you would help them with their homework and study hard. Later, when you were forced to break up with me, I looked down on you. I just thought, you are such a useless person, so I wrote a few words to you. I didn’t have any ideas at that time. If I don’t treat you well, I won’t be with you. Who knows that I believed that person and later lied to you? My man, you were really young, you really didn’t understand anything, but I know that after that time, you stopped studying and hung out with Lin Yifei and the others every day. I know that you have become like this, I It's the main reason, I won't run away from anything."
"We are all in the same grade, and I always watch you fight and struggle. Only then did I realize that a person can change so quickly. When I usually see you, we are all on the same road, just like strangers. , but I can no longer see the innocence on your face, that innocent and cute smile, and childish words. I always see you fighting, fighting, fighting, a bunch of people, smoking cigarettes, all day long, Outside the school, next to the toilet."
"Actually, I know that you are a very superstitious person. You are superstitious, and I am superstitious too. I like to study zodiac signs and read horoscopes. I always feel that they are very accurate. Maybe it was because I was so bad that I got retribution. I was deceived by that person. I was deceived by that person.
I was deceived into nothing, and I even had the urge and thought that I couldn't live anymore. That's it. When I needed help and comfort the most, I saw a familiar figure, exuding alcohol.
The smell, then I looked up and saw you, I saw you standing in front of me, very concerned and asked me what was wrong, what was wrong, at that time, you had changed into a different person."
"You listened to my story, ignored my obstruction, and went to help me vent my anger and fight for me. To be honest, I was really touched. Then you wanted to be nice to me again. You said you wanted to be nice to me. I
I think you must understand what happened to me, and you also know that I was cheated, but you are still very kind to me and care about me. You can tolerate everything about me, my little temper, and my unreasonable troubles. In fact,
In the beginning, a lot of the time I was trying to cause trouble on purpose, but actually I just wanted to see how much you cared about me. This is the normal psychology of many girls, Liuliu."
Lin Ran took a deep breath and continued, "Actually, many times, when girls say break up, they just hope to be retained. Liuliu, I always tell you to break up, but I find that I really fall in love with you. I can't
Extricate yourself. Many times when I say break up, it’s just to test you. You can’t give me a sense of security, so I want to know if you still love me. I’m afraid of losing you, so I’m always like that. I always think
, as long as you tolerate me, it proves that you still love me."
"Actually, if I hadn't been petty and kept yelling to break up with you, I wouldn't have been depressed, and you two wouldn't have a story, let alone the present. To put it bluntly, it's still a cycle of cause and effect, isn't it, Liuliu
, you are a responsible boy, I like this about you very much, I like your masculinity that you are willing to do anything for me, I like the feeling of being with you, I like you
In the eyes of others, these people around us are just a bunch of bad boy brothers. I am very happy to be with you."
"We have been together for so long, almost 4 years." Then Lin Ran raised his head and looked at the ceiling, "Well, it's been almost four years. During this time, there have been ups and downs, but at least we live happily, and occasionally
There will be conflicts, that's normal, there are no couples who don't quarrel, right?"
Lin Ran smiled, but when she shed tears again, she put the thermos aside, reached out and grabbed my arm, then looked at the scar on my hand, and kissed me gently, "What are you doing here?"
The thing I regret most in my life is, really, you must not have thought that the first scar on your body was actually left by me. In fact, I don’t know why this is the case, but you believe me, I
I regret it very much, and since then, I have controlled myself not to be petty or unreasonable with you. I have also changed myself a lot. Don’t you think so? Why? It’s very simple, because I love you very much.
Ah, sixty-six." At this point, Lin Ran paused and just looked up at me,
I looked at her tearful face and that sad smile,
sad,
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