I was a little confused, but I just looked up at Lin Ran silently and said, "Everyone is at peace with his destiny."
Lin Ran looked at me and nodded, "Yeah, after so many years, I'm tired, and I don't want to be so entangled with you anymore. It's time to relax."
"Relax, I've made you tired."
Lin Ran sighed, "I don't know what to say. I just feel bad. Really, Liu'er, you shouldn't do this to me."
"Can you not leave?" I said in a low voice, "Give me another chance."
Lin Ran shook his head,
"Don't do this."
Lin Ran gently reached out his hand, touched my face, and looked at me for a long time. "I don't know if I will have the chance to look at you like this in the future, Liu'er, I love you." Lin Ran After saying that, he kissed me gently on the lips. It was fleeting. After the kiss, Lin Ran turned around and left.
I don't know why, but I subconsciously reached out and grabbed Lin Ran.
Lin Ran shook my arm and said, "Let go of me, Liu'er, stop doing this."
I sighed, "Qi Hao just left. You know, I've been having a hard time recently. Do you want to leave too?"
"Does it matter?"
"Is it still possible to redeem it? Don't be like this, don't be too cruel to me, okay."
Lin Ran was silent for a long time after listening to what I said. "Liu'er, are you going to say that I will be cruel to you again?"
I sighed, "Don't be like this. I just lost a brother, so don't do the same."
"But when you do things, why don't you consider these things? If you draw a clear line with Xiyu earlier, will we become like this? Do you think I like this?"
"I don't know why, I don't know why this is happening, I don't know what to do, I really don't know."
Lin Ran smiled, "You will naturally know it in the future, Liu'er, don't say that I was cruel to you, I just did what a woman should do. It was you who was too cruel to me, and you didn't know it." Contentment is because you like to be ambiguous with others and don't know how to reject others. You will always only think about yourself. This is already the case. You still want me to stay. Could it be that the reason for staying is because Qi Hao left. "
"No, that's not what I meant. I love you, really."
Lin Ran looked at me and was silent for a long time, "You say you love me now."
"I've always said that."
"Haha, yes, yes, you love me." Then Lin Ran pointed outside, "You hugged that woman outside and then told me you love me. When did you become so disgusting?"
"Don't talk like that, you know I didn't mean it."
"I don't care what you mean. I'm not your toy. I don't want to come and go as soon as you call."
After listening to Lin Ran's words, I was stunned for a moment, "You are talking about me."
Lin Ran shook his head, I don't want to discuss these issues with you now, forget it, Liu'er, that's it."
"It's useless to say anything, right?"
Lin Ran nodded,
"The relationship we have had for so many years is not worth mentioning, not worth remembering, and not worth cherishing, right?"
Lin Ran looked at me, "Wang Yue, it's you who don't know how to cherish, or I don't know how to cherish. I thought about you so wholeheartedly and followed you. What did I get back in exchange for your betrayal of me?" I’m sorry for the harm you did to me, right?”
"I didn't betray you."
Lin Ran smiled, "No, in your mind, what is betrayal, and to what extent is it considered betrayal? Liu'er, it's all like this, and you are still looking for reasons for yourself, right? Ask yourself, are you doing this?" , are you worthy of me?"
"I'm sorry for you." He stood up after me. "I admit that what I did today was wrong, but I really have nothing to say to you. I didn't do anything. I love you, and I believe you know it." , for so many years, I have been a cow and a horse for you, listening to you in everything, relying on you, and treating you well, how can I get the result like this now?"
"I'm angry." Lin Ran looked at me and asked,
I sighed, "I have no right to be angry, I just hope you can be more sensible, okay. I don't want this, and I don't know why things have developed like this. I really can't help it. Don't be too cruel to me." Yes, at least we have always been so in love, I have paid so much for you, please forgive me this time, okay, in the future, in the future, I will definitely change it, I will definitely pay attention, okay, there will never be a next time Well, if this happens again, I won’t say anything or explain anything, okay?”
Lin Ran's eyes were red after listening to what I said. Then she shook her head firmly at me, "It's too late, it's too late for everything."
"We've been here for so long, don't do this."
"I love you too, but I really can't stand it anymore. It's very painful for me to live like this. Liu'er, let it go. It's good for you and me."
"Nothing we have done in the past can make up for such a small thing today, right?"
Lin Ran looked at me without saying a word,
I reached out and grabbed her arm, "You're just talking, everything we have done in the past, everything, will be used to make up for my mistake this time, okay?"
Lin Ran just looked at me and didn't answer me.
My head was foggy, and I began to shake Lin Ran's body, shaking it vigorously several times, "Speak, speak."
Lin Ran shouted at me "Wang Yue." The voice was very loud. This woke me up from the brief trance just now.
I looked at her, a little confused, feeling that I was a little out of character just now, and then I reached out and wiped my forehead, "Sorry, I was a little out of character just now."
Lin Ran reached out and grabbed my hand, and then slowly placed it on her chest. "Liu'er, I really love you here, but I really can't forgive you for what you did. Please be sensible." Some, okay, you will live a better life when I am no longer by your side. You will just be a little uncomfortable at the beginning, but you will get better sooner or later. A passer-by is just a passer-by after all."
"Why are you doing this to me?" I felt a little uncomfortable and my voice was hoarse. "I love you. I have always loved you for so many years. I am willing to do anything for you. I am willing to do anything for you. You’ve done so much, so much, and now, you’re just gone.”
Lin Ran's tears flowed down again, but she didn't say a word.
I watched her cry. I couldn't remember how many times I had seen her cry tonight. I felt uncomfortable and numbly reached out my hand to wipe the tears from her face. "Stop crying, stop crying." Then he smiled helplessly, "No matter how much you cry, you are not leaving after all. After all, you are trying to find an excuse for yourself. In fact, you don't have to do this. I just want to satisfy you. I won't beg you anymore. You go." Well, if you are willing to leave me, then leave."
Lin Ran's voice was choked with sobs, "Liu'er, that's what you said about me."
I shook my head, "Forget it, I won't say anything. After all these years, now that you have decided, I will no longer retain you. I did something wrong, but your punishment for me is too severe. It was really cruel to treat me."
Lin Ran suddenly laughed after hearing my words, and tears fell from her face for a long time. "Liu'er, I was cruel to you, and you talk like this. You will always only think about yourself. Who are you?" No love either. You only love yourself. You have done such an excessive thing and now you blame me? Blame me for being cruel to you. What about you? When can you think about your own problems? When can you, You can think about others."
Lin Ran's voice became louder and louder, "Do you think about it? Do you think I feel better? Do you think I am willing to do this?"
I was also angry, "You don't want this, is that what I want? Who is this? Who keeps breaking up? Is it me?" This may be the loudest I have ever spoken tonight.
Lin Ran suddenly became silent after listening to my words. I watched her remain silent for a long time, then grabbed my hand, looked at the scars on my hand, and said slowly, "Liu'er, don't be angry, it's already It’s useless to be angry like this, don’t you think?”
Lin Ran then smiled and touched the scar on my hand with his hand, "I cut this scar on you, I left it for you. In fact, after such a long time, every time I tell you When we were together, when I accidentally saw this scar, I still felt very uncomfortable and sad. But I never said it. Now, we are no longer together. This is the last time we meet today. I will also give you back once the scar is healed. .”
Lin Ran spoke very slowly, but when she finished her last sentence, I felt that the situation was not good. Then, I saw Lin Ran grabbed the glass cup we had just drank tea with, and then quickly grabbed it It fell onto the marble table, and there was a clear sound of the cup breaking.
Then, I saw her pick up a piece of glass from the table and scratch it on her hand. When she picked up the piece of glass, I had already moved. I reached out and grabbed her wrist. , without being polite at all, I snatched the glass out of her hand bit by bit, with great strength. When I took the glass out, I could already feel pain in my hand. There was a scratch on the glass. I don’t know if the bloodshot is hers or mine.
Then Lin Ran went to get the broken glass from the table. I pushed her back first, then stretched out my hand and shook the table, knocking all the broken glass on the table to the ground. I used a lot of force. Big, this time the hula was over. I picked up my hand and saw that there was still an obvious small piece of broken glass in my hand, with red blood slowly flowing out.
"If you take the glass again, I will stab myself again. If you don't believe it, try it." As I said, I calmly took out the paper towels from under the marble coffee table, pulled out a few paper towels, and brought them to the table. Lin Ran picked up her hand from beside her and wiped it for her while observing her hand carefully under the dim light. Then he picked up a bottle of mineral water and washed her hands. , it also hurt, but I didn’t even look at it, because I really didn’t have the intention to look at it,
After wiping her for a long time, I almost cleaned her up and washed her with water. She only had a very small wound on her palm. After I confirmed it, I just sucked her palm with my mouth. She didn't resist. Just watch me go through the motions,
Finally, I took a tissue, pressed her small wound, and then clenched her hand into a fist.
By the way, I looked at my hand, and there was so much blood on it. I looked at my hand stupidly, smiled, and said to myself, "Fortunately, the wounds are mostly on my hands. Your skin is so good, if If you leave scars, how will you marry in the future? But fortunately, not much of the blood on my hands is yours."
Having said that, I picked up a cigarette, lit it, and took a few puffs. "Don't worry, I won't bother you anymore, and I won't disturb your life anymore. I don't need you to pay me anything back, because you don't owe me anything." Mine, I've always owed you, owed you, so I don't need you to pay it back." Then I smiled and looked at Lin Ran, "I'm not a human being, I'm selfish, it has nothing to do with you, don't be alone in Shanghai. , if it’s for me, it’s not worth it, right?”
After I finished speaking, I picked up the phone on the table.
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