"Well, that's right, let's burn it." Lin Ran also said, "Someone has already given you the order. If you don't burn it, that's not good. If someone is angry, you still have to coax them. Look at their tears." You can't see a girl crying like that." Lin Ran said this, then raised his head and looked at Xi Yu again, "Why don't you give the order?"
Xiyu smiled and said, "It has nothing to do with you. He will make his own decision whether to burn or not to burn."
"If you let him make his own decision, then we can all stay here tonight, right? In fact, you know it in your heart, right?"
Xiyu looked at Lin Ran, "I don't understand anything."
"Haha, actually I always thought you were quite innocent, but I never thought you could be so fake sometimes."
"Does it have anything to do with you?"
Lin Ran shook his head, "It doesn't matter." After Lin Ran finished speaking, he turned around and patted me on the shoulder, "Liuliu, you have to hurry up, it's quite late. Once you finish burning, I can leave without disturbing you two." Let’s spend a good night together, why don’t you just sit here and not speak or move.”
I was a little helpless, but still didn't move, still silent, as if everything around me had nothing to do with me.
"Wang Yue, please hurry up, okay? I have to go home. It's very late. I can't stay here and spend the night with you two. Do you think so?" Lin Ran was still smiling, "Please You, please move quickly and quickly, okay? You have to give me an explanation whether you have a fever or not."
"What do you want to say? If you want someone to be burned, just burn them." After Xiyu finished speaking, he took a step forward, squatted next to me, and then stretched out his hand to touch my face, "Liu'er, burn it." , okay."
I glanced at Xiyu, then shook my head,
Lin Ran smiled and said, "Wang Yue, if you don't have a fever, you will be beaten to death."
I was stunned for a moment, then turned around and looked at Lin Ran,
"No, don't worry." Xiyu smiled again, "Liu'er, you burned it today. This is the last time I repeat these words. If you are really reluctant to burn it, then I will leave. , I won’t disturb you anymore, you can take care of it yourself.”
"Hey." Lin Ran smiled next to him, "It's not easy to learn to talk like this now."
Xi Yu glanced at Lin Ran and said nothing. He just stood up and said, "Wang Yue, I'll give you three seconds."
Then, before Xiyu started to speak, I didn’t even know what I was thinking at the time, but the lighter in my right hand started to light up.
This time, everything was quiet.
After lighting the fire, I was a little confused and didn't even understand why I lit the fire.
Then, at this moment, Lin Ran pushed my left hand, and I turned to look at her. She didn't look at me, but just pushed my left hand, and with the letter in my hand, directed it towards the burning flames. There, I blindly hid with my right hand. I don’t know why, so I stepped back. There is always a little distance between the flames and the letter.
Then, a cold little hand held my right wrist tightly. I turned my head and glanced at Xiyu, and found tears in her eyes. I was stunned for a moment, stunned.
Then, I came to my senses, turned around, saw the letter, and was lit on fire.
Then, those oaths of friendship,
Little by little, turned into ashes,
Flying into ashes and annihilated,
Even when the lighter burned my hand, I didn't react. I knew it hurt, but I didn't want to hide.
But Lin Ran, standing nearby, blew out the lighter in one breath, "Well done, Liuliu."
I bent over and lowered my head without saying a word,
Then Lin Ran moved forward, reached out and hugged my head, kissed my forehead, "Liuliu, I love you, wish you happiness, and remember me." After finishing speaking, Lin Ran said to me I smiled. It was the same smile as before. It still looked like the sun was shining brightly.
Then, Lin Ran took a few steps back, slowly looked at me, walked to the door, and slowly opened the door.
Lin Ran came to the door, turned around and looked at me,
The eyes are infinitely sad, as if they are nostalgic for our past and for so many years.
I was about to speak, but then, that cold little hand grabbed my wrist much harder.
I was held tightly by this cold little hand. In the end, I still didn’t speak.
I looked at Lin Ran, turned my head away, and closed the door.
The moment she turned her head away and closed the door, I saw tears falling from the corners of her eyes.
Perhaps, she must have endured it for a long, long time,
After Lin Ran left, the box was very quiet, with only the sounds from the movie. Xiao Xiyu kept squatting next to me and didn't speak.
It was silent for a long time, her cold little hands kept holding my wrist,
I stretched out my hand to break away from her, then took out the cigarette on the table, lit it, and started smoking.
A cigarette was smoked out in a short time. After finishing smoking, I took out another cigarette and continued to light it.
Just like that, when I took out the third stick, the cold little hand grabbed my wrist again,
I turned around and looked at Xiyu without saying a word.
Xiyu held my hand and was silent for a long time before saying, "Do you blame me?"
I didn't speak or move, I just slowly pushed her wrist away, then continued to pick up the wine, looked at the ashes on the ground, poured some wine on it, and then drank it by myself. mouth, pour a few mouthfuls on the ground,
Then, I laughed out loud,
Moreover, I don’t know why I’m laughing anymore,
"Liu Liu, if I did something wrong just now, please forgive me, but just this time, really, I swear, just this time."
"Liuliu, you know, I was so scared just now. I was really afraid that you would continue to follow her. If you really followed her and went back, what do you want me to do? I will go crazy. I don’t want it to always be like this, I also have a heart, and I will feel uncomfortable.”
"Liu Liu, so please allow me to be selfish again, okay? I love you more than her. Really, I will treat you better than her."
"Liuliu, I have never felt like this these past few days. I have never felt that you are so close to me. I want to hold on to something of my own. I don't want her to take away my happiness again. I am with you. You told those two stories, didn’t you?”
Xiyu's voice suddenly became choked with sobs,
"Liu Liu, I'm sorry."
"Liuliu, I love you."
I didn't say a word, and kept repeating the same actions, drinking, eating peanuts, drinking again, and eating again. I never knew what I was thinking or thinking about again.
I looked at the ashes below, feeling a little confused and more heartbroken. The moment Lin Ran turned around to go out, a tear in the corner of his eye made me feel so sad, like the smell of farewell.
Xiyu kept squatting next to me, watching me drink, and talking next to me. I didn't hear much clearly. I just knew that her mood was not good either.
I don’t know why, I don’t want to talk, I just want to drink, so I keep drinking.
While I was drinking, I suddenly felt a stomachache. I still didn’t speak. I just kept repeating the same action, drinking, drinking,
After drinking for a while, pour some on the pile of black ashes on the ground.
Have a drink and pour some, just like I drink with those ashes, those letters, those vows, and those memories.
Slowly, I felt a little dizzy. I smiled blankly. It would be great if everything was a dream, but everything was so realistic.
After a while, a bottle of white wine was consumed like this. I didn’t know how much I drank. I just knew that my stomach felt very uncomfortable.
I stood up, entered the toilet, and then half-knelt on the edge of the toilet. Then I said "Wow" and started vomiting. The vomiting was heartbreaking. After vomiting, I got up and went to the edge of the pool. I rinsed my mouth, washed my face, and looked at myself in the mirror.
I shook my head vigorously. At this time, I realized that I loved Lin Ran so much, and that I thought Lin Ran was so important.
Then I stood up, returned to the box, took a deep breath, and lay on the bed, feeling a little dizzy.
Glancing at Xiyu, she sat on a small chair and looked at the movie screen in a daze.
My head was a little dizzy. At this time, I suddenly remembered that Zhou Orangutan didn't know how he was doing in the hospital now. I hoped that the nurse Xiao Li'er wouldn't go to the ward to take special care of him. If that happened If so, the orangutan's life will be at stake.
I was thinking about it, and I didn't know why, but I suddenly felt happy. Then, I sat up, picked up a beer, and drank it in one breath. After I finished drinking, I threw the beer to the ground and took a deep breath. , it’s quite comfortable. Although it’s uncomfortable to vomit, drinking is really a good way to vent.
I smiled and picked up the second beer, opened it, and took a sip.
At this time, Xiyu stood up, walked to my side, reached out and grabbed my arm, "Are you enough?"
I glanced at her, then pushed his hand without pushing it away.
Then, Xiyu snatched the wine from my hand and said to me, "That's enough, Liu'er."
I stretched out my hand towards the wine bottle in Xiyu's hand, wanting to grab it.
As a result, Xiyu took a step back, and then drank the remaining half of the can of beer in one breath. After drinking, Xiyu threw the bottle to the ground and shouted at me, "Wang Yue" , are you still finished?"
I glanced at her and said nothing. I just bent down and wanted to continue getting the beer.
Xiyu came over and hit me on the arm, then reached out to pick up the bag on the ground and threw it aside. "Are you blaming me?"
I sighed and lay on the bed again,
"If you blame me, just say it directly, Wang Yue, don't always be like this. I don't like it, and I even find it disgusting that you are like this. How many days have you been like this? Can you still get over this hurdle? I ask You, are you still alive? Wang Yue, don't say anything. Tell me what you want."
I was silent for a long time again,
Just lying on the bed and watching the movie on the big screen,
After a long time, I sighed, "Why did you force me just now?"
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