Xiyu paused for a moment, "I force you. If I don't force you, what will you do? Then leave me and run with her, right?"
"No, we are completely finished, but you shouldn't force me."
"I'm afraid, really." Xiyu's voice softened. "I love you more than her. When I see you like this, I feel more uncomfortable than anyone else. Can you please be normal?"
"Okay, tell me, what's wrong with me? I'm fine. There's nothing wrong with me."
"Actually, you know what I'm talking about, right?"
I shook my head, "Not only is it wrong, but it's also very confusing. I don't know. I don't know anything. I just know that you forced me just now. I don't like the way you were just now."
Xi Yu sighed, "Everyone has a selfish side. I'm just an ordinary girl. To put it bluntly, I was like this just now because of you and because I was forced to do nothing by you. Otherwise, I wouldn't be like this." Yes, I have no choice."
I smiled a little suppressedly, "Actually, you are all right. It's only me who is wrong. I shouldn't be so dissatisfied and don't know how to cherish."
"You love her very much, right?"
"Who did you listen to?"
"Don't change the subject. You love Lin Ran very much. If you think about it carefully, you will find that you love her more than you love me, right? If I really didn't say anything just now, I really wouldn't put any pressure on you. You, what will you do? Have you ever thought about it? Will you break my heart? What do you think, Liuliu, I'm scared. I don't want the same thing to happen to me again. Tired."
When Xiyu said this, he smiled and said, "Actually, I also understand. You must have only recently understood and discovered that you love Lin Ran so much. You have discovered that you love her more than anyone else, right?"
I thought about it and shook my head, "No, you are a good girl, really."
Xiyu looked at me, "I don't want to hear these words of yours. Besides, it's really of no use. You can feel good and miserable and continue to drink and smoke. No matter what you do, no matter how much you torture your body, Lin Ran is gone. Since you dared to burn that thing just now, you will definitely not chase her back. No matter how much you love her, you will not go. I know you too well, Liuliu, I know. You are completely screwed this time."
Xiyu said this, paused, and continued, "Yes, I forced you just now. You can think that I am despicable and shameless, but let me tell you something psychological. In fact, I am very happy now. You Do you know why? Actually, it’s not for anything else. It’s just because I have another chance. Haha, right? I’m quite shameless. In fact, I look down on myself a little now, but there’s one thing: I’m always better than her. And she is much stronger. I have always been concerned about what I need and what I want. Although I am not despicable enough to fight for it by any means, you abandoned me because of her. You were hurt because of her. How many times have I, right? Therefore, I don’t pity her at all, and I can’t even feel the slightest pity for her.”
Then Xiyu smiled, "Actually, I'm very happy about her misfortune. She deserves it. She deserves it. You hurt me so many times because of her before, but I can't hate you, so I can only hate her." Xiyu said this, He started to smile again, and tears still flowed from Zhizhi's eyes. Then, Xiyu picked up a bottle of wine and drank a few sips, "I just said for a long time that she deserves it. Now that I think about it, I actually deserve it. I I have to look at the person I love the most, the person I have sacrificed everything for, and in front of me, I feel sad and sad for another woman, and it is extremely painful. And then, I have no way to do it, haha, You deserve it, you deserve it." After Xiyu finished speaking, he picked up the beer and started drinking.
I grabbed the beer from her hand and said, "Stop talking like that, okay."
Xiyu looked at me, "Am I wrong?"
I sighed, "There is also this wine. You are not allowed to drink it anymore."
"You don't care about this." After Xiyu finished speaking, he looked at me like that,
I looked at her for a few seconds, and suddenly I felt very guilty and a little helpless. "You drink like this and talk like this, it's obvious that you make me feel guilty and blame myself."
"Liu Liu, I was wrong again, right?" Xi Yu then picked up the wine and wanted to drink it again.
I grabbed her wrist and said anxiously, "Stop drinking. You are not at fault at all. It's all my fault. It's my fault. Stop doing this. I'll never miss her again. Okay, I swear." I will no longer love her in the future. I swear that I will treat the problems between us with a normal heart. Really, Xiaoyu, don’t do this. Trust me, okay."
After Xiyu heard what I said, his body trembled obviously, and then he froze and looked at me blankly without saying a word.
She was like this, and I didn't know what to do. "What's wrong with you, please say something, okay."
Xiyu looked at me for a long time, and then tears flowed down.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying again? Did I say something wrong again? Don't do this, okay."
Xiyu looked at me, nodded, and shed tears. Then, a happy smile appeared at the corner of her mouth,
"Well, just laugh. Don't cry. You're making me collapse. Don't cry. Be good."
Xiyu nodded again, "Well, well, Liuliu, I'm so happy, really." Then Xiyu said, "After so long, so long, I finally waited for this sentence."
I stretched out my hand and gently stroked Xiyu's face. I wiped away the tears that fell from her face and said, "Be good, don't cry anymore."
"Yeah, yeah, I won't cry, six six, six six."
I smiled reluctantly, "That's fine if you don't cry. You know, I don't like to see girls cry, and I hate to see girls cry. Trust me, okay."
Xiyu looked at me, "Well, well, don't cry anymore, Liuliu, I believe in you, I believe in you, you have to remember what you said, you have to fulfill your promise to me, you will abide by your oath, right?" "
As I listened to Xiyu's words, I suddenly thought of the ashes on the ground, and looked at the oaths turned into ashes. I fell silent.
Xiyu patted me on the shoulder, "Speak, Liuliu, you will abide by it, right?"
I smiled helplessly at the ashes on the ground, "Yes, but..." Then I pointed my finger to the ground, "Do you still believe it?"
Xiyu nodded, "I believe you."
I looked at Xi Yu's face, and a smile as bright as the sun showed. I didn't say anything, I just lowered my head. I don't know why, so depressed,
"Okay, Liuliu, don't be depressed anymore, okay."
"Yes, it will be fine." I said calmly,
"I don't want you to get better slowly," Xiyu then said, "I want you to get better now and stop being depressed, okay."
I raised my head and said, "Can you just take a moment?"
Xiyu said "Yes" and then looked at me, "You still have me, right? I never lie to others. Liuliu, don't be depressed. I also swear that I have never sworn in my whole life. Really, don’t worry, I also swear today, I swear that I will accompany my little Liuliu to the end, to the end of life, in this life, until death."
After listening to Xiyu's words, I looked up at her,
"Liu Liu" Xiyu smiled, and he smiled very happily,
Then, I hugged Xiyu's head, hugged her again, and hugged her. "I've always wanted too much, it's time to stop."
"Liu Liu" Xiyu lay in my arms, looking at me with her big watery eyes,
I suddenly had an impulse, and then I kissed him,
Xiyu's response was very strong,
A night of passion,
The next day I opened my eyes again in a hazy state. When I opened my eyes, Xiyu was still sleeping in my arms. I moved slightly,
Then, Xiyu opened his eyes,
I smiled and said, "I'm late for class."
Xiyu didn't say anything, just looked at me stupidly,
I was a little helpless, "What are you enjoying?"
"I am happy, I am happy."
"What are you happy about?"
"You don't care."
I scratched her little nose and said, "Why don't you urge me to get up early and go to school today?"
"I don't want to rush, I want to sleep."
"Put it down. If you're tired, just say you're tired. If you're not up, just say you're not up. There are so many excuses."
"You bastard, keep talking nonsense," Xiyu scolded me and pinched me.
The two of us argued for a long time before we calmed down.
Xiyu sat up and said, "Xiao Liuzi, get me dressed."
I smiled and said, "Scum."
"And shoes."
"Scum."
"We still have to go to dinner."
"Scum."
"Haha, Liuliu" Xiyu then hugged my neck again,
The two of us left the cinema, had something to eat with her, and then went back to school.
Halfway through, I don't know why, but suddenly I feel so relaxed and relaxed, and my whole body feels comfortable. I don't know why, and there is no reason.
I looked at Xiao Xiyu next to me and smiled silly at her,
"Why are you laughing?"
I shook my head, "I don't know either."
"If you don't know anything, you have to have some reason."
I thought for a while, "I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. Suddenly I didn't feel as tired as before. Although I was a little heartbroken, I suddenly understood a lot."
After listening to what I said, Xiyu also smiled as he walked, as if his reaction was a little slow.
"Why are you laughing again?" I asked, "Why are you so crazy?"
Xiyu shook his head, "I won't tell you, you don't care about me."
"Say it."
"I won't tell you."
"If you don't tell me, then I won't tell you anything from now on. You only have to do what I say and do."
Xiyu said "cut", then smiled and said, "You insisted on me saying it."
I nodded and said, "Go ahead."
"I suddenly discovered that the world is so wonderful. I suddenly discovered that my life is full of fun. You all know it, Liuliu."
I thought for a while, then patted her head, "Silly girl."
Xiyu turned his head and smiled at me, "Let's go, Xiao Liuzi, let's go back to class."
[PS: There is a small situation. Now I am typing by hand. I am so tired and I am not used to it. I will try my best and try my best to keep updating. I hope everyone understands that after the situation improves, if it is not different from your chapters, it will not be bad. If it is not, it will not be bad. If so, it’s one chapter short and five chapters short. I’m sorry. I’ll try my best to keep updating. I hope you all understand.]
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