"Brother Xiaoliu, you don't understand me. Although I always pretend to know nothing, I don't really understand anything. I just don't want to think so much." Zhou continued. The orangutan hugged the window rail and twisted his waist, "I was born in a family that many people envy since I was a child. My father is the director of the Education Bureau and my mother is the county magistrate. But no one knows how I survive at such an old age. Came here."
I glanced at Orangutan Zhou and said, "They are nice to you."
Zhou orangutan shook his head, "I grew up with my grandma. Zhou Guofa and Shen Ping were so busy every day that they didn't see anyone at all. They just gave my grandma money to hire a nanny, and even during parent-teacher meetings in elementary school, My grandma is going, but they don’t have time to go.”
"But my grandma passed away later. After my grandma left, they suddenly cared more about me, but they were still very busy. I was alone all day, going to school alone, snowing alone, and rarely The more I interact with people, the more introverted I become. I never say anything about what happened to me at school, what kind of bullying I suffered, or what grievances I suffered. You know, sometimes when I see a family of three going out on the street, I wonder. I'm a little envious, but I don't say anything. In my impression, except for the Chinese New Year, our family of three rarely gets to be together. Even now, my mother is often on business trips, and so is my father. The two of us spend a month together. , when we can get together, it is not easy for ten days. You know, I have always lived like this since I was a child. Many people envy me, but no one knows the pain in my heart. .”
I listened to what Zhou Orangutan said, and then took two steps forward.
Zhou Orangutan said to me very warily, "Don't leave. I jumped when you moved forward. I won't tell you these last words."
I looked at Zhou Orangutan and said, "You have to let me find a place to sit down, you fucking idiot."
Zhou Orangutan thought for a while, "Then you sit down."
I glanced at Orangutan Zhou, then sat on the bed, less than two meters away from Orangutan Zhou, sat down, and lit a cigarette, "Let's talk, continue."
Zhou Orangutan thought for a while, Brother Xiaoliu, you can open it under your butt, and there are good cigarettes from Zhou Guofa inside. "Smoke that."
I was stunned for a moment, then looked at Zhou Orangutan and said, "You are hiding."
Zhou Orangutan smiled and said, "There are too many of these things. If I just take them, he won't know what's missing. What's more, he doesn't care."
"Well, that's it, you come down and we can sit and talk."
"I won't go, I want to end my life, I've had enough."
I looked at Zhou Orangutan and said, "You know, I just wanted to stay with my daughter-in-law to meet Chen Yang's house and let's talk about our life ideals, but then you came over. Do you know how long it has been since I touched a woman's hand?" You have the nerve to waste such an important time of mine, but I finally made it to the weekend."
Zhou Orangutan looked at me, "Brother Xiaoliu, I swear, I really don't want to disturb you. I specifically told them not to bother you anymore."
I looked at the innocent Zhou Orangutan with some depression, and sighed, too lazy to argue with him. "Okay, you can continue talking, I'll listen."
Zhou Orangutan glanced at me and said, "Either way, you can leave first. Anyway, I'm determined to jump today."
"No, it's already here. You talk first, and after that we dance. Oh, no, it's you who dances, but I don't want to dance. Life is so beautiful, and I don't want to dance."
Zhou Orangutan sighed, "It's up to you. In such a growing environment, they are so busy every day that they have no time to care about me, and they have almost no concern for me. They just give me money and eat whatever I want." What can I buy, but I just can’t experience the warmth of family. Even more simply when I hold a parent-teacher meeting, they say that I can make a phone call and save the time of going there. I have always missed my grandma," Zhou said. As he said that, tears fell down, "I am in this home, and I have feelings for my grandma, but my grandma just left like that."
"When my grandma left, I cried for three days and three nights. I didn't eat anything. From that time on, I had no feelings for this family. I hated Shen Ping, I hated Zhou Guofa, I hated them. Over time, I hated their work, and over time, I developed a very rebellious character. As I got older and became more understanding, I began to resist slowly."
Zhou Orangutan took a deep breath, "They always promise me a lot, but they rarely come true. They always give me money, thinking that money can solve everything, but I don't need this. What I need is the warmth of family, so, I like to fight with them more and more. I like to see how they look when they are angry. When I am alone and want to talk, I talk to my grandma’s photo. Brother Xiaoliu, you are always happy when you look at me. I am very happy and rich, but in fact I am very helpless. I have no other choice. I always thought that my life, my whole life, was ruined."
"Later on, my conflicts with them became more and more serious. They never cared about my life, they only gave me money, and they never considered my inner thoughts. Regardless of whether I wanted to or not, I had to follow the instructions they gave me. I drove along the route I arranged, so I stubbornly ran away from home. You all know those things, but they were too powerful. When I arrived, I was still captured. After I was captured, I would occasionally I passed by and saw those things, and then I made the most correct decision in my life, which was to go to school, and then I met you people, and then I felt happy and happy. You helped me Take care of Brother Ze, Brother Xu, Chen Yang, Xiao Chao, Big Lobster, Boss Fei, and that fat man and that bald man. In the next life, I will still be your brothers and stay with you. I'm very happy, really. With you, I don't have to think about my grandma, and I can be very happy."
I took a deep breath, and then looked at Zhou Orangutan, "Just be normal, can you see?"
Zhou Orangutan shook his head, "I've always been quite normal."
"Stop jumping."
"No, I want to jump."
"Everyone in your family has said that they will definitely not let you go abroad this time."
"They always say this, and then use various means to force me to follow their ideas and the trajectory they have arranged. I am not their plaything. I have really had enough."
I thought for a moment, "Are you sure you want to jump?"
Zhou Orangutan nodded, "Brother Xiaoliu, I will remember you. In the next life, we will still be brothers."
I thought for a while, "Didn't you say that brothers should live and die together?"
"yes."
"Then you don't regard us as brothers anymore, and you don't want to die with us."
"I don't."
"You just have it"
"I really don't."
Zhou Orangutan was a little emotional, "I value my brother more than my own life."
"How do you prove it?"
"Either I jump down to prove it to you." Then Zhou Orangutan really wanted to jump,
I was stunned for a moment, "No, no, that proof is a bit too much."
"Then do you believe it?"
"Believe, believe."
"Then I'll jump. Goodbye, Brother Xiaoliu."
"Wait a minute," I said quickly, "Aren't you sorry?"
"Brother Xiaoliu, I'm sorry, I want to dance too. I'm really going to drive them crazy."
I sighed, "How about this? Let's take a photo together, take a photo, and then you can dance again."
"Why."
"Because we haven't taken a proper group photo as a souvenir, don't you think?"
Zhou Orangutan thought for a while, "Is it useful?"
"Yes, we are brothers."
Zhou Orangutan looked at me and said, "Okay then"
"Okay" I was a little happy "I'm going to ask someone to take a picture of us." Actually this time I was really unsure because I felt strongly that Orangutan Zhou really wanted to jump.
Then I stood up and opened the door smoothly.
I saw Zhou Guofa bending over,
I was stunned for a moment, then looked at him,
He quickly ordered people to "get the camera, camera."
I knew that Zhou Guofa must have heard everything, so he took the camera over alone.
I turned around and looked at Zhou Orangutan, "Orangutan, someone has to take a picture of us. Let's bring in another one, okay."
Zhou Orangutan shook his head, "No, no, either you take a photo with your phone, it's just the two of us, if anyone else comes in, I'll jump, hurry up, close the door," Zhou Orangutan shouted,
I was a little depressed and glanced at Zhou Guofa. Then Zhou Guofa took out his mobile phone and handed it to me, "Young man, it's all up to you, stall for time."
I nodded, then took my phone, entered the room, and then slowly walked towards Zhou Orangutan, "Orangutan, look, we two have to take a photo together. If you take a photo like this, you come down and we will take the photo." , you go up again.”
Zhou Orangutan shook his head, "I won't leave here. If the photo is really taken, you can come up and we can take the photo."
"I'm afraid of heights."
"Brother Xiao Liu, don't fool me, I won't be fooled by you anymore."
"Listen to me, I'm not fooling you. Come down, let's take a photo, and then you go up and dance again, okay?"
"No." Zhou Orangutan shook his head firmly, "Absolutely not."
I looked at Zhou Orangutan a little depressed and said, "Why not?"
"Anyway, if it doesn't work, if you want to take a photo, you can come up, or I'll jump."
I took a deep breath, then raised my hand towards Zhou Orangutan, "Okay, okay, I'll go over." Then I slowly got on the bed, walked to the window, and then slowly stepped on the window sill, grabbing it with one hand. After watching the orangutan, I also stood up. I held the phone in my other hand and opened it. Then I smiled at the orangutan and said, "Come on, orangutan, smile."
At this time, the door opened immediately. I threw the phone away, then reached out and grabbed Zhou Orangutan tightly.
Who knew that Zhou Orangutan, a little kid, usually reacts so slowly, but why did he react so quickly today? As soon as the door opened, he turned around and jumped down. Moreover, his hind legs were obviously exerting force to jump down. I don’t know why I I dragged him so hard, and I also misjudged the strength of Zhou Orangutan,
So, my hand didn’t grab the window rail because Zhou Orangutan’s force was too strong and too sudden, but my other hand grabbed Zhou Orangutan tightly. I don’t know why, but I must have regretted it. But it's a little late,
I flew out with Zhou Orangutan,
so,
Zhou Orangutan took me to complete the first and only advanced jump in my life.
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