Even in her sleep, Long Pei's fingers were holding her tightly and couldn't be broken apart. Gu Mingxi had no choice but to keep her eyes open and her body stiff until dawn. He was with her
Next to her, as soon as she closed her eyes, she could see the large blood stains and the words she heard vaguely...
It's like an awl digging into my heart, painful and embarrassing
Early in the morning, Long Pei opened his eyes and found that Gu Mingxi was still awake. He frowned and rubbed his cold eyebrows. He stared at her with sharp eyes for a long time without saying a word. When he let go, she immediately moved to the bedside.
Put some distance away from him, as if you want to draw a clear line with him.
He placed his palms on her hair and wanted to rub her. He hesitated for a moment and took it back. He got out of bed and went to exercise as usual, just like in the past at the Presidential Palace.
When he went back to the bedroom to change clothes after taking a shower, he looked at her subconsciously. Gu Mingxi did not match his clothes or arrange them. He tied his bow tie and stood there looking at her, as if waiting for her to speak.
Gu Mingxi just closed his eyes slowly.
He frowned coldly, turned around and left the room without saying a word, and subconsciously closed the door softly without making much sound.
Gu Mingxi opened his eyes after hearing the door closing, supported himself to sit up, arched his legs, hugged them with his hands, and lowered his head to hide his tired look.
"Mommy, I don't have class today. How about I go out with you to bask in the sun?" I don't know when Long Ziqi walked in. Today he specially put on the animal costume he bought before. It was a small green dinosaur with a head on his head.
It has horns, its hands are claws, and its tail flicks when it moves behind its butt, which is quite interesting.
Gu Mingxi looked up at her daughter's cute appearance, and a forced smile appeared on her pale lips.
"Mommy, the flowers in the garden are blooming. Why don't you come with me to see them? Okay! Please Mommy..." Long Ziqi hugged her arm and kept acting coquettishly, waving his cute tail.
Ah, just throw it away.
Unable to withstand her daughter's nudges, Gu Mingxi nodded, "Okay. Then go out first and let mommy wash and change clothes."
"Okay! Mommy, I love you!" Long Ziqi came up to her and kissed her cheek.
Gu Mingxi raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, and his dim eyes finally had a soft light, looking at Xiao Yan'er lovingly. Long Ziqi jumped out of the bed and jumped out of the room, his tail wagging uncontrollably.
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Ru Bing had already prepared parasols and breakfast in the garden. Now only the young lady could let the madam go downstairs for breakfast. When she saw the little green dinosaur, she couldn't help laughing. She turned her head and said to the servant, "Our young lady is really cute."
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The servant nodded and whispered in agreement.
Although Ru Bing prepared different styles of breakfast, Gu Mingxi still ate very little. She was wearing a thin coat, her seaweed-like long hair fell down her shoulders, and her expression became even more haggard and decadent when it was blown up by the wind. 1csa5.
Long Ziqi drank a large glass of milk and showed off to Gu Mingxi excitedly, "Mommy, look at me, I drank the milk obediently! I'm very powerful!"
Normally, Ru Bing has to coax and coax her to drink half of it because she really doesn't like the taste of milk, but today she was so cooperative to make her mommy happy.
Gu Mingxi's eyes fell on the blooming flowers in the flower garden. There was a faint coolness in his eyes. His calm expression seemed not to hear Long Ziqi's voice at all, and his eyebrows were filled with sadness.
Long Ziqi's smiling face was gradually surrounded by disappointment. She had worked very hard, so why couldn't Mommy be happy?
Gu Mingxi seemed not to notice her daughter's loss. She stood up and said in an indifferent voice: "You finish breakfast obediently. I'm a little tired and I'll go back to the room to rest."
Before Long Ziqi had time to speak, she had already turned around and left.
"Mommy..." Long Ziqi's frustrated voice sounded softly, and her little face was full of sadness.
Seeing Yan'er like this, Ru Bing felt distressed and stepped forward to hug her gently, "Miss, don't be sad. Everything will be fine after a while."
Long Ziqi hugged her, sobbing softly and saying nothing. She was really sad and sad to see mommy like this.
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When Long Pei came back at noon, he happened to see Ru Bing walking down with a dinner plate. His eyes fell on the untouched food, and a chill appeared on his eyebrows, "She still doesn't eat?"
Ru Bing sighed and shook her head, "Madam has been eating very little these days, and she looks like what she puts in and takes out!" Seeing the young lady so sad in the morning, she couldn't help but call you. If this continues, Madam's health will be worse
It will collapse soon. If they continue to cause trouble like this, the girl in the middle will be most affected.
After a miscarriage and heavy bleeding, the body needs to be taken good care of. Is she looking for death by not eating or drinking and ruining herself like this? Long Pei's face was gloomy, "Heat another portion for me."
"I'm worried that Madam may want to eat at any time. The kitchen has always prepared hot meals. I'll go get them for you." Ru Bing immediately turned around and went to the kitchen.
Long Pei walked upstairs with the dinner plate and pushed open the bedroom door. Gu Mingxi glanced at him, her empty eyes turned cold for a moment, she retracted her eyes and looked at the sheets, treating him as nothing.
He walked to the bed and put the dinner plate aside, and said in a lukewarm voice: "Rubing made this specially for you, drink some."
The black-bone chicken and ginseng soup was specially made for her to replenish her body. It added red dates and wolfberries, both of which replenished blood and energy. The weight she had gained over the past two years disappeared instantly during this period. She was so thin that she looked like she would be swept away by the breeze at any time.
, it makes people’s hearts clench when they look at it.
Gu Mingxi didn't look up at him, didn't speak, and remained silent.
Long Pei secretly took a deep breath and said patiently: "Your body is so weak, you will collapse if you don't eat. Mingxi, eat."
Gu Mingxi raised his eyebrows, his watery eyes were dim and even empty, and he stared at him for a moment, with a hint of mockery at the corner of his mouth. He didn't care about her life or death at the beginning, why would he be so pretentious now! If he hadn't insisted on not letting Qian Shang come back.
, maybe I will not have my uterus removed and lose the greatest dignity of a woman.
If you really care about her, you won't give her a sweet date every time after hurting her. She is a human being, not a dog that comes and goes. Just throw a bone and it will
Wagging her tail and begging for mercy. Her heart will also hurt, she will feel cold, and she will no longer be able to warm up...
Long Pei's patience was exhausted, and anger surged in his heart. His eyes glanced at her cheeks, which were pale and a little blood-colored. He held back his anger. He picked up the bowl and prepared to feed her. He held the spoon with his skeletal fingers and blew on it.
He heated the soup and put the spoon to her lips.
Gu Mingxi turned his head away from the spoon, lowered his eyes and stopped looking at him, his thin lips pursed in an indifferent arc, his expression stubborn.17746141
He stretched out his arm to feed her a drink, and when the spoon was about to touch her lips, Gu Mingxi frowned, raised her hand and waved his hand away with all her strength. He didn't notice that the spoon in his hand was also
The bowls fell to the ground together, spilling hot soup all over the blanket.
Long Pei's dark eyes darkened, his face darkened calmly, he wasn't angry, he just asked Ru Bing to come up and clean it up, and send another one.
The atmosphere was stiff and dull. Neither Ru Bing nor the servants dared to say anything. They even held their breath and left the room immediately after cleaning up.
Long Pei didn't feed her again this time. He pinched her chin with his strong fingers and forced her to raise her head. His voice was cold and hard, "Do you want to drink it yourself, or do you want me to force you to drink it?"
He exerted great strength, and his pale skin quickly flushed red. His apricot eyes met his sharp eyes, and his heart trembled and his breathing became difficult. He pushed him away without resistance, and coldly squeezed out four words with his white teeth,
"I don't want to drink."
Every word is stubborn and tenacious. The eyes staring at him no longer have the tenderness and affection of the past.
Long Pei's heart twisted into a ball in an instant, and the coldness gradually seeping out of his eyes was frighteningly cold, and his voice was sarcastic, "You don't care, you like to belittle yourself, don't think about yourself, what about Yan'er? You don't care either!
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Yan'er, the words "Shen Leng" hit her heart hard, and her eyes suddenly turned red. Thinking of her indifference and ignorance towards Yan'er during this period, guilt and self-blame suddenly hit her heart, and a dull pain swept over her, as if
Coptis chinensis is crushed into pieces in my heart, which is full of bitterness.
"Drink." The cold words escaped from his thin lips. Long Pei handed the bowl to her hand and was bound to watch her finish the soup.
Gu Mingxi lowered her head, her eyes filled with warmth, holding the spoon with trembling fingers, thinking about the cigarette and forcing herself to drink it, like chewing wax without knowing the taste. The rising white mist blurred her outline, and the hot liquid
Burning all the way down the esophagus, the pain spreads
Long Pei's face turned even darker, and the hand on his side secretly tightened.
Maybe it was because she hadn't eaten for a long time, and the hot liquid entered her stomach, causing waves of discomfort, as if a hand was stirring inside, and a sense of nausea made the food return to her throat. She worked hard to suppress it, and she couldn't help it.
, he immediately put down the bowl before he was half drunk, got out of bed and stumbled into the bathroom with bare feet. Soon there was the sound of vomiting in the bathroom.
The sound echoed in the silent space and hit Long Pei's heart. He stood up and walked towards the bathroom. He stood at the door with emotionless eyes staring at the sound of her kneeling in front of the toilet and curled up into a ball. He didn't go in for a long time.
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I vomited out all the soup I just drank, as well as the unchewed food, and my tears instinctively dripped along the contour into the toilet. My stomach twitched in pain, as if I wanted to vomit out all my internal organs, maybe it wouldn't be possible.