Chapter 397: You are the legend and destiny of my life 4
(Everyone holds their breath, waiting for Lu Banxia’s answer!)
Lu Banxia's face remained as indifferent as before, her cold eyes stared at Yao Yu calmly, her brows were tinged with coldness, and she was blessed with an unparalleled coldness. Compared with her, those people were insignificant and unbearable.
Yao Yu frowned, seeing that Lu Banxia had no intention of answering, and was about to speak, but Lu Heng beside him said in a deep voice: "Shut up, today is the child's full moon party, why are you talking so much nonsense? The child is tired, you hug him
Go upstairs and rest!”
Not only others present, but also Lu Zijin and Yao Yu themselves were stunned. After following Lu Heng for so many years, and then marrying him, Lu Heng had never spoken to him in such a tone.
Now, in order to rescue Lu Banxia, he spoke of himself in such a tone and even rushed himself upstairs.
The heart to protect Lu Banxia is as clear as day.
Lu Heng was originally unhappy because Yao Yu exposed Lu Banxia's life experience. Now Yao Yu actually wants to embarrass Banxia in front of him and everyone, and wants to embarrass Banxia. How could he do that?
Why didn't she think about how Lu Chuan would have agreed to get married without Pinellia ternata?
When Yao Yu stood up and was about to speak, Lu Zijin reacted and immediately stepped forward to hold the child with one hand, tugged on her sleeve with the other, and said softly: "Mom, I'm a little tired, please accompany me upstairs!"
Yao Yu glanced sideways and met Lu Zijin's eyes. Seeing the pleading in her daughter's eyes, no matter how unwilling and angry she was, she could only suppress it at the moment, reached out to take the child in her daughter's arms, and went upstairs.
Lu Zijin's eyes swept over Lu Banxia's body and landed on Lu Chuan's body. His cold and hard contours were not filled with joy because of the appearance of the child. He drank cup after cup, rather than drinking, he was feeding himself.
Maybe only by getting drunk could he convince himself to stay here and listen to Lu Hengyi announce their marriage.
A hint of bitterness bloomed silently on her thin red lips, and the light in her eyes dimmed a lot. She finally lowered her eyes, lifted up her skirt and went upstairs!
Xue Qian put a smile on his thin lips, leaned into Lu Banxia's ear and said, "You know the surname Lu!"
If old man Lu keeps pretending to be deaf and mute and lets old man named Yao shamelessly embarrass Lu Banxia in public, don't blame him for making the Lu family restless!
Lu Banxia, this dead girl, is cold, talkative and not gentle. He can't say he likes her, but after all, she is his sister. He just scolds her a few times and bullies her. Others want to bully her, which is nonsense!
Xue Qianrang did not realize at all what his behavior was - protecting his shortcomings.
Lu Banxia glanced at him silently, said nothing, and took a sip of the juice. It was very sweet.
Really, very sweet.
This was the first time that someone other than Li Yueqi protected him like this!
Lu Chuan silently caught the small movements between Lu Banxia and Xue Qianrang. Although she didn't know what Xue Qianrang said to her, the soft light inadvertently revealed in the corner of her eyes showed that she had accepted the existence of Xue Qianrang as her brother in her heart.
Xue Qianrang is her half-brother, but he has only been her brother in name for so many years. He is her first love and the first man to lose her.
He drank himself cup after cup, because he was not drunk, so he was afraid that he would regret it uncontrollably, and that he would regret it and not marry Lu Zijing!
From a man's point of view, marrying Lu Zijin would be of no harm to him, but thinking of Lu Banxia made his heart ache. Many years ago, he thought that after such heartache for a long time, he would get used to the numbness, but it turned out not to be the case.
This wound was torn and rotted more and more over time, and eventually it eroded from the soft body to the soul, leaving no part intact.
He was obviously the first to meet her before anyone else, and walked into her heart earlier than anyone else, but how did he lose her when he was young and energetic?
He understood Lu Banxia's purpose today very well. She was telling him with her actions that she had really let go, that it didn't matter anymore, and that she wouldn't feel any guilt. She wanted him to marry Lu Zijing in peace.
Either for yourself or for your children.
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She didn't leave him a single thought.
But how could she understand that she was the most despicable man in the world, who couldn't control what was in his pants (crotch), and still fantasized about her beauty in his heart!
Lu Banxia noticed that a gaze had been locked on her body. He glanced sideways and looked at Lu Chuan through the crowd, calmly and calmly, without a trace of embarrassment or awkwardness.
If Yao Yu and Lu Zijin had not appeared many years ago, perhaps they would be a model couple that everyone would envy now.
Lu Chuan walked towards Lu Banxia with a wine glass and a bottle of wine. Everyone's eyes followed his tall and tall back and fell between him and Lu Banxia little by little.
"Thank you for coming to my child's full moon party today." His eyes turned red silently, "I want to toast you."
Lu Banxia stood up, holding juice in his hand. Lu Chuan put down the wine bottle and held her wine glass with one hand, "Brother has a double happiness today, do you feel guilty about drinking juice?"
Xue Qianrang next to him frowned and was about to get up. Could someone be pretending to be crazy while drinking?
Lu Banxia glanced at him, asking him not to move. He looked at Lu Chuan with clear and warm eyes, "Okay, I'll drink with you!"
The high-alcoholic vodka was poured into the red wine goblet. The two full glasses of wine were filled. Lu Chuan looked at her, his black eyes almost dripping with red blood: "I'd like to toast you and Aunt Shen for the first glass of wine."
, without you, there would be no Lu Chuan today. You are the closest relatives to me, Lu Chuan, in this life, and I will never let go of anything!"
After the sound fell, I raised my head and everything was clear.
His words undoubtedly brought back Lu Banxia's memories, those beautiful and unadulterated memories. Even the look in their eyes was as sweet as candied dates.
She knew the pain in Lu Chuan's heart, but she couldn't empathize with it because she had always been a person who loved too rationally and couldn't understand the pain of being stuck in memories and being unable to extricate herself.
Or maybe it was just that she was deeply trapped, and what she couldn't extricate herself from was not the memories with Lu Chuan, but the seductive experience another man gave her.
The only thing I can do at this moment is to accompany him, completely, and hope that he can have a better tomorrow without me.
Everyone's eyes fell on them, knowing clearly that something was wrong, but they couldn't tell what was wrong.
Lu Heng frowned and saw Lu Chuan pouring a second glass of wine. He wanted to say something, but seeing the despair in Lu Chuan's eyes, he didn't say anything after all and sighed secretly.
Evil destiny! Evil fate!
"This second glass of wine is a tribute to the time we have finally lost, saying goodbye to the bloody growth, turning our backs to each other, and finally walking farther and farther away."
Your path is not mine. I thought that as long as we worked hard, we would never reach the fork in our lives. But since we have already arrived, so be it.
Say goodbye to their bloody growth, and say goodbye to the beautiful past that they can't go back to. In the adult world, they will only fight each other indifferently, leaving countless invisible and intangible scars on each other.
"These three glasses of wine are for your infinite future, and for my life that is at the end of the road!" When he said the last words, his eyes looked at the faint figure upstairs, with the despair of a beast in his eyes, wailing,
It's just that no one knows.
Three large glasses of vodka went into her stomach, burning her internal organs. She lived more rationally than anyone else, but that didn't mean she was a person without emotions or consciousness.
She drank quickly and urgently. The alcohol had not yet reached her brain. Her face was slightly red. After Lu Chuan left, she took a seat.
Seeing that the atmosphere was a little stiff and strange, Lu Heng motioned to Lu Zijin upstairs to come down and asked Lu Chuan to walk to the middle of the stairs with him. There was no doubt that he wanted to announce the marriage in public.
Lu Banxia was sitting in the crowd, and all the people and things became illusions, as if all the lights in the world had gone out, and she was the only one left.
Her fingers touched the wine bottle placed aside. Before she could fill it up, her hand was held by someone. She raised her head and met Xue Qianrang's dark and deep eyes, and lightly hooked her thin lips: "Let go!"
Xue Qianrang said nothing, grabbed her wrist, and took away the wine bottle with the other hand, "Lu Banxia, let's go home."
Everyone else's eyes were drawn away because Lu Heng was about to announce the marriage of Lu Chuan and Lu Zijin. No one noticed that Xue Qian let Lu Banxia leave with half a hug, except Lu Chuan.
Lu Banxia lowered her head and did not take another look at the eye-catching family. She was forced into the car by Xue Qian.
Xue Qianrang didn't know what was wrong with her, the sudden sadness and melancholy between her brows, but he was sure that this huge sadness had nothing to do with Lu Chuan.
"Xue Qianrang!"
Thinking that she had drunk too much, Xue Qianrang leaned over to fasten her seat belt. But just as she touched the seat belt before pulling it over, she suddenly turned her head and called his name. Her bright eyes seemed to see through him, "He,
Really dead?"
Her fingers stiffened and her breathing became unnatural. She looked sober and not drunk at all.
"If I said he was really dead, would you believe it?"
"I don't believe it!" Lu Banxia looked at him without blinking an eye, and answered simply and neatly.
Xue Qianrang avoided her eyes and fastened her seat belt properly, "If you don't believe it, why bother asking! Just stick to what you think in your heart!"
Lu Banxia didn't ask any more questions, lowered his eyelids to cover the dim light in his eyes, and leaned his head against the car window.
She didn't believe that he was dead, but she persisted in believing that she didn't know how long she could hold on. When she gave birth to little bean sprouts, she had a long and beautiful dream.
In the dream, Li Yueqi has returned to her little Douya, and they have a miracle called "rebirth of love".
She thought that the first person she saw when she opened her eyes was him, but she never thought that after waking up from the dream, she would see such a cruel and cold reality!
He did not return to himself and Xiao Dou Ya, and his love did not encounter the warmth of spring and the rebirth of flowers!
Was it because of her past paranoia and stubbornness that she was destined to bury the love of her life with her own hands, without a chance to start over again? She had never understood the so-called "fairness" in Li Yueqi's mouth before, but only now did she understand - this is not
fair!
The car was driving smoothly on the road. Xue Qianrang kept the speed steady, probably because he was worried that she would be uncomfortable after drinking too much. If the car drove too fast, she would be even more uncomfortable.
Xue Qianrang has never been so accommodating to a woman. Even if he has been dating Winnie for many years, he has always taken the lead. Winnie has always cooperated with his joys and sorrows. Lu Banxia is the first to be so accommodating and caring about a woman.
, is actually his half-sister.
Thinking about it, I can’t even believe it myself!
Not long ago, he went crazy and wanted to kill her! Fortunately, she was safe and sound, and fortunately, his sister was still alive.
Lu Banxia's closed eyes suddenly opened, their eyes were dim and dull, without any ripples, and her voice was slightly hoarse: "I'm not going home."
"Where to go?" Xue Qianrang glanced at her lightly.
"Barber Shop."
Xue Qianrang was startled and looked sideways at her. She had her eyes closed, her scattered hair covering half of her face, and inexplicable sadness lingering on her frowning brows.
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Lu Banxia and Xue Qian left the table silently. After announcing their marriage, Lu Zijing went upstairs to watch over his sleeping son.
When Yao Yu came in, Lu Zijin was sitting in front of the baby, staring at his child tenderly with starry eyes, with indescribable attachment and expectation.
This was the child she gave birth to in her ten-month pregnancy. It was her and Lu Chuan's child. Even if Lu Chuan disliked or hated it, she couldn't help but be happy to have a child that belonged to them.
Yao Yu walked to the bed and sat down. Before she spoke, she heard her whisper: "Mom, don't do this again."
Yao Yu's face was startled and she asked: "What kind?"
Lu Zijin turned his head to look at her and said with gratitude: "I know you don't want me to be wronged, but I'm tired after so many years and don't want to compare with her anymore."
"Just because Lu Chuan is willing to marry you?" Yao Yu felt sulky in her heart and her voice was questioning.
Lu Zijin's face froze, he withdrew the hand that was touching his son, lowered his eyes, and said calmly: "No!"
"I used to be young and energetic, and I always wanted to compete with Lu Banxia. I had to compare with her in everything and was unwilling to lose to her. Now that I have a child, I have figured out many things. As long as my child is well, I will
I am completely satisfied.”
She had too much resentment and hatred in her heart before, and she was unwilling to give in, so she was not happy, and she was not willing to make Lu Banxia feel better. But now she is different, she has children, and she is a mother.
No matter what she does, the first thing she thinks about is her children.
Dad is getting older, and he hopes that his family will live in harmony. Although Lu Chuan is willing to marry him, his heart has always been with Lu Banxia. As long as she and her children leave the capital, Lu Banxia is willing to give his children the shares he holds. This is a
A big concession.
If I continue to fight against Lu Banxia, I'm afraid that not only will my children not get this, but they may lose everything.
In the past, she was just one person, but now she wants her children to live a better life and have a seemingly normal family! Even if Lu Chuan hates herself, she believes that as time goes by, he will make concessions for the sake of his children.
Change.
Maybe it wouldn't be bad to live like this for the rest of my life.
"Just for that little share, you compromised with Lu Banxia? Do you really plan to take your children and settle abroad after marrying Lu Chuan?" Yao Yu's eyes flashed with a hint of gloom, and her tone of voice increased. It was obvious that Lu Zijin's thoughts made her very unhappy.
satisfy.
Lu Zijin frowned and looked at her with a strange look: "Mom, what's wrong with you? Didn't you also advise me before not to go against Lu Banxia, so that everything in the family will be harmonious?"
Yao Yu was stunned, her thin lips pulled into a somewhat forced smile, "I'm right, but mom loves you so much! Why should we leave? She has to leave too!"
Lu Zijing showed a bitter smile, "Does it matter who leaves? Mom, Lu Banxia and I have been fighting for so many years, but she has never put me in her eyes. In her eyes, I am just a clown! Now I
I want to understand that as long as my child is good, I don’t care about anything else!"
Mother's love is the greatest and most magical existence in the world. It can completely change a person, as if he was reborn.
Although Lu Zijin still doesn't like Lu Banxia in his heart, at least he won't do those meaningless and boring things anymore.
What's more, Li Yueqi is no longer here, and Lu Banxia is taking care of the child alone, and the situation is not much better than his own!
Yao Yu looked at her for a while and said softly: "Okay, I won't embarrass her in the future. We will live our lives peacefully."
Lu Zijing nodded, holding Yao Yu's hand with one hand, and gently caressing the child in the baby's chest with the other hand, a trace of satisfaction overflowing from his eyes.
Yao Yu looked at her daughter and grandson, but a strange light flashed in her eyes.
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In the mirror of the barber shop, there is a pale and colorless face, with sadness hidden between the brows, thin lips tightly pursed in an emotionless arc, and huge depression hidden in the calm eyes.
The ground was covered with long black hair, broken hair, and messy. Her original black seaweed-like long hair was only as long as her ears. Any shorter would not even cover her ears.
Xue Qianrang stood aside, with a hint of distress in his dark eyes. If he hadn't stopped her, Lu Banxia would have asked the barber to cut her hair into a shaved head.
After paying, he grabbed her arm and whispered, "Let's go home."
This is the second time today he has said this - let's go home.
After spending a short time together, he subconsciously accepted the existence of Lu Banxia as his sister, subconsciously treating her as a family member and treating her home as his own.
Lu Banxia had been silent and didn't speak. He put her into the car and took her home. She might have been drunk on the road. Her consciousness was not very clear, and her eyes became confused and helpless, without the sharpness and indifference of the past.
When she got off the bus, if she hadn't been supported by Xue Qianrang, she would have fallen to the ground, like a puddle of mud, unable to stand up.
Xue Qian let out a look of disdain for the drunk Lu Banxia, but at the same time he hugged Lu Banxia tightly and went upstairs. When he opened the door, he saw the figure standing at the window, frowning: "Why are you here?"
Lu Banxia, who was leaning in his arms, heard the sound, raised her head and saw a slightly familiar figure in her blurred vision. She pushed him away off guard and stumbled towards the back of the window.
"Lu Banxia..." Xue Qianrang frowned, the dead girl is really
Lu Banxia's mind was occupied by alcohol, as if he was in a dream, and he would fall to the ground if his steps were unsteady.
Fortunately, the other party picked her into his arms with quick hands and eyes. Before he could speak, she had already taken the initiative to wrap her arms around his neck, with long arms like vines, hugging him tightly and not letting go.
"You're back, you're really back." She buried her head in his neck and murmured softly, with a slight sob in her voice.
His backbone visibly stiffened, and his hands hanging by his side hugged her very slowly, patting her back gently to comfort her without making a sound.
"You won't leave me again, right?" She held his shirt tightly with both hands, not letting go, for fear that he would disappear again if she let go.
The warm palm fell on her waist, tightened silently, and kneaded her into his own bones and blood. A harsh voice escaped from her throat: "I will never leave you again."
The warmth in the palm of her hand penetrated into her skin through the thin fabric, and as the blood flowed through every corner of her body, her soul, which had been in the cold for many years, found a place to stay and felt warm.
In fact, she is just an imperfect woman who will lose herself in relationships and go in the wrong direction. Why not give her a chance to correct her mistakes?
"Pray, don't leave me again. Don't leave me and Xiao Douya again. My daughter and I need you!" She muttered vaguely on his neck. The shell that had been strong for so long finally calmed down in this sunshine.
In the afternoon, it collapsed and disintegrated under the halo of alcohol and blur.
The shirt was soon soaked with cold tears and clung to his skin, as hot as fire.
In the eyes of everyone, Lu Banxia, who was calm and indifferent, had never felt so weak and helpless. Even if her soul was torn and shattered, she would still stand indifferently in front of the world, smiling and speechless.
At this moment, she was drunk, hugging him, whispering to him "pray", and begging him with sobs not to leave again.
Who is lonely in the depth of love?
She was so deeply in love that thousands of arrows pierced her heart, but she still refused to give up.
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The sun sets in the west, and the warm sunset is scattered peacefully on the floor through the clear windows. Some dust is rippled, like the entangled past. The movie pictures fly past my mind frame by frame, glowing with a faint yellow color.
, rushing past like the wind, leaving behind infinite feeling of loss.
Lu Banxia was lying on the sofa, covered with a thin blanket, but the collar of his shirt was still wrinkled. Under the sunlight, his eyelashes looked like a layer of light golden mascara, covering his eyes quietly.
His breathing was even, but his brows were furrowed, as if there was a wound in his heart that couldn't be healed, and there was an endless haze that couldn't be driven away.
She held her big hand tightly, refusing to let go even in her sleep, for fear that he would disappear.
He kept sitting next to the sofa and looking at her, as if he wanted to carve her into his bones and integrate her into his soul.
Lu Banxia slowly woke up from her dream, opened her eyes, and looked at him little by little.
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