Allure marriage and love, this life will not leave
Chapter 469: Alluring Marriage and Love, Never Separated for Life 47: Can’t Wait, It’s Deep in the Bones
She never understood where his feelings for her came from. His sudden "Qiqi" at the eighteen-year-old adult ceremony once made her resentful for a long time. She always felt that his feelings came out of nowhere and were destined not to last long.
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Now she finally understood why he was so angry when she said she was out of passion and confusion when she was in Africa...
She never knew that when she was 17 years old, someone was following her, guarding her in obscurity.
She didn't know what mood he was in when he took those photos, whether he was happy or sad.
She didn't know how much his heart ached when she repeatedly said those words that rejected him and denied his feelings!
She didn't know if the three months he spent waiting for her answer were extremely painful every day...
She didn't even know how he put down his self-esteem and pride and appeared in her life again, enduring her indifference and alienation and wanting to get close to her again and again.
A camera, an eighteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, collided with her emotions and soul, causing her to make the craziest decision in twenty-five years!
I changed my clothes, took my ID card and passport, put my camera in my bag, and hurried downstairs with a quick and panicky pace.
Gu Mingxi and Long Pei were about to go upstairs to rest. When they saw her wearing clothes and holding a bag, as if she was going out, Gu Mingxi couldn't help but asked worriedly: "You want to go out so late?"
Long Ziqi stopped in front of them, his eyes were red, and his voice was trembling: "Mom, I want to go to Jincheng, I want to find Jin Cunxu."
Gu Mingxi and Long Pei looked at each other for a second, with surprise flashing in their eyes. They had never seen Yan'er so anxious and lost her composure, "Isn't he coming tomorrow? You can wait..."
"No! I can't wait until tomorrow night. I have to go now. I can't wait even a second!" Long Ziqi interrupted her gently, with urgency in his voice.
She didn't know how he had waited for him for these eight years, because now she didn't want to wait any longer. She wanted to see him, really wanted to see him.
"What happened?" Gu Mingxi was worried about letting her go out so late or going to a place as far away as Jincheng.
Long Pei, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said: "Go."
Not only Gu Mingxi, but also Long Ziqi was stunned for a moment.
Long Pei let go of Gu Mingxi's hand and reached out to touch his daughter's head compassionately, "A person should risk his life for love once in his life."
He was very happy that there was at least such a person who could make Yan'er work hard without caring about her own safety.
Long Ziqi's eyes were moist and she couldn't help but step forward and hug Long Pei, "Dad, I love you!" She has the best father in the world!
Long Pei patted her back and said in a hoarse voice, "I love you too!"
Qingfeng was told to prepare a car to take Long Ziqi to the airport. Gu Mingxi and Long Pei saw her in the car and told her to report to them that she was safe when she arrived in Jincheng.
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Long Lifei stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass window on the second floor, watching Long Ziqi's car disappear into the darkness, with his hands in his pockets, and his cold brows showed no emotion.
Gu Mingxi took advantage of Long Pei's break to take a bath to see him, stood beside him, and said softly: "Yan'er, I like Jin Cunxu very much."
"I know." He kept looking at the dim lights outside the window. Not a single light belonged to him.
Gu Mingxi was silent for a long time, turning her head to look at the silhouette that looked similar to her husband's. Her voice sounded worried, "Actually, what I have been most worried about these years has never been Yan'er, whether she went to the United States with you or she was alone in Africa."
Long Lifei raised his eyebrows and looked down at her with confusion in his eyes.
"Yan'er is a smart girl. She knows what she wants. Once she decides, she will not hesitate or regret. I don't need to worry about her. On the contrary, what I am most worried about is you... You have never let go of Fei Fei.
Is it right!"
Zhizi Moruomu, how could she not know what Long Lifei was thinking in her heart? What's more, Long Pei's blood flows in Long Lifei's body. How persistent and crazy Long Pei is about feelings, Long Lifei is the same!
Long Lifei narrowed his eyes and remained silent. His silence was a disguised acquiescence in Gu Mingxi's eyes.
"Yan'er has let go of the past, how long will you continue to persist?" Gu Mingxi said softly. It wasn't that she wanted to hurt A Li. Which parent didn't want their children to be healthy and happy? She made it clear that she didn't want to
Long Lifei continued to persist, waiting for someone who would never come back.
"Even if we don't object and are willing to give you blessings, with that child's nature, do you think she will still choose to be with you?"
She is a woman, and she understands Fei Fei's heart and Fei Fei's feelings for A Li better than A Li! Fei Fei loves A Li, and the deeper she loves, the farther she wants to stay away from him. A person with a humble status
Human, a woman who has been pregnant with someone else’s child, even if she dies, she will never look back for A-Li!
Gu Mingxi's words were cruel, and Long Lifei was desperate when he heard them, but he had no words to refute, because it was the truth.
"You want me to give up looking for her!" After a long while, he spoke with difficulty, with unconcealable pain in his eyes.
"What can I do if I find her?" Gu Mingxi asked softly. Seeing that he remained silent, she continued: "I found her but can't be together. I don't know but I can still pretend that she is living a good life. If you really love her, keep it for her.
The last bit of pride is that she is different from her mother!"
Yiruo is obsessed with love, is selfish and cold-blooded, and can harm everyone, including her beloved Long Pei, in order to fulfill her own selfish desires.
Lan Mufei was different, she truly loved A Li and couldn't bear to hurt him or see him in trouble, so she took the initiative to withdraw from his life to fulfill his life and fulfill her last bit of pride.
"Don't let that child's success be in vain." After Gu Mingxi said this, Long Pei came to find her and go back to her room to rest after taking a bath.
Long Lifei stood at the window and didn't move. All he could think about was Gu Mingxi's words.
Pretending and imagining are really good, because those things never existed. If they didn't exist, you can set the content as you like; you can be as happy as you want, because you will never get it again.
In the world of mortals, love and sin are sown by themselves. One thought will turn you into a devil, and one thought will turn you into a Buddha. No one will know whether you are a devil or a Buddha until the end.
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Outside the window was the pitch-black sky and nothing could be seen. The cabin was dark, with most people covered with thin blankets and falling asleep.
But Long Ziqi couldn't sleep. He took out his precious camera from his bag and flipped through the photos inside again. His expression was as indifferent as before, almost every one of them was like this. I don't know how he took so many photos. He didn't know how.
Feeling tired?
She couldn't bear to watch all the photos at once, and she couldn't bear to watch all the videos. These were the most precious gifts in her life. She wanted to keep them and look at them slowly in the future, and sometimes take them out to watch a little bit. She must be thinking about them.
I am so moved that I am shocked by his emotions every time I watch it!
I found the last video, which is a bit long. In the picture, Jin Cunxu is wearing a black shirt and dark trousers. He is handsome and elegant, with a charming demeanor. He is smiling at the camera, as if he is smiling at her in front of her.
"Qiqi, after seeing this video, I think you will think that I am a madman, a stalker, or a pervert! I don't know how to explain to you, and I don't know how I feel about you.
Are you moved or afraid of me? Even I think I am sick. From the time you were 17 to 18, I followed you silently and looked at you. I wanted to come out of the darkness and say hello to you countless times.
You know me, but—I can’t do it!”
A faint smile appeared on the thin lips, mostly bitter, and there was deep affection in the eyes that no one knew, "I don't want to scare you, but I can't let you go. Qiqi... I think I have fallen in love with you. Can
You can't give me a chance to get close to you, let me know more about you, and try to understand me and hug me."
Jin Cunxu in the camera stretched out his slender and powerful arms and stared at her affectionately, "Qiqi, give me a chance, can you?"
Tears welled up in the clear pupils and rolled down slowly. He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his cheeks. There was happiness but also heartache.
Holding the camera in your arms is like embracing the whole world.
I don’t know where my love started, but I love you deeply.
Little did she know that this love came so late.
The flight attendant passed by and saw the tears in the corners of her eyes, and asked in a concerned voice: "Miss, are you okay? Is there anything you need? Can I help you?"
Long Ziqi narrowed his eyes, pushed back the mist from his eyes, looked up at her, pursed his lips with a smile, and shook his head.
Although there were tears, his expression was very quiet and peaceful, not too sad, more like crying with joy.
Seeing this, the flight attendant did not ask any questions and said politely: "If you need anything, please call me at any time. I will be happy to serve you."
Long Ziqi lowered her head and kissed the camera in her arms, and looked sideways at the dark night sky. For the first time, she was not afraid of the night or anything. She longed for the light, and longed for the moment when the plane landed and saw him!
Jin Cunxu, I won’t keep you waiting this time.
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It’s 10:00 in the morning in Jincheng. Jin Cunxu finally dealt with the snow disaster and left the rest to Lu Xiangbei. He should be able to catch the next flight to the capital and should arrive before twelve o’clock tonight.
Lu Xiangbei knew how eager he was to see Miss Yan, so he didn't say much. He informed Qu Yan early and asked him to wait downstairs. Along with the gift for meeting Miss Yan's parents, he also prepared it for Jin Cunxu and sent it to him.
Airport.
Now Jin Cunxu only needs to go to the airport.
Jin Cunxu didn't even have time to change clothes. He picked up his coat and put it on his wrist. As he walked, he said, "I'll leave the rest to you!"
Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange went to Switzerland for an exclusive trip. Originally, he couldn't leave Jin City, but he had agreed to visit her parents and he didn't want to make a mistake. It was better to be late than never.
"Don't worry, I will take care of everything here for you." Lu Xiangbei stood up and was about to send him to the car. He walked to the door first and opened the door for Jin Cunxu.
Just as Jin Cunxu was about to step out, the cell phone in his pocket suddenly rang. When he saw the number on the screen, he frowned and answered the call after a moment...
Lu Xiangbei didn't know who was on the other end of the phone or what he said, but Jin Cunxu's expression did change. He cut off the call without saying a word, but his steps became hurried and urgent...
Qu Yan knew they were coming downstairs and had already opened the car door, waiting for His Highness to get in the car. When he saw him opening his mouth, he heard his deep voice before the words came out: "Airport, hurry up!"
These three simple words were full of majesty and command. If possible, he would have wanted to spread his wings and fly to the airport.
Lu Xiangbei knew something must have happened, so he didn't worry and got in the car directly.
Qu Yan drove the car himself, glancing at Jin Cunxu's expression in the rearview mirror from time to time, and asked cautiously: "Your Highness, is nothing wrong?"
He lowered his eyes and remained silent.
Lu Xiangbei frowned, thinking carefully about how he could make His Highness show such a look, and said uncertainly: "Is it about Miss Yan?"
Jin Cunxu remained silent, without saying a word. He looked at the receding scenery outside the window with his heart as if an arrow was flying, as if he had not heard their speculations and concerns.
What kept echoing in my ears was Long Lifei's voice on the phone: "If there is no accident, Yan'er's flight will land at Jincheng Airport at 10:40."
On the left side of the chest, emotions are colliding violently, as if the water is overflowing and is about to burst...
If it hadn't been for A Li's phone call, perhaps Long Ziqi and Jin Cunxu would have missed each other, with one arriving in Jincheng and the other on the plane to the capital.
Because of the attentive Ah Li, Long Ziqi got off the plane and saw the slender figure standing at the exit of the VIP channel as soon as he stepped out of the VIP channel. His heartbeat accelerated, ripples appeared in his eyes, and he rushed towards him without any words, as if he had not seen him for a long time.
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Hug, tight without any gaps!
Thanks to Qu Yan's excellent driving skills, he arrived at the airport ten minutes early. Jin Cunxu stood at the exit and waited patiently for her. However, he did not expect that she would give him such a warm hug as soon as she appeared, which was completely different from the past.
He hugged her with his long arms and looked down at her, "Why did you come here suddenly without saying a word?" If it weren't for A Li, they would have missed it now, and they would have missed Christmas as well.
Long Ziqi raised his head, his beautiful facial features clearly reflected in his watery eyes, his thin lips pursed lightly, and he murmured five words, which made his body visibly stiffen.
The lights are leisurely, people are coming and going, shallow shadows are moving on the smooth ground, and there are constant sounds on the radio reminding boarding or flight delays.
He could still hear her words clearly, each word fell into his ears and was imprinted in his heart.
She said: "——Cunxu, I love you!"
His dark eyes suddenly tightened, and the next second he lowered his head to search for her lips, and his excited, trembling thin lips covered her soft lips.
She didn't refuse or dodge, but raised her head and stood on tiptoes, responding to his kiss almost passionately.
He put his big palm on her waist, kissed her soft lips, and then explored her mouth bit by bit, sucking in her saliva and licking her sweet tongue, sweet and affectionate heat.
kiss.
Regardless of the surprised eyes of passers-by, or whether they were in public, they forgot each other's identities, the past, and even themselves.
She was not afraid of him, nor did she think he was sick, nor did she dislike him, she just felt pain...
I just feel bad that I have made him wait for too long, too long...
For eight years, he spent the best eight years of a man's life on secretly falling in love with her.
Qu Yan and Lu Xiangbei, who were standing not far away, were both startled because they had never seen His Highness be so presumptuous. Qu Yan had already seen His Highness kissing Miss Yan in front of Kou Jingning last time, so he was much calmer this time.
, a smile appeared on his thin lips: "Our Highness finally managed to keep the clouds clear and see the moon."
Lu Xiangbei's eyes looked at the two people who were passionately engaged in a passionate kiss. There was no reaction. There was a fleeting trace of sadness under the thin lenses.
Qu Yan didn't notice something hidden in Lu Xiangbei's eyes. He just touched his chin and said thoughtfully: "Hey, why didn't Miss Yan's good friend come with you?"
Lu Xiangbei looked at him and asked, "Have you fallen in love with him?"
Qu Yan thought for a moment and answered seriously: "I don't think we are compatible, but I think women like that are quite special. It would be great if we could become friends!"
Lu Xiangbei couldn't help but want to despise him, "She is Long Lifei's staff, you want to be friends with her?" You don't know why you are afraid of death!
Qu Yan shrugged his shoulders indifferently: "Your Highness and Miss Yan can be together, so what's wrong with me being friends with Long Lifei's staff?!"
"Are you sure that people will like you, a warrior with no brute force and no IQ?" It's not that Lu Xiangbei looks down on his brother. Just because this girl can be the assistant to the vice president and now become a staff member, it is obvious that it is not easy. If
Qu Yan can be seen unless it rains red from the sky.
Qu Yan: "..."
The road is straight, you are becoming more and more annoying!
Although he doesn't care about other people's eyes, if he keeps kissing like this, I'm afraid it will definitely be him on the headlines of tomorrow's newspaper.
Long Ziqi got into the car with him, still awake, with a hint of tiredness under her eyes. She couldn't bear to sleep on the plane and couldn't sleep. After getting off the plane, now she was by his side. She felt at ease. The sleepiness came over her, regardless of her image.
She snuggled into his arms, closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Jin Cunxu hugged her and told Qu Yan to drive slowly, not to be in a hurry to get back, and the most important thing was not to make her uncomfortable.
Qu Yan naturally knew that he felt sorry for Miss Yan, so he drove the car very slowly and steadily, and the partition board in the middle was raised, so that His Highness and Miss Yan could have a complete space to be alone.
Jin Cunxu lowered his eyes and watched her sleeping in his arms, gently tangled his fingers in her long, silky hair, and smiled seductively.
He didn't ask why she suddenly came over, nor why she suddenly expressed her feelings so directly and enthusiastically. In fact, he could guess a thing or two without her having to say anything.
When she was eighteen years old, he gave her a gift. He didn't know how much thought he put into that gift, and he didn't know where he got the courage, but he gave it away anyway.
He returned to Jincheng and was waiting for her call day and night. Day after day, month after month, she didn't call, and she didn't have any news for him. It was as if he had never appeared in his life.
, calm to the point of cruelty.
As a result, he began to suffer from insomnia and became irritable. Although he would never show it in front of the world, he could not help but do some uncontrollable behavior whenever he was left alone.
For example, destroying things, or hurting yourself——
He knew that he was sick. He had been sick for many years and had never recovered. Even though he tried his best to suppress himself and tried to climb out of the whirlpool on his own. When he finally got better, he met Long Ziqi and lost his love.
own heart.
If he sees her, he will get better; if he cannot see her, he will become very sick.
Long Ziqi's lack of response seemed to him to be a disguised form of rejection and disgust. Because he was Jin Xishuo's son, even if she was disgusted, she would not show it and would only pull the two people apart invisibly.
distance.
This is what he thought, struggling, helpless, contradictory, entangled, and finally he calmly recognized the fact that he was really seriously ill, and he didn't know what he would do if this continued.
So, he hid Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange and secretly saw a psychiatrist. He thought that as time went by, he could forget her and everything would get better, just like those painful and difficult-to-look-through years in his childhood would eventually fade away in time.
It turns into bubbles under the indifference and will be forgotten in the past.
But, no!
Five years have passed, and he seems to be normal. The psychiatrist also said that he is recovering very well. He does not need sleeping pills, and he does not lose control of his emotions or engage in any drastic behavior when he is alone.
is gradually recovering.
Everyone thought he was fine, but he sadly knew that he had never forgotten her, not even for a second.
Because when he heard that she was being massacred, he could hardly control himself and ran to the capital, even without any legitimate reason or excuse; if it wasn't later revealed that Long Lifei was seriously injured and unconscious, he would have gone long ago.
The capital of the country.
What failed to restrain him in the end was the car accident before she resigned. Originally, he had planned to replace his father and go to the capital to meet with Long Lifei to discuss cooperation between the two countries. In the future, he would take Jin Xishuo's place. In the future,
They had to deal with the friendly relations between the two countries for decades, and he might be able to see her in the name of work. He should be happy, but because of the news of her car accident, he fell from heaven to hell in an instant, and his soul was shattered.
On the plane flying to the capital, he asked himself, what is it about Long Ziqi that makes you obsessed with him?
Even I don't have the answer, maybe because I don't know, so this feeling becomes precious and sincere.
Love is originally an inexplicable thing. Emotion is emotion. Where can there be so many reasons?
Maybe it's because of the concentration and purity in her clear eyes, maybe it's because of her unique temperament, or maybe it's because she happened to be wearing a sweater of her favorite color that day...
Who knows?
From the age of 19 to 27, they were in love for 8 years, and they tasted all the bitterness and bitterness of the human world. He did not shrink back because of her indifference and rejection, nor did he give up because of her misunderstanding and contempt. He loved her wholeheartedly, from the beginning to now.
, so that until the end of life, throughout the whole life, I will be trapped by love, and draw the earth as a prison.
In this prosperous world, there are thousands of beautiful women, but she was the only one who broke into his sight like an elf who fell into the mortal world at that time, neither early nor late, and will be unforgettable for many years.
He believes that she is his only soul mate in this life.