Love in the city, never leave in this life 48: save me, give me to you
Chapter 470: Alluring Marriage and Love, Never Separate for Life 48: Save Me, Give Me to You
A writer once wrote this sentence in the introduction of his book: There must be someone in this world who will never leave her and share the honor and disgrace. If there is not yet, it is because she has not found him and is not lucky enough.
It's not that he doesn't exist...
Whether Long Ziqi or Jin Cunxu, in their mottled and decaying lives, they have experienced too many life and death, joys and sorrows, deceit and betrayal, but they still have a little faith in their hearts, believing that there is such a person in this world who can fight with him.
With my hands, I can see the long and thin water flowing.
Just like us living in this vast world, each of us will have such a person appear in our lives. If there is not one now, it is because he has not been found yet and is not lucky enough. This does not mean that he does not exist.
Since every living being comes into this world, it has the right to live, and it will inevitably suffer the ruthlessness and plunder of fate, but no matter how many things fate takes away from us, no matter how many things we still hold tightly in our hands
Or you have nothing, you should believe it.
Because if you believe, you will be happier.
The car stopped smoothly at the door. Neither Qu Yan nor Lu Xiangbei got out of the car or made any noise, not wanting to disturb the two people in the back seat of the car.
Jin Cunxu looked at the sleeping face in his arms and couldn't bear to move. He kept holding her and sitting quietly in the car. It was romantic for the two of them to be together.
Her hair was scattered, partially covering the side of her face. He reached out his hand to gently open it, but he didn't expect to wake her up.
Her eyelashes as thin as cicada wings trembled slightly, then she opened her eyes, and saw his thin lips forming a natural smile, and she even pressed her arms into his arms, "——Cunxu."
Just woke up, there was still laziness in his voice, like a noble Persian cat, curled up in his arms, leisurely and comfortable.
Her unintentional voice made his heart flutter. He picked her up so that they could look at each other, and his gentle voice seemed to be able to squeeze out water, "Go back to the room and sleep for a while."
Long Ziqi shook his head, "I can't sleep anymore." If I continue to sleep, I won't be able to sleep at night.
The two people sitting in front of the car heard the sound and got out of the car. Qu Yan opened the door for them. Jin Cunxu got out of the car with her bag and handed it to Lu Xiangbei. He held her with one hand and put his other hand on her.
The top of her head, worried that she would hit her head if she got out of the car.
It was the house where they originally lived, and they did not go to the Presidential Palace.
The four of them entered the house together. Lu Xiangbei put his bag on the sofa, and Qu Yan went to pour water for them. After that, Lu Xiangbei was the first to speak: "If nothing happens, we'll leave first."
I believe His Highness will call them if anything happens.
Jin Cunxu nodded and allowed them to leave.
Long Ziqi smiled and nodded, with a soft voice: "merry/christmas!"
"Miss Yan, merry/christmas!"
Lu Xiangbei pushed the frame of his glasses and answered with a smile.
Qu Yan's smile was rippling. In fact, he wanted to talk to Miss Yan a few more words, such as why she suddenly came to Jin City, but after catching the cold light in Jin Cunxu's eyes, he obediently followed the road and left north.
There were only two of them left in the house, and Jin Cunxu adjusted the temperature to a moderate level. Long Ziqi, who was sitting on the sofa, thought of something, glanced at it, and immediately went to look for his cell phone in his bag the next second.
"I've already called Long Lifei!" Jin Cunxu's low and hoarse voice reached her ears, and she looked stunned for a moment before reacting: "Thank you!"
When she got off the plane and saw him, she forgot to tell her parents that she was safe. Fortunately, he was attentive and had already done so for her.
He stood up, walked to him, stretched out his arms and hugged him, "Thank you, Cunxu."
Thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for waiting for me for so many years and never giving up on me.
He knew what she was talking about, but he didn't say anything more. Instead, he said in a slightly apologetic tone: "I was supposed to visit your parents today."
Long Ziqi hugged him tightly and said, "I can meet my parents anytime!" But now she just wants to be with him.
"But today is Christmas." Jin Cunxu relaxed slightly and looked down at her, "I didn't know you would come suddenly. Nothing is prepared here."
No Christmas tree, no Christmas gifts, not even Christmas dinner!
"Here you are!" Long Ziqi's slender arms were wrapped around his neck, and she stood on tiptoes. Her red lips landed accurately on his thin lips. Her heart was filled with love and deep distress.
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Smiles and affection filled his eyes, and he clasped the back of her head with his big palm, turning his back on her. He opened her teeth with the tip of his tongue, entangled with her thin tongue. He kissed her with as much affection as he loved her, and the other
His hands slid down from her voluptuous waist, passed by her buttocks, and kneaded her tightly. You could feel the fire on his fingertips through her clothes.
God said, love is like chasing the wind.
What is love? Some people have studied and explored for a lifetime, but they may not be able to understand the true meaning of love.
At this moment, for Long Ziqi and Jin Cunxu: Love means two people want to be together.
The scene changed to a room on a black and white bed sheet. Two people were kissing each other, almost sucking each other's souls away. The coat had been thrown away and the khaki sweater was torn to a side, revealing white skin and black skin.
The shoulder straps form a strong contrast with the snow-colored skin, stimulating the eyes.
The breaths blended together hotly, and the heartbeat and short breathing turned into low music, sweet and lasting.
Her eyes were gleaming, and she was already lost in love. She softened in his gentle kiss, and her red lips were so fragrant that you couldn't help but kiss her again and again.
Wherever the fingertips touch, the skin is hot, the blood is thick in the room, and the emotion lingers between the eyebrows, the tip of the nose, and every inch of the skin.
"——Qiqi." The low and hoarse voice was too sexy and charming. He kissed her slender Bai Xi's neck, and his fingers were already on her bra without knowing when, "Is it okay?"
His eyes were burning, and he seemed to have an uncontrollable impulse, but he still asked in a very gentlemanly manner, if it was okay! As long as she said no with a glance, he could still stop immediately.
Long Ziqi did not answer immediately. Her slender fingers slowly released his neck and dropped...
A thin layer of beads of sweat appeared on Jin Cunxu's forehead. He thought she was unwilling, so he took back the hand he placed on her chest with difficulty.
At the age of 27, a man is in his best years. He has impulses and needs for a relationship, but because it is her, he is unwilling to force it.
I don't want to embarrass her, so I can only embarrass myself.
The blurred eyes were filled with distress because of the difficulty and physical pain in his eyes. The arms that dropped were not trying to push him away, but reached to his collar and unbuttoned the black shirt.
The moment his fingertips touched the button, Jin Cunxu's body visibly stiffened, and then her clear voice echoed in his ears: "——Cunxu, I love you."
She didn't make any reaction, because she heard her say again, "I'll give myself to you, do you want it?"
"Yes, why not?!"
His long eyes were moist and hot. He stared at her charming face, and the rise and fall of his chest became more and more obvious. She had already unbuttoned three buttons of his shirt, and his strong chest came into view. He grabbed her catkins and pressed them against his heart.
, with a hoarse voice: "Qiqi, do you know? In order to stand in front of you, I even have to practice breathing repeatedly..."
"Cunxu, we will always be together." Her voice trembled, and she took the initiative to kiss his thin lips.
Love/lust*, pain is inevitable, but because you are the one you love deeply, even a little happiness can cover up such heavy pain.
The couch was loose, the lights were blurry, and the blurred vision seemed to take me back many years ago. Those happy fragments and obscure memories were constantly interspersed and played, and my soul was in pain to the extreme and despairing to the extreme.
It was so painful that every pore oozed out fine beads of sweat, the pupils gradually lost their luster, water mist came out, and the soul faced being wiped out...
There is no direction in the darkness, like a blind man walking, groping, careful, stumbling but unable to find the exit. Cold and trembling voices echo one after another, cold and silent.
Cunxu, cunxu, cunxu.
Once upon a time, the pillar of her spiritual world and belief changed from Long Lifei to Jin Cunxu.
"Qiqi...Qiqi...Qiqi..."
A low, hoarse and worried voice came from the darkness, and a light spot in the distance gradually enlarged, driving away the boundless darkness bit by bit. She vaguely saw a figure standing at the light spot, and the affectionate voice spoke over and over again.
He kept calling her name without getting tired of it.
She opened her eyes in a daze, and his handsome and worried look was clearly reflected in her clear pupils. Her heart suddenly ached, and she stretched out her hands to hug him. Her fingertips accidentally scratched his skin, leaving a thin trace of blood.
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The moisture under the eyes suddenly formed into water droplets, and the despair choked in the throat was like a seed bursting out of the ground. It was despair, and it was also the majesty of Nirvana and rebirth.
She said: "——Cunxu, help me!"
Jin Cunxu's heart felt as if it had been hollowed out in an instant. The cold wind whistled through his empty chest, leaving a cold echo. He lowered his head to catch her red lips, and tenderly kissed the salty tears on his cheeks...
He understands her pain, her helplessness, and her years of caution and forbearance.
Because of understanding, love becomes more unforgettable. No matter how much pain there is, we must continue to love without regrets.
Naked skin, touching each other intimately, like a newborn baby, with clean and delicate skin hugging each other without any gaps, is the purest and most beautiful picture in the world.
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In the evening, Lu sent some clothes and food to the north.
Previously, Jin Cunxu ordered people to prepare Long Ziqi's clothes, most of which were spring, summer, and autumn clothes. Winter clothes had not been prepared yet, and Lu Xiangbei knew that Long Ziqi came to Jincheng without any luggage, so he was worried after leaving.
, ordered someone to prepare to deliver it in person.
The person who opened the door was Jin Cunxu. He was wearing dark trousers and a black shirt. The buttons were not fully buttoned. His neck could be seen through the open collar. When a red blood stain reflected on Lu Xiangbei's lenses, something flashed under his eyes.
fleeting.
Jin Cunxu saw the exquisite women's clothing and the food, but said nothing, his cold brows slightly furrowed, his thin lips pursed in an emotionless arc, and his eyes fell on the way to the north where the food was put into the refrigerator.
Intuition is not something only women have. Men are sometimes more keen when it comes to their love rivals. Even if there are no traces, as long as they are intentional, the clues cannot be ignored.
What's more, the clothes delivered by Lu Xiangbei are all in Qiqi's size.
After Lu Xiangbei put away his things, he stood in front of the sink and washed his hands. Unable to ignore his cold eyes, he coughed lightly and said, "The clothes you wore last time were the size you gave me."
"As your good friend and the future secretary-general of the secretarial office, I should handle both official and private matters for you. This is my responsibility."
Lu Xiangbei's voice was calm, and his eyes looked at him sincerely and calmly, without any evasion or guilt.
Jin Cunxu calmed down, not because he believed his words completely, but because he believed in himself. Apart from himself, no other person in this world would ever enter Qiqi's heart.
What's more, with today's warning, I believe Lu Xiangbei will not do anything. Lu Xiangbei has never been a stupid person!!
"Book a flight for tomorrow for me!" She couldn't make it back in time for Christmas, but her parents still wanted to see her.
Lu Xiangbei nodded: "Do you want to arrange a few more people?"
"Qu Yan is enough." He and Long Ziqi have always kept a low profile and rarely appear in the public eye. No one should recognize them, so there is no need to bring so many people out to show off.
"I'll make arrangements."
Lu Xiangbei confirmed a few work issues with him and disappeared very wisely, as if they had never happened.
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Long Ziqi woke up at four o'clock in the afternoon. Her whole body was sore, as if she had been run over by a truck, and her arms were too heavy to lift up.
Her body was clean and fresh, and she was wearing cotton pajamas. There was no smell of sweat, but there was an embarrassing dampness on her hair, which declared that the previous memory was not her spring dream.
Her cheeks were flushed and her heart was beating thumpingly. The inner demon that she thought she could not overcome has finally been overcome. The dark clouds of destiny cleared up and the sun shone brightly, and everything was peaceful.
In a woman's perception, once she has an intimate relationship with a man, she completely belongs to him, and he also completely belongs to her.
Thinking of what Su Ji said, a sign should be hung around Jin Cunxu's neck. The sign reads: Long Ziqi s.
He lowered his head and couldn't help but smile, as sweetness and happiness spread in his heart.
"Wake up." A deep voice with a smile came from the door. She looked up and saw Jin Cunxu standing against the door in neat clothes, with a seductive smile in his dark eyes.
She walked towards him, her legs were aching, her eyebrows were slightly frowned, her steps paused for only a few seconds, and he was already standing in front of her, "Don't go down if you're tired."
He was willing to let her lie on the bed and do the rest.
Long Ziqi heard the meaning of his words and felt even more embarrassed, and his ears hidden in his hair were flushed with blood red.
"Can you tell me, what are you thinking about?" Jin Cunxu reached out and brushed away the hair that covered the side of her face. When he saw her red ears, he couldn't help but be curious.
She looked up at him, her clear eyes full of charm and ripples, overflowing with light. Without speaking, she raised her arms and traced his chest with her fingertips through the thin fabric!
Jin Cunxu has delicate features and fair skin, which may give people the impression of a weak scholar with no strength, but in fact he has a very good figure, with the golden ratio of 4:6, and the most popular long legs, slender and straight.
Strong chest, clear lines, charming sex.
I have always been shy and embarrassed to look at him before, but I still saw something vaguely, a good figure that makes women crazy when they look at it!
The fingertips were slightly cold, but the chest under the clothes was warm, with a touch that seemed to be there, and with her Bai Xi's slender neck, all the way down, because she was not wearing a bra, the curvature was highlighted, making a
The masculine 27-year-old man can't help but think about it.
What's more, he had tasted her beauty not long ago, and the feeling of satisfaction was still lingering in his heart, and he wanted to relive it again, which is human nature.
Once the door of love and desire is opened, it will become uncontrollable and you will taste it again and again.
The male features roll up and down, and the breath becomes hot...
When the last stroke fell, his fingertips were about to pull away, but they were firmly surrounded by his big palm, without leaking. He lowered his eyes, his eyes were warm and indulgent, "I have always been yours, haven't I!"
Long Ziqi's heart trembled. She didn't expect that he actually knew what he had written. His eyes were filled with surprise, and when he opened his thin lips, the words were absorbed into his stomach.
His lips surrounded hers, lips and teeth entangled, lusting after each other's body temperature and touch.
"Qiqi, thank you!"
Thank you for being willing to stay by my side, thank you for accepting my love, and thank you even more for being willing to put yourself in my hands.
Long Ziqi hugged his strong waist with both hands, without saying anything bad, leaned on his shoulder, and her lips couldn't help but curl up...
fool.
My fool.
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In the evening, the light of the setting sun fell on the glass windows. Long Ziqi sat at the bar and watched Jin Cunxu in the kitchen preparing dinner in an orderly manner.
She wanted to help, but he kicked her out. He even threatened her that if she came in again, he would let her experience some kitchen passion.
Christmas was supposed to be a visit to her parents, and she was supposed to be with her parents, but she chose to go to him alone, telling him how to treat her badly.
There was no roast turkey or other rich and delicious dishes for dinner, just two simple black pepper steaks paired with red wine, and his and hers.
After dinner, the tableware was placed in the sink, and the hourly workers would naturally clean it up tomorrow.
Long Ziqi stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at the flourishing fireworks outside, breaking through the darkness and fading instantly, like a flash in the pan.
Jin Cunxu walked over, gently held her in his arms from behind, and kissed her tenderly on her hair, "What are you thinking about?"
"Fireworks are banned in the capital. I rarely see such beautiful fireworks!" She placed her hand on his warm palm, spread it apart, and clasped her fingers together.
He didn't say anything, focusing on her ears. He had actually noticed it in the morning, but he didn't have a chance to ask.
"The earrings are very nice." Even when he asked her, he was so roundabout and tactful.
Long Ziqi was so smart, how could she not understand the meaning behind his words, "Ali gave me a Christmas Eve gift. He said he would never have the chance to give it to me in the future."
Jin Cunxu was very satisfied with her explanation. His thin lips spread into a heart-warming smile, "I'm sorry, I don't seem to have prepared a Christmas gift for you."
He was really too busy during this period, focusing on preparing for the succession, there was a snowstorm, and he was thinking about going to the capital to meet Gu Mingxi and the others, but he neglected her.
Long Ziqi turned around to face him, held his hand and put it on her heart, "The best gift you gave me is already here."
You send yourself into my heart, this is the most beautiful gift.
Jin Cunxu lowered his head and kissed her forehead with great pity. He pressed his forehead against hers, lowered his eyes, and said the question in his heart: "Qiqi, if you had looked at the camera at that time, what would you have done?"
Choose to ignore him or reject him?
Long Ziqi raised her arms and gently touched his handsome face with a soft voice, "I don't know how 18-year-old Long Ziqi will react when she knows that the stranger Jin Cunxu loves her.
.The only thing I can be sure of is that no matter whether she accepts or rejects you, she will never let you spend those three months like a year! I'm sorry, Cunxu, I'm really sorry."
"It's not your fault, don't apologize to me!" Jin Cunxu didn't like the way she looked guilty to him. He didn't expect that she didn't see the camera.
In the past, he would not have ignored such an accident, but facing her, he had too many uneasy factors and lack of confidence.
Because she was Long Ziqi, not an ordinary woman who could be bewitched with money or any kind of beauty. She was indifferent and quiet, and she had a purity and desirelessness that was isolated from the world. He didn't know what to do with it.
How can I move her and get into her closed heart?
When he first took those photos, he didn't think about letting her know about them, nor did he think about breaking into her world. He thought he could keep her in his heart in obscurity for the rest of his life.
Later, he found that he couldn't just miss it. Being distant was missing, and being close was desire. In the end, he still gave her the camera with a glimmer of hope, hoping to have a chance to at least let her know that there is a person named
Jin Cunxu's man loves her.
He gave her a three-month deadline, but he didn't expect that the wait would be eight years.
"Wait for me!" Long Ziqi thought of something, took a step back to distance the two people, and passed by him.
Jin Cunxu stood there, turned around and saw her walking to the sofa and opening her bag, seemingly looking for something.
Long Ziqi didn't let him see what he took from the bag. He kept his hands behind his back and turned back to him, with a trace of embarrassment on his rosy cheeks.
"——Cunxu."
"Huh?" Jin Cunxu raised his eyebrows and said in a lazy voice.
Her clear pupils reflected the fireworks that were constantly blooming outside the window, with a smile on her lips and a light voice, "I think we don't need any diamonds to seal our love, nor do we need some grand wedding ceremony. Those are all for others to see."
, only life belongs to you and me."
Her voice paused, and she slowly raised her arm behind her back and stretched it out in front of him, "Tonight, with fireworks as evidence and silver rings as oath, will you marry me as your wife?"