It's bone-chilling Yihe City, the bright and spacious airport, people coming and going in a hurry. Outside Exit T3, there is a girl who is holding back tears and a man with gentle eyebrows who rushes to pick her up.
At that time, I could not get what I asked for, but now I worry about gains and losses.
In the same position, all the words that I didn't dare to say, all the thoughts that I had hidden away, and the shame that I felt at that time were all torn open and exposed.
Reappear again.
One by one, all of them, offer them with both hands.
Just wish.
He can take her embarrassment and turn it into energy and armor.
After staring at the handwriting on the note for a long time, Duan Jiaxu raised his eyes and looked at Sang Zhi, his voice a little hoarse: "Afraid of what I think of you?"
Sang Zhi sobbed and said, "I'm afraid you think I'm weird, strange..."
In your opinion, at such a young age, when he should not understand anything, he had such thoughts towards you. After meeting again, he deliberately distanced himself and used one lie to cover up another lie.
It's very strange, and also very inexplicable.
The reasons for being so close to you when I was little, all the behaviors I did to you, asking you not to find a girlfriend, and gradually becoming distant from you.
Those are the flaws that you didn't notice at the time.
At this moment, can we finally find and explain the reason?
"It's not surprising." Duan Jiaxu stretched out his hand, wiped away her tears, and coaxed in a low voice, "How do you fold this star? I won't fold it again after I take it apart."
Sang Zhi's eyes were bright red as he took one and folded it back for him according to the previous traces.
Duan Jiaxu followed suit.
Soon, the long star paper changed back to its original appearance.
Duan Jiaxu took the one in her hand and stared at it for a few seconds, then put it in his pocket and murmured: "I have to keep it well."
Sang Zhi lowered his head, looked at his toes, and said nothing.
"So, if you think about it this way," Duan Jiaxu, his eyes darkened, took her hand and gently squeezed her fingertips, "I have made you cry so many times."
Hearing this, Sang Zhi sniffed and tears started to flow out again.
"You said you're not a little crybaby." Duan Jiaxu stood up and said, "Get up, I want to hug you. It's not easy to hug you sitting down."
Sang Zhi once again wiped away her tears with the back of her hand and stood up obediently.
The next moment, Duan Jiaxu bent down and took her into his arms. He put his hand on the back of her head and rubbed it gently, as if to comfort: "Why did you tell me this so suddenly?"
There was a nasal sound in Sang Zhi's words, which seemed a bit dull: "I just wanted to say it."
"Come here in advance," Duan Jiaxu's voice paused for a moment, and he realized at this moment, "Is this what you want to tell me?"
Sang Zhi was silent for a few seconds and whispered: "Come here to see you and tell me this by the way."
Duan Jiaxu: "Then why are you still crying?"
"..."
"This time, I don't have the girlfriend your brother created the rumor about." Duan Jiaxu let go of his hand and chuckled, "But now, there is a truth."
Sang Zhi raised her head and stared at his face.
Duan Jiaxu lowered his eyelashes and patiently helped her button the coat one by one. He said in a slow voice: "Why do you look so pitiful and don't wear thicker clothes?"
Sang Zhi stood where he was and didn't move, just looking at him.
Quickly, Duan Jiaxu buttoned up the bottom button. The clothes looked wide and big on her body, like a child wearing an adult's clothes.
He curled his lips and wiped away the tears still on her eyelashes.
"Let's go home."
After getting in the car, Sang Zhi took a wet tissue from her bag and wiped her face. Her mood calmed down a bit, and after seeing him, most of the uneasiness in her heart disappeared.
Duan Jiaxu helped her fasten her seat belt and asked, "Why did you come here so suddenly?"
Sang Zhi said honestly: "Because you ignored me."
"I'm not ignoring you." Duan Jiaxu explained good-naturedly, "There have been a lot of things lately, and I finish my work very late. I don't want to disturb your sleep either."
"I thought you were avoiding me."
"..." Duan Jiaxu was stunned, "Am I avoiding you?"
"You said you want to think about it again, and I don't know what you want to consider." Sang Zhi felt a little bad at the mention, "Then you didn't pay much attention to me, so I thought you were avoiding me. I felt like I was on the phone.
If you ask inside, it will be easier for you to speak."
"..."
"But if I came to tell you face to face." Sang Zhi said his thoughts dryly, "You would probably be embarrassed to mention it."
Duan Jiaxu understood what she meant and laughed angrily: "What are you talking about?"
Sang Zhi said nothing.
"What are you thinking about?" Duan Jiaxu started the car and said in a calm tone, "If your parents didn't agree, I would have wanted to arrest you directly to testify."
"..." Sang Zhi muttered, "Why do you use the word 'catch'?"
"It's not because I'm afraid you'll run away."
Hearing this, the tense tendons finally relaxed. Sang Zhi looked at him: "Then you said you should think about it again. What do you want to consider?"
"I'm thinking about staying here with you for two more years and then returning to Nanwu with you after you graduate." Duan Jiaxu said casually, "It's better to go there now and stabilize things first."
"..." Sang Zhi was stunned, "Don't you plan to stay in Yihe?"
"Um."
"If you want to continue to stay in Yihe, that's fine. We can discuss it." Sang Zhi said seriously, "You don't have to accommodate me in everything."
"I really don't want to stay here." Duan Jiaxu said, "Besides, if I don't accommodate you, who else can I accommodate to?"
"..."
"I told you not to worry, why are you still crying because of this matter?" Duan Jiaxu said carelessly, "Little girl, study hard, and just stick to your boyfriend every day. Don't worry about other things."
Sang Zhi frowned: "Then I will definitely take care of it."
"I will visit your home again in a while." Duan Jiaxu drove the car into the community, his words became more serious, "I will make it clear to your parents, don't worry."
The flight over was late, and when the two of them got home, it was almost two o'clock in the morning.
Sang Zhi's spirit relaxed, and after arriving in a familiar environment, sleepiness swept over her. She felt extremely at ease, said good night to Duan Jiaxu, and returned to the room.
Duan Jiaxu was not sleepy at all. Sitting on the sofa, he listened to Sang Zhi entering the bathroom in the master bedroom, and then there was the faint sound of water.
He retracted his thoughts.
Thinking of what Sang Zhi said just now, Duan Jiaxu took out the two stars from his pocket. His eyelashes moved slightly, he stood up and found a box to put them away.
Then, go into the room and put it on the bedside table.
Duan Jiaxu returned to the living room, took a pack of cigarettes from under the coffee table, smoked one out, bit it in his mouth, took out a lighter, and lit it. He leaned on the back of the chair, tilted his neck, and blew out the smoke ring, his expression unclear.
.
Slowly think back to the past.
…
She was drunk, bursting into tears, and cried extremely sadly: "I have someone I really like, but he just doesn't like me."
He didn't seem to be very conscious, but he refused to say that person's name.
Because I'm afraid that he will find out.
Going back further, the time she came to Yihe secretly.
Duan Jiaxu actually didn't have a deep impression of that memory, but he still remembered her sitting on a chair, looking extremely thin, sobbing and saying, "But I will grow up."
He didn't notice it at all, he just comforted him.
The little girl seemed to feel embarrassed and kept holding back her tears, but her tears couldn't be stopped at all: "Then he, he will like someone else."
Duan Jiaxu remembered herself at that time, probably saying that when she grew up, she would definitely meet a better person.
Maybe I really feel sad.
So after returning to Nanwu, I gradually distanced myself from him and drew a line with him. When I came to Yihe to go to university, I never took the initiative to look for him.
It's been several years and I'm still avoiding him.
Duan Jiaxu recalled the time when he was hospitalized.
The uncle next door misunderstood that Sang Zhi was his girlfriend. At that time, he really found it interesting, so he agreed and made a joke.
Just think of it as a joke.
Her mood was not very good those days, and sometimes she even seemed about to cry. In the end, she just said to him: "Brother, don't joke like this again."
At that time he didn't understand why she was so unhappy.
My heart felt like someone was pricking it with a needle, again and again, and then pouring honey into it.
I feel distressed and happy at the same time.
After lighting up the cigarette and it burned to his fingertips, Duan Jiaxu came to his senses and put out the cigarette butt. It was too quiet in his ears, and there was no movement in Sang Zhi's room.
He exhaled and closed his eyes heavily.
Duan Jiaxu, you are such a beast.
Because she was sleepy, Sang Zhi took a shower very quickly this time. She yawned and dried her hair, then she lay back on the bed, covered herself with a quilt, and fell asleep instantly.
While she was dazed, she heard the sound of the door at the entrance opening and closing. Not long after, she heard it again.
Sang Zhi opened her eyes, glazed over for two seconds, and then fell asleep again.
When she woke up again, it seemed that it had not been long since it was still dark. She got up sleepily and went to the toilet. When she wanted to lie down and sleep, she felt that her throat was dry and she felt a little uncomfortable with thirst.
Sang Zhi rubbed her eyes and opened the door. As soon as she walked out, she smelled an extremely strong smell of alcohol wafting in the air.
She gradually woke up and walked hesitantly to the living room.
The lights in the living room were not turned on, only the table lamp next to the sofa was turned on, and the light seemed a bit dark. Duan Jiaxu was sitting on the sofa, with his face backlit and his expression unclear.
There were several empty cans on the table, all of which were wine.
A few fell on the ground.
Sang Zhi's mind was still a little dazed. Under the confusion of the night, she began to wonder if she was still in a dream. She walked over and picked up the can, and hesitated: "Why are you drinking?"
Duan Jiaxu raised his head slightly.
The light hit his face, making it look clearer.
Duan Jiaxu's eyebrows were slightly drunk, and he looked frivolous. When he saw Sang Zhi, he laughed and stretched out his hand towards her: "Child."
It looks like a disaster.
Sang Zhi hadn't heard him call her that way for a long time, so she didn't react too much. But soon, she guessed that he was probably too drunk to recognize anything, so she took the initiative and said, "I'll get you a glass of water."
Before she could walk towards the kitchen, Duan Jiaxu had already grabbed her wrist and pulled her into his arms.
Sang Zhi was caught off guard and fell into his arms.
Then, she met his eyes, which were completely sober and not drunk at all.
What followed was Duan Jiaxu's lips touching her ear, bringing a warm and numbing touch. He bit her ear bone, the smell of alcohol on her body was not strong, but mixed with his breath, it smelled inexplicably good.
Sang Zhi subconsciously hooked his neck, but felt itchy again and couldn't help but shrink back.
He instantly pulled her back and held her in place.
His palm was filled with heat, sliding up from Sang Zhi's tailbone and stopping at the lower back. It was like it was charged with electricity, igniting the deserted atmosphere around him.
A world with just the two of them.
Sang Zhi even forgot the reason why she came out of the living room.
As if intoxicated by the smell of alcohol on his body, she raised her head and lightly bit his Adam's apple.
Sang Zhi could feel that his body seemed to stiffen.
Duan Jiaxu raised her chin, stared at her for two seconds, and then kissed her lips hard. His force was very strong, his movements were particularly rough, his tongue swept across her lips and teeth, and he held her tight.
Confused, obsessed.
The perception of the body, the position in the heart.
They are all occupied by each other.
After a long time, Duan Jiaxu let go of her lips. His lustful eyes were filled with a bit of bewitchment and blatant seduction. He opened his mouth and his voice was so low that he was hoarse: "Child."
Sang Zhi raised her eyes to look at him and subconsciously responded.
The voice he called her was different from any other time before. It contained an extremely strong flirting tone.
"Have sex with your brother?"
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