Contrary to what the young people in the store who were watching the excitement thought, Hong Yanwu was not at all happy, and followed Xuan Ye out of "Tianxingju" quite reluctantly.
The awkwardness and sharpness in his heart, in the eyes of these people, were about as uncomfortable as losing a pack of cigarettes.
No one can imagine that there are people who don't want to see such a beautiful girl. Being able to stay with such a girl, even if you are not a partner, others will think highly of you. This is a blessing that has been cultivated in several lifetimes.
If Hong Yanwu really dared to speak his mind, he would be called hypocritical and cursed.
But the facts are the facts, no matter what others think. As the person involved, Hong Yanwu really has no vanity or pleasure in his heart. He only feels at a loss, intertwined with embarrassment and anxiety.
Ye Xuan's entry into Hong Yanwu's life was really just an accident.
When he was with her, apart from asking her for help, it was at most a friendship. Although at the beginning, he regarded her as the opposite sex. But later in his heart, Xuan Ye has become the person who will always be the person who has never grown up.
The little girl is lively and willful.
He could say with complete guilt that he had never had a bad intention again, and he was so pure that he even surprised himself.
Although Xuan Ye was very serious and infatuated with that sudden confession, his mood was just as wet as water and did not leave much mark.
Not only did he not have the slightest thought of wanting to be someone else's son-in-law, but when he thought about it later, he even found it a bit funny.
Because he knew very well that no matter what, he would never have anything happen to Xuan Ye.
He is not a naive young man who doesn't know what he wants at all, he just ignorantly and stubbornly believes that the future is full of possibilities.
Not only does he know clearly what kind of life he wants to live, but he also knows that there is a huge gap in social boundaries between him and Xuan Ye, and there is no possibility at all.
Basically, even if he doesn't have a "sugar heart", he won't ask for trouble, marrying such a high-class daughter-in-law will make things difficult for him.
Therefore, the goal he set for himself today, without any hesitation at all, was to completely settle this matter with Xuan Ye.
The only thing that can be flexibly controlled is the way and method of conversation.
If the conversation gets deeper, he is afraid of hurting others. If the conversation becomes shallow, he is afraid that the other party will not understand. But there is nothing he can do, and he can only improvise, depending on the situation...
In order to make it easier to talk, Hong Yanwu and Ye Xuan walked all the way to the arrow tower at the front gate.
Behind this towering tower is Tiananmen Square, the center of the capital in the eyes of the people across the country. The Great Leader Memorial Hall and the Monument to the People's Heroes are arranged from south to north in front of the "Jinshui Bridge" under the Tiananmen Tower.
There are several advantages to talking here.
First, the place was empty, and the two of them found a place where no one was around to talk so that others could not easily hear them, thus avoiding embarrassment. Second, the breeze was quite cool, and the smell of pig intestines from Hong Yanwu could not be smelled by Ye Xuan. Third, they could still talk out of thin air.
It adds a certain solemn atmosphere and looks very ceremonial.
But the only bad thing is that the two people's clothing and appearance are too different.
Xuan Ye's elegance and nobility formed a sharp contrast with Hong Yanwu's greasy chef's jacket. People passing by them always paid attention frequently. This made Xuan Ye quite uncomfortable.
Sure enough, when she opened her mouth, it was aimed at Hong Yanwu.
"What are you wearing? It's dirty and smelly! The white has turned yellow, you look like a beggar. No wonder people keep looking at you..."
"I've been lazy in the past two days and haven't washed my work clothes. So what... don't worry, I'm standing downwind, far away from you, so I can't smoke you..."
Hong Yanwu was also a little embarrassed to bury Tai for himself. But as soon as he rolled his eyes, he thought of how to turn the unfavorable situation in front of him into an advantage.
"...But when people look at me, it's not just because I'm wearing shabby clothes, but also because you're wearing them so well. We are standing here, one is very bright and the other is dirty. Who can not be curious? This responsibility cannot be
It's all my fault. Oh, by the way, there are a lot of people passing by here. You can bump into someone you know if you don't expect it. If you have anything to say, just say it quickly. Don't look back and let people see you. It will embarrass you again and it will be difficult to explain...
"
Hong Yanwu thought he was smart by saying this and thought he could end this embarrassing meeting as soon as possible.
But he didn't expect that Xuan Ye, who had already been prejudiced for a long time, would grasp the key points of the words and misunderstand him even more.
She immediately said, "I knew it. I knew you were covering up your inferiority complex with a cynical attitude. I didn't understand it before, but now I understand. On the surface, you look very proud when you reject others. But in fact,
This is a sign that you have no self-confidence. You are afraid of being with people who are better than you. You only want to stay in your familiar environment and dare not move forward. There is a saying that it is better to be the head of a chicken than the tail of a phoenix.
Are you like this? Are you afraid of accepting my feelings because you have decided that you will not have a bright future? "
Hong Yanwu was confused when he heard these "is it", and quickly argued.
"Don't, don't, don't! Who has low self-esteem? Who is not confident? You...don't take it for granted, okay? It's not that I'm afraid of accepting your feelings, it's just that I don't have that kind of feeling for you..."
But Ye Xuan didn't believe his words at all. When this girl was sure about something, she was very "alert".
"Don't hide it. Isn't it interesting to save face and suffer the consequences? Didn't you say it yourself last time? There is a huge gap in status between us! But what I want to tell you now is that you wear a military uniform and look like a junior high-ranking official.
The children of high-ranking cadres are also brave and handsome. So you must have confidence!"
"We are a socialist society. Is there still class discrimination now? All unfairness has long since passed with the "movement" and has become history. What really determines a person's achievements depends on how he fights, works hard, and goes.
Fight for it! Fortunately, you are still a big man who dares to fight and kill. How can you be so negative about life? You don’t understand this logic..."
Finally, when it came to the real deal, Ye Xuan, who boldly attacked, stared at the expression on Hong Yanwu's face, and there was even a trace of blush on her face.
Hong Yanwu's heart skipped a beat, and he inevitably became nervous again.
It seems that this girl hasn't given up completely yet. So when dealing with such an important issue, he must word it carefully and never let the misunderstanding deepen.
In this way, he thought about it for a while, then made a very serious look and said solemnly.
"Xuan Ye, I can tell you seriously and responsibly that you have really misunderstood. And not just a little bit. You have misunderstood everything."
"First of all, you think I am doing the job I do now because I have low self-esteem. But in my opinion, you don't understand why people have to work. If we are sincere and don't talk about serving the people and contributing to society,
, the answer is to support your family. Whether you are working as an official and sitting in an office, or working hard as a three-wheeler, you are actually just trying to earn a salary and eat."
"The reality is that different jobs have different income benefits and conveniences. Relatively speaking, some jobs are dirty, smelly, tiring, and pay little, and no one likes to do them. But other jobs are extremely easy.
Even though the benefits and benefits are quite good, it would make people scratch their heads. This also forms the difference between what is called a 'decent job' and a 'bad job' in people's common sense."
"I won't sing high-key to you. If I had no money in my pocket and no house in my family, I would also find a way to get a 'decent job'. But I can no longer regard work as a means of livelihood. Then let me
If I choose, I’m still happy to do this. Because it’s free and saves my brain, and I don’t have to flatter the leader or pretend to be a grandson.”
"Don't look at me being so hot. It's not because of summer. In this season, I feel better when the weather cools down. To put it bluntly, my job is of the nature of 'stinky tofu'. It smells bad and tastes good."
It only adds up to three or four hours of work every day. I take care of myself. I love chatting and drinking tea. I go home after noon. Where can I find such a comfortable job?
Is this considered cynical or inferior? Anyone who thinks so can only show that he is a vulgar person."
Hong Yanwu's plausive words did not convince Xuan Ye, and she immediately refuted it.
"It sounds reasonable, but don't forget. A person's life is not just about money and a house. Work can also bring people achievement, status and glory. You said that if you really can't find another job, why do you do this?
Life is a matter of course, but what's the matter with you? You have connections and connections, but you love dealing with pig intestines so much? If nothing else, you really want to do this for the rest of your life, even if you have money and a house, you still
Will be looked down upon by many people..."
But she didn't expect that these words would make Hong Yanwu laugh.
"Then your thinking is more common. Power and fame are more useful than money, right? Of course, it's not your fault. Who asked you to be born in such a family? It's normal to think so. But it's also because of this
, I just said that we are two different people. The gap between us cannot be bridged by appearance and clothes, or can be covered up by saying that people are equal. We grew up in completely different environments, lifestyles and values.
different."
"In your life circle, mediocrity cannot be accepted at all. Even biological parents force their children to make achievements. Once they fail to meet their expectations, they will be ignored. They will be criticized, punished, and humiliated by their families.
Yu mentioned that utilitarianism has become the standard by which all things are measured in your circle, and can even be used to determine the relationship between people. Everyone cares about what the people around them think of them, more than they care about who they are and what they want to be.
people."
"I'm not afraid that you don't like to hear it. In my opinion, everyone in your life circle is a pitiful slave, because they do not live for themselves, but for others. No matter any interpersonal relationship is full of hypocrisy and utilitarianism,
Too caring and quite indifferent..."
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