Normally, Su Wanqi would definitely not eat these things, and it would be even less likely that she would drink this extremely bitter beer, but tonight she took the opened beer from Wang Xudong without hesitation and drank it while raising her head.
, although it was so painful that she frowned and couldn't swallow it, she still relaxed her brows, obviously feeling happy. This may be what Wang Xudong said, drinking more is a mood and a state of mind.
"Do you love him very much?" Wang Xudong also took a sip of wine, then pulled off a chicken leg and handed it to Su Wanqi. Su Wanqi shook her head, she still didn't like eating this kind of cooked food.
"I don't know." Su Wanqi shook her head, and then said: "I have always been ignorant about feelings all my life. I don't know what love is, but it is undeniable that I like him."
Su Wanqi knew that Wang Xudong was asking about Qin Hao.
"He is my first love." Su Wanqi added.
"I like him. In fact, I already liked him before Kexin liked him. Kexin is a person who is very persistent in love. In fact, I am too. For so many years, no matter what happened to me along the way, although I
I have never shown it, but I know in my heart that I have always liked him and I have never forgotten him."
"I can't remember exactly how many years it has been since I fell in love with him. I guess it's almost ten years." When Su Wanqi said this, she took a sip of beer and frowned as she still felt bitter.
"I just didn't expect that the person I have liked for ten years would turn out to be such a scumbag with a human face and an animal heart. Wang Xudong, do you think I am particularly stupid?" Su Wanqi turned to Wang Xudong.
Although Su Wanqi always spoke in an understatement, there were tears in the corners of her eyes.
"A bit." Wang Xudong nodded.
Su Wanqi was not angry at Wang Xudong's nonsensical answer. She just laughed at herself: "I think so myself. I always think that I give my whole heart. I even thought about giving up everything now for him, because I feel
I continued to do this and felt sorry for him. Unexpectedly, in the end, I was a fool and was being played by others all the time. If it weren't for you, I might be so stupid that I wouldn't be able to find out what kind of person he is, and I would still think of him.
He loves me, he is very kind to me, and I still feel guilty and indebted to him in my heart."
"How can you be a mother casually if you don't meet a few scumbags in your life! Although this is meant to be a joke, it actually makes sense. The world must be rich and colorful. If you meet gentlemen, it will be very beautiful.
Boring, these scum and villains teach us to be strong and force us to grow up. This is just like how we eat. Our parents have told us since we were young that we should eat everything and not be picky eaters. Picky eaters will lead to malnutrition, although radish, cabbage and chicken are not as good as duck.
Fish is delicious, but not as nutritious as chicken, duck, and fish, but if you don’t eat radish and cabbage, you will be malnourished." Wang Xudong took a sip of wine, and then continued: "A person's life is a practice, and the shortest one is travel.
What grows is life. Someone once said that life is like traveling, and there are scenery everywhere. Just like we are sitting here looking at the lights of thousands of houses outside, they are so bright, do you think it is beautiful? "
Su Wanqi listened carefully to Wang Xudong's words, nodded and said: "Very beautiful."
"Yes, it is very beautiful. Even with such a beautiful scenery, there are brightly lit places and large areas of dark places. Can you say that in such a beautiful scenery, you only look at the brightly lit places and not the dark places? For this picture
In terms of pictures, the bright lights are the scenery, and the dark places are also the scenery. It is precisely because of these dark places that the beauty of the bright lights can be highlighted. Therefore, don’t always be sad that you have met a scumbag and how miserable it is.
, as I said at the beginning, life is like a journey, the beautiful scenery along the way is scenery, and the cow dung stepped on along the way is also scenery." Wang Xudong lit a cigarette and smoked while leisurely talking to Su Wanqi.
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"You are a person who seems to know nothing, but sometimes you can tell a lot of great truths that others can't think of." Su Wanqi carefully thought about Wang Xudong's words and remained silent.
After a long while, he took a sip of wine and smiled.
"Have you ever been in love?" Su Wanqi turned to Wang Xudong curiously.
"I?"
"Yes, I think you seem to understand very well. I feel that you should be a person with stories. People who have not experienced it cannot say these words." Su Wanqi nodded and asked.
"I..." Wang Xudong looked at the lights of thousands of families at the foot of the mountain and fell into deep thought, and then said: "I have experienced too many things in my life, life, death, separation, blood and tears, but I have never been in love.
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"When I was in high school, I fell in love with our Chinese teacher, a young female teacher who had just graduated from college. She was very beautiful and intellectual. At that time, she was the one I dreamed about every night. Is this considered love?" Wang Xudong laughed.
He smiled and continued talking.
"Then what?"
"Then...then I passed by the principal's office and secretly saw her sitting on the principal's lap, and the principal's hand reached into her clothes." Wang Xudong grinned.
"Can you please stop being so nasty?" Su Wanqi originally thought that Wang Xudong would chat with her seriously, but she didn't expect that Wang Xudong was still so shameless and said angrily.
"I'm not being mean, it's a real thing. That incident had a huge impact on me, and it was also the first time I learned about the cruelty and ruthlessness of the world. Let's put it this way, for a young boy who has just started to fall in love, that
The impact of this scene on me is no less than the impact you received today when you saw Qin Hao holding that woman. A child of sixteen or seventeen years old had infinite yearning for beautiful love for the first time, but found out that it was a drama.
A bloody third-level movie, can you understand how much of a blow this is to a child? Fortunately, my ability to withstand blows is strong enough, otherwise... that one time might have broken me." Wang Xudong said with a smile.
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"You are always so dirty when you talk." Su Wanqi rolled her eyes at Wang Xudong, but then nodded and said, "But I can understand your feelings."
"What happens next?" Su Wanqi continued to drink the beer, and then continued to ask Wang Xudong with some curiosity. The wind continued to blow, it was the coldest month of winter, and we were on the top of the mountain again. The body heat was still there due to the exercise of climbing the mountain.
, it felt okay, but now, I can feel the biting chill of the wind. (To be continued)