"Come down for a walk?" Wang Xudong asked Lin Xiaoya, Lin Xiaoya nodded, and then the two of them got out of the car and walked aimlessly. Lin Xiaoya never spoke, and Wang Xudong was used to her mouth being like a machine gun.
, this silence was a bit unaccustomed, he could only ask Lin Xiaoya without saying anything: "I say girl, according to your conditions, even if you remove the identity of Guo Yu's daughter, your conditions are not bad at all.
There are no boys pursuing you in your school? Your Donghai University is also a national key university. There are so many outstanding boys who are your peers. There are more topics, but you haven’t met the one you are interested in? "
After he asked, Lin Xiaoya did not speak. When he turned around, he saw that Lin Xiaoya had burst into tears at some point.
Wang Xudong was really panicked now. He could accept Lin Xiaoya crying and making a fuss, but suddenly she cried silently like this. He was really scared and really worried. He hurriedly took out the medicine for a long time.
Pocket, but a grown man usually doesn't have the habit of bringing tissues with him when he goes out. In the end, he simply handed over his sleeve and said helplessly: "Just wipe your tears and don't wipe your nose."
"
Lin Xiaoya had been crying silently, but after he discovered this, she finally burst into tears. She grabbed his arm and rubbed it hard and said, "Fuck you! It's just a rag, I'll forgive you."
Are ten pieces enough?”
"This is the Lin Xiaoya I know." Wang Xudong smiled bitterly and shook his head. At this moment, he felt as if he had returned to the time when he and Lin Xiaoya had not known each other for a long time. At that time, Lin Xiaoya was still a little girl who didn't know the heights of the sky.
In the blink of an eye, the little girl grew into a big girl.
Lin Xiaoya sniffled and cried while saying: "Are you prone to masochism? It's useless to be nice to you. I have to be cruel to you."
Wang Xudong let her cry. At this time, there was nothing better than letting her cry hard, which would make her vent more happily and faster.
Lin Xiaoya cried for a while, finally stopped, and slowly regained her composure, but her nose still twitched from time to time, and then said: "I'm sorry, I just want to become more mature and sensible, and I want to be better than you are now."
I have been trying to let you see the changes in me. But I am really sad, and it is useless no matter how mature and sensible I become, you are still going to marry someone else. So I can't help but want to cry."
No matter how she is, she is still just a little girl, and the failure of her relationship is already the biggest blow to her. "You are about to get married and if I don't cry, how long will it take for me to cry again? Do I have to wait until you have hugged me for three years?"
When the house is full of children and grandchildren?"
To be honest, Wang Xudong actually felt distressed when he saw her like this and listened to her intermittently talking. After all, he had always treated Lin Xiaoya like his sister.
Wang Xudong lit a cigarette and smoked it slowly, while saying to Lin Xiaoya: "First of all, Xiaoya, you are indeed better than before, but the premise for you to get better should be for yourself, not
For me or for anyone. There is a saying that if you bloom, the breeze will come. It does not mean that you let yourself bloom for the so-called breeze. In addition to the breeze, there is a bright moon, sunshine, butterflies and other things in this world.
Flowers and plants. There are so many outstanding people and things in the world. You should get in touch with more things. Just as you can achieve such good performance with a little effort, you can definitely do more things.
, instead of focusing all your energy on feelings."
"Because, many things in this world are fair, and hard work will bring rewards and gains, but this relationship is completely unfair. How do you say that? Feelings are like poop, sometimes
You worked hard for a long time, but in the end it was just a fart." He said, blowing a smoke ring.
Lin Xiaoya was still sad, but when he said this, she couldn't help but burst into tears and laughed: "You can't even speak seriously, this is all bullshit."
"It doesn't matter what bullshit it is, as long as it makes you laugh. Doesn't it make you feel less sad if you smile? You said you, didn't I tell you before, you were very good at that time, and I didn't see you
You are so sad."
Lin Xiaoya sniffed and said angrily: "You said it, but you were just talking about it at that time, and you didn't really want to get married. It's one thing if you said it, but it's another thing to actually get married.
It's like announcing the death penalty is one thing, but actually executing it is another thing. I thought I was mentally prepared, but I still feel very uncomfortable."
"What kind of analogy are you using? I broke out in a cold sweat when I heard it." Wang Xudong was speechless and secretly complained: I just heard that I am getting married. If it were really the wedding day, I would not commit suicide. Of course, he would only dare to say this on the wedding day.
I thought about it in my heart, but I didn't dare to say anything nonsense. "I'm warning you, no matter how sad you are, don't act nonsense."
"What does it mean to be indiscriminate? Suicide for love?" Lin Xiaoya stared at him with red and swollen eyes, "If I commit suicide, can you change your mind and not marry her but me?"
"You...your thoughts are too dangerous." On this cold day, the wind by the river was blowing, but Wang Xudong was sweating. He knew that if Lin Xiaoya from before might really be able to do this,
.
Lin Xiaoya turned her head, looked at the river and said leisurely: "Don't worry, I won't do this. I won't be so stupid, because I know that even if I do this, you won't fall in love with me. It's possible
If you really feel pressured to overcome your own conscience, you may really give up Su Wanqi and be with me, but you will never love me. If you give up your true love because of me, even if you don't hate me, you still can't.
It is absolutely impossible to fall in love with me. Moreover, I don’t want to embarrass you because of this. I love you, so I want to stand by your side with a better attitude, instead of forcibly binding you and forcing you to be with me.”
Wang Xudong was silent. At this time, he really felt that Lin Xiaoya was very mature, but it was so mature that it made him feel a little distressed. At this moment, he missed the heartless and lawless Lin Xiaoya. At that time, she was simple and willful, and she was not
Understand what harm is.
"You know, I used to really think that I could do and get everything as long as I worked hard. I still remember that as long as I was admitted to Tunghai University, you agreed to fall in love with me, so at that time I
Study hard. I have always told you that I can pass the exam as long as I want to. I said it and did it. It seems very simple, right? In fact, you may not imagine how difficult it is."
"Before that, I had almost never touched a textbook. Once I opened it, it was like reading a bible. I could only start from scratch. Others would finish their self-study in the evening and finish class after class. I saw three or four o'clock.
It’s almost dawn, and then I’ll sleep for an hour or two before getting up and continuing to study.”
"I remember that in the winter, there was a blizzard at the coldest time, and the temperature dropped to several degrees below zero, but I didn't dare to turn on the air conditioner or the heater, because as soon as I got warm and comfortable, I couldn't help but want to sleep, so I could only use
The cold made me work hard to stay awake. I couldn't even do the simplest exercises, so I asked over and over again. After asking, the teacher looked at me with impatience, as if I was a particularly annoying idiot. What was I at that moment?