"At the same time, I'm also very happy. What I'm happy about is not seeing you crazy and working hard for me, nor is it a man's possessiveness that makes him feel proud when he sees a woman fighting for him. I'm happy because, at least,
I gave you a fairly positive guidance, and what’s even more gratifying is that you are always a good girl, because no matter how I guide you or what you do, the road you walk is your own, and it is your own choice and persistence.
, On the surface, it seems that you are trying to become better for me, but in fact, in your heart, you are also longing to become a better self. I saw you right, you have always been a good girl."
"Maybe today, in your opinion, thinking that I don't love you and want to marry someone else is a more serious matter than the sky falling, but one day, when you see more and better people in the bigger world,
, when you come back to this place and think of you today, you may feel that you are stupid now, or you may appreciate your courage now, but no matter what, because of your efforts, you will not regret it in the future.
I will blame myself now for wasting my youth. Maybe in the future you will laugh at my lack of vision at this moment, but at least you will not suffer from wasting the best years of your life because of your wrong love."
Lin Xiaoya stared blankly at the river in the night. Wang Xudong said: "Of course, you majored in psychology. I can't say you are more professional than you, no matter how much I say. I just hope you can understand that you are already
You are good enough. There should be more things in your world than just me and love. I believe that in the process of your efforts, you will get not only my attention, but also more sense of accomplishment and other things.
."
"You are still young, and there are infinite possibilities in the future. If nothing else, our age is just there. I am so much older than you, and I will be a bad old man in more than ten decades. How can you still
Young and beautiful, if, I mean if, we get together, you will definitely regret it: why did I find such a bad old man like you." Wang Xudong said with a smile.
Lin Xiaoya wiped her tears and smiled: "You will not become a bad old man. Even if you are old, you will still be a handsome boy. And even if you become a bad old man, you will still be my favorite bad old man."
"Don't say such disgusting words. I'm getting goosebumps when I hear it." Wang Xudong said, pretending to shiver.
Lin Xiaoya looked at him, "Wang Xudong, I will only love you in this life. I will treat loving you as one thing and do it for the rest of my life. Even if you marry someone else, even if you don't love me, I will still love you.
I said, as long as you know that as long as you remember, I will always wait for you. One day you may find that you don’t love her that much anymore, or feel that you finally like me and love her. I will be there then, and I will
I have been waiting for you, waiting for you all my life."
"I will do it, do you believe it or not?" Lin Xiaoya bit her lip and said stubbornly, obviously trying hard not to let tears fall again. "You must believe it, and you must remember that I said I will love you forever.
Waiting for you forever."
Wang Xudong's body froze, and after a while he smiled bitterly and said: "Girl, I hope you can't do it, I hope you give up halfway."
"This whole night, I spent a long time here blowing the cold wind with you, and my feelings were all in vain. I have already said that this matter is neither academic nor career. You said that you were competing before, at least the results are here.
, you have been admitted to a good university, and people will respect you wherever you go, not because you are so-and-so’s daughter, but because you earned it yourself. Your future will be brighter in the future, but if you don’t choose your relationship well, it is just one path.
Going to the dark side is a dead end. I have told you that love is unfair. It is impossible for you to wait for me forever. I will not like others. I have identified with Wanqi in this life. From the moment I decided to be with her, I
Don't think about anyone else. Don't waste your life on me."
Lin Xiaoya had a stubborn look on her face: "I don't care, I'm going to waste it on you. Anyway, after I meet you, I won't be able to take other men seriously, so I'd rather just find a man to live my life."
, That would be a real waste of life, it would be better to waste it on you. As long as I am willing, who can stop me?"
"What's more, I'm not completely hopeless, and you don't have to be so absolute in what you say. Life spans decades and is full of possibilities. Maybe one day she won't love you anymore, and she might even turn you into a cuckold. Then
"You think of me all the time, and I've been waiting for you. I'm the only one who still wants you, so why don't you stay with me?"
"I..." Wang Xudong almost rolled his eyes because of her anger. Unfortunately, this little girl was crying so sadly just now. Now she is so old that she can choke people to death when she talks. "Can't you expect me to order well?"
"Of course I wish you well. I wish you a good life and happiness more than anyone else. But what I hope even more is that I can enjoy this happiness with you. When I think that your happiness has nothing to do with me, you know that I
How do you feel?"
Lin Xiaoya said, pointing to her chest: "It hurts here, as if it was dug out completely. It hurts and feels empty."
Anyway, I had already cried, and the matter was irreversible. Wang Xudong said he wanted to marry Su Wanqi. Lin Xiaoya also knew that it was useless for her to be mature and sensible, so she simply indulged herself on this night and returned to the beginning of the two of them.
How it looked when we met.
Wang Xudong was silent. He understood that kind of pain. He had experienced it. He didn't want Lin Xiaoya to experience it, but Lin Xiaoya still experienced it, and he was the culprit. After the silence, he smiled and said, "What should I do? How about you wait here?
Shall I buy you a Band-Aid?"
Lin Xiaoya was still sad, but she couldn't help laughing after what he said, and punched Wang Xudong on the shoulder. Of course, for Wang Xudong, it was almost like a tickle. "Wang Xudong, you bastard!"
As she spoke, she suddenly walked to the river, raised her hands into the shape of a trumpet, and shouted to the river: "Wang Xudong! You bastard!"
"Wang Xudong, you are a big bad guy!"
At this moment, there are a lot of people on the riverside, because the riverside itself is an attraction in Donghai City, and the scenery is beautiful especially at night. Many people come here to take a walk and enjoy the scenery, and there are many people near them. Lin Xiaoya said this
She shouted so loudly that people nearby looked at her in surprise, and others came over to whisper.
Wang Xudong covered his face, his mood was extremely broken: "Girl, please, now the whole world knows that I am a scumbag. Besides, not many people know me, who knew it was me, but someone named Wang Xudong is so
If you do it later, if girls don’t dare to look for someone named Wang Xudong in the future, then it will become a big problem that harms society."
How could Lin Xiaoya pay attention to him at this time? She was still shouting loudly: "Wang Xudong! I gave you my whole heart, but you didn't want it at all! You broke my heart completely, you take it