We have to say that Zhang Yaxin is indeed one of the best among the people I have met. She needs a face, a face, a body, and a temperament. However, she is one of the women I met who went to a very bad university.
I went to our top university for a man, but not long after, I was kicked in the face by someone else.
As the saying goes, we share the same fate and pity this girl. In fact, her fate is almost the same as mine. Come to think of it, buddy, I also kicked that cruel woman Du Feiyu away on the first day of college. Maybe this is the reason why I feel that I am with her.
I am quite destined. I really like this little sister from the bottom of my heart. Of course, except for the fact that her godfather is Yuan Mei.
I looked back and saw Yaxin, dressed in white, walking lightly to my side. She stepped on the beach with her bare feet and pink nail polish on her ten little toes. When I saw her, I smiled so warmly. That's how I saw her.
I always feel better when I see a beautiful woman, and of course I am no exception.
When I forced a smile, she said, "Yes, I can't sleep because I'm not used to it."
Zhang Yaxin smiled and then walked next to me and sat down in shock. The sea breeze blew the corners of her skirt and ruffled her skirt. She sat next to me and turned around. I smiled and said, Brother Cui, your habit of doing morning exercises is unexpected.
I still keep it.”
Morning Exercise: What habit do I have for morning exercise? I looked at her and was obviously puzzled. When she saw my silly look, she immediately covered her little mouth and smiled, and then said to me, "You forgot?" When we were at Jingbo Lake, you said to me
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Jingbo Lake, holy shit, I remembered that Zhang Yaxin was possessed by that shameless Wutong Shen. I fought with it freely and beat it out of Zhang Yaxin's body. Then I carried her to the lake and used a basin of lake water to kill her.
When I woke up, I told her that I had just seen her while doing morning exercises by the lake in the morning.
I didn't expect that this little girl could still remember things that happened several years ago. I had forgotten it. Now when she said it, I immediately remembered that chaotic and wonderful college life. Liu Mingming, Wang Cheng, Xiao Kai, Guan Ming, Lu Tiezhu, I don't know how they are doing now.
Already.
Thinking about it, time flies by really fast. Sometimes when I think back on things from the past, it’s like I was born yesterday. That infinite youthful sparkle that only existed all day long because of my fantasy of the opposite sex. I’m already long gone. The cruel reality makes me
As I grow up in life, the smile on my face gradually becomes less and less, and I become less and less willing to do stupid things, becoming more and more mature.
In fact, time has five disadvantages and one deficiency. It brings something and takes away something. It depends on how you choose. I looked at Zhang Yaxin, who was smiling like a peach blossom next to me. This girl has changed the most. I thought back then, she was still a little girl who hesitated and cried all day long.
I didn't expect that the girl would become so mature and cheerful now. She was almost the same as the little girl who used cartoon cards at that time. However, her habits didn't seem to have changed. I sniffed and smelled the scent of yellow grass.
This feeling is very familiar to me, just like the memory from college. I remember that her clothes were torn at that time, so I lent her my clothes, which are double-purpose rags, and my clothes were worn when she returned them the next day.
This kind of fragrance remains. Sometimes even if people erase their memory, the smell is never forgotten. It's like when you smell something, you will suddenly remember the past, which cannot be changed.
Thinking of this, I feel warm in my heart, but the warmth is also mixed with the vicissitudes of life.
Yes, we are just like we were a few years ago, except that we were by Jingbo Lake at that time, and now there is indeed an endless blue sea in front of us. Just like we were young and frivolous at the time and didn't understand anything, we can naturally be like the lake.
Peace, but many years later, everyone has grown up* and it is no longer important whether the dreams we once had have come true. The heaven and earth in front of us are no longer as small as we imagined at the time. "Just face the boundless ocean. Life is originally a sea of suffering."
Navigating the bitter sea is inherently difficult, and you must always be wary of bright waves and dark waves.
Maybe we were pretty much the same when we were sitting by the lake, but it's different now. I'm no longer the poor guy who lives in pain all day long, and Zhang Yaxin isn't the little girl who cried and committed suicide when she lost her love.
If you think about it, time can really change everything. It is true.
So I tried my best to put my worries aside, then put on a smile on half my face and said to Zhang Yaxin, your little brain is so easy to use, I didn't expect you to remember that I have the habit of doing morning exercises."
At the same time, I burst into a bitter smile in my heart. This is not a morning exercise here. I just stayed up all night and ran to the beach. I had a convulsion. When Zhang Yaxin nodded her head, I said, of course. How could I forget such a thrilling thing? "
After saying that, she stared blankly at the sea. I thought to myself that what happened that time was really R-rated. For ordinary people, seeing a ghost is a rare thing, not to mention being possessed is so disgusting.
She looked at the sea for a while and then turned to me with a smile and said, "You're right. I remember I gave you a necklace. Do you still keep it?"
When she said about the necklace, I smiled bitterly again. I remember that after I returned to school, I continued to live a poor life. I was addicted to alcohol several times and almost sold the necklace. It was okay.
The sail was a waste of gold and ashes, but the gangsters couldn't help it. At that time, our dormitory was much richer and we spent a pair of trousers together. We all wore them except for my wife. So they found a silver chain on my bed and sold it.
I spent fifty yuan to buy this food and wine. Fortunately, they had some humanity and didn't sell the cross, otherwise I would have been really angry.
Later, I strung a small string on the cross and used it as a mobile phone chain. When Zhang Yaxin said this, I took out my mobile phone from my trouser pocket and waved it in front of her eyes, but I had no face to tell her that the chain was sold.
things.
I said to Zhang Yaxin when she saw that I still had the cross and seemed very happy.
I really didn’t expect you to still keep it.”
I smiled bitterly and then she said it was necessary."
At this time, the two of us seemed to be back to the troubles around us when we were in college. We no longer chatted about our grievances and grievances. We were very happy to reminisce about our college life together. Although my college life was nothing more than a beggar's opera and poor joy, it was also a rare experience for me in so many years.
It's happy hour.
As we were chatting, it was already past seven in the morning. I hadn’t slept all night, but I didn’t feel very sleepy at the moment. Anyway, the topic had already started, so I thought about Dong Shanshan. I didn’t know how she was doing now, so I asked.
Asking Zhang Yaxin, Zhang Yaxin told me that Sister Shanshan is okay now when I asked her this question. It’s just that her boyfriend went crazy and never wanted to see her. They broke up and now Sister Shanshan is still alone. That’s right.
Brother, I have always wanted to ask you. Why do you always ask me about her?"
When I heard what the little girl said, I felt a little bitter in my heart, but after thinking about it, there was nothing I couldn't tell her, so I told her about Dong Shanshan and I. After hearing what I said, the little girl suddenly felt so sad.
I didn’t expect you told me before that the girlfriend who misunderstood you was Sister Shanshan. I’m really sorry for you, Brother Cui.”
I smiled bitterly and told her that it was all in the past and I no longer thought about it. She and I may really not be destined to be destined, so I can't force this. I just hope that she can live a good life. I am very happy.
.
This sentence is true. There is no force in destiny. After experiencing these few years, I understand this truth. However, Zhang Yaxin has not yet figured it out. Women have always been attracted to this kind of morbid love story.
Duzhong told me that you are a good person, Brother Cui."
I smiled bitterly and then she said, This seems to be not the first time you have said this about me, but you are right, I am a good person who always gets the good person card."
Zhang Yaxin obviously also knows what a good person card is. I saw her giggling and then I said, "Is it really good for you to still keep everything in your heart and not say it out loud?"
It is true that whether I am bad or not is only in your eyes, but whether I am good or bad is indifferent in my own heart. When I think of a woman who is willing to wait for me, a lustful smile will appear on the corner of my mouth unconsciously Zhang Yaxin
Seeing me smiling, she also laughed too. It was very nice. She asked me again, by the way, Brother Cui, who are you, Sister Liu, whom we met last time when we had dinner?"
When I saw Zhang Yaxin asking this question, I immediately began to think about Shi, who does Liu Yupo belong to me now? Lover, no, no, I can't want to know the way of heaven, this thing is extremely disgusting. If I think like this now, then we
There will definitely be no good results, so I turned to Zhang Yaxin and said, "You said Liu Yupu, he is a distant relative of our family. We grew up together."
When Zhang Yaxin heard what I said, she sighed and then smiled again. I said, "But can't you see that she likes you?"
I shook my head hurriedly. How could I not see it? And I also like her, but I can't say this nonsense. If I, a person born with five flaws and one shortcoming, say something about someone I like, it will definitely not end well. So
I just found a reason to hide it, so you can see it wrong. She has been quarreling with me like this since she was a child."
When Zhang Yaxin saw that I was so relieved after saying this, I said softly.
I can rest assured that."
To be honest, I really didn’t know what she meant at that time, so I asked her what did you say?”
She stroked her head, which was messed up by the sea breeze, and then said to me, "I like you."
What
You must know that the lethality of her words is not as lethal as that old guy Yuan Mei. When I said that I wanted to take revenge on society, I was surprised. When she said what you said, I heard you right."
Zhang Yaxin obviously didn't expect that I would have such an expression, but when she smiled, I said yes, I said this to you a year ago, but you didn't hear it at the time."
I looked at Zhang Yaxin. Although her expression was a smile, she was very determined. I didn't feel any joy. Instead, I felt a chill on my back. She liked me, but I didn't like her.