Zhang Yaxin murmured, Brother Cui, I really don’t like you.
I laughed loudly and said that it is indeed you, you monster, let’s see if I don’t beat you to death this time.”
A year ago in the summer, in the cold ghost building, the ghost wall and the Wutong Shen forced me to make such an impossible solution. I remember that I was shocked at the time to test who was possessed, Zhang Yaxin or Guan Ming.
I came up with a plan, but she didn't say she liked me at the time. What did she mean when she told me this one year later?
So I asked her sister, stop it, when did you say you liked me?"
Zhang Yaxin always had a faint smile on her face. She sighed as if she was lamenting this fate. She murmured to me, "Brother Cui, do you know that in fact, I have noticed you for a long time?"
After Zhang Yaxin said this, she told me the whole story. It turned out that she had a quarrel with her boyfriend at that time, so she went to Jingpo Lake to relax. The first time she noticed me was during the painting review meeting on the first day.
At that time, I stood out from the crowd and took out a piece of paper that was too hard to wipe people's buttocks. Naturally, Liu Mingming gave me a fat beating. At that time, everyone laughed at me and said I was worthless. Even Zhang Yaxin thought I was interesting. But the second time
When Zhang Yaxin went to the lake to sketch that day, she discovered an interesting phenomenon, that is, I was desperately trying to draw symbols. Of course, at that time, she didn’t know what I was going to draw. Anyway, I was very serious. She almost fell asleep when she saw me drawing.
I kept drawing after being fascinated, and I was a little surprised that such a serious person could draw so poorly.
It wasn't until her boyfriend broke up with her and was possessed by the Wutong Shen that she woke up and the first thing she saw was me. She told me that she was a concubine at that time when she was sad, but she didn't know why when I took off my clothes and borrowed them.
When I covered her belly, her heart felt warm indeed.
What happened next was even more unimaginable to her. She found out that I was actually a person with supernatural powers. Although my image was completely different from that of the exorcist Taoist on TV, Yiri surprised him when he learned about me.
In order to protect her companions, when she had not slept well for several days and had to fight to the death with the Wutong God, she already had a crush on me.
At that time, when I casually asked her if she liked me, she actually said she liked me in the last sentence. It was true that at that time, I was highly concentrated on beating the possessed Guan Ming, so I didn’t hear it at all. And Zhang Yaxin was also young at that time.
I didn't have the nerve to say it anymore.
It turned out that this was what happened. I looked at Zhang Yaxin and listened to her talking about the incident in an understated way, and I couldn’t help but sigh. I never thought that I, a person who cannot be sentimental, would always be merciful. Under this strange combination of circumstances, I missed so many beautiful things.
of marriage.
Life is about constantly avoiding and chasing lost people, and those who meet will meet again. After I graduated, Zhang Yaxin lost interest in staying in that school, so she dropped out of school and officially joined her godfather's company.
This matter will pass over time like this, but what she didn't expect was that by such a coincidence, I would appear again and save her again, so she would fall in love with me so desperately.
Hearing this, I couldn't help but feel emotional. Looking at Zhang Yaxin's pretty face, I thought to myself: This is really planting flowers deliberately and unintentionally. I never thought that my unintentional actions made a woman be so attracted to me.
If I had heard her words a year ago, maybe my result would not be like what it is today. If, but there are so many ifs in this world.
If I had agreed with her at that time, I probably wouldn’t be where I am today, let alone know Uncle Yi Wen and the others. But there is an ending, and that is for sure, neither of us will have a good outcome, because I am an orphan.
man of.
It's dark when you open your eyes, and it's dark when you close your eyes. What's the difference between opening your eyes and closing your eyes? Thinking of this, I sighed, all things are impermanent and human nature is like this, why force it.
What's more, I now have a woman who has been waiting for me and I also have a brother, Lao Yi.
Jimmy once said that love is always a silent persecution of friendship.
Lao Yi once said that women are like clothes and brothers are like hands and feet. If you touch my clothes, I will touch your hands and feet.
In fact, I still prefer the capitalist theory of Lao Yi because love is impossible. It is always shown in stupid TV series run by proletarians. Two brothers turned against each other because they fell in love with a woman at the same time.
Nothing good happened to his siblings in the end.
But after all, that is just the reality of the TV series. I will never allow this situation to happen. So I want to completely nip him in the cradle while this relationship is still in its infancy.
Thinking of this, I said to Zhang Yaxin, sister, thank you for thinking of me these past few years, but you also know who I am. So there will be no good outcome between us.
The smile on Zhang Yaxin's face slowly disappeared as she looked at me. Her eyes were full of tenderness. The rising sun reflected on her face, and her eyes shone a little. The sea breeze blew her head, just like the situation three years ago.
Wuer said softly, it doesn't matter as long as I like you. That's enough. I know you are a sweetheart now, my friend. I will keep waiting."
After listening to her say these few words, if I had said it a few months ago, I would have been completely moved. But there is such a big space in a person's heart. If another person is forced into it, it will be so crowded. Now.
I already have a person in my heart. If I were asked to accommodate another person, it would probably be a bit impossible. After all, I am an orphan, so I know that the plot of two wives and four concubines in "The Preciousness of Love" is simply impossible.
In real society, I can only choose one of two people, and the person I choose is undoubtedly Liu Yudi.
Because I know that if you love someone and hurt someone, it’s better not to love at all.
I looked at Zhang Yaxin, and my heart was full of guilt. I can't afford it. I can only say this. I don't want love to become a burden. I can only blame the coincidence of circumstances, because Lao Yi is her best choice.
Thinking of this, I felt that he couldn't let this matter go on any longer, so I felt fierce in my heart and said to Zhang Yaxin in a scornful tone: Stop it, stop it now, I don't need you to wait."
Zhang Yaxin was stunned when she saw what I said. Then she asked me blankly why, am I ugly? Or maybe you already have someone you like."
I couldn't bear to see the tearful look on this little girl's face. The ruthless look she had tried so hard to put on suddenly broke down. But I still couldn't be soft-hearted and indecisive. I simply ate too much. After thinking about it, I decided.
Tell her everything about me. It is impossible for her to understand us on her own.
I picked up the bottle and found that there was no wine in it, so I lit a cigarette and took a deep breath. Then I said to Zhang Yaxin. In fact, I told you my story a year ago, but this story is not complete. Today you have
Are you interested in listening to it?"
Zhang Yaxin looked at me with her big watery eyes and nodded. I told her the story about my five flaws and one deficiency and Liu Yuqu. When she heard that Liu Yuqiu, this little girl, didn't even ask me what happened.
Why did she cry when she said she would wait for me? I don’t know whether it was because she was moved or for some other reason.
My story is actually quite short and sweet. After I finished it, Zhang Yaxin looked at me and I murmured, Brother Cui, actually I really envy Sister Liu for having such a beautiful love."
I didn't speak, I just smoked silently. Zhang Yaxin said again, Brother Cui, I know what's going on. I also understand that you are also in pain more than any of us. So I decided to quit. Maybe this is fate. I don't
I am willing to be the one who comes between the two of you."
Zhang Yaxin is so understanding that she almost moved me to tears. She is such a good woman. I really hope she can understand the truth that forceful melons are not sweet. For a moment, I didn’t know what to say.
But it would be too embarrassing not to talk now, so I said to her, sister, actually it is more appropriate and natural for us to be brother and sister. Look at Lao Yi. This kid has always liked you.
Although Zhang Yaxin just said it so thoroughly, I know that it is actually impossible for her to give up the sheep in her heart for a year. I deeply understand the consequences of the accumulation of time. I can see that there is still sadness between her eyebrows, but she forces herself to squeeze out.
He smiled and said to me, Brother Yi is a good person and I know how to let it go."
After she finished speaking, we both fell into silence again. The time passed quietly. The roaring sea water soaked the beach and then receded. The sun had climbed into the sky. At this moment, the sea surface was blue and boundless, seeming to connect to the end of the sky.
Already in the morning, occasionally a person running out of the beach for a real morning exercise. We just sat quietly, each with our own thoughts. Sometimes I think how great it would be if people really could have no worries. No need.
I have been so upset all day, but can people really be free from worries? No, so I am still upset now.
When my mind was filled with ruffian Cai's rhetorical questions, Zhang Yaxin, who had been silent beside me, spoke again. She looked at me and murmured to me, Brother Cui, I know we can't be together, but I can hold you for the last time.
Just for a moment."
After she finished saying this, she threw herself into my arms before I could react. I only felt a boneless touch in my arms, accompanied by the aroma of yellow grass, and my heart suddenly went numb.
made a claim.
And just when I was stunned, suddenly an old voice came from not far behind me, which made my hairs stand on end. The voice said that it is really a bad idea to keep a daughter, what a good son-in-law, I will leave my daughter to you."
I immediately shivered and immediately stood up and looked back, only to see Yuan Mei, the old grandson, standing not far from us. What made me even more headache was that there was Lao Yi standing next to him.
I saw Lao Yi looking at me and Zhang Yaxin with a disappointed look on his face. My heart suddenly thumped. Could this be a design? I won't fall for it.
After the first update, there will be another one in the evening