I know what death feels like. It’s the cold despair in the dark city. It’s the hesitation about the unknown after more than half a step. It’s the last tear shed by the female ghost for the person she loves in this world. It’s the night fox bowing his head to fate.
The final journey on.
I know what it feels like to wait for death, the struggle in the snow when my back was seriously injured, the fear of having my intestines torn apart after inhaling the yin energy, being tossed and turned and being pinched, looking at the little child in front of me.
Zasui slowly approached the last distance between Lao Yi and me.
The little beast turned around and walked towards us slowly, his purple eggplant-colored face full of disdain. I was surprised why a puppet would have such an expression, as if Lao Yi and I were already white strips on the cutting board.
Like a chicken, wait for it to be slaughtered.
But is it my character to sit still and wait for death? I laughed, I am your ancestor, even if I go to get the ticket, I can only go by myself, and I will take you away even if I die.
I put my hand into my trouser pocket, and there was my last trump card.
Come on, little bastard, come to your uncle and I, and then we'll go on the road together!
Just when I had come to the realization that I was going to die, the little bastard's body suddenly trembled, and then he quickly ran away through the big iron gate. Lao Yi and I were left in a daze in the warehouse.
The warehouse returned to calm. Lao Yi and I sat on the ground panting, enjoying this brief rebirth after the disaster.
Why didn't it knock us down? According to common sense, this is illogical. Although this idea is a bit cynical, it is actually the case. Why is it that after a long march of thousands of miles, this is the only thing missing?
Could it be?
I looked back at the Sanqing Altar, which was almost broken. Could it be that the bastard behind the scenes discovered that this was a scam? Damn it, he's not going to find Dong Shanshan and Zhang Yaxin again!
Fortunately, that thing can only harm people in Yuan's Building. It's so late, and I told Zhang Yaxin not to let them get close to the building, so I temporarily let go of my heart and just take it one step at a time. At least now
My life was saved, but my injuries were a bit serious. It seems I have to go to the hospital again. Now one of them has been put down, and the remaining one will be given to Lao Yi.
Because I really couldn't stand it anymore. As soon as I felt safe, my legs started to hurt again. Because I was very nervous just now, my whole body was dripping with sweat, including my thighs. The sweat soaked into the wound, and I gasped in pain.
The air conditioner belongs to his uncle.
I weakly said to Lao Yi: "Brother Yi, it seems that it has seen through the trap we set up. Maybe it has gone to Yuan's Building now. Please clean up here and pick up those copper coins."
When it comes to copper coins, I have a big head. If Uncle Wen knew that I stole his copper coin sword and gave it to pieces, he would kill me. I smiled bitterly in my heart, why is my life so miserable? It seems that only
This allows Lao Yi to re-channel it as soon as possible and then find an opportunity to put it back.
Lao Yi nodded, stood up and started to clean up the warehouse that was full of the smell of urine and blood. I sat on the ground. The blood from the wound seemed to flow less, but I was still a little dizzy. His uncle’s head was
So much blood was shed at one time, it looked really oozing.
Looking at Lao Yi cleaning up the warehouse, I still couldn't let it go, so I took out my mobile phone and wanted to call Zhang Yaxin to make sure. Maybe she was sleeping now, but I couldn't control that much.
Not long after, we got through, and Zhang Yaxin's voice came from the other side of the phone, as if she hadn't woken up yet. She said to me, "Brother Cui, what's going on?"
I was speechless now, and it seemed that I had reached my limit, so I asked her: "I'm sorry, I haven't done it yet. You... go home now, and your colleague named Dong, and tell her
····It’s best to take leave these two days because it’s not safe.”
Zhang Yaxin seemed to be silent, and she said to me as if she was apologetic on the other end of the phone: "I'm sorry, Brother Cui... Actually... Dong Shanshan is already working overtime in the company."
What??? I don’t believe my ears, this is impossible! I don’t know why, but my whole body started to tremble involuntarily. What made me tremble even more was my voice. I asked him: "You... said
What...did I hear correctly?"
Zhang Yaxin said to me on the phone: "I'm sorry...Brother Cui, I told her that the company has not been peaceful these two days and asked her to go home early after get off work, but she didn't listen, and she happened to catch up with her today. After working overtime, she asked her boyfriend to stay with her. I was afraid of you...I was afraid that you would be worried...so I didn't inform you."
I suddenly felt that the sky was falling, and regardless of the wound on my thigh, I stood up suddenly and shouted into the phone: "Then why didn't you stop her?!!! Do you know that you will kill her if you do this?"
of!!!!!"
This is the first time in my life that I have been angry with a woman. Even I can’t believe it. Zhang Yaxin on the other side of the phone was obviously frightened by my voice. Maybe in her impression, I have never been an honest person.
When she was so angry, she seemed to be crying and said to me in a choked voice: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
Fear, anger, and despair came at the same time, overwhelming my mind and making me a little unsteady. I shouted into the phone: "Sorry, it's useless!!!"
I hung up the phone and felt a little dizzy. What did this mean? It meant that she would be in danger at any time, and it meant that I would forever be separated from her.
No!!!
Lao Yi heard my shouting. He turned around and saw that I had stood up. He quickly ran over to support me and asked me what was wrong and if something had gone wrong again.
Although my head was in a mess at this time, I thought that in this situation, I could no longer involve Lao Yi. After all, it was my own business, so I said to him: "Something happened to Dong Shanshan.
I'm going to save her now. By the way, Brother Yi, I remember there is a copper coin sword in the shelf over there. Find it quickly. I'll go out and take a taxi first. Hurry!"
As soon as the stupid old Yi heard what I said, he hurriedly said to me: "No! If you want to go with your body now, wouldn't it mean death? Listen to me! I will send you there first later.
hospital, and then I can go there by myself!"
Looking at Lao Yi's anxious look, I knew that it was pointless to argue with him about these things now, so I said to him: "Well, I understand, I can still leave, try to buy time to take a taxi first, hurry up
Go find it. Come out when you’re done.”
When Lao Yi saw that I agreed, he nodded and turned around to look through the shelf. I gritted my teeth and dragged my leg to the door and opened the iron door.
The cold wind blows in my face, and I feel a little clearer. There are still street lights on the roadside, but there are no pedestrians. At night in Harbin in the late winter, my leg that is still bleeding is still steaming when I get cold. It hurts constantly.
It stimulated my nerves, and every step I took felt like I was being pricked by a knife. But this was nothing.
I ran to the middle of the street like crazy. If I was lucky at this time, I should be able to meet a few night-shift taxis. I endured the pain and took out a cigarette from my pocket and put it in my mouth, but my trembling hands couldn't.
I couldn't light it, and I almost bit off the cigarette filter in my mouth. Finally, I lit it, took a deep breath, and the smoke traveled around in my lungs before being spit out. I choked and burst into tears.
I kept saying to myself: It's okay, it's okay. It's definitely still too late. God, I beg you, please get a taxi quickly!!
God seemed to really hear my prayer this time. I saw a taxi driving in the distance. Looking at the sign with the word 'taxi' on the car, I suddenly felt ecstatic.
It turns out that the power of being desperate is so powerful. I didn’t know why at the time, but I raised my arms straight in the middle of the road and forced the car to stop.
I saw the taxi driver getting out of the car and yelling at me: "Are you crazy?! Are you looking for death...ah??"
He didn't finish what he said, and his face immediately turned blue. I was almost at my limit at that time. When I saw him scolding me, I glared at him, and then I saw him looking at me as if he was scared. I took a closer look.
What a coincidence. Isn't this the unlucky driver that I scared the last time I went to the suburbs of Jiangbei?
The world is really big when you say it is big, but it is really small when you say it is small. Unexpectedly, I bumped into him again on this small road. It would have been easier if it was him. Since the matter was urgent, I opened the door without saying a word.
He opened the car door and sat in the back.
The driver didn't dare to get in the car. Apparently he recognized me. He was shaking all over. I don't know whether it was because it was cold outside or because he was afraid. But I couldn't wait any longer. My head was already starting to feel dizzy.
, this may be a symptom of bleeding a lot.
So I opened the car door and said to him coldly: "If you don't get in the car, I will stay at your house tonight!"
When he heard what I said, he didn't dare to hesitate at all. He hurriedly climbed into the car and sat on the driver's seat. He said to me with a tearful voice: "Man, we don't do this."
Yes, didn't we agree last time that you wouldn't look for me after I took you to a place? We have no grievances. Are you short of money? I will definitely burn some for you tomorrow. Please
Please, find someone else."
If he was still doubtful that I was a ghost last time, then this chance encounter made him really sure that I was a ghost. After all, the chance of meeting me twice at night is very pitiful, and I am now in this shape.
, the lower half of my body was still covered in blood. He had completely regarded me as a "drop-in".
The so-called "drop-in", also called "stay-at-home", is a kind of wandering spirit. I have said before that there are gods three feet above the head, but ghosts three feet above the ground are different. This kind of "drop-in" is a kind of wandering spirit.
One of them is that they are homeless most of the night, so they look for people with low tempers on the road and follow them home. Usually there is no harm, they just stay for one night and then leave, but there are also some shameless ones who can cause harm.
I won’t say much more about this family’s harmful methods here. I’ll explain it to you if I have the chance in the future.
I smiled bitterly and thought, maybe what he said is right, I'm afraid I'm not far away from the ghost, because this time, I may very well be on the road to death.
So I weakly said to him: "Don't worry, this time... is the last time... drag me to the headquarters of Yuan Group... After that, I won't look for you again..."
·Otherwise... I'll visit your house all day long."
When this thirty-year-old man heard what I said, he was so scared that he wet his pants immediately. He shouted to me with tears in his eyes: "No, no, no! Let's leave now, let's leave now!"
!!”
After saying that, he stepped on the accelerator, and the taxi drove forward quickly. This short interlude made me feel a little relaxed. I looked back in the direction of Fuzetang. I'm sorry, Lao Yi, I still have to go.
Go alone. Because there is a person there, waiting for me to protect him with my life.
Along the way, the driver couldn't help but tremble in the front seat, and I couldn't help trembling in the back seat of the car. Looking out the window at the night scene that kept retreating, I suddenly felt that the night in Harbin was also so beautiful, even though this might be the last time I saw it.
arrive.
Panting heavily, the white seat cushion in the back seat of the car was stained red with my blood. I suddenly felt that my vision became blurry, as if it was covered with a layer of dust. I tried wiping it with my hands, but it didn't work.
I suddenly felt very cold, and the strangulation marks on my neck also gave out severe pain. Maybe my limit was approaching, so I smiled bitterly.
The taxi was driving fast, and there was nothing else in my mind except Dong Shanshan.
Indeed, I really had the idea of giving up. People are selfish, including me of course. Although we broke up several years ago, I admit that I still can't forget her. No matter how many games are deleted from the computer, the emulator of kof
I have always kept it. Her smile, the way she put a scarf on me, our kiss, her sad and crying expression. The way she looked back in the car before leaving yesterday are all deeply engraved in my mind.
In my mind, yes, even though she is about to get married, even though we all know that nothing we do now will have any results. But now I dare to truly face myself.
It turns out that I still love her so much.
This feeling has been lingering in my soul-damaged mind for several years.
As long as people are alive, there will be hope.
I'm still alive and I won't let anything happen to you.
I touched my pocket, and the "Eternal Life Wood Solution Talisman" I drew yesterday was sitting there quietly.
(I would like to apologize in advance. Due to health problems, I slept an extra two hours yesterday, which resulted in the last chapter being written in a hurry. I will revise it when I have time. Thank you for your support.)