I seemed to have fallen asleep, as if I had entered the realm in "The Book of Three Purities", but the sky and the earth were no longer there. The turbid and fuzzy alpine jungles peeled off into pieces, collided with each other, and then disappeared into their own square inches.
between.
I think it's not bad if I just stay like this. At least I can temporarily escape the entanglement of fate and avoid death temporarily. After all, I am a human being, and as long as I am a human being, I am afraid of death.
"Nawu, drinking ladana, Duo Layeye. Nawu, Ajuye, Polu Jiedi."
Suddenly there was a sound of the Great Compassion Mantra. I opened my eyes and saw that I had already arrived. The driver was looking at me with fear in his eyes. When the car arrived, he found that I lowered my head and said nothing.
He didn't dare to call me, maybe because he felt it was unlucky since he met me last time, so he prepared a car CD of "The Great Compassion Mantra". So he wanted to play it while I was silent. They said this sutra can ward off evil spirits, maybe
You can get rid of my entanglement.
Listening to the Great Compassion Mantra, I woke up and thought with a wry smile in my heart: Brother, even if you regard me as a ghost and want to torture me to death, I beg you, please don’t play the DJ version of the Great Compassion Mantra, okay? This drum beat
I am really confused, I really don’t understand, how come this version appears? Is it specially prepared for monks and nuns?
Due to social harmony, many monks have already caught up with the trend. Don’t look at what is shown on TV. After seeing through the mortal world, every infatuated and resentful woman or the murderous devil went to the temple to become a monk. Moreover, those temples are like shelters.
All the same, there must be a lean abbot with a long beard to take them in.
As everyone knows, today's society is not like what is shown on TV. Everything is close to commercialization. Of course, there are a very few who still retain traditions, but at least the temples in the city have fallen into decline. Now you want to escape into Buddhism
If you don't have a bachelor's degree, it's unnecessary to talk about it. It's nonsense to shelter the poor. There are bunches of beggars in front of the temple, but those thieves and monks don't even look at them. They drink and eat meat all day long, and they are all fat losers.
Oil, whenever you burp during chanting, it smells like pork ribs.
Monks in some places have become a hot profession. They guard the iron rice bowl of tourist attractions, shave their bald hair as if it is summer coolness, and even live a happy life of nine to five. Three people in the Electronic City
It has become an allusion for young monks to buy PSP3s in groups of five or so. I can’t imagine how many years it would take to earn the thousands of dollars just by relying on Huazhai. Later I heard that they also received a basic salary and commissions.
At first I couldn't believe these things, but then one night I was full and had nothing to do, so I was walking around. When I passed by a temple, I noticed that a few bald men wearing fashionable clothes came out of the side of the temple.
After walking out of the temple, they all put on their wigs and went directly to the KTV not far away. From then on, I understood that monks also need nightlife, so I envied these Buddhist scum. I didn’t expect them to be so ****.
I chant sutras during the day and wear a hood to get high at night.
From then on, I had the urge to become a monk. They seemed to be no longer monks, but the overlords among the bald men. But one time when I was drinking with Bao Jinlong, he told me that from what his clients said,
Nowadays, the competition is fierce, and it has reached the point where you have to build relationships and find people to become the overlord among the bald men. I was stunned when I heard this. It doesn’t matter whether you have a degree or not. You have to rely on people’s recommendations to see through the world.
Back to the main story, I listened to the driver playing the high-pitched music cautiously, and I couldn't help but feel funny. At the same time, the fear of death was also reduced. People, you really have to laugh at life. Don't worry about your next step.
Is it glory and wealth, or is it an abyss?
I took out the only one hundred yuan I had from my clothes. Although the fare was not that expensive at all, my blood stained the car seat. Anyway, maybe I won’t be able to spend the money in the world in the future, so I will just treat it as
Let's give some compensation to this honest and unlucky master.
I quietly put the money on the back seat of the car, and then said weakly to the driver: "Don't put this thing in the future, it's of no use to me. It's what monks and nuns use to shake their heads when they socialize. I understand."
What?"
He saw that the Great Compassion Mantra had no effect on me, probably because he was afraid that I would retaliate against him. At this time, his face turned pale with fear, and he kept nodding his head, but could not speak.
I smiled bitterly, and then opened the car door. My left leg hurt so much when I moved it, and my pants almost stuck to the seat of the car. I didn't expect that something I could only see on TV before actually happened to me.
After getting out of the car, a gust of cold wind hit me, as if it was going to blow me down. My eyes were blurry, but it didn't matter anymore, because I knew that this was the path I chose, so I had to go on, even if the road ahead
It is the path of death in Yinshi.
Seeing Yuan's Building right in front of me, I took out another cigarette and put it in my mouth. I took out my mobile phone and found that there were nine missed calls, all from Yi Xinxing. Maybe he had discovered
Am I lying to him?
I'm sorry, Lao Yi, I still can't involve you. You still have a mission. If I can't clean up that little bastard today, I will definitely die together with Dong Shanshan. Then, I will rely on you to protect Zhang Yaxin from now on.
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After turning off the caller ID and checking the time, I was stunned.
The time on the phone clearly showed four forty-nine.
I wiped my eyes and looked carefully again.
The time on the phone is four-fifty.
What!!!! It’s been almost an hour already? The hairs on my body stood up. This is impossible! There will be no traffic jams at night. It only takes 20 minutes to get here from Fu Ze Tang. Why is it already?
It took an hour??
How long did I sleep in the car?
The cold wind continued to blow, and I really couldn't stand still. I sat down on the ground. It's been an hour. What does this mean? It means that the path to death that Lao Yi opened for me has been closed. This means
Dong Shanshan has probably been killed by now.
Why!! Why am I so unsatisfied!! Why do I have to fall asleep!!!
I slapped myself twice hard, no, this is not true, I said I would protect her, I won't let her die!! I ran madly towards Yuan's Building, ignoring the wounds while running
Ignore the pain and the blood gushing out from the split. Ignore the blurry things around me. Ignore the knife-like wind hitting my face. I don’t know if it’s sweat or tears. Ignore the cold and biting feeling.
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While running, the brief scenes from the past passed through my mind like a movie reel. I felt a little suffocated. I tried my best to restrain myself and not let myself think about it, but it was no use. That scene
The curtain still appeared before my eyes like a revolving lantern.
"Look at you, isn't this guy quite energetic after cleaning up?"
"When you were in high school, you only had Du Feiyu in your heart, and you never paid attention to me."
"No one will compete with you. Eat slowly and don't choke."
"Will you love me?"
I don’t want you to die, no! I was like crazy. I ran into the lobby on the first floor from the staff passage where I came last night, and screamed desperately:
"Dong Shanshan!!!!!! Where are you!!! Come out quickly!!!!"
But Dong Shanshan did not appear. What I shouted attracted was a group of night shift security guards. The security guards had changed and there were no longer the same ones that day. They yelled and cursed: "Who are you?! Are you sick?"
!How did you come in so late at night?!"
At this time, I had lost my mind. I limped up to the security guards and shouted to them: "Where is Dong Shanshan!!!?? Where is she??!!"
When the security guards saw me breathing heavily, with my lower body covered in blood, and shouting incomprehensible words to them indiscriminately, they all thought I was crazy or mentally ill.
The security guard standing in front saw me looking crazy. Without saying a word, he took out his baton and hit me. I finally understood what it felt like to hit my head with the baton. I only heard my own head "bang!"
There was a sound, but I didn't feel much pain. It seemed like some liquid dripped down, and my right eye was fascinated, and it was blood red.
Maybe at that time, I was overwhelmed by anxiety and pain. I couldn't help but pounce on the security guard. I didn't know where the strength came from. I grabbed his baton and knocked him down.
on the ground.
When the security guards next to me saw that I dared to fight back, they rushed up together. I didn't know who it was, kicked me in the stomach, and then punched and kicked me.
I was so desperate that I could no longer feel the pain. Since I couldn't get up, I could only hoarsely shout on the ground: "Dong Shanshan!!! Where are you!!! I beg you!! Come out!!!"
I beg you, don't die.
I felt several feet stepping on me, kicking and beating me. It seemed that there was no good place in my body. My face was kicked several times and my cotton leather shoes were kicked on it, and it swelled up quickly.
My eyes are getting blurry, and even what I hear with my ears has become noisy. I can no longer hear their scoldings clearly. I cried when I was beaten for the first time, but I still kept shouting.
.
Over and over again.
I don’t know how long it took, but I seemed to hear Lao Yi’s voice, and a woman’s voice, which was so familiar. Then the force of those people’s beatings on me lessened, and I was lying on the ground, struggling to open my eyes and already swollen.
I looked at the people in front of me with my eyes, and their outlines were blurred in my eyes.
But, I laughed. Because I saw two people, a man and a woman, standing next to the uniformed security guards. The man was wearing black clothes. I didn’t recognize him, and the woman next to him was not Dong Shanshan.
Who else could it be?
Great, it should be past five o'clock now. It seems that the little bastard has not come to this building. As for why he didn't come, it doesn't matter anymore. Nothing matters now.
As long as she is alive, nothing else matters.
In my blurred vision, there seemed to be tears in her eyes. I didn't know why she was crying. Was it because of me? Forget it, none of this mattered anymore.
I felt my eyelids getting heavier and heavier, as if someone had picked me up. It sounded like Lao Yi's voice, but my eyes never left Dong Shanshan. I struggled to raise my right hand to her, and my right hand looked like this
of Shen.
It was like I was hallucinating, everything was back to when I was in college. I wanted to tell her, why are you crying again.
But I couldn't open my lips.
Suddenly everything went dark, as if someone had turned off the light, and I fell asleep.