Here, Yu Jingque rarely smokes, because more or less clues will be left behind, and he also needs to clean up the ashes and cigarette butts himself.
But now Yu Jingque couldn't help it.
After taking a puff of smoke into his lungs, Yu Jingque seemed to be breathing more easily.
The cigarette was smoked quickly. Before Han Chen could continue speaking, Yu Jingque's cigarette had reached the bottom and was about to burn his fingers.
Yu Jingque took out another cigarette, lit it and held it in his mouth.
This time the smoking speed was obviously much slower.
While swallowing the clouds and puffing out the mist, Yu Jingque said to Han Chen: "Say it."
"Didn't you already guess it?" Han Chen's tone was a little dissatisfied, as if he was saying, I told you not to ask, but you still asked, are you okay now?
Judging from Yu Jingque's reaction, Han Chen felt that Yu Jingque must have guessed something, otherwise how could he do this.
"Stop talking nonsense. Now that you've said it, make it clear." People still have a tendency to take chances, and Yu Jingque also has it. He doesn't want to believe that the thoughts in his mind are true.
"Then just listen."
"Two soldiers at the liaison station took care of the female student for a year. The female student fell in love with one of the soldiers, but the soldier's job did not allow him to talk about feelings, so he did not respond."
"But the female student collapsed. She thought it was because she was dirty that the soldier was unwilling."
"And the female students believe that if the soldiers had not run away, Bingcheng would not have fallen into the hands of the Japanese."
"If she hadn't been defeated, her father wouldn't have died and she wouldn't have been ruined. So all this is our fault."
Every word Han Chen said hit Yu Jingque's heart hard.
"What the hell is this?" Yu Jingque's cigarette butt was crushed in his hand, making a sound with his fist.
Saved the female student?
In the end, he was exposed by the female society?
Because the two of them killed Japanese people while rescuing people, the female students knew their identities. After meeting several times for more than a year, the female students may also know their contact points.
As for the reason for female students?
Yu Jingque didn't know what he should say. These soldiers were still fighting with their lives.
How can you deny them? Why do you say that they lost Ice City and harmed these people?
Aren't they fighting with their lives? They are fighting in Bingcheng, not only for the land of Bingcheng, but also for the people of Bingcheng and the people of Bingcheng.
"Absurd, so fucking absurd. Do you dare to act like this in a drama in a theater or a big show on a high platform? Do you dare to sing like this?"
"You actually told me that it really happened?" Yu Jingque said to Han Chen in an extremely ridiculous tone.
Han Chen looked at Yu Jingque in front of him and said, "Because this is not acting, this is not singing, this is reality, the bloody reality."
"You think it's ridiculous, you think it's ridiculous?"
"Don't you see too many absurd and ridiculous things?"
"Don't you know what happened in Jinling a few years ago?" Han Chen's tone was also filled with anger, because this incident was so ridiculous that it made the world laugh.
He swallowed to relieve his dry throat.
All the soldiers at a liaison station died because of a female student.
She was still a female student who was rescued by them.
However, the female student also experienced an experience that should not belong to her. After that incident, the female student's psychological trauma has never been healed.
Moreover, she did not understand the nature of the work of military commanders, so she thought she was being disliked and rejected, but instead she became furious.
He believes that everything he has encountered is because the soldiers did not fight the Japanese, allowed the Japanese to enter the Ice City, and were unable to drive the Japanese out, so he suffered all this.
Such hatred made the female student tell Cai Wangjin the news.
This explains why Cai Wangjin made a mistake.
Because the female students did not know the Japanese spies in the school, they could only tell the Secret Service Department if they wanted to tell him.
Moreover, the female students did not know that these people were from the military command. Although they saved the female students and their identities were guessed by the female students, they did not tell the female students who they were.
Moreover, some time ago, there was a lot of commotion about the underground party in the school, so the female students thought that they were underground parties and they were all anti-Manchurian and anti-Japanese.
That's why Cai Wangjin misunderstood before and said that he was accompanying the temporary contact point outside the underground party school.
Those soldiers of the military command probably did not know who betrayed them before they died.
This is a tragedy, not one tragedy, but countless tragedies.
The soldiers inside the contact station are tragic.
The same goes for a female student, her family, and herself.
But what is the ending?
Why...
Yu Jingque couldn't describe his current mood in words. He had been waiting for an answer for so long, and finally it was like this?
What the hell is this? What the hell is going on.
Absurd, extremely absurd.
Ridiculous, extremely ridiculous.
Sad, extremely sad.
But what can you do? Can you change this reality?
The psychological wounds of female students are not easy to heal, and the soldiers at the liaison station are also taking care of them carefully.
Who knows in the end, it will break at the first touch.
There is nothing like this in the novel.
This is not done in the play.
There is no singing like this on the high stage of a major opera.
But this is what happened in reality.
This is reality, and the reality is that no one knows what will happen in the next second.
His arms were a little heavy, but Yu Jingque still took out a cigarette for himself and lit it again.
Yu Jingque didn't know what the smell of this cigarette was, but it was so choking.
Yu Jingque tried to hold back the cough, but couldn't help it and coughed out.
Just like this thing, the result that no one wanted to see just happened.
The long-awaited truth, the result of everyone's painstaking investigation, is a shock.
An invisible blow, a huge blow.
Yu Jingque finally understood why Han Chen said before that it was better not to know.
You shouldn't ask yourself.
No……
You should ask yourself, you should know this matter.
Are there not enough absurdities in this land?
After the Japanese came in, have there been many such ridiculous things?
They make everyone become neither human nor ghost, twisted, entangled, and abstractly entangled together.
Yu Jingque smiled at Han Chen, but in Han Chen's opinion, this smile was better than not smiling at all.
Because it's ugly as hell.
"I want to know, did this female student regret... in the end?" Yu Jingque asked word for word.
"Is it still useful?" Han Chen asked back.
"I just want to know." Yu Jingque's tone was filled with expectation and fear.
Han Chen said: "Regret, pain, self-blame, but what's the result?"
"No one can change this result."
"She was traumatized and acted impulsively, but once she was impulsive, she was impulsive and it can't be undone."
After hearing what Han Chen said, Yu Jingque turned around and planned to leave.
But Han Chen shouted from behind: "Don't you want to ask what happened to this female student?"
"I don't want to ask, so don't tell." Yu Jing said without looking back.
But Han Chen didn't let Yu Jingque go, he opened his mouth.
ps: This plot was actually conceived a long time ago. The inspiration was a novel or an essay. I saw it in a magazine. I can’t remember the name clearly.
It is about two brothers who went to serve in the army. When they passed by the house, they wanted to go home and have a look. It took a long time, and the two brothers changed a lot. No one knew the other. When they came home, they saw a girl and they both wanted to do something.
, finally my mother came back and said that the two were brothers and that this girl was their biological sister. At that time, she thought it was extremely ridiculous, so she left a deep impression on her.
After I conceived a new plot, I never dared to write it. The first was that I was afraid of harmony, and the second was that people wouldn't like it. After all, it was a bit too gory.
The version you see now has been weakened for everyone to accept. The previous writing should be that Yu Jingque and the female students had a positive conversation. The female students were in a crazy state and questioned Yu Jingque about some very unusual things.
Sharp question.
You should be able to guess what the problem is. It is mentioned a little bit in the article and I dare not mention it more.
It was because I was afraid that the writing would not be good and the writing would be over the line, so I kept putting it off, and now it is still a weakened version, so that Yu Jingque does not have direct contact with the female students.
Without direct contact, the emotional processing is naturally a little weaker, but for the sake of the overall situation, I hope everyone can understand.