Facing Yu Jingque's leaving figure, Han Chen opened his mouth.
"She's dead, I killed her." Han Chen's words floated into Yu Jingque's ears.
Yu Jingque suddenly turned around, glared at Han Chen and said, "I fucking told you, I don't want to know."
Facing Yu Jingque's roar, Han Chen said instead: "Don't you want to know?"
"That's it."
The female student is dead.
Yu Jingque had actually guessed this before. After all, Han Chen was not a man of faith, and few people in his profession were indecisive and soft-hearted.
Although female students have thousands of reasons, they have suffered a lot of harm.
But the mistake she made requires a result.
Han Chen wanted to give an explanation to his brothers at the liaison station, so the female student's fate was already sealed.
But Yu Jingque didn't want to hear it.
This is not the pleasure of killing a murderer with your hands, but rather a kind of discomfort from the bottom of your heart, and a kind of nausea.
You have no pleasure, you have no joy after revenge, you have nothing.
So Yu Jingque didn't want to know.
But Han Chen still said it, so Yu Jingque was angry.
Why did Han Chen say it out and deliberately disgust Yu Jingque?
Of course not. Can Han Chen feel at ease after making this decision?
Although you are not a good man or woman, can you easily convince your conscience?
Things must be done, but my conscience is uneasy.
So when Han Chen said it now, he just wanted Yu Jingque to say a few words to affirm him and make him feel better.
Confirm him?
Who will enlighten Yu Jingque?
Yu Jingque's whole heart is still upset, and it's extremely upset.
"You make your own decision and bear the consequences yourself." Yu Jingque said coldly.
Hearing Yu Jingque's words, Han Chen showed a wry smile.
"Can't you say a few nice words?" Han Chen asked.
"It's all done, don't erect the memorial arch. Work hard and don't drive the Japanese out. We have no explanation for those soldiers or this female student." Although Yu Jingque didn't want to comfort Han Chen, he still did in the end.
I couldn't help but say something comforting.
Although the comfort was a bit harsh, Han Chen smiled.
He heard what Yu Jingque meant.
Han Chen's smile made Yu Jingque feel a little embarrassed, as if even though he said something powerful, his heart still softened.
Without continuing to talk to Han Chen, Yu Jingque turned around and left.
How is Yu Jingque feeling today?
But in such a mood, Yu Jingque could not vent, indulge, or even let go of himself.
What is he going to do?
He wanted to throw away the cigarette butts and ashes he had just smoked and throw them away.
It's obviously very uncomfortable, but not only can you not express it, you have to continue your work.
You still have to consider even some details, and you still can't ignore them.
This feeling makes people want to go crazy.
But Yu Jingque was already used to it.
He quietly disposed of his things without leaving any clues.
Even before going home, I had sorted out my mood.
Because Yu Jingque didn't want Ji Youning to see that something was wrong with him.
In fact, now, Yu Jingque rarely hides his emotions in front of Ji Youning.
Even many times, if it shows up, Ji Youning can ask and Yu Jingque can tell, which can relieve the situation.
But it didn't work this time. Yu Jingque couldn't show it this time. He couldn't let Ji Youning see what was wrong with him.
Because what happened this time was too ridiculous, Yu Jingque didn't want to tell Ji Youning.
He didn't want Ji Youning to know this, understand this, or think about this.
This is not something Ji Youning should think about, nor should anyone even think about.
This time, Han Chen may have had a hard time. He finally chose to kill someone, which was probably a decision made in the midst of a fierce inner battle.
Yu Jingque admired Han Chen.
He really admired Han Chen.
If it were Yu Jingque, would Yu Jingque kill someone?
Along the way, Yu Jingque kept asking himself, and finally Yu Jingque told himself, yes.
In this matter, Yu Jingque didn't want to judge who was right or wrong, he just knew that he would.
Because those soldiers in the Secret Service were so strong and iron-clad that they would rather die than surrender, Yu Jingque still remembers them fresh.
So he will.
Even if he goes to hell after death, he will not change his mind.
But if you decide in your heart that you will, will you really dare to shoot when the time comes?
Do you know how hard this is?
Yu Jingque could decide that he would, but when the time came to shoot, Yu Jingque didn't know if he could pull the trigger.
So Yu Jingque admired Han Chen.
Because it was not a real confrontation until that moment, Yu Jingque had no way to answer the question of pulling the trigger.
Pull the trigger, in one thought.
Now Yu Jingque has no way to experience such a moment of thought, but Han Chen has really experienced it.
Back home, Yu Jingque could no longer see anything unusual on his face.
It is a necessary skill, and Ji Youning did not expect that Yu Jingque would hide it from him, so he did not pay too much attention to it.
After having dinner in the evening, lying on the bed, and hugging Ji Youning, Yu Jingque's heart relaxed.
In such a troubled time, in an era of cannibalism, Yu Jingque carefully wanted to protect Ji Youning, but he seemed to be in a panic.
How much care can you take?
Ji Youning has killed people before.
Been killed.
Saved people.
He was also rescued.
She has seen everything, is that still considered care?
Yu Jingque's current care seems to be a bit deceptive and self-deceiving.
But Yu Jingque still wanted to be protected, even if it seemed ridiculous.
He didn't want Ji Youning to know about this, this ridiculous thing.
Lying in bed, I was so frightened that I couldn't fall asleep for a long time.
Ji Youning leaned against Yu Jingque, and there was no movement in Yu Jingque's arms, but his eyes were round and wide.
Slowly calm your breathing, and slowly let your breathing be long and steady, because Ji Youning's heart is also in a mess.
The reason is that Ji Youning sent a report to the organization today. The report was about the liaison station, but when he saw the content, Ji Youning was stunned.
After finally adjusting his mood and successfully sending the report, Ji Youning came back.
After coming back, Ji Youning didn't want to show any abnormality because he didn't want Yu Jingque to know about it.
In Ji Youning's view, this matter must be kept secret by the military. Yu Jingque is not responsible for this matter, and no one should tell him about it. After all, this matter is not easy to talk about.
So Ji Youning is trying his best to look normal.
The two people, in the dark, carefully protected each other.
Even if it seems, there is some unnecessary care.
But these are Yu Jingque and Ji Youning.
Both of them thought the other was asleep, but in fact both of them had difficulty falling asleep.
Yu Jingque didn't know what time he fell asleep at the last time, but when he opened his eyes, it was a day full of fighting spirit.
Although I meant to comfort Han Chen yesterday, if the Japanese don't drive them out, no one will be sorry.
Grief will make your fighting spirit even higher. It's just that Yu Jingque doesn't like this way of rising, but more often than not, it's this way.