This is a question that Yu Jingque has never thought about at all.
But now, it was actually a military policeman who told him.
Before the military policeman said this, Yu Jingque had already believed it because of Yu Jingque's own judgment.
That is to say, Hanyu Jiro cannot possibly know that Yu Jingque's online is Xuehu, so now the military policeman said that Ji Youning and Yu Mosheng are here at Chenxiqiao, so it is correct.
If he is caught, the military commander will not let Ji Youning and Yu Mosheng go, so Chen Xiqiao will definitely protect Ji Youning and Yu Mosheng.
Then everything is real, I really want to be a father.
Yu Jingque silently retreated to his corner. He did not continue to want to commit suicide, but Yu Jingque's actions were already known to Hanyu Jiro.
But Jiro Hanyu doesn't know everything.
Jiro Hanyu only knew that Yu Jingque dropped the food.
In Jiro Hanyu's view, this is normal. That is, if Yu Jingque knows that there is something wrong with the food and has experienced the feeling of life being worse than death, then Yu Jingque will naturally not continue to eat.
But is it important?
In Jiro Hanyu's opinion, it is not important.
If you don't eat, you will starve to death.
How many days can you go without eating?
In the cell late at night, Yu Jingque once again experienced the feeling he had experienced in the interrogation room today.
Yu Jingque was lying on the ground, clenching his teeth tightly. The pain made Yu Jingque despair.
After finally getting over it, Yu Jingque felt that every day was like a year.
The next day, the food came again.
This time looking at the food in front of him, Yu Jingque hesitated and picked it up.
Because Yu Jingque didn't want to die, he didn't want to commit suicide, let alone starve to death.
Because he wanted to see Ji Youning and his unborn child, and he didn't want to die.
He doesn't want his children to have no father.
Because Yu Jingque lost his mother a long time ago, although Yu Mosheng was very kind to him, the missing mother's love was what Yu Jingque yearned for very much.
So he doesn't want his children to lose his father's love.
But if you continue to eat and your craving for cigarettes becomes stronger and stronger, will you be able to hold it back in the end?
Will I become a traitor?
No, Yu Jingque felt that he couldn't.
Because now Yu Jingque has a new power.
It is impossible for him to let his children say that your father is a traitor, a traitor, and a traitor.
Yu Jingque could not allow such a thing to happen.
He wanted his children to know that he was a hero, so Yu Jingque felt that new strength could help him persevere.
I was scared before.
To be honest, Yu Jingque was just scared.
He is afraid that he will not be able to persist, he is afraid that he will admit defeat, and he is afraid that he will become a traitor.
So he wanted to kill himself, and he wanted to leave cleanly.
But this time it was different. This time Yu Jingque felt that he could persevere because he had new strength.
To put it another way, Yu Jingque believed that he could not commit suicide now.
You must persist to your own limit.
Even if there comes a day when he really can't hold on anymore, even if he really can't hold on for a second or a minute, Yu Jingque will still choose to commit suicide.
The principle is the same. Yu Jingque cannot let his child be said to have a father who is a traitor.
So he will commit suicide.
But not now.
While he can still persevere, he must persevere for the sake of his unborn child, because he cannot let the child live without his father's love.
If he really persisted to the end and Yu Jingque did not persist, Yu Jingque would not have any regrets. He had really worked hard for his children.
That feeling is very painful.
Yu Jingque persisted for the sake of his children, and he felt that he did not treat his children badly.
Because of victory, a land without war is even more important to children.
Because many soldiers sacrificed their lives just for victory. They may already have children at home, so why do they still have to sacrifice?
It is because they know that they cannot let their children become slaves to the subjugation of the country.
Therefore, Yu Jingque has no regrets, let alone regrets.
On the contrary, he felt that he had done the right thing, which further strengthened Yu Jingque's thoughts.
Leave a pure land for your children, not only your own children, but also more children.
Now that Yu Jingque has eaten all the food, he cannot starve to death, nor can he become a traitor.
So the only solution is to hold on.
If he really couldn't hold on any longer, Yu Jingque would leave happily.
Because he deserves his children, he is even more willing to sacrifice himself to give his children a piece of pure land.
And he knew he was having a baby, so why wasn't he happy?
You won't starve to death if you eat.
But when it happens, it becomes even more unbearable.
Hanyu Jiro would not send food to Yu Jingque every other day.
Then Yu Jingque would have to endure pain every other day.
Yu Jingque was in pain, dying and resurrecting.
But every time Yu Jingque felt that he couldn't hold on and wanted to commit suicide, Yu Jingque thought of Ji Youning, Yu Mosheng, and many, many people.
Thinking of my unborn child, I remembered that I had never heard a child call him father.
Yu Jingque died and came back to life every time.
Then die again and live again.
Yu Jingque's forehead was rotten, which was left by Yu Jingque hitting the wall when he was addicted to smoking.
Yu Jingque's tongue also had several holes, which were bitten by Yu Jingque unconsciously in pain.
Yu Jingque's fist was even more bloody.
It was rotten when gravity hit the wall.
Yu Jingque is now neither human nor ghost, but Yu Jingque persists.
Yes, Yu Jingque really persisted.
In such pain, Yu Jingque did not choose to be a traitor, did not speak out, and he did not commit suicide.
Don't speak, don't commit suicide.
In pain, day after day, Hanyu Jiro became stupid.
Yu Jingque could choose not to speak, but he would definitely commit suicide because he couldn't bear it. Why not commit suicide?
Hanyu Jiro felt that he could not understand Yu Jingque.
As for Chen Xiqiao, Ji Youning and Yu Mosheng, they all know what Yu Jingque is going through now.
It was also sent over by the military police.
Smoking addiction?
Do you have to live and die every day?
day to day?
Not committing suicide?
Don't speak?
When these news reached their ears, they were not only shocked but also shocked.
Why didn't Yu Jingque speak?
That's because Yu Jingque doesn't want to be a traitor.
Why didn't Yu Jingque commit suicide?
That's because Yu Jingque still wants to see them.
Ji Youning understands Da Yan's feelings best. She has seen his father with her own eyes, and she no longer recognizes him.
Kneeling in front of her, just to beg Ji Youning to let him take a sip.
It can be seen how harmful smoke is.
Ji Youning understands the pain and the feeling.
But Yu Jingque actually tortured himself over and over again without opening his mouth.
Ji Youning, who had never shed tears, shed tears at this moment.
She was not crying because Yu Jingque had the habit of smoking which she hated most. Ji Youning didn't care about this at all, she just felt sorry for Yu Jingque.
She felt sorry for the pain Yu Jingque endured, and she also knew why Yu Jingque was persisting so hard.
For a moment, Ji Youning even hoped that Yu Jingque would commit suicide because she didn't want Yu Jingque to suffer, because Ji Youning fully understood that kind of pain.
Ji Youning's tears left Yu Mosheng and Chen Xiqiao speechless.
But all the comrades in the organization knew about Yu Jingque's deeds, and everyone was excited to save people.
It was Yu Mosheng who stopped it with tears in her eyes.