Qin Zhe couldn't tell whether he was angry or taking a last-ditch gamble. He didn't reply to Su Nannan's text message, but after putting away his phone, he said to her: "I'm going out."
Chen Enci's fingertips trembled slightly and he stared at his mobile phone with the screen still on without saying anything.
Qin Ji remained squatting in front of Chen Enci and did not move.
The phone went off automatically because no one had touched it for a long time.
The sudden dimming of light in front of her eyes made Chen Enci sober up a little. She slowly raised her eyelids and met Qin Zi's eyes. Her face was calm and her eyes were quiet. She looked at him steadily for a while, and then
He nodded lightly and spoke in a terrifyingly calm tone.
She said: "Okay."
Qin Jie's heart throbbed hard.
good.
very good.
Qin Jie nodded and stood up.
He must have been crazy that day. The more calm and calm she acted, the more he wanted to tear her expression apart. He wanted to see anger, jealousy, or even a little bit of displeasure on her face.
Because he thought that as long as there was a little bit of movement on her face, he would be able to tell himself that she not only liked him, but also loved him a little bit. She just said that she liked her because she was so stubborn.
He held up his cell phone and pretended to send a voice message, just to let her hear it.
He said: "See you later."
He also said: "Where can we meet?"
He was absolutely crazy that day. He entered the master bedroom, put down his cell phone, and took his clothes to the bathroom to take a shower. He cleaned himself up neatly and could not smell a trace of alcohol all over his body before leaving.
come out.
While arranging his hair in front of the mirror, he took his mobile phone and sent a voice message: "I'm leaving now."
From the beginning to the end, she didn't react at all while sitting on the sofa. Her back was straight and her posture was as straight as a primary school student. She was looking at the TV directly in front of her, her eyebrows calm.
Chen Enci slowly turned her head to look at the door. She nodded gently at him and said "hmm".
Qin Zhe looked directly into Chen Enci's eyes: "I may come back very late, so you should go to bed early."
Chen Enci said "hmm" again, and then lightly turned his eyes back to the TV in front of him, "I know."
Qin Jie stood at the door for a while without saying anything, then turned around and opened the door and left.
As the door slammed shut, Chen Enci still showed no emotion on his face.
A very funny variety show was playing on the TV. A group of artists laughed from time to time. She watched them laugh and laughed too. She smiled and slowly turned her head to look at the door.
She wanted to get up, chase him out, call him out, ask him, Qin Jie, could you please stop looking for Su Nannan, and tell him, I really don't like you, and you still talk to a girl when you know she likes you.
She came so close.
She really got up, but when she ran to the door, she suddenly felt funny.
He himself didn't care about the peach blossoms he provoked, so why should she care? If she cared, could anything change? Did her mother not care enough? But what about the ending?
Chen Enci took back his hand on the doorknob and sat back on the sofa.
She didn't know how many times she saw the advertisement for the same milk powder. The door lock was opened, and Qin Zhe, who had gone out not long ago, turned back.
She turned around and saw that his hands were empty. Before she could ask him why he came back so quickly, he spoke first: "I forgot to take my wallet."
Chen Enci nodded and swallowed the words that came to his lips.
Qin Zhe spoke again: "Please help me get it. I don't have time to change my shoes."
"Okay." Chen Enci stood up and asked, "Where is the wallet?"
Qin Jie: “It’s right next to my computer.”
Chen Enci said "Oh" and went to the master bedroom. His wallet was placed in front of the mouse, and she found it easily.
She walked up to him and handed him her wallet.
He didn't answer, just lowered his head slightly and looked at her.
The look in his eyes was very complicated, and she couldn't understand or guess it. She was inexplicably irritated by his look, and she handed her wallet forward: "Here you are."
He still didn't answer, and still looked at her unblinkingly.
Seeing that he didn't answer, Chen Enci put his wallet on the shoe cabinet next to him: "I put it here for you."
Qin Zie followed her movements and glanced at the wallet. After a while, he turned his head away and closed his eyes as if he was suppressing some pain.
When Chen Enci saw that he was silent, he didn't say anything more and turned around and walked back into the house.
Following her movements, Qin Zie slowly opened his eyes and looked at her back.
He really felt that he was an idiot. He was the one who wanted to take a gamble. He was the one who left the house seemingly free and easy, but it was he who was standing at the door unable to move his feet. He thought she would chase her out, but he waited.
For more than ten minutes, there was still no movement behind the door. During these ten minutes, he thought a lot, whether she would cry or whether she would be angry. The more he thought about it, the more uneasy he became, and he took two steps around the door angrily.
, and then took out the key and opened the door.
But what about her?
He was much calmer than he thought, and it had nothing to do with him.
She was watching TV like a normal person, as if the person who just went out to find another girl was not her boyfriend.
Qin Zhe looked at Chen Enci sitting on the sofa and changing channels with the remote control. At that moment, he felt like a beast forced to a dead end.
He just wanted to see a little bit of concern on her face, no, even in her eyes.
He really has no other requirements.
But even with this request, she couldn't give it to him.
Qin Zhe felt that he was not crazy, but really crazy. He was driven crazy by her, or rather, he was driven crazy by his love.
He loves her, so he hopes that she will love him too. He is too eager for them to be equal in love, and he too hopes that no matter how much he loves, he can get the same love from her.
He made a common mistake that everyone would make. He was not a saint after all. At the beginning, he was willing to do it without any regrets, but in the end, he was still unwilling to do it.
Do you know?
Sometimes, loving too deeply can also hurt you too much.
He was so unwilling, he wanted her response so much. Seeing her indifferent expression, he wanted to step forward and hold her shoulders, asking her what he wanted before she would be willing to try it.
Love him.
The anger in his heart became thicker and thicker, until finally, he neither stepped forward to grab her shoulders nor questioned her, but called her name very softly: "Chen Xi."
She hesitated for two seconds and turned to look at him.
He looked back into her eyes and called her name again: "Chen Xi."